BTS: GAY

Chapter 19 - BEGIN

"I can only...only be happy...if...i.f...hyungs...everyone is happy," Jungkook stuttering while crying. Tears keep flowing out from his eyes. He, himself didn't expect to cry like this again.

Taehyung who sat next to Jungkook holds Jungkook face with both of his hand. He looked at Jungkook's eyes who can't look back at him. Taehyung wipes Jungkook tears with both of his thumbs. His brotherly feelings became strong.

Jimin came from the back hugged Jungkook while standing. He feels bad for causing this issue became complicated to members. All hyungs cried together the moment they saw a strong Jungkook started crying.

While Yoongi wiped his tears, he said, "Is it a deja vu? I feel like going back to the end of 2015 or the early of 2016. When we shared between us our struggles, and Jungkook words makes us crying all together". Yoongi tried to crack a joke to lessen the pressure.

Jungkook smiled hearing to it. He responded short, "I'm an a.d.u.l.t now. I'm strong".

Taehyung holds his hand, "You're still our baby". Jungkook smiled wider and wiped his tears.

Jimin wiped his own tears. He still standing behind Jungkook, "Sorry, everyone. Because of me...everyo...". Jimin couldn't continue his words, he burst into tears even more. Jungkook turned around and hugged Jimin's waist. Jimin couldn't say a word because he knew he makes everyone worried about him.

"That's fine, Jimin. We didn't know you held this burden alone. I feel bad for you," said Seokjin.

"That's right, Jimin. Thanks for clarifying this matter with us. It must be really hard for you," Hoseok added.

Jimin shakes his head, "No, I am the one who chooses not to tell everyone about this. I'm the one to blame".

Namjoon tried to make Jimin feel better, "No Jimin-a. Don't blame yourself. We knew now that you do that for our team. We feel bad if you say sorry when you worked hard for us".

Seokjin added, "Right, I am the one who should feel thankful. I shouldn't have doubt at you. If I know you feel bad to me because you were there with me after BBMA, the night I slept with Steve, I won't reacted emotionally to you".

Yoongi nodded, "I'm sorry, Jimin-a. Taehyung-a...you too, I'm deeply sorry for our fight. I didn't know Jimin actually the one who searched for Eunbi after we found out the room belongs to Big Hit's staff. He even paid someone professional to help him checked one by one. Faster than Big Hit staff. I didn't know Jimin contacted his professional friend to find Eunbi at Busan. I didn't know Jimin is the one who made Eunbi wanted to surrender herself and pretended like Big Hit was the one that found her. This may sounds like an excuse, but I didn't know anything and just assumed what I saw and heard from my observation. Why only now we found out that Jimin is the one who makes Eunbi met us? I'm sorry for blaming you, Jimin".

Namjoon analysed in his head. "Now I know. You hide that you're the one who secretly finds Eunbi for the sake of her. You know we will take legal action against her if it takes longer. So you wanted to protect her by all means. Because you knew about her family situation," said Namjoon. He understood Jimin's intention now.

Jimin explained more why he decided to do it, "I know, by the time I found her I should tell Big Hit. But, I wanted her to be mentally prepared. She moved out to an isolated place when I found her. She must be really shocked and worried about her family members if I told the company that I found her. So I think this must be hard for her too. That is why I told her to make her easily reachable by Big Hit when she is ready. That was when she finally registered her name to a phone number. I am also the one who gave her the BTS 5th Muster ticket. I purposely did that to make her have a reason why she should be just around us in Busan that night. I gave her enough time to think, to prepare herself for the possible consequences. Thank God, she listened to me".

Everyone impressed with Jimin. Never expect Jimin keep this secret all by himself. Yoong smiled, "But I heard the conversation. You sound like planning something bad and the tone like you are so angry".

Jimin grinned, "I have to do it. At first, she almost wins the conversation. She insisted not to involve in this matter as she already cut all the relationship she has with Big Hit. But I cannot let her like this. It's a big lost from our end. I need to control the situation. So I became a bit firm with her. I have to threaten her a bit. It's not like I'm going to hurt her. I saw how BTS reacted to this issue. I saw how hurt everyone is. We fought with each other so many times. Even I myself got dragged into the situation. I wanted to clear my name too. We were fighting because of her".

