Being Reborn And Starting Off By Not Being A Simp

   Chapter 540 Huo Zhenzhen's recent situation

  After breaking up, Huo Zhenzhen was really a little bit reluctant, and even had some resentment towards Liu Qing.

   The main reason is that after breaking up, I have to rent a house by myself, and there is an extra expense in life, which has a lot of inconvenience.

  Especially when they broke up, it was already summer, and the small single room I rented didn't even have an air conditioner, which made her very hot.

   However, it didn't take long before he was relieved - at least he got rid of this little security guard who had no future, and the other party agreed to break up, and no resentment would fall on him in the future.

   Moreover, according to what Manager Huang said, he will get divorced in a month or two, and then she can be with Manager Huang upright, and she will soon be able to keep the clouds open and see the moon.

   But, before Manager Huang got divorced, she discovered that the little security guard who she thought would never have a future in Liu Qing's life seemed to be living a good life.

   Although she is not particularly convinced, she is not as disbelieving as she has shown in her circle of friends.

   At this time, there are some regrets.

   At the same time, she hesitated whether to continue marrying Manager Huang.

   did not say that you must get married, nor did it say that you should not get married.

   Just wanted to know what happened to Liu Qing.

   In all fairness, Liu Qing treats her pretty well, and she admits it herself.

   In front of Liu Qing, she can be unscrupulous and do whatever she wants without concealing her likes and dislikes.

   But in front of Manager Huang, she has to pretend to be a lady, and she has to work hard to show her side as a good wife and mother, so as to convince Manager Huang that she will have a better life after marrying her.

   Even, in order to show her self-improvement and self-reliance, she didn't spend a penny of Manager Huang's money.

  Regardless of wealth, Liu Qing is better than Manager Huang in every aspect.

   However, in the aspect of the most important wealth, Manager Huang can crush Liu Qing.

   The most important thing is that Manager Huang not only has a high salary in her mind, but also inherited a house in this city and has a hukou in this city.

   That has been her ultimate dream in life - to be a city dweller who has settled down here.

   After working hard for a few years, she has already understood that the foundation of life depends on money, and money can directly determine whether the future life is happy or unhappy.

   Since Manager Huang is rich and can bring her happiness in the future, then Manager Huang can only be chosen.

   She is just a small clerk and has no more options.

   However, if Liu Qing has the same conditions as Manager Huang, even if the conditions are slightly worse, only half of Manager Huang's, she will choose Liu Qing.

   After all, he was an obedient man, and he was younger and more handsome.

   In order to figure this out, she went to Jiayi Community and the building where she used to rent a house, and asked the owner of the store downstairs.

   The opinions I heard were relatively uniform, saying that Liu Qing had developed and left.

   How a small security guard suddenly developed, no one knows, their guesses are relatively uniform, that is, they won the lottery.

   Although Huo Zhenzhen doesn't really believe that someone can win the lottery in reality, she can't think of another possibility.

   It can be seen from the pictures posted on Liu Qing's Moments that this person's life has indeed undergone great changes, and it is unlikely to be fake.

   But she couldn't ask Liu Qing what was going on.

  I haven't deleted Liu Qing's WeChat, but I still think that one day Liu Qing will be able to think of the good time the two of them have together, and will be able to find her again.

  I had already deleted all the evidence, so I couldn't find a reason to hide my suspicions about Liu Qing.

   In fact, when the two of them lived together, they had caused Liu Qing's suspicion twice, but she easily covered it up.

   She felt that it might not be impossible this time.

   As long as Liu Qing comes to her again, she will ask Liu Qing if he is really rich now.

   It can be determined that Liu Qing has really developed, and she will still find a way to be with Liu Qing.

   Even if you can't hide it, can't a woman make a mistake? After all, they have lived together for several years, communicated well, as long as there is still an emotional foundation, as long as she promises not to make such mistakes in the future, it may not be impossible to be together in the future.

  Unfortunately, Liu Qing has not contacted her, it seems that the years when the two were together did not exist.

   There were so many times that she couldn't help but want to take the initiative to chat with Liu Qing, but thinking about a woman who took the initiative, she seemed too lowly.

