A Scumbag Mother Dressed as a Bitter Hostess

Jiang Chu's injuries were completely healed before entering the summer vacation, but the physical injuries healed, but the sequelae of the mental injuries were obviously not eliminated.

Although her waking behavior was no different from ordinary people, she had frequent nightmares in the past few months, and she would wake up Gu Lingjun almost every time. The six-month pregnancy is already very obvious. With the warmer weather and the thinning of clothes, the news of Gu Lingjun's pregnancy is almost universally known.

After the holiday, the final exam ended without any risk, Jiang Chu's tense nerves finally relaxed slightly. In order to deal with more emergencies, some Jiang Chu applied to participate in the defense earlier. She had taken enough credits a long time ago and her grades have always been excellent. As for the thesis, she started preparing early and passed very smoothly.

Zhuang Jingyuan applied for a long vacation and went back to school specifically to participate in her defense. Afterwards, Jiang Chuxie always contacted her only by email or message, and never asked her how to solve the inhibitor issue. Obviously, a dean's doorway is not so narrow. Without her help, Zhuang Jingyuan still got the inhibitor, and it seemed to be doing well, as if it was... a little more plump.

The two did not communicate too much. Although Zhuang Jingyuan seemed to have something to say to her, Jiang Chuli ignored it.

After finishing his defense, Jiang Chuxie was dedicated to taking care of Gu Lingjun except for work. Omega pregnancy is much easier than Beta, which is determined by the physiological structure and hormone levels. But the so-called ease is only relative. Pregnancy is a hardship for the mother from beginning to end.

Gu Lingjun insisted on finishing the final exam, and then decisively went through the suspension formalities. Jiang Chuxie was very fortunate that she did not persist.

In this year, too many things happened to the two of them, and it seemed like a miracle to be able to successfully end the course of this year.

After the holiday, Gu Lingjun rarely went out. Jiang Chuxie stayed at home to accompany her to raise the baby most of the time except for going to the company when necessary. There is also a nanny and Mu Qing at home, but even so, the two often show fatigue.

Mu Qing only thought that the young couple was tossed by the pregnancy. Only the two of them knew how much of this was due to mental pressure.

Jiang Chuxie woke up from the nightmare again. Although he was able to stop screaming, he still seemed to wake up Gu Lingjun beside him.

"Sorry, did you wake you up again?"

Although it has been calm and calm in the past few months, nothing happened, but Jiang Chu would have nightmares from time to time to remind himself that he should not take it lightly.

Holding the hand that Gu Lingjun stretched out to wipe his sweat, Jiang Chuxie felt very guilty. Gu Lingjun knew that he was pregnant and suffering, but he still had to take care of her.

"Or, let's sleep in separate beds first?"

Gu Lingjun touched her face and chuckled, "Did you think of such a method?"

Jiang Chu said guiltily, "But this doesn't seem to be cured in a short while. You are very tired when you are pregnant, and I often make it difficult to sleep."

"Nothing. I slept shallowly because I was pregnant. Besides, I don’t have much to do now. I can make up for sleep during the day when I’m sleepy. On the contrary, it’s you. collapsed."

Gu Ling didn't lie. She was actually awakened by Jiang Chu not every time she woke up. It is not only Jiang Chu who repeats the nightmare, but also her.

"I'm in good health, don't worry. And I have graduated, and there is Zhuang Qi busy with the company, I don't have to go often."

There is one good thing about Gan Jiangchu's business, that is, you can work anywhere with a computer. She is the boss, and her current skills and experience are much higher than those of her employees, so she can basically make a decision directly by herself.

Gu Lingjun was nestled in Jiang Chu's arms, and her little hand seemed to stroke her lower abdomen unconsciously. There was only a small scar left in the area where she was injured, and it felt a little raised.

"Lingjun..."

Jiang Chu gasped for a while, and held his wife's hand. Although he just touched the lower abdomen, the action didn't mean anything, but it still succeeded in arousing Jiang Chu's fire.

Gu Lingjun stopped her hand obediently, raised her head and moved to Jiang Chu's face, and kissed her chin softly.

"I just want to touch your belly."

Jiang Chu knew that she just wanted to touch her stomach, otherwise she would have jumped on it early. Since she was injured, this seems to have become Gu Lingjun's hobby.

"It doesn't hurt anymore, and the scar is small."

"But you must be very painful then."

Jiang Chu turned around a bit and hugged Gu Lingjun tightly: "Of course it hurts to be injured, but that's nothing to say. In the situation at that time, I would definitely become more painful if I didn't do this."

Gu Lingjun was resting on her arm, her eyes became sore.

"Chu, I love you."

Jiang Chuxie opened his eyes slightly, and was very pleasantly surprised by his wife's sudden confession. The two of them often talk privately, but they don't speak such love words casually or deliberately. Although she was quite sure of Gu Lingjun's heart, she was still very happy to hear it with her own ears.

