Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

Outside the Mihua Sun Plaza Hotel, the light rain has stopped, and the sky is gray.

Fudo Kyosuke was led out of the hotel gate by two policemen and walked towards the police car.

The Maoli family arrived in Takagi Shinto's car and stood watching from the sidelines.

Mori Kogoro turned his head and asked Mao Lilan, "Xiao Lan, do you remember anything?"

Chi Feichi was by the side, observing Mao Lilan's reaction.

Mao Lilan looked at Fudo Kyosuke in confusion for a moment, then shook her head, feeling a little guilty, "Sorry."

"It's okay, take your time," Feiyingli reassured, "Now the murderer has been caught, and when Officer Sato wakes up, I will take you to visit her."

Hui Yuanai whispered at the side, "It's not necessarily a bad thing if I can't remember it. If it were me, I would rather forget about it completely, forget about my sister's death, forget about those people and things, and just be a carefree and carefree person." Worrying little girl..."

Conan was taken aback, then turned to look at Hui Yuan, "Hui Yuan, you..."

Chi Feichi glanced at Hui Yuanai, walked up without saying anything, took the evidence bag from Mu Mu Shisan, and took out the transparent umbrella.

"Hey! Brother Chi..."

Before Mu Mushisan could react, Chi Feichi had already opened his umbrella, stood in front of Futo Kyosuke, and turned to ask Mao Lilan.

"Xiaolan, how about this?"

Mao Lilan froze in place, her eyes gradually filled with astonishment, "I've seen it, and... Officer Sato was injured..."

Chi Feichi looked at it and felt relieved. Fortunately, he didn't play Beng, otherwise it would be changed to "A 7-year-old Detective and His Amnesiac Girlfriend" in the future. "Officer Sato is out of danger and is about to wake up."

"Is that so..." Mao Lilan breathed a sigh of relief, "That's really great!"

"Xiao Lan..." Mori Kogoro looked at Mao Lilan cautiously.

"Dad!" Mao Lilan turned her head and smiled.

Fei Yingli wiped away her tears, "Just remember..."

Here, the family complains to each other.

Over there, Chi Feichi squatted down and looked directly at Hui Yuan Ai who was following up, "Did Xiao Ai's sister die?"

Hui Yuanai pursed the corners of his mouth, hesitated for a moment, then nodded, but was obviously unwilling to say more.

"Then don't lose your memory. I heard a saying before," Chi Feichi said in a low voice, "If even you forget her, it means she never existed."

Hui Yuanai felt his nose a little sore, and quickly lowered his head, not daring to let others see it.

Yes, a person who no longer exists in this world only exists in her memory, if she is also forgotten, how cruel would it be for that person?

"Xiao Ai, there is more than one color in the world, and so is a person's life. There is not only red that represents happiness, but also blue that represents sadness. Memory is a scroll that records a lifetime. Only one color is too monotonous. Whether it is good or not Bad ones, blue ones and red ones, each color on them is your own unique color, and finally forms a unique picture scroll." Chi Feichi patted Hui Yuanai's head, "It's useless to escape, wait for someday, When you look at that picture scroll again, you no longer only see a certain piece of blue and darkness, but see its overall splendor, and when you recall your memories, you no longer only feel sadness and pain, but also feel it from within. When you feel nostalgia, you really grow up."

Judging from the previous plot, Haibara Ai will suddenly become pessimistic, nervous, feel that he has no future and is not needed by the world, and tries to give up his life, which is a symptom of depression.

Maybe there is also a sleep disorder. Dr. Ali doesn't know much about mental illness, but he does.

Once the pessimism of a depressed patient comes to mind, the world will instantly become gloomy, and any pessimistic thoughts will come to their minds uncontrollably. Even if some people know that this is not good, they still cannot control it.

Logically speaking, it would be better to take Hui Yuan Ai to see a professional doctor, but he still wanted to try to solve it himself first.

He knew what those people in the organization were thinking, including why Gin asked the same question that Fukuyama Shiming had asked.

In the eyes of those people, he is a snake spirit, but in his eyes, the people in the organization are more or less mentally ill, and he is the least qualified to talk about him, especially the gin...

If the same abnormal behavior is done by a person without a diagnosis record, people will only think that this person has a strange personality, strange behavior, and strange thinking, but a person with a diagnosis record, as long as there is a little abnormality, people will subconsciously think—— Are you sick?

Even a little difference, a little change, will make people think in that direction.

Maybe sometimes without malice, but it's still depressing.

Snake spirit disease for a while, snake spirit disease for a lifetime!

He doesn't care what others think of him, but girls may not be able to bear it.

Moreover, with the secret that Hui Yuanai wanted to hide, even if he went to the doctor, he would definitely not cooperate.

He didn't need to ask Hui Yuan Ai to understand the situation, and he probably guessed the reason.

When Haibara Ai's only relative in the world died, he already had a backlog of negative emotions in his heart. After defecting, the first thing he thought of was Kudo Shinichi, and he was focused on finding the same "similar" who had also become smaller. He may not be able to stay.

In Haibara Ai's view, Kudo Shinichi is in the same situation as her—becoming smaller, and even being discovered by the organization will face the organization's pursuit.