   For the sake of her future family status, she must be on the shelf and wait for Liu Qing to come to find her.

   But to her disappointment, she did not wait for such an opportunity.

  —In this matter, she still had some resentment towards Liu Qing, and felt that this man was a little too heartless.

Until later, Liu Qing's rescue of the homeless girl Mo Xiaodie was reported by the media, and his career was also bottomed out. He also forwarded it to the circle of friends, and finally let Huo Zhenzhen understand that Liu Qing is indeed developed now, not relying on it. Welfare lottery, but inexplicably became the prince of a large group.

   That's more powerful than winning the first prize of the 100-note welfare lottery.

   The manager Huang, who she once thought was a strong professional in the workplace, was only the bottom layer in front of such a person, and was no different from an ant.

   At this time, she realized what she had lost.

   is not only a person who loves her deeply, a person who is considerate of her, a person who is willing to give everything for her, and a person who can inherit tens of billions of assets in the future.

   What she lost was an opportunity to enter the upper class.

   Such an opportunity is impossible for the middle-aged Manager Huang to give her.

   She once sat on a golden mountain, but in the end, she regarded the golden mountain as a garbage dump and chose to leave.

   Now that golden mountain has been developed, but it has nothing to do with her.

   Seeing such news reports, she searched for related videos, and then saw that there were other women beside Liu Qing, even more than one.

   Her first reaction was - this man already has a woman.

   Then there is anger.

   Then I deleted Liu Qing's WeChat.

   In the following time, she lived in intense regret and unwillingness.

   There is still a glimmer of hope in my heart that one day Liu Qing will be able to recall the sweet time when the two were together, be able to find her, and be able to give her another chance.

Behind   , when Liu Qing accompanied Mo Xiaodie to the live broadcast, she also swiped a gift.

   This is her initiative to surrender to Liu Qing, to release a meaning of seeking peace.

   She believed that Liu Qing would not forget her so quickly, seeing the special effects of the gift she swiped and seeing her avatar, she could recognize it was her.

   However, it didn't work.

  I seem to have recognized it. Liu Qing's remarks in the live broadcast room seemed to be directed at her. There was a show of her superior material life in it, and there was a satire of her being poor and loving the rich.

   But there is no trace of friendship to the past.

   At that time, she already knew that it was impossible for two people.

  Liu Qing no longer has any affection for her.

   Reason tells her to forget about this man, and according to the original plan, marry and have children with the divorced Manager Huang, and she can still have a stable life.

  Although there is no chance to enter the upper class, you can at least become a resident of this city, a citizen of a big city.

   That was her ideal.

   But, there is always unwillingness in the heart.

  —Even though he could enter the upper class, he voluntarily abandoned that opportunity.

   Compared with the current Liu Qing, Manager Huang can only be regarded as a bottom-level person.

   It is also impossible to take her into a jeweled upper world, she still can't get rid of firewood, rice, oil and salt, and she still has to calculate for her life.

   At that time, I suddenly discovered that the things that once tempted her were no longer fragrant.

   Even, she began to resent Manager Huang.

   It is difficult for a person to reflect on himself, and more is to blame others.

Of course she regretted her choice to betray Liu Qing at the beginning, but she thought that the culprit for her choice to betray was Manager Huang, the middle-aged married man who tempted her with his house and Pengcheng hukou, and made her do it. such a choice.

  If there is no manager Huang, even if she is dissatisfied with Liu Qing and unwilling to get married, she will make do with it until the day when Liu Qing develops.

   Instead of breaking up as Liu Qing is about to develop.

The idea of ​​   made her have a lot of hatred for Manager Huang, no matter how she looked at it, it was not pleasing to the eye.

   It feels like a person who has taken away his future and ruined his character.

  In the later interactions, she did not continue to play a lady in front of Manager Huang, but gradually lost her patience and no patience with him, and began to constantly pick on him.

   is like treating Liu Qing when he had no future.

   It's just that Manager Huang is not Liu Qing, and he has not yet developed a good habit of tolerating her, and he has not given way once.

