Being Reborn And Starting Off By Not Being A Simp

   Chapter 480 An important decision was made

   Rebuilding a home in ruins is not an easy task.

   Even just rebuilding in the spiritual home is not that easy.

  The collapse of belief is Feng Zhixuan's current state.

   She sat at the computer desk, staring blankly at the opened laptop, thinking not about her own work, but what to do next.

  Do you want to leave here?

  Do you want to leave the woman who has paid so much emotion in vain?

   She couldn't think of the point of staying here any longer.

   wants to escape.

   But, after escaping, what should we do?

   Leaving the life here must be what you want?

   Suddenly there is a feeling of being unlovable.

  It seems that if you end your own life, there will be no such pain.

   But considering that there is an aging mother in my hometown, it would be too irresponsible to end my life like this.

   "Can I just live like this?"

   She felt sad in her heart.

   "Or, if you leave Tianyuan Group and find a job elsewhere, you may be able to gain a new life."

   "But, can you really get a new life?"

   She was very skeptical.

  Many people have suffered setbacks in the emotional world, and their beliefs have collapsed. I don’t know if they no longer believe in a certain person, or even in feelings. They don’t think there is so-called love in this world. .

   She is in such a state now.

   She has begun to doubt life.

   When Su Qi came over, she just sat there blankly, her heart was in chaos.

   She felt that it was time to re-examine her life, and she needed to make the most important decision in her life.

   But how to decide, I haven't figured it out yet.

"what's wrong?"

  Su Qi asked when she saw her expression was different.

   The voice is rare and gentle.

   Just three words made Feng Zhixuan feel caring, and an inexplicable warmth poured out, as if her dead heart thumped twice again, making a dying struggle.

   As soon as she opened her mouth, her voice choked up and said:

   "President Su, you... do you like Ye Wanrong?"

  There is a lot of grievance in the voice.

   After saying this, he secretly scolded himself for being unsatisfactory—what grievances should he tell this ruthless person? Doesn't this make people laugh at themselves?

"Forehead……"

  Su Qi was stunned for a moment, she probably understood what Feng Zhixuan meant, and said seriously: "Yes, I like it, we are all a family, I like everyone in the family, is this normal?"

   "Not normal at all, okay?"

  Feng Zhixuan thought angrily.

   was about to refute, when Su Qi took her hand.

   clasped her hands, which warmed her heart inexplicably.

   The heart beat twice as fast and unsatisfactory as possible.

   thought: "Everyone likes...that should include me..."

When    opened his mouth, the anger in his heart had turned into a bigger grievance:

   "Then... which one of the people in that house do you like the most?"

   In the grievances, there are some expectations.

   "It's too disappointing!" She cursed herself in her heart.

   Of course she knew it was very humble.

  However, she couldn't control her mouth.

After    scolded himself, he looked forward to Su Qi's answer.

   "That must be you," Su Qi smiled and tapped her forehead with her finger, "You've been with me for a few years, don't you know how I treat you?"

  Feng Zhixuan thought to herself, "You treat me like a horse."

   But the words were not spoken.

   She knew that if she said it, then she really had to leave.

   looked at Su Qi's eyes, full of grievances.

   Such eyes are her attitude.

   This is the greatest struggle she can do.

  Su Qi sighed, squeezed into the chair she made, put one arm around her, and said earnestly:

"We will all live together in the future, or in other words, we are already a family now. Since we are a family, we should be harmonious. You can't dislike me, and I can dislike you. Put your energy into it. It’s all used for internal friction. No one can be happy like this, and sooner or later this family will split, which is not good for everyone.”

   Feng Zhixuan is no stranger to her words.

   Logically, she should be immune to such words.

  But Su Qi is now hugging her and saying such words, for her, it is too lethal.

   There was chaos in his mind.

   thought to himself: "It seems to make sense..."

   heard Su Qi say again: "You are also a very smart person. You should be able to see the two of them rejecting the two of us. You should also know that this is not good, right?"

