After being marked by the boss of scum’s ex-wife

Cheng Lang's voice is not too loud, it can even be said to be very calm.

But the words narrated in this calm tone fell into Song Zhen's ears, which was tantamount to a thunderbolt in the sky, and Song Zhen's whole body was shaking.

"Do you know what you are talking about, Cheng Lang?!"

Song Zhen's eyes were dark, and he couldn't stop talking.

In this tremor, there was unbelievable, uncontrollable anger, and even more importantly, there was a deep anger, mixed with great disappointment, disappointment with Cheng Lang, and small disappointment with the one who grew up together.

"How could you be like this..."

"You, there is a bamboo instrument in the front, and Mrs. Brown in the back. No one knows what they are doing better than adenosine, picking up the drugs that have been denied and discarded. The essence of their behavior is related to opening Pandora's Box. What's the difference? What kind of ecstasy soup Tong Xianglu gave you, you...you know, a group of clinical trials, there are more than a dozen pregnant women, that is more than a dozen living people!"

"Alpha's clinical experiment failed, and there was no illegal operation in the middle. The response from the public is still the same. Teacher Zhuang, Qing Zhuang, who discovered and extracted basic stabilizers, are nominated as the greatest scientific researcher of this century. Putting aside the ethical issues of pregnant women, do you think if there is something good or bad in a group of clinical trials, who will understand you!?"

"Don’t the Tong family put you on the fire and roast you!"

"If it becomes their benefit, then their clinical trials will be smooth sailing. If not, they can still bite the second group of experiments!"

"Why do you help them..."

Song Zhen became excited and spoke upside down, even a little incoherent.

Cheng Lang listened quietly in front of him, until this sentence, Cheng Lang retorted calmly: "I didn't help them."

Cheng Lang: "I'm just doing what I want to do, helping myself."

"What do you want to do, what do you want to do..."

Cheng Lang: "I want to try if I can develop Reagent Z, I don't rely on you."

Song Zhen was dumb for a moment.

The next moment, he put his hands on his forehead and closed his eyes deeply.

Unspeakable discomfort swept Song Zhen's whole person.

"So," Song Zhen's voice also became hoarse, with heavy exhaustion, as if someone who had just crossed the desert lost the water that nourished and survived, "Are you for fame?"

Even through the radio waves, the change in Song Zhen's voice was clearly audible, and Cheng Lang was silent again.

Song Zhen frowned and said every word, "I know that you have been in scientific research, cherish your wings, and have your own ambitions and plans. So, the fundamental reason is that the second group entered the clinical trial. You are anxious. I don’t want to give up the first authorship right, as a last resort..."

After a pause, Song Zhen felt that these four words were wrong again, but the four words "great desire to smoke the heart", although they were combined, were really ugly, and Song Zhen couldn't say it.

After thinking about it, Song Zhen let him go, skipping, "I don't want to give up the right to sign, so did you use what Tong Xianglu provided you?"

Cheng Lang didn't speak.

So in this call, there were dozens of seconds, and only the sound of radio waves was left.

What about Cheng Lang, what is his mental journey, how dazed to believe Tong Xianglu, Song Zhen can’t imagine, and he can’t make up his brain...

But no matter what Cheng Lang was in before and now, Song Zhen was really going crazy.

The confession for Cheng Lang, the words that were said for her, the actions that were carried out for her...

Song Zhen almost collapsed and said, "Why are you so confused? Even if you are not the first in the research and development of stabilizers, if you calm down and study, you will always be the second and the third..."

Cheng Lang said, rarely firm, "Don't lie to me, the stabilizer has always followed the route you planned. My role in it, at best, is only to provide a few good ratios. There are so many scientific researchers in the three districts. I haven't been able to do it for many years, and I...among them, what can be..."

