Aim at That Star

"I never thought about entering the entertainment industry."

The teenager lay on the sofa, with his hands on the back of his head, and a candied fruit in his mouth, "Hiding in the east, covering up, like a criminal suspect, what's the point of living."

Jiang Yun felt an arrow in his knee.

She coughed lightly and avoided the topic: "When Xu Nan released a new song before, I asked you if you wanted to..."

"Didn't I worry about your bankruptcy at that time?"

Jiang Shi sighed very kindly, "The company has been established for several years, it's like a beast of gold, unable to make ends meet, how ugly it would be to go bankrupt if it loses money like this, you are my sister anyway, it's not a loss to sacrifice your freedom to pull you. ."

"..."

After being speechless for a while, Jiang Yun rolled his eyes, "You really have confidence in yourself."

The boy smiled and said nothing.

"There was too much turmoil before, and we didn't expect it, but now that the company's situation has stabilized, you don't have to worry about me."

Jiang Yun thought about it for a while, and said slowly, "Actually, I didn't want you to go into this business at first. It's true that you don't have freedom. If you're really not interested, I'll let Sister Chen and the others take care of your tail. But you have to think about it yourself, it would be a pity if such a good beginning was thrown away on a whim."

"Um."

Jiang Yun still couldn't figure it out: "Before I saw you, you still liked music, didn't you, and wrote your own songs..."

"Like writing songs doesn't mean you have to sing. My talent is too great, and doing everything is a waste of life."

"..."

Facing his sister's speechless and choked face, the young man curled his lips: "Actually, it's good to be a producer, you can earn more money and you're free, don't worry, I have my own affairs in mind, and you don't need to worry about it. ."

"...Okay, I'm too lazy to care about you anyway."

The two sisters and brothers of the Jiang family are in the same line, and they are all self-reliant in their bones. It is almost impossible to persuade them to change things that have been decided, and they seldom ask others for opinions even when they think about things.

Jiang Yun knew his character, so he didn't say much, but in the end he couldn't hold back and brought up Ji Siyu.

"Your classmate, what exactly do you think?... I'm not asking you, the main thing is to let me have a bottom line. This place in the entertainment industry is not very peaceful. What if I... ."

"casual."

The young man grinned brightly, "Sister, you don't have to think about it, just treat it like any other ordinary employee. I'm just helping out on the face of my classmates. You mustn't care."

"real?"

"real."

Jiang Shi stretched out four fingers, "I swear."

"Use your oath."

Jiang Yun rolled his eyes again, "Since you said so, then I really don't care. I have a lot of things to do. I came back this time to see Grandpa. I have to leave tomorrow. You should study hard and take care of yourself. Take care of grandpa and let me know in time if anything happens."

"uh-huh."

"What are you humming, you little brat, can you hear it clearly?"

"Listen clearly, listen clearly."

Jiang Shi was really helpless, "Eldest sister, don't waste time with me, go get busy!"

"...Unscrupulous bastard!"

In the end, Jiang Yun still couldn't come up with anything from Jiang Shi. Since the trip really couldn't be delayed any longer, he could only leave his grandfather's house with full of regret.

But soon, the next day, the company sent an assistant over.

I rented a house near the school for Ji Siyu, took her to the Shanghai stock market for training classes on weekends, and went to auditions and interviews to record materials when I was free. The schedule for the week was full and very fulfilling.

At least, in the eyes of his classmate Zhou Yuyan and his "sister" Yu Yanyan, Ji Siyu had almost zero communication with them since he left Yu's house.

When I was in school, I was immersed in my studies, and I didn't talk to anyone after class... Except when Jiang Shilai wanted to copy his homework.

I didn’t sign up for make-up classes on weekends, I didn’t participate in self-study at night, and I usually packed up and left in a hurry after school.

Basically, except for the fixed time at school during the day, Yu Yanyan hardly sees her.

Dad had an extra daughter for no reason, and she was older than himself. Now the neighbors and school classmates all knew about it, and some people were misled by Ji Siyu's words, saying that her mother was the one who got involved in other people's feelings. The third child also forced Ji Siyu's mother to commit suicide.

Yu Yanyan didn't know how to explain the serious big hats.

And during this time, the atmosphere at home was also very bad.

My parents quarreled every day, and after the quarrel, the cold war broke out. My father sighed endlessly. My mother smashed almost all the cups in the house.

Sometimes after school, Yu Yanyan didn't want to go home, and regarded Zhou Yuyan's home as a safe haven, staying until he couldn't stay any longer before going back.

But if it goes on like this, Zhou Yuyan's parents will also be unhappy.

Zhou Yuyan's test scores dropped by dozens of places this time, from the top ten to thirty-sixth.

Yu Yanyan clearly felt that when she went to Zhou's house again, Aunt Zhou's attitude was no longer as warm and warm as before, but rather lukewarm, as if she didn't want her to stay in her home for longer.

For the first time, she realized that the relationship between people can be so weak.

The originally loving couple, overnight, became two beasts facing each other, one hysterical and the other unyielding.