  Feng Zhixuan nodded unconsciously: "Well, yes, this is not good."

   Then, he said aggrievedly:

   "However, this rejection didn't start from us, why should we humbly curry favor with them?"

   She didn't even realize that the word "we" meant that she had tied herself and Su Qi together again.

   "We are the latecomers. For them, we are the invaders who invaded their territory. They have opinions, that is normal."

  Su Qi said to her,

"I made good friends with them, not because I was afraid of them, but because I wanted our home to be a place with a harmonious atmosphere, where everyone could live comfortably, instead of being wary of each other and fighting each other. On the other hand, I I really treat them as a family. I can understand why you are unhappy, but such unhappiness is unnecessary, and you are punishing yourself. "

  Feng Zhixuan sat there silently.

Su Qi said: "Our family is not just you and me, it's not just you and me and Liu Qing, you have to open up the situation and understand that everyone in this family is our family, so There won’t be so many calculations.”

  Feng Zhixuan thought to herself, "A person likes a lot of people. He used to be called a scumbag and a scumbag, but now he is called a person with a pattern..."

  This world has changed too fast, and she is a little uncomfortable.

   looked at Su Qi, hesitated for a while, but couldn't help but ask:

   "Mr. Su, I said, if one day I leave you, will you be reluctant?"

   "I would be reluctant." Su Qi said.

   "Then will you get me back?" Feng Zhixuan asked again.

  Su Qi thought for a while and said, "I will try my best to get you back."

   Frankly speaking, she didn't want Feng Zhixuan to leave her.

   I have followed my secretary for several years, and now I have become Liu Qing's secretary. I will not talk about the emotional aspect. At least the business ability is very strong. With such a person, I have to worry less.

  A close and caring secretary is not so easy to cultivate.

   requires not only competence, but also loyalty.

   That takes a long time to develop.

  It is a pity to leave such a useful person.

   Moreover, her eyes drooped, and she glanced at the place that gave her body a squeeze, but it was a pity that the value was directly multiplied by two.

   "If I find it, I don't want to come back?" Feng Zhixuan asked again.

  Su Qi was silent for a while and said, "Then I can only bless you. No matter what the reason is, I will bless you."

  Feng Zhixuan has a deep resentment in her heart - if I don't want you, don't coax me to make me want it. Is this your best effort?

Su Qi said: "I have always believed that everyone is entitled to pursue their own happiness and to live according to their own wishes. I don't want you to leave, but if you think that you can live happier without me, then I will Respect your decision. I treat you as a family member, so I hope you can be happy and not distort you according to your own wishes. I think, you should also want me to be happy, right?"

   "I hope you can be happy." Feng Zhixuan said this without any hesitation.

   "Do you know what happiness I want?" Su Qi asked.

   "What?" Feng Zhixuan asked.

   She felt that she had been with Su Qi for so long, and she should have understood what Su Qi wanted for happiness.

  But, a series of things now, can't fix her.

   She couldn't be sure whether the happiness she knew Su Qi wanted was really the happiness Su Qi wanted.

"The happiness I want is that in my career, I can take Tianyuan Group to a higher level and live up to my dad's expectations for me. In terms of family, the whole family can be united in harmony and love, not only we are all now To live in a harmonious environment, our children will also need to live in a harmonious environment in the future.”

  Su Qi whispered her wish to her,

   "I hope that as a big family, we can sympathize with each other and help each other, instead of hating each other and opposing each other. Adults and children should be like that."

   "You can do it, can they do it?" Feng Zhixuan asked unwillingly.

   "I don't know if they can do it, but I will work hard in this direction and try to eliminate all the barriers caused by our invasion." Su Qi said firmly.

   paused, then added: "And, with what I know about them, I believe they can do it too."