Song Zhen was excited, "Then you don’t have a way to go if you don’t develop a stabilizer. The Tong family hasn’t made it for more than ten years. It’s still a pioneer in our country and is praised by everyone, even if it’s me. After developing reagent Z, with more than ten years of accumulated contributions, the status of the Tong family will not be changed much..."

Song Zhen: "Even if it's really as you said, you can't handle stabilizers, then making peripheral medicines is like Tong's family. It's always okay to take the bonus of stabilizers?"

"Reagent Z is ultimately a thing of the Adenosine Division, belonging to the First Research Institute. After the research and development is completed, it is the dean’s decision whether to share the formula internally, even if you can’t develop the second, third... Then you There is always something you can do, what are you anxious about, this is not like you at all, you never belong to you but..."

Song Zhen broke down and covered his face, "He had such an achievement when he was twenty-four, the title of major, why did you do this..."

This sentence seemed to ask the other person's heart, and Cheng Lang's breathing became unstable.

Song Zhen can no longer take care of the others. The backlog of depression in the past few days, coupled with the previous remarks, can't help her whole body, and the accumulated negative emotions are directly exploded at this moment...

"Strictly speaking, you and Zuo Tian were both taken on this road by me. Zuo Tian has no talents, but he has great practical skills and steady hands. Even if there is no personal action, he will be a good deputy. …"

"But you are not, Cheng Lang, you are not like this."

"From the beginning, even if I had a manuscript left by the dealer, your talent was revealed early on the road of scientific research. There are already fewer talents in the match. Even if the AO has a PhD in this field, There are not many people who skip grades, but you are different. You have almost no obstacles in your studies, and you have a smooth journey..."

"You have such a talent, and you are in such a good unit as the research institute, why do you want to destroy the Great Wall by yourself..."

"You should have done something..."

"This road is so difficult, so many people can't make it to the Tao at all. You were born so favored, why are you..."

"Because scientific research has never been my choice!" Cheng Lang suddenly shouted.

Song Zhen was almost choked by the words, and Cheng Lang's emotions that were suppressed in a calm tone finally couldn't hold back and exploded.

"Scientific research is your dream, Song Zhen. It is your wish to make a stabilizer. It is your greatest wish."

"But not mine!"

"From start to finish, this is just your dream, not mine."

Song Zhen lost control, "Then what do you want?"

"I want you!" Cheng Lang replied and roared, "I am just following you from beginning to end!"

Song Zhen suffocated.

Cheng Lang: "Take the road of scientific research, make a name for itself, and be well-known at a young age. This has never been my ideal. My first idea was just to follow you..."

"When I was in high school, I actually didn't like to study that much, but your grades were too good. I was afraid that I would not be worthy of you, so I forced myself to study. So after we fell in love, my grades were so stable and I was always in class. It’s as good as you..."

"Choose a major, I want to stay in Jiangcheng, but if you insist on coming to Beijing, I will fill it with you."

"When you were in college, you were busier than high school. I couldn't find anything to do and didn't want to bother you. I know, I know you have your own ambitions and ideals in your heart, so you can apply for other majors as far as you can. , Fill yourself with learning, talent...you say you have it..."

"But I still remember when classifying, you said that few people can learn the drug ratio well, so I filled in and wanted to try, so that when you do scientific research in the future, you don't have to look for talents in this field..."

"Oh, what a **** talent, I just want to make you happy."

The voice on the other side of the phone also took on a hoarse texture, and some rustling noises could be heard, but it was hard to cover up, and the inside was completely broken.

"I just want to follow you, from the beginning, it's that simple."

"Whether it's doing scientific research or doing other things, I just want to have more intersection with you, I want to keep you in my life, just like that, I don't have any ideals, I just love you."

"Song Zhen, I don't want anything else, I want you in life, can't you?"

"I don't care about results, fame and fortune, I don't want these..."

"You can't show mercy once, can you look back?"

Song Zhen was speechless.