"I love you too," Jiang Chuxie hugged his wife in her arms, feeling her warmth and love with her body, "Lingjun, I never understood what love is like, you let me experience it. The feeling of loving someone and being loved. I will always be nice to you and will always protect you."

Gu Lingjun frowned slightly, just about to say something, a pulse came from his lower abdomen.

"Um……"

In my memory, Jiang Wei was a child who didn't like to move, and this time her baby moved very late. It's been six months, and this is only the third time I feel her.

"what happened?"

When Jiang Chu noticed her abnormality, he couldn't help but look nervous. Gu Lingjun took her palm and placed it on her lower abdomen, and said with a chuckle: "The child is moving."

Jiang Chuxie's movements and expressions were a little stiff, and he subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hands. Because she has made up her mind that if she has to choose between his wife and daughter in the future, she will definitely abandon the child, so she doesn't want to have too much communication with the child now.

But when she felt the slight pulsation under Gu Lingjun's belly, her heart trembled unexpectedly.

"Chu, do you feel it?"

Gu Lingjun had already noticed that Jiang Chuxie's attitude towards children was somewhat subtle. I didn't mention the matter of wanting to get rid of her for the time being. Even if she decided to take this child later, her words and attitude did not show much care and joy.

Compared with caring about the child, Jiang Chuxie is more concerned about whether she is pregnant or not, and whether she is in good health. During each checkup, Jiang Chuxie also asks questions about whether the fetal position is correct and whether she can guarantee a smooth delivery at that time.

As for the child, she hasn't taken the initiative to say anything so far, which makes Gu Lingjun feel very strange.

If Gu Lingjun’s reincarnation starts to be calculated based on her ability to control the body smoothly, in fact, each time is not very long. The shortest time is only two or three years, and the longest is only six or seven years. Each time, she died before her daughter grew up.

She feels guilty about this.

She gave birth to Jiang Weizao countless times, and became her mother countless times, but never allowed her to grow up, just because of her own selfishness. It must be false to say that she does not love her daughter, but the love is not deep enough to make her give up changing herself.

So every time she encountered that question after her death, she would choose a definite answer without hesitation.

Whether it is death, rebirth or reincarnation, it is a very mysterious process. Gu Lingjun is very difficult to describe it in words, and it is also difficult to describe the feeling. In the end, what remained in her memory was not the picture, but the purely written expression.

But she knows very well that if she chooses to give up, the world will continue to exist and function, and if she chooses to start again, then everything that happened before will disappear and start all over again.

In other words, her choice determines the fate of everyone in this world, and she herself seems to be a switch to restart the world.

Gu Lingjun gradually realized this in the constant reincarnation, but she didn't know where she knew it or when she started to realize it, but she was inexplicably convinced of it.

But even if she realized the impact of her choice, she never hesitated once.

She is such a selfish and stubborn creature.

But this time with Jiang Weizao, she felt happiness far more than any time, and cherished and cared for her daughter far more than any time.

This is the child of her and Jiang Chuxie, and this alone makes her have a deeper love for the child in her womb.

But Jiang Chuxie didn't seem to think so...At least, she didn't show enthusiasm for the child.

"Hmm..." Jiang Chu responded eagerly for a long time, but he probably realized that his attitude was wrong, and he added a word quickly, "Isn't she going to sleep? She is still moving so late."

Gu Lingjun couldn't help but laugh at what she said: "Do you think the fetus sleeps the same time as you?"

Jiang Chu looked sad, but did not let go of his hand anyway, while gently stroking her bulging belly, while whispering: "I just don't want you to be tossed too hard by her."

"You don't like her because you think it's hard for me to be pregnant, do you?"

Gu Lingjun hooked her shoulders and asked jokingly.

Jiang Chu's expression was slightly distorted, and he did not deny that he did not like this child.

"It's not just because of this."

Gu Lingjun pursed the corner of his lips, and tightly grasped Jiang Chuxie's palm.

"You really don't like her?"

Jiang Chuxian realized that he had said something wrong and quickly explained: "Lingjun, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not. I haven't met her yet? I'm just more worried about you. I don't want you to get hurt because of her. "

This explanation sounds even stranger because it is too rational. To strangers, this logic is quite normal. But for a child who is connected to one's own blood, shouldn't as a mother naturally have feelings for her?

What's more, this is the crystallization of blood between her and her lover, even if she is selfish, she can't help but love the house.

That thought reappeared in Gu Lingjun's mind. No matter how hard she tried to forget, this thought still harassed her from time to time.

Is Jiang Chuxie's love for her true?

She hopes so so that Jiang Chu really loves her. However, clues are telling her that Jiang Chu's love for her is "involuntary".

It is of great significance to her to figure out this, because she does not want Jiang Chuxie to suffer more unfair treatment.