Became an Academy Spearman

84. jealous heart

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—-Silence, stillness.

These were words that made people feel very awkward when they lingered around. Even if I was with my ideal type, the opposite sex I liked, I couldn’t help but feel restless.

Coincidentally, the two now had such feelings.

“……”

“……”

After Adelia left, the conversation between Heaven and Milia quickly disappeared.

Chun-seong hesitated with her lips in apologetic and embarrassed about what happened last night, and Milia did not know what to do in this situation in her own way.

It was the first time something like this had happened to her.

Because I didn’t mean to do anything. With a worried heart, I kept the spot by the side, and before I knew it, it was the next day.

Time continued to pass while our gazes diverged and a strange silence lingered.

And it was nature that couldn’t stand the awkwardness.

“Milia.”

“…uh.”

Chun-seong smiled awkwardly at her late reply.

“Hey… if there’s anything you want to ask of me, anything is fine, just tell me without hesitation.”

“Request… ?”

“Okay, please. No matter how much I think about it, it seems like there is nothing I can do right now. I lost consciousness in the park because of my obvious mistake, and it’s because I’m worried that you irresponsibly left behind the scenes. You must have been really embarrassed too. If there is anything you want from me, let me know anytime.”

Milia inadvertently tried to answer the calm voice of nature.

It’s okay. That’s not what I was hoping for.

“……okay.”

By the way. That thought only lingered in her mind. Milia didn’t want to reject those words for a moment.

Rather than answering that it’s okay… With those words as an excuse, the desire to create an opportunity with nature rose from the heart.

So, without even realizing it, I answered like that.

“I’m glad you accepted that. I was wondering what would happen if you refused.”

Not knowing what Milia was thinking, Chun-seong smiled lightly and met her gaze.

“…don’t worry. I’m not going to make unreasonable demands either.”

When Miria, whose heart was shaken by such a natural appearance, answered in a small voice,

“Even if it’s an unreasonable demand, it doesn’t matter. I will listen to anything that I can listen to.”

After the natural response, which had regained complete composure in the ensuing conversation, Milia had no choice but to be startled again.

ㅡI will listen to anything that I can listen to.

The words of nature were too loud for Millia.

very light words. Even if it’s not a big deal. Enough to make her instantly think of a strange idea.

clap.

Then, when the door opened, the two looked at the entrance as if it had been like that.

It wasn’t Cheonseong and Milia that greeted those who entered.

“welcome. Instructor Adelia.”

Let Erpe, who was sitting quietly on the other side of the infirmary, greet them first. Adelia replied with a light smile.

“Erpe suffered. Just let me go back.’

“Yes. All right.”

Let Erpe leave. Adelia entered the infirmary with another woman.

Next to Adelia was Carly with a dazed expression.

***

“… … Cadet Han Chun-seong has collapsed.”

The moment you hear Adelia’s words. Carly doubted her ears for a moment.

– fell down.

– Last night in the park.

– A Cadet of Han Chun-seong.

Adelia spoke calmly, but Carly seemed to hear it cut off. As she blankly accepted the words, Carly was walking along with Adelia before she knew it.

clap.

When the door to the infirmary opened, Carly immediately looked for someone.

And I found the person I was looking for right away.

“……”

The appearance of Han Chun-seong, with his upper body raised on the hospital bed, with a surprised expression.

‘thank god.’

I was relieved unknowingly. At least on the outside, it didn’t look like anything major. I was told by Instructor Adelia that she was in a good condition, but seeing it in person like now seemed to put my mind at ease.

“Instructor Cali. Then come inside and see for yourself.”

At Instructor Adelia’s words, I went inside.

again.

The moment you feel you are walking. I was already in front of Han Chun-seong.

“…Cadet Han Chun-seong. Are you okay?”

Rather than asking how he collapsed, I began to ask if he was really okay.

“Gwa, it’s okay.”

I inadvertently reached out to Cadet Han Chun-seong, who was flustered.

Seruk.

Sweeping the disheveled hair, the face of Cadet Han Chun-seong was more clearly visible.

“…!”

Even while looking at the cadet, who seemed to have stiffened at the light gesture, a sigh escaped involuntarily.

The face of Cadet Han Chun-seong, who looked at it, was a mess.

“Really foolish… .”

And just by looking at it, I felt what it was like.

I was so absorbed in training that it was too much. I knew that as soon as I saw Cadet Han Chun-seong because I had been like that in the past.

It’s not that I fell because someone did something to me. That Cadet Han Chun-seong himself tried to ruin his body.

Naturally, the training of the cadet Han Chun-seong came to mind.

Cadet Han Chun-seong, who continues to demand sparring with a body that has exceeded its limits. In the end, I just accepted it until the cadet lost consciousness and collapsed.

After that I blamed myself.

No matter what, there is a line that must be followed. Because the cadet did not stop training until he lost consciousness.

And now. Cadet Han Chun-seong behaved like that when he was alone.

It felt like it was because I hadn’t properly restrained myself, hadn’t pointed the cadet the right way.

“…You trained until late at night, didn’t you?”

When asked calmly, Cadet Han Chun-seong paused but nodded.

“Did you go to the park because your time at the training ground was over?”

“How did Instructor Carly do that… .”

Cadet Han Chun-seong looked really surprised.

A sigh leaked out again at the unexpected reaction.

“Just by looking at it, I could see how Cadet Han Chun-seong would have behaved. Why did you train until this happened?”

“I’m sorry… I don’t have one. sorry. Instructor.”

