Ain't Your Regular Girlfriend

Stephen touched my forehead like he always does, and looks closely at me. "You still hurting?". He asks 

I was too astonished to talk cos I thought that after saying what I said to him last Saturday night he wouldn't ever want to speak to me ever again.

Though we've been avoiding each other these past few days. Now I feel bad for saying those words to him but I'm just scared and I don't want to break his heart. 

"I'm good now". I say and tried smiling but failed. I just sat on the tiny hospital bed fiddling with my fingers. F.u.c.k why am I  always speechless anytime I'm with this cute guy. All I could think was how his lips taste the first time we kissed... How I m.o.a.n just at the look of his pinkish lips with his beautiful green eyes and his cute smile that always steals something in me each time I see them. 

"You coming to school tomorrow?" he asks and touches my hand as Clara's phone chimes in and she excused herself from the room. 

I stare at our hands for a moment before removing mine from his to place them on his lips. "Thanks for coming". I say and bring my lips closer to his. 

I m.o.a.n at the sight of those lips before covering them with mine. I s.u.c.k.e.d and nipped on his lower lip wanting to nip everything out. 

I thrust my tongue everywhere in his mouth making him m.o.a.n in p.l.e.a.s.u.r.es and using my hands to hold his hands from touching me. 

Cos one touch from this guy now... We had ended up having s.e.x in this tiny hospital bed with no c.o.n.d.o.m which will be bad. 

I pulled out from the kiss. "Leave". 

"What?". He asked confused.

Clara walks back in and I bet she heard when I told him to leave. 

"So you coming to school tomorrow ". Clara asks and sits on her usual spot. 

"No" I shake my head still avoiding Stephen's questionable eyes.

"I'm gonna be bored! the doctor said you are fine...it was just a headache. Why not come... I will write everything for you. all you have to do is to just sit beside me and after that, we'd eat lunch together" Abby shrieks, and I wonder what made her smile this way after the phone call. "What would you be doing all by yourself at home, you will probably get bored too". She wine and wraps her hand around me. 

"Bored" I scuff. "F.u.c.k! I'd watch p.o.r.n and f.u.c.k a Facebook lover over and over again through video call, that ain't boredom. ". 

Stephen gasp at my word and I know what might be going on his mind but I warned him to leave, he didn't listen so if he plans on staying fine then. "How long have I been off". I ask Clara. 

"Two hours...not off sleeping". 

"You f.u.c.k.i.n.g me right?... I wanted the time to be fast-forwarded not waking up on the same day!". I groan. "What about the test?".

"Mr. Cuba postponed it on Friday". 

F.u.c.k f.u.c.k.i.n.g Cuba. I breathe. 

"That reminds me, Time should be fast-forwarded? What does that mean... you kept on repeating the word over and over". Abby asks breaking the awkward sudden silence. 

"My seventeenth birthday... The day I can't wait for... I just wanted time to be fast-forwarded to that day". I say and lick my lips at the thought what I planned on doing on that day filled my head.