Became an Academy Spearman

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Glecia grabbed her arm involuntarily at the sight of her nature trying to hold on to the two of them.

snap.

Glacier, clumsily, let go of her arm again at the startled look of nature.

“…”

Even as we parted ways like that… A clear dissatisfaction filled my heart.

definitely today. It was the day Han Cheonseong promised to be with me. But suddenly the other person is spending time with him, and then the meaning of trying to be with him fades away.

There is a clear difference between being alone and spending time together.

Naturally, I have less time to talk to him, and I get distracted by other people as well. As a result, the amount of time I have to understand agar is completely reduced.

But why did Han Cheon-seong try to be with other people on his own accord?

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My act of refusing a while ago was considered extremely reasonable.

I definitely got a promise from him, and I’m going to be with him today. There was no need to be ashamed and embarrassed by my actions now.

“Glacia. Are you… angry?”

Then he blinked his eyes at the voice that asked carefully.

“Why do you think I am angry?”

“No, that’s the way you look now.”

“Do I look like that?”

“uh. I feel really angry.”

At that, he caressed my face involuntarily.

…I don’t know what kind of expression I was making, but it was obvious that it was probably an expression of dissatisfaction.

Because I am the type of person who expresses my thoughts as they are. He nodded his head relentlessly.

“To be honest, I was a little angry.”

“Where the hell are you… angry?”

I’m asking as if I don’t know anything. Without knowing it, I wondered if I was weird.

Did I do something that Han Cheon-sung did not understand? I don’t feel that way.

Hey, he was the one who promised me last night. It was Han Cheon-seong, who said that he would spend it with me today.

So, I didn’t think that asking me to stay with him right now was too close to being unreasonable.

But I didn’t know why I had to feel like I was doing something wrong.

“Glacia. I think Leonhardt and Yumia. I thought it would definitely be better if we practiced together. They are both excellent people.”

He nodded his head involuntarily as he calmly preached his thoughts.

That said, I also sympathized.

Even within the A1 class, those two are competing for excellence. Leonhard, the head of the class, took it for granted, but even Yumia had a higher skill level than expected.

“It is.”

“…that’s not the case. Please explain in detail. Why did you feel bad for what I just did?”

As I slowly asked the question, my eyes met involuntarily.

“…”

His characteristic dark eyes did not look like he was angry with me or questioning me.

It was just… calm.

“…”

For a moment, his lips hesitated, but he felt a strange feeling.

Thinking about it. Han Cheonseong was quite different from the others. Even in my words, calmly and calmly, he asks why.

Even though he is bewildered by my words, he does not try to turn away from me. Even when you’re with me, you don’t feel bad about my attitude.

From the beginning, everything felt very different.

“I need you to tell me properly so that I won’t do anything that would make you feel bad next time. First of all, I’m not asking you with different feelings right now.”

At those words that continued as if explaining… I nodded my head involuntarily.

I felt that way too.

“Because you said you’d be with someone else.”

“…do you?”

“I feel bad.”

He spoke the way he felt.

Even though I saw Han Cheon-seong paused at my words, I knew to some extent that my words were strange.

But I couldn’t express it like that.

Directly, convey the emotion of the moment you feel it to the other person.

That’s because my sister did it to me.

―If you reflect the sincerity inside, the people who listen to you will surely accept it.

Rather than trying to deceive the other person by talking nonsense, it is better to treat the other person sincerely.

So I’ve been treating people like that all the time.

“So. To sum up… I said I’d spend time with you. I made you feel bad because I wanted someone else to spend time with me. Can you see it like this?”

Let’s take it slow and say I was amazed at how well I understood it.

If you look closely, there may be other emotions, but they were just what they were right now.

How do I talk about the time I got with Han Cheon-seong, but do other people spend time with him without paying anything?

And are you trying to interrupt my time?

It will take a very long time for me to understand agar.

Even now, I don’t know how much time I have to invest to understand Hancheonseong… Because if I’m with someone else, it’ll definitely take longer.

“……”

Was my answer shocking Han Cheon-seong? He looked at me and acted squeaky for a moment, but I accidentally asked him.

“Hancheonseong… Do you hate me like this too?”

Will Han Cheon-seong hate me like everyone else?

I didn’t even know I asked. In the meantime, I pretended not to be everyone, pretended to be okay, but the eyes of those who hated me came to mind clearly.

i’m weird Their eyes looking at them as if something was not normal.

So I naturally distanced myself from people who looked at me that way.

And at some point. I became reluctant to approach people.

Because I didn’t want to come closer and be rejected. Because I didn’t want to receive that kind of gaze.

Even if I show my sincerity like this… If you don’t like me, there’s no reason for me to approach them.

And now Hancheonseong too… .

“no. I don’t like you like that.”

“…don’t you like it?”

“Of course, even if your words are embarrassing, you know that they are all sincere. It’s kind of weird how I feel to hear that, but… But that doesn’t mean you’re a bad person.”

