Aim at That Star

"not lying to you."

"I'm in a bad mood today. I came to the rooftop to blow air, but I just bumped into you and jumped off the building."

"I thought about how sad it would be to die like this, a beautiful young girl like you, so I wanted to use my tragic experience to persuade you."

"Isn't there a saying that the way to make people happy is to constantly emphasize the misery of others."

The boy shrugged, "I didn't expect to see the post later and find that your family life is also quite miserable. It's a coincidence that it's not."

The only thing that was silent was the roof where the wind was blowing, and Ji Siyu was still sitting in the original place.

Fortunately, the wall was wide, and the girl was sitting inward, so it didn't look as dangerous as before.

Jiang Shi was leaning on her side, looking at the night sky, as if he was talking about the weather today: "So my dad is really cheating, and the object of cheating is the vice principal of your school, and the two of them do have a relationship. The illegitimate child is only a few years younger than me, and he is only in junior high school, and his grades are actually quite good, but he inherited my father's appearance genes, so he looks ugly."

Ji Siyu wanted to say that it was wrong to mock others' innate looks.

But the "uglier" person was the illegitimate child born by the boy's father outside. With such an identity, she couldn't say a good word about the illegitimate child in front of him.

Just like Yu Yanyan and Yu Zheyuan, the siblings, she wished they were as uglier as possible.

The dumber the better.

It's best not to have a good life in your life.

The words "the next generation is innocent" and "don't take anger" sound righteous and simple, but when things happen to you, you will know how difficult it is to tolerate.

It is impossible not to express anger at all.

Ji Siyu thought about it and asked, "Then are your parents going to divorce now?"

"My dad was about to leave, but he didn't dare to act rashly when he knew that I was holding his economic lifeline in his hands. Now he is making three phone calls a day to ask for help. It is estimated that he is planning to win me over for his use."

"Then you must be helping your mother?"

"No help. My mother doesn't want to get divorced more than my father. She is indecisive and has no strategic thinking. She is always indistinguishable between the enemy and me. , I'm not camping with this kind of pig teammates."

His words are funny, serious, like some kind of conspiracy scene in a spy war drama.

Ji Siyu couldn't help but bent his lips.

The boy looked at her and suddenly said, "You look good when you smile."

Ji Siyu immediately suppressed his smile.

"I'm serious."

Jiang Shi played with the mobile phone in his hand, with a lazy attitude and sincere tone, "I grew up in the entertainment industry, and my vision is very accurate. If you go to be an artist, you will definitely become popular."

"Being a star is not all you need to be good-looking."

"Indeed. It's not the most important thing to look good, the key is to have aura."

The boy bent his eyebrows, the folds of his double eyelids were pressed down, his eyes became more deep and his eyes focused, "You are the type with very aura. When you smile, there are stars in your eyes, and you can get people's attention all at once. attracted."

In this era, the domestic entertainment idol circle has not developed so hot, and the fans blowing rainbow farts are relatively primitive.

On the other hand, Jiang Shi was born with a pair of affectionate eyes. When he watched you speak seriously, he always made you feel extremely sincere.

Relying on this ability, Jiang Shi has saved a lot of good people in the entertainment circle for his sister over the years.

Even the big guys in the entertainment industry couldn't escape his offensive, and a young and innocent high school student like Ji Siyu naturally couldn't escape.

So Ji Siyu stared at him in a daze, not recovering for a long time.

Until the boy raised his hand and shook it in front of her: "hello, are you listening to me?"

Ji Siyu's thoughts returned to the cage, and when he met his cute and innocent eyes, his ears were half red.

Fortunately, the night was dark, and you couldn't see it without looking closely.

"... listening."

"I'm serious, are you interested in acting? My sister has set up a brokerage company and is signing newcomers. If you are interested, I'll introduce you to me and offer you three shows a year."

His words crackled like a machine gun, making Ji Siyu stunned for a moment: "Your sister's agency?"

"yes."

Jiang Shi had already started to search for information on the Internet to show her, and he kept saying, "Our family was very poor when we were young, and my parents preferred sons to daughters, so my sister's college tuition and living expenses are all paid for by herself. Yes, after she started acting, the financial situation improved. She had a normal relationship with my parents and was impatient to communicate with them. In order to avoid falling into reality, she bought them a villa and opened a coffee shop for my father. Hall, give my mother some shares in the hotel and get dividends, the properties that my father transferred are nothing in my sister's eyes. But, "

He sneered: "If you want to use my sister's money to support his lover and illegitimate child, don't even think about it."

"..."

awesome.

Ji Siyu felt very envious.

She felt that she just didn't have the ability and courage to let the Yu family still live so happily.

After living in Yu's house, she was tormented every day, watching the scenes of the enemy's love and love, and the joy of the family, her heart was twisted like a knife.

But even if she thought about breaking her head, she didn't think there was any good way to slap Yu Xuelin and Zhong Biqiao in the face.

Before deciding to seek death, Ji Siyu didn't think about breaking the net, so he simply revealed that he was Ji Xuelin's biological daughter.

Then she committed suicide by jumping off the building, leaving a suicide note saying that the Yu family forced her to death.

