An Inconspicuous Shooting Star

"The confession is to confirm the result I expected."

Cheng Yan can't remember exactly how he got out of that building.I only knew that I knew that after the person came in, I had fled.

There was a mess in his mind, and the sounds around him were mixed in his thoughts as if amplified several times, and they became a mess.

Outside the hotel there was no knowing when it started to snow, and it danced silently in the air, quietly reflecting the surrounding scenery.

Cheng Yan didn't run far away, and it felt as if his nerves were so tense since just now, that he felt a kind of pulling pain from the inside to the outside.

Roughly away from the space that people wanted to escape from, the surroundings gradually became quiet. Only then did he hear the siren on the street and the footsteps following behind.

He blinked, as if he couldn't react.

But the feeling of the other party touching his own sleeves is so real.He heard the other person asking him: "Cheng Yan, is everything the man said just now true?"

"Yes," Cheng Yan replied, clenching his fists with both hands, and trembling slightly, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Then, without waiting for the other person to speak, he continued to say: "Yes, I like you, you heard it right, not like colleagues, nor like friends, but..."

He sighed, paused and said, "It's like the like between men and women, but..."

Cheng Yan's eyes reddened suddenly. He had been entangled in his mind and imagined the question and answer countless times, as if it were repeated in his mind several times during this short pause, and then he still opened his mouth.

"But, I didn't think about asking you to respond to me, it's possible," his words seemed a little confused, "No, it's not right to say that I didn't expect it at all, but this road is too difficult to go, I never thought about it. you are the same with me."

"I..." I was prepared for the explanation, but when I said it, I felt like a throat: "I am willing to you and Xiaoman. You really don't need to think about it, really."

"I obviously, I really only want to look at you from a distance, and see you can live well." He said while shaking his head.

He knew that he had naturally thought about it for so long, even if he gave himself a negative and then negative answer over and over again, but to say that he did not have that one percent, one thousandth, one thousandth expectation, that is Deceive yourself and others.

But what can it do?Huo Sheng is not, different from himself.

Silence permeated between the two, and the snowflakes seemed to stagnate in the air.

Cheng Yan lowered his head and looked at the small water spots on the ground, whether he could not wait for the answer from the opposite person.

Whether it's the one that I have hoped for by chance, or the one that I expected to disappoint.Huo Sheng didn't answer, and Cheng Yan didn't know if he should be lucky or...

Still desperate, but anyway, as far as he is now, he just wants to leave here.

If you leave here, you may find that all this is just a dream.

Yes, yes.

But why does my heart hurt so much.

After returning home that day, Cheng Yan was like a snail, shrinking into his shell and reluctant to contact anyone.

In three consecutive days, the only time he touched his mobile phone was only to send an email to the company, requesting that his annual leave be cleared, a total of ten days.

Counting New Year's Day, you can hide for 13 days.

Cheng Yan thinks that he is not a person who is unwilling to face problems. Even most of the time, he will choose to face early and solve early.But in this matter, he can't do it.

Why, because he asked himself countless times.

Want to give up?miss you.Are you willing?unwilling.

He was sitting on the sofa with his legs curled up, watching the entertainment on the TV, accompanied by the laughter, and occasionally twitching his mouth.

In the afternoon, most of the time was hard to kill. Cheng Yan looked at it for two hours. It was really meaningless, so he carried a book and moved a small recliner, sat on the edge of the bed, and read in the snow scene.

In the past few days, the temperature has dropped a lot more than before, and the heavy snow has never stopped.

The small spots of water that had melted on the ground were slowly covered by snow.

Although he didn't contact anyone, Cheng Yan still took his mobile phone with him and didn't dare to leave it elsewhere.

It's just that the person's contact has never been, and some only Miao Yu's occasional concern, and Liang Chen asked him where he went, but he did not reply to either of them.

The battery is not good when the phone is used for a long time.

Cheng Yan glanced at the phone whose screen went completely black and didn't know when, he pulled the data cable to charge it.

It took a few minutes for the screen to light up slowly, and the moment it lighted up, two messages popped up.

He glanced at the contact person who was Miao Yu. He wanted to put it aside, but for now.

Unexpectedly, when he unlocked, the preview of the displayed information gave him a glimpse of the word'rumor'.

The screen swipes from below, and the information expands.

Miao Yu said: [Cheng Yan, why don't you reply to the news?About the rumors you said that day, I only heard about it in the past two days, but what might be a little bad for you, are you sure you want to listen?

The last two messages are separated for a while, but not long, only twenty minutes.

[Hey, forget it, you won't return to me, I will tell you directly.I don't know who made it falsely, just saying that you and Brother Sheng are very close, so Brother Sheng just opened the back door for you or something.

[The other thing is... There is another saying that the relationship between you and Brother Sheng is a bit, uh... ambiguous?How should I put it, since what they said is not very pleasant, I will not repeat it to you.But I think these are all spread indiscriminately, don't take it to your heart.

Seeing these two pieces of information, Cheng Yan suddenly recalled what Huo Sheng said that day, “The relationship is good. It’s a fact. Let’s just say what they say. I won’t listen to other rumors. After all, they are not true. Care about', I couldn't help but smile.

Probably that person didn't expect that these feelings of his own were true, and the rumors outside were all things he had hoped to become'facts' in the midterm.

So, Huo Sheng's answer is obvious.

For some reason, the things hanging in my heart suddenly seemed to have fallen to the ground, a little disappointed, and he was relieved.

He thought about it, and finally he replied to Miao Yu: [I know, I have nothing to do, I just want to rest, and I will go back when the holiday is over.

Miao Yu returned after two seconds: [Okay, I heard that the team members will be adjusted after the year, but I have already asked Brother Sheng, and he said that we are still in the same team, don't worry.

[By the way, you... don't talk to the minister...] Cheng Yan typed these words quickly, and after a few seconds, he lowered his head and thought about it, and then deleted them all.

Thinking, forget it.

But everything should be done this way. That's it, and I will be colleagues in the future.

He never expected that within a few days, Miao Yu brought news that he couldn't believe.

She said: [Cheng Yan, do you know that Brother Sheng is going to resign???Said to leave after New Year's Day.

As for Cheng Yan, the moment he saw the news, the whole person was stunned, as if he had been held in place by a nail.

Until a long time passed, even when he himself couldn't figure out when his body had regained consciousness, he unconsciously opened the door of his house and rushed out, ignoring that the snow was still flying outside. It's also cold.

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