Aim at That Star

"Are you humiliating me?"

"No."

"I think that's what you just said."

"I just don't understand why you look down on your beliefs and your body so much, but you're so intimidated by people who have done something wrong."

Under the moonlight like water, the boy's face was flat, "But it's normal, most people in this world are trapped in mediocrity, and mediocre people generally find it difficult to strip things away and aim at the core, so they get caught in unnecessary emotions and struggles. Waste 80 percent of my life."

"...What are you accusing me of? Say it directly, don't go in circles."

"This is not an accusation, it's just a suggestion. If I were you, I would sue the court directly for the parent-child relationship with Yu Xuelin. Even if I can't inherit the property, at least I can let him take up his parenting responsibilities in an open and honest way, not like he is now. , like a beggar who has been given alms, begging for mercy."

"Why are you,"

For the first time, Ji Siyu's face showed a shocked expression, "Why do you know that Yu Xuelin and I are parent-child relationship? Your grandfather......"

"Of course not what my grandfather told me."

"Then where did you know that?"

"..."

Jiang Shi paused and avoided talking, "And the question of your photo, if it were me, I would call the police, this kind of illegal behavior will send those criminals to jail for a period of time, as for Zhou I promise..."

Ji Siyu interrupted him: "They will retaliate."

"Do they dare to kill?"

The young man was very calm, "If I can't bear this sigh, then as long as I don't die, I will pay back whatever they do to me."

Ji Siyu sneered: "Naive. Have you ever thought that if you call the police and commit such a crime, how much punishment can they be punished? Even if they go to jail, how long can they be detained? Who are they? Do you know? Do you? Do you think revenge is over once? If it's endless, will you be bothered?"

"So I said if it were me."

Jiang Shi's expression did not change at all because of her accusation, and his tone was still indifferent, "Because I am sure of killing myself in one fell swoop, I chose to do this. If you don't think you have the ability, of course you don't need to listen to my opinion. But In the face of difficulties, directly choosing death is the most stupid and cowardly way, and the big deal is to endure it first..."

"It's easy to persuade others. Only when things really fall on you can you know how unbearable it is. You haven't experienced it, so you'll never know that some pain is not from the standpoint of a bystander. You can go through."

"I know."

The boy's eyes turned upwards and landed on the vast dark night sky, "Of course I know that it must be unbearable, and I also know that it must be very painful. It takes patience to survive, and courage to die. In the end, life and death are your own choices. , Sometimes living is not necessarily happier than dead."

"You just clearly..."

"What I just meant was, if I were you, I would choose to resist. But you are not me, you don't need to blame yourself for what you do, because this is your life, and what you do to yourself will be correct."

Ji Siyu suddenly didn't understand him.

He frowned, looked at him, and said nothing.

"Ji Siyu, in fact, many times, the reason why people can't think about it is just because they can't see far enough... Forget it, let's not talk about these useless big truths, I just want to tell you that you can live completely. Better, live better than those you hate, and it's a shame to die now."

Ji Siyu didn't ask him how he knew that she could live better than Yu Xuelin and the others, nor did he ask how he could live better.

She just lowered her eyes slightly, pondered for a moment, and then asked, "You haven't told me yet, why do you know about Yu Xuelin's relationship with me?"

"Guess for yourself."

Ji Siyu was stunned for a moment, then annoyed: "You..."

"I won't say it. At least not now."

The young man raised his eyebrows, "You can find out about me, but I found it out myself anyway. I can't take my heart out of you, but you can sit back and take precautions, right? That's not how you make friends. "

"..."

He stepped on the pedals of the bicycle, stepped easily, and got on the bicycle, then tilted his head and smiled at her: "Come on, I will take you home."

When Ji Siyu returned to Yu's house, no one else had returned.

Maybe it was such a sudden scene tonight, it was so unexpected that they haven't recovered yet, and they have been stuck in the bookstore holding family meetings to express their shock.

It's also possible that she was stunned by Jiang Shi's scolding, but she came to a realization now, and was caught in a family meeting in the bookstore, accusing her of making friends outside, and comforting Yu Yanyan by the way.

It is also possible that Jiang Shi's reply to Shi Zuo on Weibo was discovered. They were extremely angry and helpless, so they got stuck in the bookstore and held a family meeting to discuss countermeasures.

- But none of this has anything to do with her.

Tonight, the words Jiang Shi said to her, although they were too self-centered for unknown reasons, did inspire her.

For the first time, Ji Siyu felt that she really seemed to be living too humble and forward-looking.

There shouldn't be the slightest bit of tolerance towards someone like Zhong Biqiao, who is good at taking every inch.

She is not afraid of death now, and dares to jump off the building with the most filthy scolding, is it possible that she is still afraid of a few mean scolding from the Yu family?

Do not.