As I spoke with a light smile, my gaze went blankly at that smile without realizing it.

‘I don’t like it. I can’t say that I’m bad… .’

It was the first time.

Whoever said that… .

And also. I thought that Han Cheon-seong was different from other people.

Something was different too.

I didn’t know from where to where I was different from other people.

But it was definitely different. Beyond the immediate extraordinary talent and mental perfection… fundamentally, he felt different.

“Then, Glacier. Let’s go do some training. You asked me to watch you practice.”

Now I’m asking too lightly as if it’s okay.

He nodded blankly, but opened his mouth.

“…It did.”

again.

I felt strange as I stepped forward to the place where I had practiced.

A heart relieved by Han Cheon-seong’s attitude.

And at the same time, I had to feel great regret.

Even at this moment… .

Han Cheon-seong couldn’t understand the man at all.

…rather, the closer I got to him, the more incomprehensible I felt.

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ㅡ Purity.

It is often said that the innocence of children is unspoiled and shines through the eyes.

Innocent children seem to get rid of their filth just by looking at them, and some believe that the word innocence itself has a meaning.

Because Ai is the way he feels, expresses his emotions upright, and reflects the good and the bad without thinking.

And by nature, he didn’t like children very much.

‘Because not all children are pure.’

I felt that the times were changing, and the innocence of children had time.

Because there were times when I wondered if they were clever, or whether their actions were really made out of innocence, even while looking at young children.

So I thought about the essence of the word innocence itself. I didn’t say that Koo Tae-Yeo was innocent.

And now.

I was feeling the essence of the word innocence.

“…”

“…”

There was no continuous conversation between them as they walked.

But it didn’t feel uncomfortable.

I found out why Glecia said that, and I felt the sincerity of those words.

The sincerity that I didn’t feel well even when I was talking to a small child, when I was talking to Glacia, it felt so big, as if it were beating my chest intensely. Rather, I acknowledged her.

Even as an adult, there are people who are so pure.

It was quite different from the innocence I felt when I met Glecia last night.

…how pure can a person who reflects on himself look genuinely pure.

It had a magic that made the person facing it not even think about anything for a moment.

I don’t think it should be treated as a lie. I instinctively felt like I shouldn’t have hurt him.

So now, if it’s Glacier, it can be like this. Feelings like understanding are just filling my heart.

‘It was very surprising.’

Glacier’s eyes that had been looking at me a while ago came to mind.

Because, even for a moment, I saw the emotions such as fear, anxiety, and worry in Glecia’s eyes, who always seemed to speak calmly and confidently.

I couldn’t say anything for a moment when I saw Glecia asking if I didn’t like her.

I was clearly taken aback by her way of speaking, and I can’t even count how many times I’ve been embarrassed by her words.

Just a little while ago, Leonhard and Yumia were quite embarrassed by Glecia, who was uttering words that could be misunderstood.

But now.

The way she reflected on me in response to the words I asked one after another was another shock, and it hit my heart hard.

It wasn’t that Glecia didn’t know how to speak.

She knew that her way of speaking could sound strange to others.

But she says so.

I could be sure if I recalled how he spoke calmly and casually when there was a high-ranking person like an instructor.

She said that on purpose.

When there is someone who can get along with him, he does not hesitate to reflect on himself and show his sincerity.

An attitude of trying to convey the feelings you feel at that moment to the other person without lying.

That… can you really say it’s wrong?

‘How can you say that?’

He’s the purest person I’ve ever met… On the contrary, I felt sorry for not answering right away.

again.

Upon arriving at the training site, Glecia gently pulled out her sword from its sheath.

An iron sword that is crude and has no patterns.

“then. agaric. I want you to look at me directly and tell me your honest feelings.”

“…uh. okay.”

When Glecia calmly asked me, I nodded, clearing my thoughts.

She says that she can handle a sword right now, but what Glecia is asking for isn’t the same as how she handles a sword.

It expresses the characteristics with the sword, and whether there are any frills or shortcomings in its movement.

If that’s the case, I’ll be able to do it just by looking at it.

jerk.

When I looked at her from the side at a certain distance, Glacier took a deep breath.

It took a while for the faint sound of breathing to be heard through her mouth, and Glecia sprinted to the ground in one breath.

Concentrating on looking at her, I was greatly surprised.

ㅡ! ㅡㅡㅡ!

A strong strong wind engulfed the entire space at once.

At the same time, in the strong wind, Glecia was moving as if floating lightly.

ㅡㅡ!

ㅡㅡㅡㅡ!!

With just a light swing of the sword, it strikes the target scarecrow intensely.

She completely exceeded my expectations.

“……”

Now in Glacier’s new model, a bright light enveloped her.

A brilliant, bright blue light that seemed to catch everyone’s eyes, it wasn’t like mana at all.

A harbinger called the light of blessing… … .

It was clearly embedded in her body now.