   This made her even more dissatisfied with this man, and the conflict became stronger every time.

  Finally, in a quarrel, Manager Huang couldn't bear it any longer and beat her hard.

  —Manager Huang flirted with her at first, mainly because he wanted to use the unspoken rules of the workplace to get a free sex, and did not want to marry her.

   After all, he is also a person with a wife and children. No one can choose to divorce for a woman so easily.

   It was only during the later interactions that he felt that this woman was quite good, with a soft personality, kind-hearted, financially self-reliant and self-motivated in her career.

   He was a little moved, and thought it would be good to marry such a woman after a divorce.

   agreed to divorce and stay with her.

   Such two talents are brought together.

   For more than a year, he became more and more satisfied with Huo Zhenzhen. He was most satisfied with her character. He felt that marrying such a woman and having children was the wisest choice.

  However, after finally getting divorced, this woman's character changed. The former virtuous and virtuous person could not be seen at all, but turned into a mean shrew.

   And he has been separated from his wife and children by this woman, and he can't go back if he wants to go back.

   The depression in my heart at this time can be imagined.

   When Huo Zhenzhen became more and more disliked towards him, he also disliked Huo Zhenzhen more and more.

   Finally, in a conflict, he couldn't bear it anymore and chose to beat people.

   was beaten so hard that Huo Zhenzhen was taken to the hospital.

   However, the price is not small.

   It was only after compensation of one hundred thousand yuan that Huo Zhenzhen got a private one.

   Of course, the relationship between the two people was broken, and there was no possibility of being together again.

   But neither of them felt any pity.

  Huo Zhenzhen can no longer work in the original company, so she resigned and found another company.

   That company is near this Hunan restaurant.

   Still working as a clerk, the salary is not high, and it is still difficult for her to bear the rent, water, electricity, living expenses and transportation expenses alone.

   At times like this, I miss Liu Qing very much.

  When you were with Liu Qing, why did you need to take care of it yourself?

   If she is still with Liu Qing, now she not only does not need to bear those things, but can also enter the upper class, enjoy a luxurious life, and live the most dignified life.

   Even if she can't live such a decent life, even if Liu Qing is not yet developed, she is still a little security guard before, her life will be better than now.

The meaning of    remorse is getting stronger day by day.

   During the last two years together, the only concern for Liu Qing was whether his salary was paid in time.

   And now, every day, she has to look at things related to Liu Qing on the Internet, look at his acne scar account, and search for his news.

   Watching Liu Qing getting better and better, the remorse in his heart became stronger and stronger.

   That remorse was about to devour her.

   After the outbreak of the epidemic, Liu Qing earned a huge reputation in the epidemic by laying out a mask factory in advance.

   That's a reputation that money can't buy.

  Liu Qing's news is getting more and more.

   Seeing every news report about him, Huo Zhenzhen would think if they were still together, could she also share half of Liu Qing's honor?

The thought of    made her almost crazy.

   She knew the upper limit of her ability and knew that if she wanted to achieve a class jump, the only chance was to be with Liu Qing and become Liu Qing's woman.

   But that opportunity was wasted by her.

   Later, Liu Qing and Su Qi appeared in the live broadcast room together, and then Liu Qing and Su Qi got married, she knew.

   She also knew Su Qi, and she didn't need to have a deep understanding to know that she was definitely not someone she could compare with.

   She is not Su Qi's opponent in terms of ability, wealth, or appearance.

   She has completely lost the idea of ​​becoming Liu Qing's wife.

   But she still has a strong unwillingness.

  —that position originally belonged to her.

   In her opinion, it was Su Qi who took her life.

   This time, she accidentally met Liu Qing, and she knew rationally that she couldn't save anything.

   But she still wanted to try it.

   She doesn't have the extravagant hope of being Liu Qing's wife, but as long as she can stay by Liu Qing's side.

   When one person attains the Tao, the chicken and the dog ascend to heaven.

   You can't be the wife of this enlightened man, but he can be his chicken or his dog.

   As long as she can ascend to the sky and realize her dream of leapfrogging, that's fine.

   (end of this chapter)