Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Nangong Jingnv saw that there was a candlelight in the hall of Tangquan, but she did not dare to completely conclude that Qi Yan was in it. This time she caught her back without discussing with her in advance. How about it?

Nangong Jingnv decided that it would be better to determine it. After all, Qi Yan is now in a state of "unknown". In case of being seen, she would be defeated.

But ... the people inside were bathing, and they just went in there or asked if it would be inappropriate, so Nangong Jingnv came to the door and listened.

I don't have to worry if there is water sound in it.

Qi Yan had washed almost here, and just stepped out of the soup pond to change clothes, but faintly saw a figure on the position of the window, his heart asked tightly: "Who is outside?"

Nangong Jingnu suddenly became nervous, and her heart was full of thoughts. She still felt a kind of heartache when thinking of the picture when she was sent away last time ...

Besides, she didn't know if Qi Yan would like to return, so she decided to do so ...

Qi Yan became more nervous without hearing the answer. Quickly put on clean clothes and asked again: "Who is outside ?!"

Nangong Jingnv then realized that she seemed to be playing a role of eavesdropping on the corner, and she stepped back two steps in an embarrassment: "It's me ..."

Hearing the voice of Nangong Jing Nu, Qi Yan was also suffocated, and her sorrow and joy changed too quickly, tearing Qi Yan's restraint all the time, and she had a lot of words to say to Nangong Jing Nu ... this time, she Don't want to miss it again.

Seeing that Qi Yan didn't say a word, Nangong Jingnu thought she had provoked the other person and said with a sigh, "I didn't mean it ... I ... I'll go back first." It means to go back to Qi Yan's dormitory and wait for her.

Qi Yan thought that Nangong Jingnv was going back to her own dormitory, and quickly came to the door and pushed away: "Wait!"

Qi Yan rushed out of Tangquan Hall, striding into the face of Nangong Jingnv, struck her chest with violent heartbeat.

Nangong Jingnv looked at Qi Yan, her hair was covered with dripping hair and dripping, her shoulder cloth was wet, she came out in a hurry and she was bare with feet, her chest doubles were loose, and her chest burns were scalded and dazzling Whip marks.

Nangong Jingnu: "You ..."

Qi Yan grabbed Nangong Jingnu's arm, and her eyes were a little hot: "I have a lot of things to say to you, don't leave."

In a word, Nangong Jingnu also flushed her eyes. She lowered her eyes and said softly, "Look at you, you haven't even worn any shoes."

Qi Yan: "Your Majesty ..."

Nangong Jingnv: "I won't go, how about waiting for you?"

Qi Yan then let go of her hand, perhaps because she had just been bathed, and a flush appeared on her pale cheeks: "Your Majesty, please wait a moment."

Qi Yan turned back to Tangquan Palace, stepped into the threshold, and did not forget to grab the door frame and glanced back. Nangong Jingnu met, and his heart was filled with a strange feeling, swollen, satisfied and practical.

Just a few days ago, Nangong Jingnv couldn't sleep at night for a few days. Imagine that if this "escape" is Qi Yan and Ji Yashe's situation, what should I do?

This puppet was diluted as Qi Yan rushed towards her barefoot, disappearing without a trace when she looked back like a child.

The door of Tang Quandian was closed, and Nangong Jingnu's thoughts came to an abrupt stop. She controlled herself no longer thinking about it. She was afraid that she would think of bad things ... finally, the knot that would loosen easily, tonight ... Let yourself be willful once.

When deciding to return to Qi Yan, Nangong Jingnu had decided that she would not enter the imperial mausoleum after her death.

Qi Yan put on her clothes and shoes and walked out again. Nangong Jingnu kept her promise and stood on the spot without moving an inch.

Qi Yan quickly came to Nangong Jingnv and called out, "Your Majesty."

Nangong Jingnu took Qi Yan's hand and said softly, "It's cold at night, let's go back and talk."

Qi Yan grasped the tenderness of Nangong Jingnv, showing a hint of caution in her proper strength. This long-lost tenderness has been lost for too long and too long, and she thought she would not have this life.

Qi Yan: "Okay ..."

Half of Ganquan Palace has become a forbidden area, empty and silent, but not lonely because of the company of each other.

Ten fingers interlocking hands, shadows standing side by side, the same pace ... and a steady and stable heartbeat.