"You and Zhu Sui, yes, she is very good, excellent or even perfect, but you are not the same person at all. Even if you get married, you have to have a marriage certificate. There must be some agreement. After the divorce, you can't give it to me. A little chance?"

Song Zhen was silent.

And silence itself was an answer, Cheng Lang understood.

"It's impossible, isn't it?" Her voice was suddenly slightly cautious, afraid of breaking something.

Song Zhen closed his eyes, there was only silence in the room.

Cheng Lang: "That's..." The last few words were hoarse and out of tune.

Song Zhen rectified himself and forced himself to return to the topic, "But you used the one provided by Tong's family, this ingredient is wrong, and finally you can't make a stabilizer..."

"What do you know?" Cheng Langmin said, "An achievement is like walking in the dark. If it is not a failure, no one can predict it on the road. You...you are so sure, what else is the key to knowing the stabilizer?"

Song Zhen pursed his lips for a moment, and finally said, "I know this R&D logic won't work, and you will fail."

"Can you argue?"

Song Zhen looked down.

Of course she can't, at least on the face of it, she can't show it yet.

"It can't be said, right?" Cheng Lang understood, "Is it what your mother left behind? The idea of ​​developing stabilizers back then, or other things that haven't been announced?"

"Is it right?"

There are many things that my mother has not told her, but some ideas, stabilizing agents mentioned in life, repeated words, Song Zhen is impressed, and when he grows up, combined with the manuscript materials left behind, he touched it with enlightenment. After the general direction, Song Zhen completely understood.

Song Zhen: "I'm pretty sure that their logic is wrong. Even if the medicine is okay, it won't work, so..."

"You want to persuade me to suspend?"

Song Zhen was stunned, "After all, there are more than a dozen pregnant women, if you know..."

"But you have no strong means to stop me." Cheng Lang saw through. "You can't tell outsiders when you know what you know is not yet disclosed, but you can be sure that I can't do this, so...except for persuading me to suspend. Come down, you seem to have no other way to stop a group of clinical trials, right?"

Song Zhen bit his lip. At this time, he was annoyed by Cheng Lang's IQ again.

Without him, every word Cheng Lang said was correct.

She knew that there was a problem with the other party's experiment, but after thinking about it, apart from persuading, she could not stop at this time.

Song Zhen: "Recover it while it can still be recovered, if something goes wrong..."

"I know it well."

Song Zhen felt uneasy, "What do you mean?"

"I know what you are worried about. Zuo Tian should also know these things. Recently, she is not in the research institute. If you want to analyze data, you can't do without her. You should have discussed it. You..."

In the middle of the conversation, the topic was strongly reversed by Cheng Lang, "I won't hurt anyone. If you can't come up with a strong argument, I won't stop when there is no problem. I will give it a try after all. That’s my answer..."

"As for the ones you worry about, don't worry, I won't affect a district, nor will I affect Adenosine."

"If I... Oh, I have my own plans anyway, then..."

"At that time?" Song Zhen puzzled.

Cheng Lang let out a sigh, "When the time comes, maybe..." Maybe Song Zhen would still be grateful to her.

"Cheng Lang, you speak clearly..."

"It's clear enough, so be it, I don't want to say anymore."

The phone was hung up.

When Zhu Sui and Zuo Tian went in again, Song Zhen held his forehead, not knowing what he was thinking.

Zuo Tian glanced at Zhu Sui, a little impatient, and asked Song Zhen, "What did she say?"

"She admitted."

"what?"

Frozen, Zuo Tian said, "But, but isn't this impossible? Well, that group of pregnant women over there..."

Obviously Zhu Sui had thought about this issue a long time ago. "The research and development of drugs is a difficult road. Cheng Lang does not use drugs from the three districts. If there is not enough information to support it, I am afraid your conclusions will not be convincing."

At least I can't persuade the Rongyuan or the dean to force a group of clinical trials to stop before any problems occur.

"Then, then what do we..."

Song Zhen: "I don't know."