It also has the same purpose - to restore the original body.

The situation is the same, the purpose is the same, so she can be a companion, and I also think that Kudo Shinichi can understand her, and it can also be a destination.

Rational analysis is true.

But in the organization, she is used to rational thinking and ignores emotional factors.

After finding Conan and knowing her identity, Conan rejected her and doubted her because of her identity as a drug developer. It was not until he knew that she was Miyano Akemi's younger sister that his attitude changed.

In fact, from Conan's point of view, he is not wrong. After all, he is only a seventeen-year-old high school student. He was turned into a child and didn't know how to recover. He must have accumulated depression in his heart. He suddenly met someone from the organization. , or the developer of the drug, if they find a vent to vent, they will criticize without hesitation.

Hui Yuan Ai may not have revealed anything, but her only relative had just passed away, and those who thought she would be her companions rejected her, doubted her, and even expressed disgust, which made her self-doubt.

Afterwards, even if Conan approved of Haibara Ai, he was still a high school student with a black and white world view, and a detective who hated evil like a vengeful, attached great importance to life, and could not tolerate and understand crimes. Organization matters, how many people have been killed by their own drugs...

If you look at a group of innocent children here and a group of justice envoys there, you will feel that you are incompatible with other people, and you will think that you will probably not be accepted, and you will be accepted only because they do not understand their past. dark.

There used to be someone who didn't mind what she was and would love her just the same, but now that person is dead.

The black side, she has already escaped and was hunted down, and the red side looks too bright and upright, as if no matter which side she is on, she will never accept herself and has no place for her.

This is the crux.

There are solutions.

One way is to wait for Higo Takasuke to switch from Tokyo Novaru to Big Osaka, and bring Haibara Ai to watch Higo Takasu's first normal game.

These two teams, one team has a black jersey, and the other team has a red jersey. When Higo Ryusuke first switched jobs, the fans of the Tokyo Novaru team thought he was a traitor, and the fans of the big Osaka team did not accept him. In the end, no matter how he played, he was booed, and it was easy for Hui Yuan Ai to think of his own situation. After Bihu Longyou won recognition through his own efforts, he could also become Hui Yuan Ai's spiritual support.

Another way is for him to enlighten Hui Yuanai.

The world in the eyes of teenagers is either black or white, but in fact, there are many colors in the world.

There are many people who wander between black and white and live in the gray world, and he is one of them.

It's just that relying on others as the spiritual pillar, if the spiritual pillar collapses before you stand up, the blow will be devastating.

Before that, he still wanted to see if he could let Hui Yuan Ai figure it out by himself.

Hui Yuanai lowered her head. She felt Chi Feichi's calm gaze as always. She wanted to say something but couldn't. She lowered her eyes and said, "You don't understand..."

"Aren't you happy? Let me tell you another secret." Chi Feichi had no choice but to reveal the truth, "I'm July."

Hui Yuanai looked up in surprise, looked at Chi Feichi, "Why..."

"Why didn't I tell you guys and pretended I wasn't?" Chi Feichi continued, "If occupations in the world have colors, bounty hunters are gray. Criminals are on guard and hate them, and the police actually don't trust them too much. Because they will help justice and they will violate justice, identity disclosure is a very troublesome thing."

Huiyuan Ai was taken aback for a moment. Speaking of which, bounty hunters are really like this. Even if it was her, the last time she saw 'July' arresting someone, she thought about whether she would lead the prisoner to do bad things, "Then you Why do you want to be a bounty hunter?"

"It's a secret, but it's also because it's interesting," Chi Feichi said, "I want to give life a little more color."

Not to mention that there is still a large group of gray people, even if you are alone, as long as you live a wonderful life, what else does it matter?

In fact, his identity represents too many colors, the members of the organization are black, the public security consultants are red, his cheap father said that the Manchi Group is blue, and the undercover itself is not visible, but also gray, so the composition of the picture is interesting.

Only when you can make waves can you live comfortably.

"Are you bored?"

Hui Yuanai saw Chi Feichi for half a month, a guy who was not short of money, who could have waited to inherit a big group and live comfortably for the rest of his life, but turned himself into gray and went to risk and catch criminals, there was no one else...

However, she suddenly felt much more comfortable.

Although it was strange to think so, she still hoped that there was someone who was not so righteous around her.

In that case, even if she knew about her past, she wouldn't be rejected because of her black experience.

Moreover, Chi Feichi didn't seem to mind what other people thought, and no matter whether it was Mao Lilan, Conan, or her and those children, they would not deny Chi Feichi's friend just because Chi Feichi was Qiyue.

Friends, people's hearts, life... She was a little confused for a while, but she also realized that she seemed to be on the edge of a corner before, and her understanding was a little one-sided.

Chi Feichi added, "Keep it a secret from others, especially Conan, he always gets into trouble."

Haibara regained his senses, glanced at Conan over there, with a relieved expression, "That's right, he's a troublemaker, but is this your biggest secret? Is it really okay to just tell me that?"

"I believe you won't tell it," Chi Feichi noticed Conan walking towards this side, stood up, and said in a low voice, "Besides, this is not my biggest secret."

Haibara Ai:"……"

Isn't this the biggest secret?

What could be bigger than this?