He shook his head at the sight of him immediately apologizing.

“I’m not saying this to get an apology from Cadet Han Chun-seong. It’s just… I want you to think about your body a little bit. It’s nice to see you working hard, and it’s nice to see you working hard in training. But you shouldn’t do it until it’s ruining your body.”

As I slowly removed my hand, I felt only pity.

When the will runs like this, you don’t know if someone doesn’t stand by your side to stop it.

Trying to look ahead, you might stumble over a large boulder, or you wouldn’t realize how reckless you were behaving until you got seriously hurt.

“…”

Looking at Cadet Han Chun-seong, who hesitated at my words, I slowly turned my head.

There, he saw cadet Millia with a dazed expression on his face.

His bobbed black hair was swaying and he looked up blankly at me.

“Cadet Millia?”

“…yes. Instructor Carly.”

“I’ll skip the morning lecture with Cadet Han Chun-seong. I heard you worried about Cadet Han Chun-seong all night. It’s very commendable that you care about a cadet in the same class… But I hope this doesn’t happen next time. It’s not that the mindset is bad. Milia cadets should also think about their own bodies.”

“Yes… Instructor. All right.”

Cadet Millia blurs his eyes, even for a moment, and it felt very mysterious for a moment.

I suddenly felt negative emotions, but those thoughts were quickly erased.

‘It must be because of my mood.’

As much as I heard that he stayed up all night worrying, Cadet Millia must be very tired now.

So, he was able to look at me with a slightly strange gaze.

He nodded and kept his eyes on Instructor Adelia.

“Instructor Adelia. Then… I would like to ask you a favor today.”

“Don’t worry about that. Just in case, I want to take a break in the morning and send it back.”

“Yes. Please do so.”

…Recently, he seemed to be indebted to Instructor Adelia a lot, but finally, he set his eyes on Cadet Han Chun-seong.

“I want Cadet Han Chun-seong to participate in the afternoon lecture. But if you feel unwell, just don’t overdo it and get some rest.”

He spoke a little softly, and inadvertently moved his hand.

While carefully tidying up his disheveled hair… the shocked cadet Han Chun-seong looked a little cute.

‘While showing such a sincere figure in training.’

As far as the other parts were concerned, I couldn’t help but wonder why he was showing such a defenseless appearance.

“…Thank you for your consideration. But it’s really okay, so I’ll join the afternoon lecture.”

“It’s nice to see a willpower ahead, because it’s much better than being lazy and indolent. But that’s because there is a degree. Cadet of Hancheonseong. What am I going to say now… the cadet understands now, right?”

“yes. All right.”

He nodded at Cadet Han Chun-seong’s answer and didn’t say anything more.

Even if I said useless things, it would put more pressure on the cadet’s mind.

“Then I’ll just go. I said it, but it doesn’t matter if both of you can just get some rest today. And Instructor Adelia. I would like to ask you again.”

***

clap.

With Instructor Kali closing the door and disappearing, it seemed as if a storm had passed through the infirmary.

From the moment Carly entered the infirmary, there was no hesitation in her actions thereafter.

Because he was so direct and bold.

When all three of them were surprised by Carly’s actions. Ironically, the person who was most surprised was Millia, who was not naturally born.

“As I’ve felt before, Instructor Kali really cares about Cadet Han Chun-seong.”

“Is that so… ?”

“yes. It really does look like that to me. Hehe~ Would cadet Han Chun-seong really like it? A beautiful instructor like that expresses his interest in such a direct way, right?”

Adelia said it playfully to ease the silence, but Milia didn’t take it lightly.

“……”

Even now, seeing Han Chun-seong shaking his head with an awkward smile, a part of Milia’s heart throbbed.

‘What did Instructor Carly look like… … .’

I thought about it, but couldn’t understand it.

Without hesitation, he stretched out his hand as if touching Han Chun-seong’s face, and continued to say several things while looking at Han Chun-seong.

Instructor Carly’s appearance a moment ago… was the first time I’d seen him.

My heart as I watched continued to be confused.

Unlike the cold side he showed in the lecture, Instructor Carly was so friendly. And Han Chun-seong, who accepted it, did not know what to do.

‘Yeah… I guess so.’

Because it’s Instructor Carly. How could Han Chun-seong shake off Instructor Kali’s hand or resist it?

However.

‘I wonder if that can really be seen as an interest that can be shown to a cadet.’

I kept thinking like that.

stupid thoughts.

“Milia?”

“yes… ?”

“I called because the words suddenly disappeared. Are you very nervous?”

Watching Han Chun-seong carefully ask, I smiled awkwardly this time.

“…Just a little bit. I didn’t expect Instructor Carly to come all of a sudden.”

While answering, something… I looked blankly.

Instructor Kali’s hand touched Han Chun-sung’s hair.

“You don’t have to be so nervous. Outside of lectures, Instructor Carly doesn’t seem so cold.”

Facing the softly spoken Han Chun-seong, my heart fluttered again, while a throbbing discomfort also rose.

And soon I found out.

Right in front of your eyes… the feeling of being touched by another woman by the man you like.

…I was feeling bad about it now.

“Agar-seong?”

“yes?”

“Excuse me for a minute.”

Saying that, he stretched out his hand.

I unconsciously put my hand on the hair that Instructor Carly touched first.

Seruk… .

Even as I carefully swept it down, I felt very strange.

“…Oh.”

Despite Instructor Adelia’s surprised voice.

And while watching Han Chun-seong calmly accept my gesture as if he was embarrassed… … .

I… I wanted to do this.