  Feng Zhixuan bowed her head and said nothing.

   was a little unwilling in her heart, but she also believed that Su Qi's judgment was correct.

   When she went home yesterday, she eavesdropped on the conversation between Xiaowen and Ye Wanrong at the gate, and she could also hear that the attitudes of those two towards Su Qi seemed to have changed.

   Even she could hear it, those two were still looking forward to that kind of change coming soon.

   There was only a layer of window paper that separated them, and it was broken when stabbed.

   Because of this, she is particularly resentful.

   She doesn't want to change now, it seems that she is the only one left.

   If she does not integrate into such changes and continues to stay in this home, she will also be isolated.

  Leaving this home, all the members of this family will live together harmoniously, and everyone will be happy.

  —Thinking of this, she doesn't want to leave so much.

  ——Why?

  Su Qi said in her ear:

"Some things, you got into the horns. You only think about opposition, and you want to decide a winner or loser. You haven't thought about another possibility - let go of the opposing emotions and integrate into this big family wholeheartedly. What kind of life would it be like.”

  ——What kind of life would it be?

  Feng Zhixuan remembered.

  Su Qi is talking about the whole-hearted integration.

   is not only the integration of the mind, but also the integration of the body.

   There is no estrangement in her heart, and no estrangement in her body. According to the bad taste of the pair of scumbags and scumbags, and the eagerness of another pair of sisters, she can probably imagine what kind of scene it will be.

  ——When she went home yesterday, she heard the two women discussing the feeling of the hand outside the door. The tone was a bit obscene, and there was some excitement in the obscene, like a pair of female hooligans.

   She looked down at herself and thought:

   "If they pursue the ultimate touch..."

   Imagining such a scene, I felt very uncomfortable, and my face turned red.

  Su Qi smiled and whispered in her ear:

   "I was listening outside this morning. You seem to enjoy it too, don't you?"

  Feng Zhixuan recalled her state at that time.

  During that process, she was indeed in a state of excitement.

   But that is a special case.

   At that time, what excited her was that she was reporting back to the scumbag.

   The thrill of revenge made her forget her dislike of men.

   Looking back now, I suddenly realize that if you put aside those mental prejudices, in fact, her body will not reject that kind of communication.

   It seems that I really want to go to that step, it is not too scary, and I can even get some pleasures that I have not had before.

   Moreover, I can always be with Su Qi.

only……

   She glanced at Su Qi.

  To get to that point, she had to let go of some things she had held fast to before.

   Those things were things she cared about a lot before, and even became his beliefs.

   Even though that belief has changed because of Liu Qing's participation, it is still belief.

   But now she is suspicious.

   This thing she thinks is very important, she thinks it is the most precious thing she can get, in the eyes of the other party, it is worthless.

   is not only worthless, but even a negative number, which is the source of family division.

   No one cherishes her except herself.

   "Do you still need to guard?" She asked herself in her heart, "Does it still make sense to guard like this?"

  The answer is, it doesn't make sense.

   That is just a torment of yourself.

   Recognizing this, she made an important decision.

   One of the most important decisions in her life.

   looked at Su Qi and nodded:

   "Mr. Su, you are very reasonable. I will listen to you. I shouldn't have such prejudices, and I have to work hard to integrate into this big family."

   After saying this, there is a sense of loss.

   It's like throwing away something precious.

   will never be found again.

   However, there is an inexplicable relaxed feeling.

   seems to have thrown away a heavy burden.

  Su Qi was very pleased and said: "I know you will understand, you believe me, your current choice is the most correct."

  Feng Zhixuan hummed.

  Su Qi whispered in her ear again:

   "Tonight, you and Xiaowen will go over there..."

  Feng Zhixuan hummed again.

   did not say anything unnecessary, but his face became more and more red.

   Push a new book: "Siheyuan: Starting from Saving Qin Huairu".

   Traveling through the courtyard of love and man, first save the little widow Qin Huairu...

   (end of this chapter)