Ain't Your Regular Girlfriend

I wanted to slap my hand away from his but I quitted the feeling and welcomed the one of keeping calm and hearing him out "Lara, I know the last thing you would want to hear from me is sorry, which I've been saying but I... I shouldn't have let Thompson's words get to me but they did, and I was just being stupid to hold onto them and be against you. Honestly, I haven't been my self since then and I want to feel me Lara, and feeling me is being with you... Forgive me even if you don't want me as your boyfriend but at least we can still cherish one another without including the word boyfriend or anything. Please, Lara... I know I'm not good with words but I hope you see how I truly feel about you ". I gasped and looked away from him to blink back the tears that were threatening to fall out....am I truly crying? What is really making me cry? Oh, dear. I berated. I just couldn't believe I would ever feel soft to the knees because of any guy. New York, what have you done to me!.

"Look at me please". He pleads and tried turning my face to him, so he'd look me in the eye. But I couldn't, I refused to let him see the tears that were now rolling down my cheeks. It was heart-wrenching seeing myself all teary.

"Don't look at me," I pleaded and quickly rest my head on his shoulder, confused at myself. Why am I like this? Maybe it's all has to do with the thought that I've lost his friendship forever, already lost hope that he'd ever talk to me again or having him smile at me... Those smiles that always send jellies at the pit of my stomach, maybe it all has to do with the lies I've been feeding my head that I've moved on.

But here we are, holding each other so tight that we'd never let go. "Did I say something wrong?". He asked softly and placed his finger under my chin and tipped my face up to his.

I shook my head No. "It's just... I thought we would never talk again". I said honestly and took a long breath. "But it's okay now". I said and tried effortlessly to smile.

He smiled at me... Oh lord! A wide full smile that tickles my heart. Gosh! This dude is absolutely gorgeous, his emerald green eyes were shining alongside the light as they locked with mine... Pleading to be kissed. He posses the s.e.xiest eyes that I have ever seen. I blushed as I laid lower to kiss them. My mind was blurry as I blurt. "You are gorgeous," I said and placed a quick kiss on his lips. He smiled and grabbed my lips before I could pull back.

I nipped on his lower lips tasting all the sweetness as his tongue dart its way through my mouth. "stay the night". I said through kisses.