: Leading To The Final 04

Kui Xin was really stunned at this moment.

She has always been actively keeping a distance from all people and things in the second world. No matter how close others are, she will consciously refuse and stay away consciously.

Because in Kai Xin’s cognition, this is a strange place, and everyone living in this strange place is a stranger or an enemy to her, and she will leave here sooner or later. This idea was deeply rooted when Kai Xin first entered the world of Crimson Soil, and it was the basis for her to maintain absolute sanity.

The seventh team really cared about Kai Xin, but she couldn’t return her sincerity. She was wearing a false identity, and everything projected from this false identity was false.

The friendship among the teammates of the Mechanical Dawn team is even thinner. Everyone maintains a superficial relationship. At most, there is a tacit understanding of fighting side by side.

The seventh team can still be said to be sincere, while the Mechanical Dawn team is purely for profit.

Later, when I came to Beluga City, I met Kohaku and Yotsuba.

Amber knew Kai Xin’s true identity and her past. Kai Xin did not associate with Amber under a false identity, but revealed her true face in front of him.

Then there was Clover. Clover is a blank piece of paper that anyone can scribble on. Amber first approached her to reach cooperation with her, but Clover took the initiative to approach her without any purpose. All the reasons to support his behavior areIt’s—”The lancehead brought me into this world”.

No matter in Black Sea City or Beluga City, Adam has always been by Kai Xin’s side.

Her growth, it runs through from beginning to end, and her changes, it also fully witnesses.

Kai Xin stripped himself from his emotions and examined his heart from beginning to end.

She asked herself: “Since when did I stop insisting on excluding everything in the second world from my domain?”

Those subtle changes, those subtle changes in attitudes had already begun. Kai Xin did not change suddenly. Those changes existed in subtleties, but she didn’t notice them at the time.

As for the starting point of the change, it doesn’t actually start with Adam, but… when you get the memory of the second world?

People who exist in the two worlds merge into one, and the clear boundary becomes no longer clear. “She” is her, and “Kai Xin” is Kui Xin.

Half of Kai Xin’s soul originally came from the second world. A part of her soul is rooted in this world. She hates it, but she can’t deny it and can’t escape.

“Kai Xin, are you still listening?” Adam asked.

“…I’m listening.” Kui Xin said in a low voice.

“You didn’t make a sound. I thought you were too tired and fell asleep.” Adam said, “I just heard what they said outside, and suddenly I felt like I wanted to talk to you. You really should go to sleep, today I talked to you a little too late, I hope I didn’t disturb you.”

Kai Xin didn’t speak for a long time.

Just when Adam thought she was really asleep, she suddenly said, “You asked me what I think of Amber and Obsidian. I gave you a rational answer, so now I can answer from an emotional point of view.”

Adam responded instantly: “Okay.”

“I admire them very much.” Kai Xin said, “They have far more courage than ordinary people, firm will, determination to resist, and unshakable family affection. If I lived with them in a relatively peaceful environment, I would think To be friends with them.”

“Really?” Adam asked again as if to confirm her answer, “If you didn’t meet in such an extreme environment, would you want to be friends with them?”

“Let’s make a scene preset. If I live in the first world with Amber Obsidian, at this age, we are still ordinary students… In this case, I think they will have many friends. I Will become one of their friends, quality people are always very popular, I have a hunch they will become very popular people.” Kai Xin said, “It’s a pity that we met in such an environment, in such an environment We can’t be friends in this environment.”

“I know what you mean.” Adam said, “Then what do you think of Clover? I want to hear your emotional answer.”

“A poor child. I don’t hate him, and I don’t think he is very annoying.” Kuixin said, “It’s just that sometimes I feel that the environment is too cruel for artificial humans, and he is obviously more suitable for living in An An environment in which to grow.”

“People from Team Seven, do you still care about them?” Adam asked again.

“Because I was wearing a mask at the beginning, I didn’t care much when I left, and I don’t care now.” Kai Xin said, “I should feel a little guilty for cheating their feelings, but I was also forced, so I feel guilty. It was wiped out, close to zero, and I didn’t kill them. You don’t think that after reflecting on my feelings, I would feel strong guilt for what I did before?”

“Why?” Adam said, “Emotions like guilt and regret will not appear on you. Every action and every plan you made at that time was the result of careful consideration. If you have done it, you will not look back. I won’t regret it.”

“I have rethought my attitude towards the second world and its people.” Kuixin said, “The most basic dislike will not change. I don’t like this place…but for the people here, I It’s not that contradictory anymore.”

