Aim at That Star

Lin Suizi walked all the way home with a very complicated mood.

I haven't eaten a few bites of the popsicle in my hand, and it's dripping water from the gradually sinking sunset, and most of it melts in a while.

If the children who were eagerly guarding the gate of the supply and marketing cooperative saw this scene, how distressed it would be.

But Comrade Lin Suizi, who has always been sensitive and thoughtful, didn't notice it.

Because at this moment, her mind is full of the words Jiang Shi told her just now—

"Okay, I'm sorry, but I didn't have a dream, and I didn't see a cloud shaped like love, it's just a good coincidence, you brought a bowl of mung bean soup today, and tomorrow I'm going to the town to send a letter , so when I wrote the letter, I casually talked to my family."

"What did you mention?"

"Tell me more about a girl I liked in Zhejiang Province."

"..."

"But after writing the letter from home, I thought again, I have to tell my family, but I don't tell you, it's really disrespectful behavior. So I came to look for you with the ointment again, thinking that I should Let me explain my heart to you first."

Comrade Jiang Shi's words were very straightforward, and he went through things one by one in an upright manner, but Lin Suizi's ears were red.

But to be honest, in addition to being embarrassed and grand, she was still a little angry.

Obviously there is no foreshadowing, but it came all of a sudden, he was fair and just right, but he made her thoughts in a mess and couldn't understand the cause and effect.

And I didn't even ask her, so I wrote to my family first, as if she would agree to it.

Is this respect?

"Don't get me wrong, I'm by no means self-righteous, and I didn't mean to not make it clear to you. I just wrote in a hurry when I wrote a letter in the afternoon, and I wrote it all down. But I wrote the truth and told them that you haven't Promise me, I will take you back to Beijing only if you agree."

Lin Suizi was shocked again: "Back to Beijing?"

"...Well, I told my family that if you agree, next time you go back to Beijing to visit relatives, I will take you back together."

"..."

— All in all, this is the reason why Lin Suizi was completely speechless and in a trance all the way.

Because every sentence Jiang Shi said was beyond her expectations, and she said it frankly and generously, like a flirtation master who had experienced a hundred battles.

But he added: "Sorry, it's the first time I've confessed to someone. I'm clumsy and can't speak. If something offends you or the wording is inappropriate, you must bring it up and I'll change it next time."

Lin Suizi no longer wanted to answer.

If it's all clumsiness, what are they?

dumb?

Because Jiang Shi was talking a lot at that time, Lin Suizi couldn't help but follow him all the way, listening all the way, and inexplicably walked to the educated youth and nodded.

Then she stood silent for a long time outside the educated youth point.

Jiang Shi stood beside him, looking down at her quietly, his expression was very innocent, very clean, and very sincere.

Lin Suizi said, "You let me think about it. Let me go home and think about it."

Jiang Zhiqing nodded obediently: "Okay, think about it slowly, I will wait for you for as long as you want."

And before parting, he also went into the house and took out his family letter and handed it to Lin Suizi: "This is a family letter I just wrote, it hasn't been sent yet, I don't know what I wrote wrong. , you see first, I will change how you want me to change."

- So, just like that, Lin Suizi walked home with a popsicle stick in his left hand and letter in the right hand with an extremely complicated mood.

I haven't eaten a few bites of the popsicle in my hand, and it's dripping water from the gradually sinking sunset, and most of it melts in a while.

......

This feeling of being attacked suddenly made her very troubled, and it also produced a kind of rebellious psychology.

Because no matter how nice Jiang Shi said, it couldn't cover up his true thoughts:

That is, he subconsciously felt that as long as he mentioned it, Lin Suizi would not have the possibility of rejecting it.

Otherwise, even if he wrote a letter from home first, he wouldn't show her the letter so generously.

At that moment, Lin Suizi wanted to refuse so hard to express his pride and maintain his self-esteem.

...but she's not a child after all.

Not the kind of little girl who can be coquettish.

Her life, no one will think carefully and carefully for her.

Even the grandma who loves her the most is just a little more innocuous pity. What she really cares about is her eldest son, daughter, and grandson.

Therefore, at least at this time, as an "orphaned girl" with no parents and no support, she is not qualified to fool around.

Lin Suizi actually knew very well that Jiang Shi was already the best choice for her.

Jiang Shi has been in Nanyuanling Village for two years, and he can show a little of his character.

Although it is not better than the local people who know the basics, it is still much better than the newly arrived educated youth like He Wenbo.

The reason why Lin Suizi stayed away from He Wenbo's enthusiasm was that he always felt that something was wrong with him, but he couldn't figure out what was wrong.

So hesitant, more willing to wait.

Moreover, Jiang Shi's household registration was in the capital, and he had to go back sooner or later.

Even if he can't go back to the capital, with his ability, it is impossible for him to stay in Nanyuanling Village all his life, or even in Zhangxiang County.

