Am I Goddess Or What?

The unwillingness razed in me like raging fire.I do not wish this to happen.Why do people get greedy and have to kill and destroy things that others have?What is wrong with fair trade and peaceful living.

The anger grew more and more.The sound of something breaking was heard outside.I flew fast out again and saw arriving sh.i.p.s.I couldn't believe that those people were that dumb to come here for real.Do they really wish to die?

The anger in me surged out and I felt that energy that started acc.u.mulating inside me was something I am familiar with.What is it?Why do I feel comfortable?

I closed my eyes giving up all the negative feelings.The energy that streamed in me was like warm water in the brook where I usually bathe.

But this one is different.Its like river that cleans from inside and gives strength,power and a state of equilibrium. Everything seems to be one and one is nothing.I am the one and one is I.

We are the I .Nothing else was in there than me, myself and I.

I slowly opened the eyes and looked at the incoming army.There was no hate, no unwillingness, nothing.

I floated down to the sh.i.p.s.Slowly I turned around to see the city one last time.It was already long gone.

I will let them do this.I knew that the Lord will take care of the rest anyway.

Atlantides docked sh.i.p.s and went into the city.They held the weapons of mass destruction in their hands like S.W.A.T teams in movies.I cynically smiled.So what if they have this weapon.Nothing will help them.Nothing...

I just floated there in air looking them rushing toward dome.I followed them there and saw their surprise,frustration and anger.They started shooting at the dome,destroying it completely.

I didn't get angry as I am just bystander.I have no right to get involved.

Their destruction did not stop as they went from house to house looting everything and anything they could find.Then destroying the buildings one after another.

It took the day and night to loot out everything. On the end when the sh.i.p.s moved from the island they turned around and shot with big cannons over island destroying remnants of little bit they left.

As they shot at the island they clearly saw the volcano getting active.Large amount of fire and ashes was flying to the sky. They shivered suddenly.

The anger of the volcano.Even if they were quite progressive for that age they still had bit fear of unknown.That is one of the reasons why they attacked the Lord.

They were afraid of his powers even if he didn't do anything to harm humanity.It was another way around he tried to find a way to feed the whole planet.

They feared most people, that could stop them conquer the rest of the world.And he was definitely one that could.So they invented a weapon that used unknown energy for them.they found energy crystal and used that energy to make a huge amount of weapons.

They came but he was not here.But the volcano got angry and has spoken.They turned their sh.i.p.s in fear and were gone really fast.As the volcano started spitting fire the continental plates moved bit and islands slowly descended in water.

I watched with empty eyes.I waited for the Lord to come back and make the dome.

The city was slowly engulfed in water.As the water rose I turned around and still didn't see him coming back.I started crunching eyebrows as I saw the water that went higher and higher.but it was not water that went higher it was islands that descended into the water.

I started to feel again something. Tugging my heart like sharp nail slowly inserted into the flesh.

he must come back.Now.Or there will be no islands.The energy in me started surging again.It turned into a ball that got more and more compressed as faster and faster the energy surged into me.

I do not wish it to be gone and destroyed.I want it to be safe so one day in the future it can come back and be such a place where people are happy.

The fear,the sadness,the memories of all those people happily laughing at each other,the smiles on people in the city and finally the smile of that man.All that acc.u.mulated in me and was pressed again and again and again.

As I realized that he will not be coming I let out a scream that reverberated all the way to the other islands.But from my voice, the sh.i.p.s of Atlantis cracked and broke like they were made of glass.One by one sank to the depth of the sea. Including that one with the captain that tried to escape.

The sorrow of losing such precious place and people surged out of me like waves. Again and again.As I stood right over the descending islands covering them with my energy as much as I could.

I could clearly see the sea level rising and then everything stopped. Even the volcano stopped puking out the lava.I slowly used all the energy I had to protect this place making thousands of layers of energy protection.

I turned around and saw that even tho I protected the island but I was not on time as most of the island was under water.I floated around slowly as now I have time.Its all the same.

On some islands, I saw animals.On some, I saw just plants.It seemed that he used the other islands as a tryout for his experiments.I saw so many vegetables and fruits on all the islands.

As we were undersea lever I was afraid that creatures won't have enough air so I would let air flow around and oxygen made of water that surrounded us. I looked at thousand layers and made it so there is enough light.

I even made layers so elastic even if some sh.i.p.s came they wouldn't feel the difference and wouldn't know what there is.For a long long time.

I looked at the volcano that stopped puking lava.In speed seen by eyes, I could see the crust was made and I used lots of earth from the devastated island and put on the festering stone.Then I used the salt water and with use of the energy, I purified it and made it into a waterfall. I left the lake and planted all kind of plants that survived the main island.

I searched other islands and gathered from every plant few seedlings and planted it on.All the animals that couldn't run away I put them on this volcano and let it grow.As I saw that it was done I felt tired.

In that moment the gate opened and the Lord came out.I looked at him neither with passion or hate.

It was fine .He was late anyway.I indifferently looked at him and floated down.

''I saved some animals I hope you won't hate me for that.Please don't kill them.I want them to live.'' as I turned to leave.

''I will wait for you and find you.''He said.I didn't turn around.I didn't care.Everything is destroyed anyway.No matter how I look humans know only how to destroy. What is the point to save them.

They will anyway again do it again.I gave up on humanity as I didn't feel anymore anything.

''I will find you.Just wait for me .I will explain to you,please.Don't feel indifference as there is more to care in every world.Even in this one''he urgently spoke to me while I just floated into the wall.

I will protect this bit of place for me,myself and I.As I am WE.

With that taught I merged with the volcano.I am volcano. I am Earth.I am ME.

With that taught I closed eyes and fell asleep.

I felt again something heavy jumping on me and l.i.c.k.i.n.g my face.I looked at the three little monsters and understood why they understand me.I smiled at them and stood up.

I looked around and slowly floated up.This is my world.The countdown was just to wake me up.Not meant to destruction more a sign of alarm.

I looked down and saw one more gate opening.

''I found you as I promised.It is time that you know your story.''He said as he waved his hand...