After Rebirth, I and Idol Have HE [Entertainment Circle]

Xu Xiaodi took a deep breath and summoned all his strength, only to realize that it didn't matter if he wasn't what he imagined.

An Rong noticed that she lowered her head and didn't look at herself, as if she was talking to herself.

"We were learning to dance in a dance class. Her parents supported whatever she did. She wanted to dance, so she sent her to dance. If she wanted to take an art exam, she asked her tutor. I was very spoiled. My family disagrees, I secretly I slipped away and saved up some money to report to the class. If the money is not enough, she can only study for two months. She will learn it by herself, and then teach me again. It's free."

An Rong listened to her talking about the person in the past, who was as interested as Xu Xiaodi, who was a nice person, and sounded like a soft girl.

At seventeen, what a good age, An Rong felt a bit sour in his heart.

Xu Xiaodi tightened her fingers and looked down at the lines on the marble floor. She paused for a long time this time. When Jiu Anrong felt that she was going to ask if she wanted to ask, Xu Xiaodi spoke.

Her voice was tight, and she was full of resistance.

"One day, I went to a dance class to look for her. When she was not there, I went to her house. Her parents opened the door and punched me out. They scolded a lot of nasty things and said that I... To the effect that I caused their daughter's early love. It was abnormal or something, I found it inexplicable, and I was very angry, so I went home first."

An Rong had almost guessed it. The girl's parents must have thought that they were in love, but Xu Xiaodi might not have realized it at that time.

Xu Xiaodi lowered her head, she could only hear her sigh, as if she was sobbing as if she wanted to cry, but she resisted the pressure, and finally only made a fragmented sound.

An Rong shook her hand with violent veins.

Xu Xiaodi looked up, looking pale at An Rong, and twitched the corner of his mouth as if to say that she was okay.

An Rong felt very distressed, even if Xu Xiaodi really fell in love with the girl, it wouldn't matter. What's the matter, who is getting in the way of falling in love.

"My mother looked very ugly when I got home. I didn't know what was going on at the time. I denied everything she asked me. I didn't know what she was talking about. But at that time I often skipped classes and made many friends. Don’t believe me. I was just thinking about where to find someone. I didn’t think about anything else. I fell sleepy after eating. I woke up... in another place, I was scared to death.”

Xu Xiaodi's voice trembled.

After so many years, she felt that she had long been relieved, but when she said this, the fear seemed to bring her back to the past, that lifeless place full of despair and depression.

An Rong watched her lose consciousness, hugged her quickly, and put her in her arms comfortingly, "Don't be afraid, let's not talk about it, let's not talk about it."

Xu Xiaodi was pulled back to her sanity by An Rong. She took a deep breath and shook her head. "It's a coincidence that I met her there again, because it was the same day that we went in, so we temporarily became roommates. Later I found out. She has a girl who has been fond of for a long time. The love letter she secretly wrote was turned over by her family. Her family only knew that we had a good relationship, so they thought it was me, so they asked the school for my mother's phone number."

She spoke very calmly, without a modifier in her words, but An Rong was shocked when she heard it. She couldn't imagine what kind of parents would do this kind of thing, and she couldn't imagine how many sins Xu Xiaodi suffered at that time.

But now she couldn't do anything except hold Xu Xiaodi, a wave of weakness and sadness filled her heart.

Xu Xiaodi never told her about this.

"She said her girlfriend has gone abroad, and she will be back when she finishes the college entrance examination. She has persuaded her parents to send her to study abroad, and they will meet soon." Xu Xiaodi smiled bitterly, "The days there are not so easy, she In the beginning, she resisted fiercely and was beaten fiercely. If she made troubles a lot, she would be given medicine. The medicine made people lose energy and didn’t want to resist. She became clever and pretended to be better. She didn’t like it. The girl was a girl, and even deliberately found a boy for dating. Her parents believed it was true and happily took her away with tears."

Xu Xiaodi smiled sarcastically.

An Rong didn’t know the seventeen-year-old Xu Xiaodi, but Xu Xiaodi was definitely not a weak and bowed person at the time. She is not until now. Although she has matured and learned to wear various masks, Xu Xiaodi is not that kind. Good girl.

She must be the one who led the trouble, so she must have suffered a lot and taken a lot of medicine.

An Rong's nose was sour and his eyes were hot.

If you get here, although helpless and cruel, it is not without hope, but An Rong feels that this must not be the end, and she feels cold in her heart, regretting that Xu Xiaodi has uncovered the scar.

Xu Xiaodi stiffly patted Fear Anrong around her arm, wiped the tears from her face, watched her red nose, and said helplessly: "What are you crying for?"

"I'm sad." An Rong choked, "It would be fine if I were there then."

Xu Xiaodi's numb heart gradually came back to life. She wiped the tears from the shore, and her voice was soft and soft, "You were only ten years old at the time. What are you doing there? It's not a good place."

An Rong felt that she was a little bit hopeless, and Xu Xiaodi should be the one who was clearly in pain, and now Xu Xiaodi needs to comfort her in turn.

"You said." An Rong touched a tear himself.

Xu Xiaodi squeezed her nose, "Then you are not allowed to cry. Go out and let people see you, thinking I'm bullying you."

An Rong nodded.

