Became an Academy Spearman

78. Do you think Han Chun-seong approached it with really pure intentions?

***

The two of them left the cafe.

Before they knew it, they were announcing the end of their meeting.

“Agar Castle. We can meet again on Saturday, right?”

When Karite turned around and asked cautiously, Chun-sung smiled lightly.

“Because I promised. Of course we can meet.”

Karite was relieved by such a natural answer.

Karite felt strongly that today was not the end, and that they could meet again like this on Saturday.

“okay. Then today… thank you so much.”

“No, thank you very much. then i’ll go Karite, be careful going in.”

At the end, Karite silently nodded, and the two naturally went their separate ways.

Despite the time when the sunset was slowly setting, Karite moved towards her dormitory, compared to Han Chun-seong, who headed towards the training ground.

It was subconsciously thinking that she had to sleep, so she headed to the dormitory, but in fact, Karite’s mind had already been floating for a long time.

Throughout the conversation with Han Chun-seong, he had gone through so many changes of heart, and it hadn’t been properly sorted out yet.

again.

Before long, Karite stopped in place.

An auditory hallucination that I hadn’t heard before seemed to linger in my ears again.

-Do you think Han Chun-seong approached it with really pure intentions?

-Looks like it, it’s obvious that your body is the purpose

-You came because you looked easier than other girls.

A blank laugh leaked out at the hallucinations filled with malice.

The fact that the empty seat of Han Chun-seong felt so large, and the hallucinations of worse quality than usual shook my heart again.

‘Could this really be the hallucinations I suffer from mental problems… .’

Am I really thinking of the worst? Even I couldn’t believe it.

Throughout the entire conversation, I really didn’t feel anything from Han Chun-seong. I felt like giving it purely for me. I just… liked the warm goodwill and favor that I felt after a long time.

There are still people who come to me.

And I’m just grateful that there are people who care about me like this.

As for the meaning of Han Chun-seong’s approach to me… I didn’t even doubt it.

Because I wanted to believe it.

The fact that there may be people like Han Chun-seong in this world. Enduring day by day like this, now I live.

I hoped that someone who would understand me like this, someone I could lean on would appear.

And now. Because such a person really appeared.

However.

“…I wonder if there was really no purpose.”

Now that I broke up with him and anxiety dwells in my heart. A small doubt bloomed in my mind.

– You approached after seeing the Esildern family.

-Maybe he approached you after seeing your body.

-What the hell do you like?

-Even your family turned away from you. Do you think the man you met for the first time today will be innocent?

– How on earth do you trust so easily to get hurt even more?

The hallucinations ringing in my ears intensified.

“……”

In the hallucinations full of malice, I couldn’t bear to deny those words…

again.

Even as I walk again, my heart, which had been a little light, sinks again into a heavy and calm mind.

And the suspicion sits on top of it.

‘Why did Han Chun-seong come to me?’

There was no reason to care so much about me, whom I met for the first time today.

Even if you look past me like any other cadet or try to avoid me, that’s just… normal.

Or… it might have come to me with temporary emotions such as pity and sympathy.

“…don’t think about it.”

He bit his lip and shook his head vigorously.

The mind continues to be engulfed in anxiety. But I didn’t want to.

At least today, I didn’t want to give up like this.

“I want to believe…”

It didn’t matter if I believed this and hurt myself even more in the future. Even if it was… it was okay to say that Han Chun-seong approached me with a different intention.

Because Han Chun-seong wants to believe that today, when he came to me. Because I want to believe that what he said to me was from the heart, that he really did it for me.

He told me over and over again in a light yet serious voice.

You can do it, you can move forward, so don’t give up. He told me in a confident voice.

All of that… even if you can’t say it’s aimless.

I wanted to believe it now.

“…”

I bit my lip to the extent that I could feel the pain, and I held on to my heart.

…

While feeling that anxiety and nervousness, Karite repeatedly recalled Han Chun-seong’s words.

—-Don’t give up.

—-Karite, you are fully capable.

Then, Karite. Little by little, she didn’t even realize it.

Little by little… the deep sinking heart was changing.

***

the next Thursday morning.

Chunseong was preparing to go to the academy as usual.

I take a shower and change into my cadet uniform.

Although more diligent cadets could leave early and have breakfast in the cadet cafeteria. Nature was skipping breakfast because of the temptation to sleep and the need to save money.

“… Ha ha.”

A yawn leaked out between the blank consciousness.

How the day goes by, sometimes I don’t feel it right.

like today

When I close my eyes and open them, it is the next day, and every day I put on my cadet uniform to head to the academy.