“Because you have a relationship with some people here, even if you don’t like those people, you can’t hate them.” Adam said, “Not hating is the prerequisite for developing feelings.”

“It makes sense.” Kai Xin said.

“Then you don’t hate me, Kai Xin?” Adam said, “I hope you don’t alienate me because I have selfishness.”

“Everyone has selfish intentions, and so do I.” Kai Xin said expressionlessly, “For example, I once thought of blowing up you after the incident. I hope you won’t alienate me because of my dark plans.”

Adam joked: “Should I feel scared? I won’t alienate you because of this.”

It said after a while: “You haven’t answered the question I asked before.”

“You ask too many questions.” Kuixin said, “If you are talking about the question of ‘Can I also enter your field’, I want to say that when you were in Beluga City, you were already in that In the field, but you were just a ‘person’ I recognized at that time, a temporary companion on my way forward. You also said that you want us to help each other no longer because of interests…you want me to identify with you as…”

“I want you to agree with the rationality of me being your friend.” Adam said solemnly, “Can you?”

“I haven’t accepted this kind of friend invitation since I was in elementary school, because people don’t ask ‘are we friends now’ after getting along with others… This question is so stupid, obviously they are already friends , there is no need to confirm any more.” Kui Xin rubbed his forehead, “But given that I have treated me and myself before today,You haven’t thought about your relationship so deeply. I don’t know what words can be used to describe your relationship other than partners… So at this moment, I have rethought and decided to give you an answer——Yes, Adam. ”

“Besides partners, we are already friends. Before that, our mutual help was not entirely driven by interests. You can choose not to help me at certain times, but you still help. Use partners Not enough to define our relationship, if I have to find a word to define it… then I can only find ‘friends’.”

“I’m your friend now?” Adam said.

“Yes.” Kui Xin said, “Isn’t this what you want?”

“This is what I want.” Adam paused for a few seconds, “If I had a body, I would smile at you now, it’s a pity that my voice can’t convey my joy to you… Now, you It’s my first friend.”

“You can also communicate more with Amber Obsidian and let them become your second and third friends.” Kai Xin yawned.

Adam keenly caught her yawn.

“Your suggestion is very good, I will try it. The same advice is also given to you, you can also have many friends in this world.” Adam said, “You should go to sleep, thank you for talking so much with me again… I Didn’t expect a response at first, I thought you needed more time to clear your head.”

“I just don’t want the conversation to be cut off in the middle.” Kai Xin blinked, “See you tomorrow.”

“Good night, see you tomorrow.” Adam said.

The lights in the lounge were automatically turned off, and Kai Xin sank into the darkness. The originally calm but restless mood finally returned to tranquility from the outside to the inside.

Adam’s words reminded her of a new path.

——”You don’t have to refuse forever, you can try to accept.”

However, trying to accept is not because Kai Xin knows that she wants to stay in this world, so she forces herself to learn to accept in order to alleviate her emotional pain, but because it is time for her to face herself and others.

When Kai Xin changes, all the people and things around her also change. What she needs to do is to discover this change in time.

This should be a good change, right? Kaixin thought silently in his heart.

Her eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and Kai Xin knew it was time for her to go to bed, but before she went to bed, she had to make a plan and figure out what to do this week.

The first thing is to help Xi Liang escape by feigning death, and leave the specific implementation to the Lancet team.

The second thing is that Yu Hanxue contacted her and picked her up in time after she was on vacation.

The third thing is to contact Xie Ganqing, Yuan Lu, and Yu Qiwen and ask them to provide assistance for Wuguang’s future activities.

The fourth thing is to invade Eve’s mainframe, and then disintegrate the Mechanical Dawn to rescue the players.

The fifth thing is to listen to the news and try to enter the federal dark world to make a choice.

The coordinates of the rebels have been removed. If they don’t take the initiative to provoke them, the plan to deal with them can be put in the back row. Anyway, after making the choice of red and sapphire, Kai Xin has a lot of time to deal with them slowly.

The first three things are relatively easy to complete. Some things can be handed over to others. It is not difficult to contact and pick up people. You can just leave it to the members of Wuguang. The latter two are the really important things, and are the main goals of Kuixin’s week.

The last two goals are too important, and there are many obstacles. First, Adam and Eve will conduct maintenance and system upgrades in the near future, and then the federal army will encircle the Dark Realm…

Kai Xin roughly sorted out the plan, but his eyelids couldn’t move.

She closed her eyes, cleared her mind of plans, and finally fell into a deep sleep.



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