When she interrupted, Xu Xiaodi also came out of that emotion. She looked at An Rong and continued: "She has been away for less than two months and was sent by her parents again. Her parents are heartbroken and let her continue her education. . Years ago, on the 27th of the twelfth lunar month, someone successively came to pick up relatives back for the New Year. The atmosphere was good and the supervision was not so strict. We were running exercises downstairs. She had a high fever and took a break that day, so she didn’t know why she went to the top of the building. , No one noticed, suddenly a person fell from the sky and fell in front of me. The blood suddenly stained my shoes."

An Rong snorted in his heart.

She looked at Xu Xiaodi's pale face, her throat moved as if she was about to vomit, but she held it back tightly, and finally showed a smile that was uglier than crying, "Her parents are here, grief-stricken and blamed for lax supervision. That caused my daughter to jump off the building..."

"At that time, same-sex marriage was already legal. Her parents regarded her as the jewel in the palm of her hand. The most expensive mobile phone, out-of-print figures, brand-name clothes, whatever she wanted to do and everything she wanted to do and everything she wanted, she was compliant, and finally stopped there. In one thing, this one thing killed her."

An Rong was already speechless.

Xu Xiaodi looked at her and asked, "What do you think your parents can do? Do you want to drive you out and never recognize you, or accept you to marry a woman?"

An Rong opened his mouth and found that he had nothing to say.

They are backward, economically underdeveloped, and conservative thinking. Since the promulgation of the same-sex marriageable law, she has been listening to people around her laughing at the son of a certain family for marrying a male wife, and a daughter of a certain family who married a woman, and the family must be extinct. , The ancestors of the XX family were ashamed.

She is not sure whether her parents can accept it, but...

An Rong took a breath. She looked at Xu Xiaodi, and suddenly the rascal smiled, "If they disagree, then this is a protracted battle. Whoever counsels will lose. The big deal is kidnapping by family. I'm not in a hurry, but they don't. Agree can’t live in my mind, the emperor is far away, to see who can survive. The Civil Affairs Bureau does not need to be signed and stamped by parents to get the certificate. It is in charge of heaven and earth, and whether the person in my heart is a man or a woman?"

Xu Xiaodi:...

"...You are not practical."

An Rong's nose was still red, and his eyes were wet and he looked at Xu Xiaodi, "Why not practical? I am seventeen, and now I can run away in the hands of a strong man with good physical strength, let alone the old man who is about to be fifty-five in trouble? I'll be right now. I have money, my school is here, my career is here, what should I panic about?"

Xu Xiaodi couldn't laugh or cry, "It's not physical, but spiritual, public opinion..."

"When you talk about the testimony, I will sleep, the king of heaven and I will ignore it." An Rong said with a solemn face, "What a big deal, I am not the queen emperor, and I don't need to find someone to vote in public opinion. I'm just a little sesame, the people. It’s not guilty to make public opinion about what happened in my bed. Besides, if someone opposes it, someone will support it. If I have to listen to a voice, then I certainly support me."

The piles of crooked reasoning were completely different from what Xu Xiaodi thought. It was like a wall that was blasted by her sledgehammer and a powerful round, and the master was beaten to death by random punches. There was no truth in it.

Xu Xiaodi was dumbfounded.

An Rong looked at her and said, "Seven years ago, it was because you were young and innocent. There are some methods that cannot be escaped. It is impossible to guard against. It is not your friend's fault. She is very pitiful, but I am not her."

After Xu Xiaodi talked about this, An Rong already understood why Xu Xiaodi was afraid of taking medicine, and why he suddenly ran up and vomited that night.

Because at that moment, Xu Xiaodi regarded herself as her friend, An Rong sighed in her heart, looked at Xu Xiaodi seriously and seriously, and said: "I am different from her. I can't guarantee that I will be in her position. What kind of choice to make, but I am An Rong, I can make my own choice, have you read a book? "On Protracted War", you can take a good look."

The two of them were so close that they could see themselves in each other's pupils. Xu Xiaodi stared at him in An Rong's eyes in a daze, a little deformed, and a little bit dumbfounded.

Xu Xiaodi frowned and said, "Are you serious?"

An Rong raised his eyebrows, "Of course, the pants are on fire-the crotch is burning!"

Xu Xiaodi didn't know what to say for a while. She told An Rong the original intention of this incident to let her know what serious consequences might happen if the homosexual sexual orientation is discovered by parents, relatives, friends, and others.

Not to let her talk about protracted war.

An Rong raised his eyebrows, "It's like saying, the person I like is you."

Xu Xiaodi's heart thumped, and her eyelids twitched.

An Rong didn't change his face, "I mean to give an example, to make an analogy, it's like the person I like is you, I started to pursue you, we have the same mind, I want to be with you, do you want to be with me... , What? You can get a certificate for free. Would you refuse because you care about being viewed and viewed?"

Xu Xiaodi seemed to be frightened by this bold example of her, and said nothing for a while.

An Rong blinked and licked his lips and said, "Don't get me wrong. The example I said is like, it's not necessarily you."

Xu Xiaodi's head is muddled, how do you say this? She never thought about this problem.

"...Give me some time, I have to think about it."

An Rong watched her curl her eyebrows as if she was really lost in thought. He was happy, and asked, "It's just an example, what do you want to think of? I have someone I like, and I just want to give you a sense of substitution. "

Xu Xiaodi looked at her in astonishment, "You..."

An Rong remained calm, and raised his eyelids, "What's the matter?"

"How can there be such an example."

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