Why does time really go so fast? I even heard that.

“…Is it because I trained too much?”

Then the words just came out.

After talking with Karite, I was surrounded by various thoughts.

As a person’s life depended on it, I had no choice but to think bigger.

Is there any way I can help her more, or if I am not thinking of it. I’ve thought about it many times, but what I can do for you is still not great.

When Karite wants, he meets her like yesterday and makes her feel comfortable and not anxious.

Then I finally focused on training and eventually erased my thoughts.

Right now, it’s because I’ve been overwhelmed by just thinking about what I can do.

Seruk.

I felt a strange sense of stability from the weight of the iron bars on my back.

“You’re a real spearman.”

Even though I was smiling, I felt natural now.

clap.

When I opened the door and left the dormitory, I saw several cadets leaving the dormitory just in time.

‘It always seemed like David came out around this time of year.’

And before long, David was found.

The look of a yawning guy with a sleepy look on his face, with his messy orange hair.

Then, when our eyes met, he smiled.

“what. agaric. Did you decide to come out at this time?”

I naturally matched my steps with David who was approaching.

“okay. Better get up early.”

“Good idea.”

“Shouldn’t you wake up early and pay attention to Instructor Kali’s lecture?”

“…Real honor students think differently.”

“What am I an honor student for… .”

After exchanging silly words, David suddenly looked at me strangely.

The car that I wanted to see something strange in that gaze.

“Agar Castle. You said you were working again yesterday?”

“What do you mean by that all of a sudden?”

“No, I stopped by the cafe for a while last night, and the cadets started talking about you again?”

I blinked blankly at David’s words.

No matter how spectacular my day is, I didn’t think I did anything like yesterday.

‘just… .’

I had a conversation with Karite at the cafe, practiced at the training ground, and went back to the dormitory to sleep.

I can sum up my day in one simple line.

“Anyway, I’m Han Chun-seong. I knew right from the day of the entrance ceremony.”

“What do you mean suddenly recognized?”

“You, revealing the woman.”

When David smiled, I realized that he was talking about Karite.

For a moment, it was so absurd that I burst out laughing.

“David. I think you’re misunderstanding again, but it’s not like that at all.”

“Isn’t it like that?”

“okay. You’re talking about Karite right now.”

When I said it like a player, David looked at me curiously.

“Calling names seems natural. Han Chun-seong, tell me honestly. Yesterday, you broke your offer to help me with my training, isn’t it really what I thought?”

When David asked with a smirk, he immediately shook his head.

“It’s not really like that. I just approached and talked to Karite really innocently, and we only had a short conversation.”

“Really pure… Hmm. It seems to me that you are just working again.”

A smile came out at the appearance of the guy who repeatedly joked around.

It is true that I like women.

In the first place, wherever you go in this world, there are overflowing with beauties that are hard to see in real life, right in front of your eyes. It was an environment that could not be ignored.

But at least I knew how to tell when.

When I can have that mindset and when I don’t.

And Karite was a woman who belonged when it was not clear.

Whether or not she was pretty and attractive, I had no selfishness towards her.

“ha. Like you said, David, I hope I tried to work with Karite.”

“yes?”

“No, there is just such a thing. Anyway, it’s not what you think.”

As I evaded my words, I thought of that for a moment.

‘really… .’

It would have been much better if I had approached Karite with such a light heart.

I had to prepare for the crisis next week that I couldn’t even tell anyone now.

If it wasn’t for Karite’s life at stake… I wouldn’t have to spend my time at such an important time, but I was thinking of giving Karite almost all the time I had about my training now.

“I don’t know what happened, but looking at your expression now. It looks like you didn’t come to work.”

“Because it really isn’t.”

“…No, it’s just because you talk too much among the other cadets.”

Then David’s words stopped for a moment.

“What the hell is going on about me…?”

“It’s just… There’s been a rumor going around that every woman you meet is trying to work with you, trying to flirt with you? It turned out to be a misunderstanding, Luna, but besides that, like Glesia, you always have a woman involved in everything you do.”

At David’s words, I instantly felt a chill in my heart.

Rumors spread among the cadets like this… I can take it.

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Just dismiss it as nonsense and pass it on.

However.

gulp. Even as I swallowed, I thought of Carly without realizing it.

Now that he has succeeded in improving his relationship with Carly by resolving the misunderstanding with Glesia.

‘If I say that every day is far away and get involved with a woman… .’

Will she really see me well? My head was pounding unbeknownst to me.

How coldly Carly, whom I will face today, will send me a cold gaze.

I was already worried.