Everyone become quiet. They remember how hard and uncomfortable they are around each other at that time.

Jimin continued, " You know what? When we were fighting, it was frustrating that I can't tell you guys that I already found Eunbi. I know you guys misunderstood me. I was waiting for her to make a decision when we fought but I can't tell anything to you. It was really hard at that time because I tried to take care of everyone. I can only threw things and run away to avoid myself from splitting the truth".

Seokjin shaking his head. He recalled all those things that happened between BTS members after BBMA. He said, "Wow. I remember how awkward I am around Jimin after suspecting him. Everyone become distance. J-hope and Namjoon tried really hard to pull everyone together. I remember Jungkook and Jimin had a fight with each other. It was a bloody fight. I almost leave the group because I can't see we everyone fighting because of me. Then, we reconciled because of Yoongi".

Namjoon laughed while wipe his nose, "Yoongi hyung reconciled, but later he fought with Taehyung. Only Hobi and I didn't had any fight".

Hoseok make a proud face. He nodded, "As expected, we're a good friend. We're 94-line, RM-ssi".

"RM-ssi? Why so formal? Why not 'Namjoon'?? Aren't we closed??" asked Namjoon. Everyone laughed listening to Namjoon's response.

Jungkook giggling with his wet eyes, "Hyungs, don't fight".

Hoseok make an okay sign to Jungkook, "Okay, okay. We won't fight. Pity our maknae. Worrying about his hyungs".

Jimin suddenly remember something. He asked, "But, hob hyung. Did you misunderstood my words?".

Hoseok surprised. His eyes become bigger, "Misunderstood about what?". All attention on Hoseok.

Taehyung becomes curious. He sit straight and asked, "What? What did Hoseok hyung do?".

Jimin looked at everyone. He explained, "I told about this issue to Hobi hyung briefly. When Hobi hyung said he heard my conversation, I really thought he knew everything already. He said he heard it even I talked really slow. He even said I sound so angry. I really really thought he really knew about this and I got exposed. Now I know. You just hear a little, right hyung?".

Hoseok blinking his eyes and rolled his eyes, "Err..yea...well".

Yoongi slapped Hoseok's tight. Like a grandpa, Yoongi complained, "Why you didn't tell me that? Aigoo... I misunderstood him even more because of you".

Jimin laughed, "Aih...it's okay hyung. I found it funny. I thought there isn't much that I need to explain to him because he already heard it. That's is why I confused when he claimed I admitted that I trapped. I only admitted that I'm the one planned to make Eunbi came here. But he misunderstood it. If I know you just didn't know, I'll just brushed it off".

Hoseok defending himself, "Jimin-a. You said you're the mastermind. You said you set up this. I did not know this is what you mean"

Jungkook make fun of Hoseok by trolling him. He threw his tissue to the floor. He said, "Aish...this hyung should should be punished".

Hoseok laughing in front of everyone because of that, "Oh our maknae wanted to punish me? What should I do? He is too strong. Scary!! Dont worry. Seokjin will pay ". Seokjin looked shocked. Why me?

Jungkook pretended like he is a conan and thinking maybe he can get something from Hoseok. While drinking banana milk, Jungkook said, "Em. In that case, I want an apartment!" Jungkook giggling like a baby.

All the hyungs laughing. Hoseok said," You want an apartment? With that banana milk? Seriously??"

"No.No. Aihhh. Okay hyungs. We should blame hoseok for creating misunderstandings.".

Seokjin excitedly said "Oh, whatever our maknae want, we will make it true. Oh ah, namjoon-a. Let's catch Hobi!"

Hoseok running around the room. He don't want to get caught. All BTS members running together around the room. Jungkook was really cute running with a red nose.

It's nice to see everyone get along with each other, until a news came out. Hoseok suddenly decided to go to America by himself to catch Steve personally.

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