After Rebirth, I and Idol Have HE [Entertainment Circle]

From her own perspective, Xu Xiaodi talked about the gray life of the past, without hysteria, nor out of control, but calmly recounting her memories and guesses, simply, all Qi Chuchu told her.

Said Qi Chuchu's initial fear, said the little girl in Qi Chuchu's mouth, said Qi Chuchu's fierce resistance from the beginning to the helpless compromise later, said that she pretended to be "recovered" and left, and said that she was sent back again. not good…

"It's not your fault, even if you come back then, she might still have to get there."

Back then, Xu Xiaodi really resented Qi Chuchu's girlfriend who had never been seen before. If it weren't for her, Qi Chuchu wouldn't be sent to that kind of place. If it wasn't for her to stay abroad, it would kill Qi Chuchu last. Hope, Qi Chuchu will not jump off the building either.

But then she experienced a lot of things and gradually understood. Xu Xiaodi looked at Xiao Yu helplessly. Although it was cruel, this is the truth. "She was in a bad state of mind and did not have a doctor. Life was just like that. Physical punishment, Taking medicine, electric shocks, and daily mental criticism is normal. It’s normal that you can’t hold it back. Even if you come back, you will be powerless. Once a person’s spirit goes bad, he will not be far from death."

Xiao Yu’s tears faded the blood on her chin, she shook her head frantically, “No, if I were there, I would stay with her, and she would not die. I killed her, but I didn’t come back sooner. My fault."

Xu Xiaodi wanted to say something, a hand dropped on her shoulder, Xu Xiaodi looked sideways at An Rong, An Rong shook his head, his eyes seemed to be dizzy.

Xu Xiaodi was silent for a while, then stood up and said, "If she was alive, she wouldn't want to see you like this. What should have happened has already happened."

Xu Xiaodi didn't use too much language to describe the life at that time, and only briefly introduced a few words with no emotion, but only these few empty words have caused Xiao Yu to be extremely painful.

Qi Chuchu contacted her the time she went out, but she didn’t say anything, only that the inside was very strict. Xiao Yu later investigated and obtained the information given to her by Xu Xiaodi’s father. She roughly knows that she might be inside. what happen.

She was like self-abuse, shaking Xu Xiaodi to tell her that she wanted to know how Qi Chuchu lived every day.

Xu Xiaodi hesitated, she looked at Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu looked sober at this time, but in fact it was already dead. Her nails were flipped halfway up, and a lot of blood had been bleeded out. The blood on her pale chin was diluted by tears, and drops fell on the white clothes, shocking.

"It's getting late." Xu Xiaodi said softly: "You have to go back to rest now, and we will talk when you get better."

She wasn't sure if she said that at this time, it would crush Xiao Yu's last point of sanity.

After all, Xiao Yu has been looking for Qi Chuchu for so many years, and she is full of joy but got the result of such a loss of love. At this moment, I will tell her what life Qi Chuchu was like before she was alive, for fear that she will go crazy in the next second.

Xu Xiaodi had already stood up. She patted the non-existent dust on her body, picked up the clothes she threw on the ground, looked back at Xiao Yu, and took An Rong away.

After going out, An Rong asked her why she didn't tell Xiao Yu.

Xu Xiaodi's expression was calm, and she gave a wry smile and said, "Now tell her, wouldn't that let her die?"

Xiao Yu was already deeply guilty and blamed. If she knew Qi Chuchu's pain while alive, she would not be able to bear it.

An Rong’s expression was gloomy. Xu Xiao only talked about Qi Chuchu. She didn’t mention a word about their lives there. An Rong could only get a glimpse of her past through her tone and demeanor and a few words. That life.

But only one point she saw had already scared her.

An Rong held Xu Xiaodi's hand tightly, turned to look at the closed bathroom door, frowned and said, "I seem to hear crying inside."

Xu Xiaodi stopped, turned to look around, and sighed, "It's a good thing to cry."

It's a good thing to hear the bad news suddenly and feel ashamed. If you cry and pass it, it is also a good thing.

An Rong looked at Xu Xiaodi's face and asked her softly, "Did you have that kind of thought back then?"

She thought she was asking calmly, but when she said her words, An Rong realized that her voice was a little trembling.

Xu Xiaodi thought she was frightened, so he hurriedly took her in his arms, gently stroked her hair and said, "It's all over."

Xu Xiaodi did not deny it.

At that time, no matter who it was, it would slip into the darkness as if out of control at a certain moment, and she had this kind of thought. She was no exception. She had thoughts, but she didn't feel unwilling at the last second.

An Rong hugged Xu Xiaodi tightly. For a moment, she really thought she would lose Xu Xiaodi.

"I'm not doing well right now." Xu Xiaodi smiled, as if the sky became clearer and bluer and the gentle wind after the wind and rain passed, "Look at you, like a child."

An Rong was overwhelmed with fear, and said tremblingly, "So, you are afraid that I will end up tragically like Qi Chuchu?"

Xu Xiaodi smiled bitterly. When facing Xiao Yu, she could try to put away all her emotions and objectively describe Qi Chuchu's things at that time, but when facing An Rong, she couldn't do it.

"How could I not be afraid?" Xu Xiaodi let go of her, looking at the wet tears on An Rong's face, her heart softened, "...Qi Chuchu was also at this age when the accident happened. You all like a girl, Qi Chuchu and Xiao Yu, At any rate, you are still in love with each other, what about you? You just have a secret crush. Qi Chuchu's parents can't accept her being so obedient to her, how about you?"