She doesn't care at all.

Ji Siyu skipped class today, but because of the delays in the bookstore, it was a normal time to come back.

The nanny at home heard the door open, came out of the kitchen, glanced at her indifferently, and walked back without even saying hello.

Jiang Shi said, "You don't have friends, and you have little to do with Yu Yanyan. After all, you didn't encounter this predicament after you moved to Yu's house. You have never had friends."

It's normal. She puts on a gloomy and cold face to everyone, and she doesn't take the initiative. The whole temperament is like a vicious female support.

No normal person would choose to be close to you.

Normal people would subconsciously stand on Yu Yanyan's side.

"But it's also your own choice. As long as you can endure the loneliness and prejudice in it, you can live the way you like, and there's no need to feel inferior or blame yourself for it."

Jiang Shi is a strange boy.

Mingming is young and has grown up smoothly since childhood. Except for the time when her sister committed suicide, she has never suffered any major setbacks.

But he can always say a bunch of life philosophies beyond his age.

His point of view is:

Your life is yours, and you can choose any way of living as long as you can afford the feedback that way.

You are not obligated to feel inferior to other people's taunts because of your way of life.

When he said these words, he smiled lightly, and his words were convincing.

Ji Siyu felt a little brainwashed.

She walked into her small room, dug out a letter from the suitcase, read it up and down, then pouted, walked out the door, and went straight to the second floor.

Several bedrooms in the Yu family are on the second floor, even the guest rooms.

The room Zhong Biqiao arranged for her was on the first floor, on the same floor as the nanny, she thought that would humiliate her.

Indeed, she did succeed before.

Both inferior and arrogant, with this twisted self-esteem, it is almost impossible to go to the second floor unless necessary.

But since she was pushed from the balcony by Yu Zheyuan that time, she has complained in her heart, as if she was doing it on purpose.

The Yu family was filled with dismay but did not dare to say anything.

Now, at this ambiguous time, she walked up with another letter.

"Miss Ji."

The nanny stopped her from behind with a worried expression, "It's so late, why are you still not sleeping?"

Ji Siyu didn't turn around and continued to walk up.

"Miss Ji! What's the matter with you, can I help you?"

"Need not."

"Miss Ji! Yan Yan and their rooms are not locked. I can't tell what happened at that time. If you are wronged, it will be bad for you. Let me help you."

"..."

Ji Siyu finally stopped.

He turned around and looked down at her.

She was right, the nanny did it on purpose.

Maybe she grew up with Yu Yanyan, and she has already treated this girl as her own daughter, so she is very dissatisfied with Ji Siyu for "harming" Yu Yanyan like this, but when the host is not there, she treats her eyes, not nose, nose, or nose. .

Ji Siyu has a dull temperament. He never complains about these things, and he is probably disdainful.

So she naturally became bolder and more aggressive.

"Miss Ji..."

"You are the nanny of the Yu family, not mine. I don't need you to take care of me."

The girl looked down at her and sneered, "Seriously, Yu Xuelin didn't stop me from going up to the second floor and entering his room, so why are you?"

The nurse's eyes widened.

However, Ji Siyu ignored her after saying this, turned around and walked into Yu Xuelin and Zhong Biqiao's room.

She neatly folded the letterwork in her hand and placed it in the center of their bed.

On the envelope was written: To Yu Xuelin.

It was her mother's suicide note.

photocopy.

......

Jiang Shi slept at his grandfather's house tonight.

After all, at this point in time, I can't go back if I want to.

The rhetoric to grandpa was also very simple: because I was going to transfer schools, I came over in advance to familiarize myself with the environment.

His parents are also stocking him, and the son has been missing from the home for so long and has not been found.

It wasn't until after twelve o'clock in the middle of the night that I hurriedly called and asked where the others had gone.

Jiang Shi was woken up in the middle of the night, rubbed his brows, got up and walked to the window to talk to his mother on the phone.

By the way, open the window and blow the night wind to wake up your mind.

Then he heard a fierce quarrel coming from the next door.

"Stab!"

"You white-eyed wolf! Disaster! You deserve to have a mother and not a mother. Oh, your mother is not a good thing..."

"Mom, are you alright, Mom? Oh my God, Dad, what happened? How can you be so mad at Mom, don't you know she's not in good health!"

"Ji Siyu, I beg you, I beg you to clean up our house. Tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you, okay? Ji Siyu, I beg you..."

"Snapped-"

There were the cracking of cups and plates, the sound of quarrels, and the sound of slaps.

Just by listening to the sound, you can tell that it must be a big play.

Jiang Shi tightened his hands on the phone: "Mom, hang up first, I have other things here."

"What else can you do at this point... Hello? Hello? Jiang Shi?!"

—Jiang Shi had knocked on the door of his neighbor's house.