Complicated Marriage

I was tossing here and there but somehow I reached home. Home sweet home... again, even the days of holidays can't be peaceful. My life was a real mess now (｡☬０☬｡) Hope for a better future or maybe my future was also messed up.....

I don't know why I chose the option of selfishness for my dreams. Why did I run behind them. I was total freak.

Uff....Yuki get a grip over yourself I tried to reassure my self. My life was not only like a roller coaster it was also a complicated circuit diagram...

THE COMPLICATED MARRIAGE OF COMPLICATED CIRCUIT DIAGRAM...

How does that sounds( ´◡‿ゝ◡`) I found it's a better title for my novel....

hahaha!

So I reached home wrote diary to let the cold days of my life hoping it to be warm soon.... Well this cold days does gave me chills but there was a warmth too, I found warmth in the friendship of Feelingless God and in strange connection between me and Adi....

Well obviously I was not knowing that their was some strange connection between us or not...but being by his side surely gave me a sweet familiar fragrant and feeling.... I don't know why he always carried a fragnant similar to Mrs. Mashwari...

I was observing the sky and thought of a poem when I saw a shooting star....

A star is ready to break up,

A star is ready to blow up,

A star is ready to share it's radiance

With the darkened universe....

A star is ready to turn into a black hole

A star is ready to play a black role

A star is ready to sacrifice itself

For brightening up the universe...

There is not regret there is no grievance

There is only sharing of radiance◉‿◉

This was the poem I wrote and drown into the dark universe of sleep, with a hope that their would be a star made for me....who would love to share it's radiance with me.....

Next morning I woke up in a good season and got ready for my first lecture. First thing I saw when I entered the university gate was a huge crowd in front of notice board. I couldn't care enough for that...so with all due respect I ignored it...

I went to the class and attained the lecture. Lecture was finally over after 2 hours of long discussion on a criminal psychological mind set. The discussion was so long that sometimes during lecture I was thinking of myself as criminal....uff....what I became hahaha!('◉⌓◉')

After leaving the class I read the notice board it says that UD was going to get engaged..... nothing new for me..¯\_ಠ_ಠ_/¯

I headed towards my usual place which is know as library in your language....I reached library and found the Brainless-3 sitting on the corner table waiting for me....I was amazed to see that the person who never entered library or never saw the entrance of library even by mistake; was sitting inside the library waiting for me.... Obviously you would have understood the name of the person then let me tell you...you are are absolutely right it's none other then our shameless tomato..

I walked towards them even my bestie Gracily was waiting for me...I sat down with them...Out of curiosity I just asked them why all of them were waiting for me... They gave me invitation cards for UD's engagement and gave me a small token of love.

Gracily exaggerated by saying that I was the most important friend in their life. By listening those words I understood that I really have a special place in their hearts. But suddenly a thunderstorm of thoughts started raising in my not so smart brain. The terror thunderstorm was what if they had knew the reason for my marriage....would they be able to accept the fact that due to my selfishness for dreams I choose to marry someone whom I didn't even knew....

I was feeling terrified to tell them that I am not a kind person to begin with. I am not worthy of their trust....I felt like killing my self. Oh gosh! My selfishness will kill me some day....ಥ‿ಥ

For the time being I kept my silence and suddenly rang Zen's phone...The ring tone was so weird that I freaked out of fear.....It was really creepy sound.( ･ั﹏･ั)

Zen went out to pick up the call and we all continued upon our thoughts. Due to the thunderstorm in my brain I felt the need for fresh air. I left library for a few seconds to clear up my head. I saw Zen talking to someone one cell phone. He really looked all tensed up. I was really worried about him. I mean, I never saw him in such condition. The cool and hot personality was suddenly panicked....

It was similar to the situation when a ferromagnetic substance is placed in uniform magnetic field which starts behaving like a paramagnetic substance. Hahaha!

He was all tensed up due to which he was sweating too much. His face which was always as fresh and hot as red chillies was then as tasteless as capsic.u.m.

hahaha!

We both walked in together after settling down I inquired Zen why suddenly he became a paramagnetic substance. He started flirting with me saying why was I so much interested in his talks....

Well what can I expect from him...After all he was a member of brainless 3.... Can't say anything to them as nothing will hit their brain. As they are brainless it was just a hollow hemisphere instead of brain¯\_ಠ_ಠ_/¯

I just asked out of curiosity and as a friend but he was more interested in flirting...uff..... can't do anything for him he was shameless.

Well here I got the new name for Zen too....┏(＾0＾)┛

It's SHAMELESS CAPSIC.U.M.....

Hahaha!

You might be thinking that this author has totally lost her brain behind vegetables... firstly shameless tomato and now shameless capsic.u.m....

hahaha!

Well then let me tell you that all were precious vegetables in my life. Who played an important role in making me the way I am .....

I forced Zen to tell us the reason behind his tensed nature. Finally Zen agreed and said that his mom has fixed his marriage and he was going to meet that girl on UD's engagement ceremony....

I was totally stupified that he was going to do a arranged marriage. I mean the player was going to do arranged marriage....but now I was more curious about who was that lucky girl...who got chance to cross red thread with a player...?

What do you think who would it be....?