Even the bright moon in the sky is no longer lonely because of the snuggle of clouds ...

The Wei Weizhi was a vague revenge, but the Wei Wei people at this moment tacitly buried the pain and hatred, and followed the call deep inside to join hands.

Ten years of wind and rain, they have been noisy, troubled, separated ... but never really gave up on each other.

Back in the dorm room, Qi Yan was reluctant to let go of Nangong Jingnv's hand, and the latter seemed to have a feeling and did not let go.

The two sat side by side on Qi Yan's bed, both hands still firmly held together.

Nangong Jing girl Zhu Lip gently opened and said softly: "I'm sorry, but I have taken your own initiative and brought you back without consulting you. I am half-closed in Ganquan Palace, and Hongwen Museum has also moved here ... the future may be deserted, But I won't let you be wronged again. "

Qi Yan didn't answer. Nangong Jingnu waited for a moment and asked, "Don't you have something to tell me?"

Qi Yan said "um", and waited for a while before turning to look at Nangong Jingnv, who had a lot of words and thousands of words, but finally got a chance, but her tears took the lead.

Seeing Qi Yan silently crying, Nangong Jingnv felt a pain in her heart, holding Qi Yan's cheeks, and her eyes were red: "Don't cry."

Qi Yan stroked the back of Nangong Jingnu's hands, her cheeks were choked in the palm of Nangong Jingnu's palms, and said in a nearly pleading tone: "Your Majesty ... You can kill me, but you can't just mess with me, my life ... ... "

A full drop of tears overflowed the eyes of Nangong Jingnv, like a dam like a cracked opening, and it was hard to stop.

Nangong Jingnu: "Don't talk nonsense!"

Qi Yan grabbed Nangong Jingnu's hand, reached her chest, choked and said sadly, "My life, my heart ... are in His Majesty's hands. No heart, no more Life, what's the use of freedom even if the body is free? I would rather die completely in your hands than live with a body, at least ... I am willing to die in the hands of His Majesty, to die It's also stunned. "

Nangong Jingnv sobbed a few times, her teeth clenched her lower lips, but her breathing was out of rhythm.

A pair of eyebrows looked at Qi Yan through the water mist, the eyes looked stunned, resentful, entangled, helpless ... There were distressed and uncontrollable feelings.

Qi Yan: "This way ... I ca n’t sleep at night, closing your eyes is your figure. I'm afraid I will never see you again in this life. I have so many things to say to you ... but when I see you, I feel I lost my soul, except for this useless vow, I didn't know what to say ... "

Qi Yan pressed the back of Nangong Jingnv's hand, making the palm of the opponent fit her own heart more, and said with tears: "Don't your Majesty feel it? Chen's heart is not here anymore."

Nangong Jingnu couldn't hold herself any more, and said sadly, "Don't say it, don't say it ..."

But Qi Yan mistakenly thought that Nangong Jingnv didn't want to listen to her own words, and eagerly snatched: "Promise me, don't push me away! Or ... just kill me, don't torture me ... cruelly."

Qi Yan widened her eyes, staring blankly at Nangong Jingnv, who was close at hand, and saw the trembling eyelashes and the crystals of the corners of her eyes, like dreams and fantasy, like clouds in the mist.

After a long kiss, it was difficult to separate, and it was not until the breathing of the two sides was disordered that they reluctantly separated.

Qi Yan's heart was like a drum, and she hugged the Nangong Jingnv tightly for a moment and didn't want to let go. The depression in the past few months was swept away, and her mood was unprecedentedly comfortable.

Qi Yan also looked back gently at Nangong Jingnu, and seemed to want to outline every nuance of the person in front of her, engraved into the soul.

Suddenly Qi Yan seemed to think of something, and took a bite on the lips of Nangong Jingnv, pretending to be vicious: "This life, this life, you must not have anyone else!"

Nangong Jingnv immediately realized that she caught Qi Yan's neck with one hand and clutched the cloth of Qi Yan's chest with one hand, and replied with the same arrogance: "You also want to marry another!"

Qi Yan stared at Nangong Jingnu with her eyes intent and said earnestly: "Tonight, can your Majesty stay?"

Nangong Jingnv took a long sigh of relief and asked without answering: "I ask you ... if I can't let go of this life or this life, you ... can you blame me?"