"At least I don't know now." The voice was exhausted.

Zuo Tian suffocated, Zhu Sui glanced at Song Zhen's appearance, and at the same time, she winked at Zuo Tian, ​​saying, "I've been busy for a week and I'm very tired, otherwise you will go back and rest. "

Zuo Tian: "Go back?"

Zhu Sui pushed Zuo Tian out, "Yes, since there is nothing to discuss, then you go back and have a good rest, and also think about whether there is any way, okay? You repeatedly asked Teacher Song, she doesn't know!"

Zuo Tian was dismissed by Zhu Sui, and Song Zhen became silent abnormally. Zhu Sui couldn't see what she was thinking.

In the evening, Song Zhen sat on the sofa for a long time alone.

It rained in winter. In the middle of the night, it was Saturday. She went to the balcony and stood there for a long time wrapped in a thick shawl. The light rain mixed with the coldness of autumn and winter, but Song Zhen didn't feel it at all, just like that. , Looking outside, don't know which point his gaze falls on, very dazed.

Zhu Sui went to call her, Song Zhen turned around in a daze, and responded.

Zhu Sui didn't want to bother in the first place. Seeing Song Zhen so desperate, he couldn't hold back, "Sister, what are you thinking about? Are you thinking about Dr. Cheng?"

Song Zhen heard clearly, shook his head slowly, and looked outside the balcony.

Zhu Sui thought she couldn't speak anymore, Song Zhen opened her mouth, her voice was very gentle, it was a kind of prostration and weakness after exhaustion, and she had to be pale and gentle.

"I was thinking, when I was in high school."

Song Zhen spoke, and Zhu Sui stayed again.

Thinking of something, Song Zhen suddenly rolled up a smile, "I said, I always knew what road I was walking, and I knew what I would encounter."

"So in studying, I have always been very serious, afraid that I am not as good as others."

"Apart from studying, I have never considered anything else."

"Maybe because of Omege's talent. People around me liked me a lot, but I never thought about it until..."

Until Cheng Lang's confession.

Until Cheng Lang said those things to her.

"In fact, at the very beginning, I still wanted to refuse and didn't want to drag others into the water." Song Zhen lowered his eyes, "But the feeling is that you can't control it. The more you want to alienate, the more... That's all."

"If I firmly refused at that time, maybe it would be a good thing for her and me."

"I can't give what she wants."

"I'm chasing, she can't understand it either."

"Both people are uncomfortable."

"I think, if the original choice was different, she might not have been led by me, and there would be no subsequent series of things. She herself is not a person with strong beliefs, she just likes life. Some of the little things in here are satisfied with the moment, maybe, from the beginning, I chose the wrong one..."

Song Zhen could understand Cheng Lang's desire to develop Z reagent. She didn't say anything, but Song Zhen understood that he had grown up together since childhood. There was no need to explain it thoroughly, and it was impossible for Song Zhen to fail to comprehend it.

After all, she still dreamed that she could turn around...

I imagined that if she made Z reagent, she would be moved and changed...

Song Zhen helped his forehead, a headache.

Overlapped in reality and memories, it's uncomfortable that I can't tell.

Until she fell into a warm embrace.

I don't know when, Zhu Sui hugged her, very light, she can break free of strength as soon as she struggles.

Song Zhen didn't struggle, and he hugged Zhu Sui with his backhand, tightly, and the veins on the back of his hand were strong enough to see her exertion.

"It's not your fault." Zhu Sui said.

"I know, I know it has nothing to do with me, I just..."

In the arms of the person he likes, Song Zhen is rare and fragile, and he curls his eyebrows, "I just feel a little uncomfortable."

"On this road of scientific research, so many people want a little talent but don't want it. They can only work hard and survive. The talented but... not so rare, I feel very ironic."

"What's even more ironic is that the key of stabilizers has nothing to do with these. In fact, stabilizers only need..."