Kishiyong opened his mouth, "But I..."

"I know, you feel that you are very strong now and will not be sent to such a place." Xu Xiaodi frowned and interrupted her. "But this is not the only difficulty you will encounter, you..."

She pursed her lips, and stopped in An Rong's increasingly determined eyes.

An Rong raised his hand and wiped the tears on his face. He looked at Xu Xiaodi with wet eyes and asked, "So? I waited for seven years like Xiao Yu, and waited until I lost Qi Chuchu? At that time, Qi Chuchu was in hardship and pain. At this time, Xiao Yu is heartbroken, and no one is better than anyone. Why do you think Xiao Yu is guilty now? Because she regrets that she didn't come back earlier that year, even if she comes back, nothing will change."

Xu Xiaodi couldn't find words to refute for a while, she opened her mouth as if discouraged.

Just when An Rong thought she was awake, she heard Xu Xiaodi say: "You will know later."

An Rong's face changed, angrily wanted to shake his hand and leave, does this person have the face to say she? As stubborn as a donkey!

But she looked at Xu Xiaodi's still tired face, and couldn't bear it anymore. She gritted her teeth and said, "I'll talk about the future later."

There was a delay at noon, Xu Xiaodi didn't take a bath, and didn't rest well. Soon, he started training in the afternoon.

An Rong looked around, but Xiao Yu didn't come.

The dance teacher was asking, Wang Yunshui's expression was a little weird, she awkwardly asked for leave for Xiao Yu, saying that Xiao Yu was sick and could not get up.

It is very serious to be sick to such a degree that you cannot get up. Even if you feel unwell, you should take a leave of absence by yourself, right?

Xia Chunhua heard the movement here, and hurried over and said, "Sister Xiao Yu is really sick."

Xiao Yu usually behaves well. Since the captain and roommate said she was sick, the teacher didn't say anything, and asked if she had been to the infirmary.

After Xia Chunhua came back, her expression was strange, but she remained calm and didn't mention it to anyone, as if Xiao Yu was really sick.

After half an hour of training and a few minutes of rest, Xia Chunhua went out quietly.

An Rong looked at her leaving her back, raised her eyebrows slightly, and said unintentionally, "Ah, Xiao Hua didn't ask me to go to the bathroom."

She stood up slowly, looking as if she was going to the bathroom too. The other people didn't think much about it, and were talking about each other.

An Rong got up and went to the dormitory. As soon as he entered, he heard Xia Chunhua's voice.

"The teacher asked you, Wang Yunshui and I asked for leave for you." Xia Chunhua said in a low voice, "I went to the infirmary and got some band-aids, but I don't know how to deal with your nails."

Xiao Yu remained silent.

An Rong stood at the door and looked out. No one came outside.

She increased the sound of footsteps, and Xia Chunhua's voice in it disappeared.

After a while, Xia Chunhua walked out of the middle compartment, and when she saw An Rong, she breathed a sigh of relief, "Why are you back?"

An Rong said, "Let me see Sister Xiao Yu."

Xia Chunhua looked tense and looked inside. She told others that Xiao Yu was sick. In fact, Xiao Yu didn’t look like she was sick. She had broken nails, bit her mouth, and had injuries on her forehead. It's the same as a fight.

Xiao Yu like this is not convenient for others to see.

Xia Chunhua was going to lie to An Rong, saying that Xiao Yu was asleep.

Before she could say it, Xiao Yu, who had never spoken in the room, suddenly said coldly, "Well, I have something to tell you."

Xia Chunhua's curious eyes rolled, is there a secret?

After An Rong went in, Xia Chunhua felt that what they said should not be suitable for others to hear. It's a secret, it's no use knowing too much.

Xia Chunhua returned to the room and took a water glass and walked to the door to receive water. By the way, she consciously helped the two people in the room to see if anyone was coming.

In the room, An Rong looked at Xiao Yu lying on the bed, and suddenly thought of her after her last life. She was like this back then, without any vitality. At that time, An Rong thought Xiao Yu had no hope because of a setback in her career. Thinking, she should have known that Qi Chuchu was dead at that time.

An Rong sighed: "Those who are alive still have to live well."

Xiao Yu's gaze seemed to pass through her, he was taken aback for a while, and then floated past without focus.

An Rong looked at the band-aids wrapped around her fingers, pursed her lips and asked, "Did you come here to participate in this competition only because of your job? You have your own dream for participating in the women's team and debuting in the draft, right?"

Xiao Yu bitterly twitched the corners of her mouth and looked at An Rong and said, "I know what you want to say, but I don’t have any dreams or pursuits when I come here. I just want to be famous and want her to see me and contact me. I."

An Rong's eyelids twitched. She originally wanted Xiao Yu to think about herself and not to be so desperate.

Xiao Yu put her smile away, looked at An Rong blankly, and suddenly said: "Xu Xiaodi is afraid of taking medicine, not just because she is forced to take medicine every day in there, do you think she is because of that?"

An Rong frowned, isn't it?

Xiao Yu said in a lifeless voice, "Chu Chu never told me...she never told me. I only know that there is strict control in it, and she is not allowed to go out and she is not allowed to bring her mobile phone, so she can't contact me. They will be compulsory to take medicine on time, which is what I saw later in the literature."

An Rong had a bad feeling in his heart.

Xiao Yu moved his gaze and fell on An Rong's face, as if with a trace of weak pity, "Xu Xiaodi's mother-the man who sent her in, committed suicide by taking medicine."

what? !

Xiao Yu didn't explain too much, she said coldly: "I promised you, I told you."