Qi Yan straightened her waist and replied in a very serious tone: "As long as Her Majesty no longer drives me away, as a slave and a slave, I will not regret even making a shadow that cannot be seen."

Nangong Jing's girl pursed her lips, twitched the corners of her lips with tears, and said softly, "I don't ..."

Qi Yan panicked: "Your Majesty?"

Nangong Jingnu: "I don't want you to be a slave or a slave, let alone who you are ..."

Qi Yan: "What does Your Majesty want? As long as you don't drive me away, I will ..."

Nangong Jingnu: "I want ... you want me."

The rest of the words got stuck in his throat, and Qi Yan blinked: "... Your Majesty?"

Nangong Jingnu: "Please ... Let me indulge once and ask me."

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The hibiscus warms the spring evening and the king never comes early.

In the early morning of the next day, when they both woke up, noon had passed, and the time of the North Korean Conference had already dispersed.

A joy last night, the two sides did not distinguish between victory and defeat.

Nangong Jingnv left a lot of red-purple spots on her chest and neck. She opened her bewildered eyes for a while, and suddenly realized that it wasn't right, and sat up suddenly: "Well!"

Qi Yan: "What's wrong?"

Nangong Jingnv: "Today's meeting ... I forgot to explain to the housekeeper, I don't know if it will go wrong."

Qi Yan grabbed Nangong Jingnu's arm with a hand: "The early hours passed long ago, and Her Majesty will go there at this time to suspect it."

Nangong Jingnv took a look at Qi Yan and secretly said: It's really gentle town, heroic grave ... The ancients don't deceive me. Just accompany her more ... So Qi Yan pulls again, and Nangong Jingnu lays down.

Nangong Jingnv's eyebrows frowned slightly, and she hummed.

Qi Yan immediately came over, holding Nangong Jingnu's waist nervously and asking, "What's wrong?"

Nangong Jingnian's pretty face flushed, and she honestly replied, "I have a sore waist."

With a smile, Qi Yan Zhan Yan put her palm on the smooth belly of Nangong Jingnv and gently pressed: "But here?"

Nangong Jingnu made an inaudible "um", and fell into Qi Yan's arms: "No more come."

Qi Yan: "The minister just clicked on His Majesty."

Nangong Jingnv found that Qi Yan's kneading was very comfortable, so she put her hands on Qi Yan's waist, learned to massage Qi Yan, and the latter naturally felt the love of her lover and accepted it with a smile.

Qi Yan's Yu Guang swept the kiss mark on Nangong Jing's neck and smiled, "Your Majesty worked hard last night."

Nangong Jingnian gave Qi Yan a glance: "Aren't you?"

Qi Yan smiled and explained, "The minister is okay. After all, there is a base growing up on horseback, and it will never faint anymore."

Nangong Jingnu's face turned red instantly, grabbing Qi Yan's ears and exclaiming, "You still say?"

Qi Yan smiled and asked for mercy: "Your Majesty's mercy, the minister knows wrong."

Nangong Jingnv hummed and changed to rubbing, even if it didn't work at all just now.

She looked at the scars on Qi Yan's chest again, and saw a few more feelings in the day. Although Nangong Jingvu had been guilty last night, she used lip and teeth to protect every scar on Qi Yan's body, and she apologized solemnly. , But after looking at it still couldn't help the distress.

Ask yourself, if you are not one of the parties to this revenge, just look at it from the perspective of an onlooker ... Qi Yan has been really hard for more than a decade.

If it wasn't for this idea of ​​revenge, she might have died in Luochuan.

Nangong Jingnv sighed, forcing herself not to think again, otherwise she would return to her death. At least in these days, Nangong Jingnun didn't want the relationship between the two to return to the past.

She raised her hand to touch Qi Yan's chest, and gently scratched the scar on her fingertips, saying with pity, "I don't know if this scar can be removed ..."

Qi Yan dropped a kiss on the forehead of Nangong Jingnv: "Maybe not."

Qi Yan knew what Nangong Jingnu thought, but she deliberately asked, "Will your Majesty be disgusted?"

Nangong Jingnu: "How can it? It's just ..."

Qi Yan smiled: "It won't be easy, it doesn't hurt anymore."