The bamboo year raises eyebrows.

Song Zhen's voice stopped, and suddenly asked, "Sui Sui, have you ever thought that maybe the fertility rate can be improved?"

Zhu Sui's heart jumped heavily, "Sister, what do you mean?"

Song Zhen didn't answer the conversation.

Zhu Sui thought for a while, suppressed the shock in his heart, and replied, "If possible, this should shock the world."

Song Zhen buried his face in Zhusui's arms, breathing in the smell of Zhusui, and whispered, "Yes."

Song Zhen didn't mention it, Zhu Sui also winked and stopped asking, returning to the original topic.

"You don't have to be too uncomfortable because of Dr. Cheng, I think the problem lies with her..."

After a pause, Zhu Sui: "Her biggest problem is that she shouldn't force you."

Song Zhen was stunned, and raised his head, a pair of innocent and moist eyes appeared in front of his eyes no matter how old they were.

Zhu Sui caressed Song Zhen's eyes, and his voice was lightened. There was a strange gentleness in his eyes, "You respect her, but she doesn't give you the same respect. She is actually not worthy of you, sister."

"I..." Song Zhen read something similar to affection from Zhusui Chang's eyes, but she didn't know if she was dazzled, or because of her feelings for Zhusui, she read it wrong, and Xu Huang bowed her head again." I am not as good as you think."

In return, Zhu Sui let out a chuckle.

Zhu Sui put his chin on Song Zhen's forehead, and said playfully, "I feel good when you are a little worse."

"You are liked by many people now, and if it is better, I'm afraid I won't be able to compete with others."

"So you can be a little bit willful, but you'd better not have the level that other people like it."

"I…"

Just as Song Zhen wanted to talk, Zhu Sui reached out his hand casually, patted her back comfortably, and she suddenly became speechless.

In the next instant, Song Zhen buried his face in Zhu Sui's arms again.

Regardless of whether it is true or not, she likes the warmth at this moment and is really comforted.

I like it, I don't want to say anything, I just want to extend the feeling of this moment forever.

It is said that many people like her, but in fact, more people like Zhu Sui, right?

Saying that Cheng Lang was not good enough for her, Song Zhen also felt that such a good bamboo year, she...she was not good enough either.

But when she was able to possess it, in her selfishness, she still hoped to monopolize it for a long time.

Song Zhen's actions made Zhu Sui flattered. The woman laughed and pinched Song Zhen's earlobe, "Sister, are you acting like a baby?"

Song Zhen confided, buried himself, and did not answer.

The weekend passed quickly, but Song Zhen had no idea in his heart.

Zuo Tian didn't think of an effective way.

But I don’t know if it’s a coincidence or just the right thing. Song Zhen couldn’t sit still anymore, and his conscience couldn’t live anymore. He wanted to get a hint from the Rongyuan. When he tried to test the reaction of the Rongyuan, Chen Ye ran in. laboratory.

"Teacher Song, sweet sister, my God, that's great, you are all here."

Song Zhen and Zuo Tian looked at each other.

Chen Ye was out of breath, "Something went wrong, something went wrong, the clinical laboratory..."

Zuo Tianxin was startled for a moment, "What happened to our pregnant woman?"

Chen Ye waved his hand, "No, it's not."

Chen Ye crouched his hips and changed his tone, "It's a group of pregnant women over there. It's not quite right. The Rongyuan Academy asked everyone to come over!"

Song Zhen and Zuo Tian looked at each other again, unanimously, reading the panic from the bottom of each other's eyes.

But after another thought, I felt wrong.

It was only two months old, and Tong Xianglu could hold people down for five months before.

It's not, and it shouldn't be...

Song Zhen could think of it, Zuo Tian could also, her eyes turned constantly.

Chen Ye was surprised: "What are your expressions, shall we not leave?"

Zuo Tian hesitated to speak but stopped.

"Go, of course!" Song Zhendao, "we will go there together."