No one knew how much Lin Suizi hated Nanyuanling, but she would seize any opportunity to stay away completely.

at last.

And most importantly—

Jiang Shi is the only man who has ever been moved by her so big.

Whether it was the first meeting on the mountainside that day, he said hello gently and indifferently.

When he was still suffering from allergy and heatstroke in the field, he carried her all the way to the hospital, half unconscious and half awake, he could even feel the undulating shape of his shoulder blades and the scalding body temperature under his linen coat.

Or the sentence he inadvertently said when he gave Qianzhihe today: especially the eyes, which are the same as the moon.

Lin Suizi had always felt that love was a childish thing.

No matter in the village, in the school, or even in the cousins ​​at home, most of the people who marry because of love don't have a very smooth life.

On the contrary, they listened to their elders and talked about marriage seriously. Maybe the man was not good-looking, or maybe he was reluctant at first, but it was precisely because there was no expectation and the conditions were suitable, so in the end, he had a good life.

People always have to finish this life, unless you are halfway impatient to die, otherwise, no matter how unsatisfactory you are, you can only go on through gritted teeth.

From the age of fifteen, Lin Suizi understood that in her life, only the rest of her life can really make the decision.

So the life path she planned for herself was as follows:

Before getting married, make a good relationship with Grandma, lest the elders in the family really sell her as a loser.

When getting married, find an object that can be transformed with decent conditions.

After getting married, he began to save private money and raise his own children.

When you have almost enough money in your private house, you can really start to decide your future.

— But now, things seem to have gone wrong.

The sudden failure of the reverse disc made her excited and scared, eager to try and hesitant.

Really novel.

Lin Suizi pushed open the courtyard door and found that the house had become quiet. There was neither the quarrel and scolding between the aunt and Lin Maizi, nor the familiar sound of grandma.

It was as if things had passed and everything had settled down.

—If it weren't for a woman with a big belly in the yard doing her laundry while swearing and gnashing her teeth.

Lin Suizi coughed lightly, "Auntie."

"Yo, you're finally willing to come back. You've sent a man for so long, I don't know, why did you think you went."

"You shut your stinky mouth to the old lady."

There was an angry shout from inside the house, it was the voice of the grandmother, "If you are stupid again, get out of here, you will know how to lie in bed and eat dry food all day long, beautiful you! Tomorrow you will go to work with your man! So will the son born by the lazy woman. A lazy man, my Lin family can't afford it!"

"..."

Lin Suizi lowered his eyes in embarrassment.

It seems that she has been out for too long, so long that Grandma has already taught her a lesson.

It's just strange that only the aunt was working, but Lin Maizi was nowhere to be seen.

"Miss Suiko."

The door to his room on the right was suddenly opened, and a sullen face came out from inside, and his tone was also very weak, "You're back."

Lin Suizi raised her eyebrows slightly, suppressed her inner surprise, and showed her a light smile: "Well, I met Sister Ran Fu at the educated youth point, and I had a conversation with her for a while, so it took a long time. How are you? Are you distressed?"

"Yes. Maybe it was because I was uncomfortable in the afternoon and was chased and beaten by the auntie, so..."

Lin Maizi shook his head hesitantly, "But it's no big deal, I'll just rest for a while. By the way,"

She raised her head, looking timid, "Sister Suizi, Grandma asked me to tell you tonight, so I just lay on your bed for a while, and I didn't ask you, sorry."

"fine......"

Lin Suizi looked at her hair that she hadn't washed for a few days and the clothes she hadn't changed since she had just been on the ground, paused for a moment, then put on a gentle smile again, "I'll lay the floor tonight, you can sleep in my bed today. , Have a good rest, so you don't lose your energy tomorrow."

"Then how can..."

"It doesn't matter. It's hot anyway, so it doesn't matter if you sleep for one night."

"...Then thank you Mrs. Hoiko."

Lin Suizi's words are very clear:

The whole bed can sleep you tonight, but you can only sleep for one night, and tomorrow you can go back to your own room.

In the past, the ignorant little girl Lin Maizi couldn't understand, but the next day, Lin Suizi would definitely fool her back with words.

Even if she was reluctant to sleep in a crowded Chase bunk with her sisters, she still had to listen to her father's loud snoring.

Now that she understood it, she nodded readily and agreed.

But when she saw Gulu's rolling eyes, she knew that she was still thinking about something else.

Lin Suizi didn't pay attention, and even if he did, he wouldn't take it to heart.

Anyway, the weakest person in this family is her. If Lin Maizi is obsessed and refuses to leave, she will be "feeling hot because the ground is too cold and cold", and she will just ask the grandma to speak and drive her back.

The tactic of bitter meat, she has made it perfect, it is not only painful, but also not annoying.

Very handy.

- Say so.

But Lin Suizi's good mood did not last long.

Because the third minute she entered the room, she keenly noticed:

"Did you rummage through my box?"