Nangong Jingnu nodded, and enjoyed this rare moment of tenderness in Qi Yan's arms.

Qi Yan sighed with satisfaction from Nangong Jingnv, and proactively said, "Chen Chuanxiong, Xia He and Qiu Ju are still alive."

Nangong Jingnv surprised and looked up: "Really?"

Qi Yan: "Well, I put them in a safe place."

Nangong Jingnv: "Is it the Quartet money house?"

Qi Yan closed her eyes and hooked her mouth: "Sure enough, I can't hide anything."

Nangong Jingnv: "I can empty the bottom of the house, and help those who are courting the court, who is there besides you?"

Nangong Jingnu: "Qiu Ju their affairs ... why didn't you tell me before?"

Qi Yan: "At that time, the situation was urgent. I determined that at least one of them was a fine work inserted by the former princess to the inner court, but did not have time to carefully screen it. All three of them are the highest inner servants of the inner court. The consequences were unthinkable. I was thinking of ... rather than killing by mistake, but thinking about them ... Especially Qiu Ju and Xia He have accompanied His Majesty for many years and left them alive. But this inner court ... can't keep them anymore. I didn't tell His Majesty before, I was worried that His Majesty would like to get them back because of the old feelings. Her mistake made Her Majesty feel that they were dead, and never thought about it. "

After listening to this, Nangong Jingnv took a bite on Qi Yan's shoulder and said angrily, "You just have such a hard heart? Would you rather keep me misunderstanding so much than say?"

Qi Yan slowly opened her eyes and looked solemnly at the Nangong Jingnv, "If you can protect your Majesty ... It is worth suffering some grievances, and besides, you know how much you can do, you know that Majesty will complain. For a while, but never let me pay three of them. "

The second half is more like Qi Yan in order to ease the heavy playful words, but Nangong Jingnu still felt, she pursed her lips and asked, "Why are you willing to say it now?" She already had it in her heart The answer, but I still want to hear Qi Yan say it herself, the love of this person is too deep, so deep that even her own party has to know it later, she wants to hear Qi Yan's voice, even once.

Sure enough, Qi Yan was silent after the Nangong Jingnv asked, her expression was a little unnatural, and she seemed unaccustomed to revealing her mind.

Nangong Jingnv broke up, tightening her arms around Qi Yan's waist: "Say."

Qi Yan: "... Chen, I feel that Your Majesty has grown a lot after this year, and is already a qualified emperor. Even if you tell His Majesty, Your Majesty will not take the liberty to bring them back, so I said ... ... "

Nangong Jingnu: "What else?"

Qi Yan: "... Nothing."

Nangong Jingnu's fingertips reached Qi Yan's heart and said quietly, "I didn't say it last night. This heart is with me. Do you want to repent?"

Qi Yan: "Never!"

Nangong Jingnv: "You always do this, hide everything deeply ... even I have missed a lot, even if you say I have grown up, you should understand that half of the truth can't kill me."

Qi Yan: "Your Majesty ..."

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This time, Qi Yan was defeated. I saw her groan for a while and replied softly: "Um ... Chen wants to be good with His Majesty. I know I have done a lot of things to hurt His Majesty, and I know that I have no right to let His Majesty and His Majesty Restart, but ... Chen, always try to make up for one or two, not to settle, but to win a place beside His Majesty. "

Nangong Jingnu's eyes were red, and she whispered, "If I can't think of it in this life, can't I let it go?"

Qi Yan: "The minister must also stay with His Majesty and really wait until that moment, and then ... pray for the next life to meet His Majesty."

Nangong Jingnu cried, half of which came from Qi Yan's openness, and the other side was deeply guilty of her father.

This guilt comes from shaken, if not shaken, how can you feel guilty?

Nangong Jingnv understands but is unwilling to admit it, Qi Yan understands nothing.

If the Nangong Jingnu really considers herself as a killer of his father, how could he do such a thing with his father when he is killed?

Qi Yan gently wiped away the tears for Nangong Jingnu, she knew: as long as she exists in the other person's life, it will be a kind of embarrassment to her, but ah ... don't you still climb on her selfishly?

Qi Yan, who has always been speculative and has no idea what to say, should be his shameless greedy, and he will not let go.

Only silently, holding Nangong Jingnv tightly in her arms.

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