This is also the first time that ye zanwen told people about the frustrations in his marriage: "The few months in Hainan were the most relaxing days of my time. Although it was very hard, I often had to stay up late to work, but I didn't have to spend energy to deal with meaningless disputes. But I was also a person. Even a 24-hour rotating machine would strike when there was no electricity. I would be thirsty when I came back to my residence in the middle of the night and looked at the dark and empty room I hope there are hot meals waiting for me, and someone will cook water to make me comfortable and take a hot bath. "

"So?" Ye Zhiqiu heard so much, but his face was not moved at all. He just asked flatly: "just because of that desire, you can forget your identity as a husband and accept another woman with open arms?"

"Everyone is vulnerable. It is impossible not to make mistakes all his life."

Ye Zhiqiu cut off his words: "but the biggest difference between people and animals is that people have the willpower to resist temptation. If you really love my mother, there is no possibility for that woman. You gave her an opportunity, and what you are saying now is just a cover for those dirty shame cloths."

Ye zanwen's face became a little ugly, but he could no longer say anything to explain.

"I will visit my mother and sweep her grave every year in the future. Even if she may not want to see me, I am the only child behind her."

Watching Ye Zhiqiu disappear behind the door, ye zanwen understood her words.

A hundred years later, she might not want to look at herself.

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When he came out of the Ye family, ye zanwen returned to the car, but he didn't leave immediately. He looked at the lighted window on the second floor of the Ye family and didn't look back for a long time.

In recent years, he often came back, unconsciously, as if he had been pulled by some kind of traction.

The room remained the same as before Han Minjing's death, but she had moved back to Han's house and took most of her things.

He still remembered that the first time he saw Han Minjing was in a small mountain village. At that time, they were educated youths who cut in line.

That day, he took his lunch box to get food. At the corner, he accidentally bumped into an oncoming man, Han Minjing. When he looked up and saw each other's face, it was a heart pounding love.

Han Minjing is very beautiful, especially her eyes, with wide corners and black and bright eyes. In his opinion, she is the best among the group of female educated youth. Later, he learned that the number of people who like Han Minjing can row from the entrance to the end of the village.

He has never been the only one who has a good eye for a fair lady and a gentleman.

He had forgotten what he had done to pursue Han Minjing, but he remembered clearly that Han Minjing didn't like him at the beginning. His confession was regarded as frivolous by her, and his strength was recognized as a rogue act by her. Even in the year they returned to the city, she didn't want to look at him more. Every time she saw him from a distance, she frowned, then turned and left.

After returning from the countryside, he didn't give up, perhaps because of his competitive heart. He heard about Han Minjing and learned that she was in the same city with himself. He began to ride a bike to find her every day, regardless of her white eyes and brazenly stick to her.

Six months later, she couldn't resist his entanglement and promised to associate with him. Six months later, after watching a movie, she promised to marry herself.

Ye zanwen still remembers the way she couldn't bear to smile when she nodded. It was very moving, and the pear vortex on her cheeks loomed.

That night, they made an appointment to see a movie. He was late when he went out. In order not to be late, he took a shortcut on his bike. As a result, he slipped and fell into the septic tank beside the ridge. When he climbed up and rushed to the scene, Han Minjing jumped away with her nose covered

Thinking of this, ye zanwen raised the corners of his mouth and smiled nostalgically, but the crow's feet were deep in the corners of his eyes.

Later——

They got married and had no children for several years. That new year's Eve marked an indelible crack in their marriage. At the beginning, selective forgetting gradually turned into cold violence. Later, quarrels appeared in their lives until they got out of control

As for Yin Lian, does he love her?

The woman who appeared when his marriage was at a low ebb took care of herself when she was in Hainan. Until now, she still stays with him and gives birth to a child for herself. Does he love her?

In fact, the answer is already clear in my heart.

He loved only Han Minjing from beginning to end, even if he had been lost, lost in Yin Lian's tenderness, but it had nothing to do with love.

In those months in Hainan, he looked at Yin Lian and found the shadow of Han Minjing before she married herself. There was no haze in his smile.

Perhaps it is also because of this that he will let her approach.

Later, when he returned to city B and looked at Han Minjing, he would think of his mistake. Looking at the born ye Zhiqiu, he would also think of another child who was about to be born because of his confusion. In the end, he could no longer face their mother and daughter calmly.

They broke with Han Minjing in the increasingly fierce quarrel. Everyone thought he was because of Yin Lian. Only he knew that he was self loathing.

When Han Minjing really completely disappeared from his life, he didn't give Yan Lian what he wanted. Once he thought he could give it easily. Until he saw the tombstone with Han Minjing's black-and-white photos, he found that she was the only person he was willing to marry, and what he could give Yan Lian was material.

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