Even if you can't get revenge, it's okay to cause them a little trouble.

...but she was really tired.

Every trace of air in this earth seemed to be filled with lead, pressing her down heavily, making her feel tired every time she took a breath.

There are also the malicious eyes of those people, the small talk in their ears, Zhou Yuyan's indifferent indifference, and Yu Yanyan's timid and uneasy greeting.

Ridiculous. Really boring.

So I don't have the energy to fight for it.

I don't have the strength to ask questions.

No strength to take revenge.

No strength to live.

"You don't want to live because you can't fight them, right?"

The boy's voice was clear and lingering, and with a bit of pure curiosity, it fell to his ears.

It doesn't feel like a negative offense at all.

To be honest, Ji Siyu hasn't communicated with people so peacefully for a long time.

She thought about it and nodded.

Then he shook his head: "I can't fight, I don't want to fight anymore."

"Why don't you want to fight?"

"It just doesn't make sense."

Her eyes fell into the vast distance, "What if you win, you win a bunch of scumbags, you prove that you are not a good person, and you find that the world is dirty and it takes effort, it's better to die a hundred times and end up with a Clean, clean and reincarnate."

Jiang Shi leaned against the wall and did not speak immediately.

After about half a minute, he opened his mouth and asked: "We can meet in this situation, it means that we have a good fate, maybe I am the human Guanyin specially sent by God to rescue you, if you are willing to believe that I am a good person. If so, you can tell me about your predicament, in case I will find a clear road for you."

"..."

"It's true that one is dead, but the idea of ​​reincarnation is feudal superstition, not necessarily true. From a biological point of view, you are just a living body composed of billions of cells. Cells die with you, to be precise, tens of trillions of cells, tens of trillions, think about it, isn’t it a pity to just die without giving a chance?”

The girl pursed her lips, but did not speak.

But she didn't go to seek death immediately, sitting quietly on the fence, listening to the wind, staring at the moonlight, without saying a word.

Jiang Shi lightly sighed.

He also followed her gaze to the bright moon in the sky, his voice more ethereal than the wind: "I secretly tell you a secret, in fact, when my sister was young, she also looked for shortsights. Her way of suicide is more romantic than yours, yes She cut her wrists in the bathtub, and when I found her, the scene was like a horror movie scene, but she was rescued later, and she was completely enlightened, but it caused me to have nightmares for half a year."

"Why is she looking for a short meeting?"

"because,"

The boy paused for a long time, and then said softly after a long while, "Because she made her debut in a tertiary film."

......

Ji Siyu turned his head to look at him, his expression a little stunned.

"That third-level film is still famous, and it was fired for a while. My sister grew up in a small county, and the neighbors all know each other. A bit of news is spread by dozens of people. Soon, basically Everyone in the entire county knows that there is a girl named Jiang Qiaochun in our county. My sister's real name is Jiang Yun's stage name. Anyway, everyone in the county knows that there is a girl named Jiang Qiaochun who went to shoot a third-level film. "

He lightly twitched his lips, "You know, at that time, in our county, the pirated discs of that movie were the most popular."

"..."

Ji Siyu suddenly didn't know how to react.

"My parents scolded her, saying that she had lost the face of her whole family, including the eighteenth generation of her ancestors, and that her roommates at school were unwilling to live with her, because every morning when they opened the dormitory door, they could see a pile of dirty words. The "love letter" of Guilty. Of course, she can also receive endorsements for advertisements, which are basically underwear, contraceptives and other products. It is a common thing to be sexually harassed at work. One day she secretly returned to her hometown and came to mine. The school wanted to see me, but unexpectedly was recognized, you know, the seven or eight-year-old kid pointed at her and asked loudly: Jiang Shi, is this your sister who made porn?"

Ji Siyu clenched his fists.

"This incident completely destroyed her. She was only less than twenty years old at the time. She was very young and her psychological endurance was not high, so she chose to use suicide to escape."

"Then why did she..."

"Because I'm not happy."

Jiang Shi stared at her quietly, "The day my sister was rescued, lying in the hospital bed, the first thing she said to me was that she still wanted to die, but she had to wait for herself to turn over completely and be upright. On Zi's day, she will die again. She will never follow the wishes of those people in a foolish way."

"..."

"I know, you may think that what I'm saying are all clichés, and I'm making up stories on purpose, just to prevent you from jumping off the building. But what I want to say is, don't be discouraged, although there are a lot of psychologically distorted garbage and Idiots who don’t know right and wrong, but there are also good people who are kind, smart, brave and enthusiastic. If you encounter any setbacks, tell me and I can help you. I am very good at retaliation.”

Ji Siyu frowned.

The arc is very shallow and difficult to detect, but there is a rare softness in the tone: "Why do you want to help me?"

"Didn't I say, we have a fate, I can't die without saving me. Besides,"

The boy grabbed her wrist and pulled her down from the fence with the only force.

Then he hooked her lips at her, "Also, when you laughed just now, there were stars in your eyes, and I instantly felt that I must be a living Bodhisattva specially sent by God to save you from water and fire."

...what the **** are you talking about.

very messy.

There is absolutely no logic between cause and effect.

- But Ji Siyu jumped off the wall following his strength.