Yu Yanyan listened carefully. She found that the point of her parents' quarrel was not "Should I recognize Ji Siyu?", but "You are the fault, you are the bad guy, even if you get divorced, don't even think about it." take any advantage".

Yu Yanyan didn't understand the point of arguing about this.

But she suddenly realized that what Ji Siyu had said to her might not be true:

"Do you think your parents are really good people? They just wore decent clothes, a hypocritical mask, and pretended to be pitiful. In fact, the body hidden under the clothes was terribly ugly. Ordinary villains are not as ugly as them."

"And you, after all, you're just the same person as them, but you're better at self-deception, and you've been deceiving for so long that you even forgot yourself."

......is that so?

The seventeen- or eight-year-old girl grew up under the care of her family and the ivory tower. She is in a stage of self-judgment. Although her kindness is very hypocritical, she is equally bad and superficial.

After going through so many things at once, each one overturned the cognition she had shaped in the past ten years, it was easy to doubt herself.

In short: the collapse of the three views.

The world pattern collapsed across the board.

Of course, her mental journey, in this special period, actually no one will pay attention.

For Ji Siyu, everyone and things in the Yu family, even the biological mother who died silently in the rental house, seemed to be far away from a certain moment.

I can still see it, but I can't see it clearly, and I have no mood to explore it.

She is too busy.

Every day, there are a lot of things to do, a lot to think about in the future, and a lot of plans to decide for yourself.

She is like a sponge, desperately absorbing knowledge and skills, trying to adapt herself to the daily work of this circle.

In the planning of her career, her agent gave her full freedom.

Even willing to sacrifice short-term gains for uncertain long-term returns.

This is not in line with the idea of ​​making money for a small company, but it is a good thing for Ji Siyu.

Not only does she have no contact with the Yu family now, but even Jiang Shi, the "savior", actually rarely has the opportunity to communicate.

Occasionally, however, Teacher Jiang would still teach her some life insights on WeChat.

Jiang Shi: Forgetting hatred is actually a very difficult thing, but people who plan to take revenge all day long, in my opinion, are either extremely stupid or panic in idleness.

Ji Siyu: According to what you said, there is no need for revenge when people live in this world?

Jiang Shi: how is it possible

After half a minute, the other party sent several voices.

"There are two situations."

"One is that he is no longer saved, such as dying from a terminal illness, drug addiction, or jailed for a crime, so he simply breaks the jar and drags the enemy into the water.

"The other is that the enemy has become unworthy of mentioning, taking revenge at will, without affecting oneself, and tormenting the other party's survival and death. This kind of happiness is really happy."

The teenager seemed to be talking about it, and continued to speak on the other end of the phone with a smile: "For example, now, although you can cause some trouble for your biological father, the trouble is not big, but it's a waste of your time. "

Ji Siyu: You've said this ten thousand times, so don't brainwash me anymore

"What I mean is, when you become famous and rich, and when your work needs popularity, you can expose this matter, spend a little money to buy a hot search, and let the public condemn and criticize it. After taking revenge, on the one hand, you can sell yourself miserably, and establish a positive energy image that has suffered but is strong and self-reliant, isn't it killing two birds with one stone?"

"And at that time, your studies, career and life were stable, and you guided the public opinion yourself, and you were not afraid of Yu Xuelin and the others fighting back and throwing dirty water. Think about it yourself, it's more cost-effective."

Ji Siyu was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time.

Finally she said, "You really don't look like a high school student."

"Any sophistication comes at a price."

In the long voice, the young man's voice contained a bit of a smile, "Ji Siyu, there are many injustices in places you don't know, and many people are powerless to resist, no matter how unwilling they are, they can only bear it. But you , in fact, you are a very lucky child."

"Therefore, there is no need to blame others, and there is no need to feel that the world is unfair. The world is busy, and it is all for the benefit. There are not many good people in the world, and there are not many bad people. If others treat you badly, you have to reflect on whether you have any problems."

"Just like when you quarreled with Yu Yanyan before, why did everyone help Yu Yanyan and didn't help you? Why does Yu Yanyan have friends and don't you? Why does Zhou Yuyan like Yu Yanyan and not like you?"

"You can choose to be arrogant and arrogant, or you can look down on anyone coldly, but since you don't want to be wronged and flattered, don't blame others for disliking you, hostile to you, and not helping you. Understand?"

"Let's talk about morality and justice, a lonely freshman who is not friendly and doesn't know how to reciprocate, a loose boy who has a good laugh and a leadership relationship. If I were an unrelated public, I would also be willing to speak for Yu Yanyan."

"And in the life circle of adults, if you don't stand at a certain height, until you have enough strength, morality and justice are the most useless handles."

......

That night, Jiang Shi said a lot.

With a faint realization and sigh, he didn't know whether to tell her or his own.

But the last two sentences are sincere.

Ji Siyu heard every word in his heart:

"Whether you admit it or not, I am indeed a good person who came down from the sky to help you without asking for anything in return. Ji Siyu, such an opportunity is rare. If you don't know how to cherish it, then... even if it goes against your conscience and abandons it. In principle, I'm too lazy to help anymore."

"Because it's not worth it."