CEO's Forced Love

"Father? More than 20 years ago, she was not your child, but now she says she is your child. Xu Jingyan, she doesn't need my mother. Will she want a father like you?" Su Manrong thought of the figure that Jian Huan left indifferently just now: "why do you have to come and intervene? Isn't it good now?"

"She is my daughter!" Xu Jingyan's eyes were covered with blood, his teeth clenched tightly, and his cheeks protruded.

"Now you go and tell her that the world-famous Chinese violinist is her father, the sixth brother of the Xu family in the capital is her father who she hasn't seen for more than 20 years, and the woman looking for her surrogate is her cousin. Do you think she will accept you with joy?"

Xu Jingyan's pupils tightened slightly and stared at her.

"In fact, it's really unnecessary. She's doing well now. I think I'm not a good mother, but I also want to beg you for her. Don't disturb her and don't destroy her current stable life. If you can, just... You've never seen her in your life."

"What did you mean by surrogacy?"

Xu Jingyan's heart beat faster and faster. He came forward and held her arms: "you said she went to surrogate. What happened between her and Shuyuan?"

"Must I say so clearly?"

Su Manrong stared into his eyes and said clearly, "you think the third party who destroyed Xu Shuyuan's marriage is just a surrogate mother who won't have children. Xu Shuyuan found it and secretly received / refined it from her husband to give birth to the child."

“……”

Her understatement was like a basin of ice water. She lifted Xu Jingyan's spirit cap and poured it on his head. He stiffened in an instant.

He had overheard people talk about the miserable days of surrogate mothers. He couldn't imagine an 18 / 9-year-old girl who spent nine months or more at the mercy of others with her stomach. There was no beloved man around to take care of their mother and son. He closed his eyes, but couldn't shake the picture in his mind.

"Don't you just want a reason? Is this enough?"

The corners of Xu Jingyan's eyes seem to be chapped and cracked, generally scarlet.

Su Manrong took a deep breath: "we are not qualified parents. If you really want to, look at her so far."

"I can't do it." Xu Jingyan's heart ached and his sight became blurred.

"What do you want to do? Make it public that she is your daughter and tell everyone that she lent her uterus to your niece for money, but she was deceived by your niece and stole her eggs?"

"... I won't say anything about surrogacy." Xu Jingyan moved his lips, but was interrupted by Su Manrong's cold voice.

"If you knew how she survived in the past 20 years, you would be like me now..."

Su Manrong thought of what his mother said about Jian Huan being a child's daughter-in-law for the Yan family. His chest was still stuffy: "recognizing her is just your selfishness. If you really do that, it will completely disrupt her current life. I'm afraid even the opportunity to talk to her like just now will be lost. Xu Jingyan, are you sure you want to do this?"

"We were too young to be thorough and calm. In fact, I have no right to blame you, really."

Xu Jingyan let go of her arm and burst into tears. Such a calm mind made him regret and blame himself more than any severe complaint.

……

He was too young, so now he must pay such a heavy price for his mistakes.

He remembered the first quarrel with her. He accidentally found a box she had collected under their eyes. It was filled with Huo Zhengdong's sketches and a diary. He looked at her love for Huo Zhengdong page by page. His heart was gnawed by thousands of ants.

At that time, he just learned the results of the paternity test report

After feeding the baby, she came into the house and found that he saw the diary, rushed to take it away, and sternly accused him of violating her privacy.

At that time, what he said was still fresh in Xu Jingyan's memory. He asked her, "since you can't forget him, why did you come back at that time?"

She clenched her diary tightly, turned her head and looked at the snow outside the window. She looked sad: "yes, I regret it. At the beginning, why didn't I follow him."

He thought that at that time, she must be missing Huo Zhengdong again.

He took the violin box and coat from the shelf and came out of the quadrangle under the heavy snow. He heard her chasing after him: "where do you want to go?"

"In that case, Ning Xuan, I'll let you go." he didn't look back and closed the gate heavily.