Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

Chi Feichi was in a complicated mood.

Humans are sometimes cute, but sometimes cruel.

Feili moved his head again, approached the beach chair, stared at Chi Feichi, and grinned, "It's the most correct decision to pull you down. The first time I saw you, I thought you were pretty. I've seen you before." The most beautiful human, the more you look the better...so you can't hit me~"

"Well, don't tease me, I won't hit you." Chi Feichi didn't change his face.

He is immune to the teasing of the killer whale girl.

Of course, it might have something to do with the bloody mouth next to him.

"I won't tease you, don't worry, I will protect you," Feili's voice was very soft, but strangely serious and firm, "I won't let other animals bully you, I won't let other humans bully you, whoever bullies me will Hit someone with your tail..."

Chi Feichi: "..."

For the first time, a creature told him: I will protect you.

Still a female creature.

The mood is extremely complicated.

"What about me? What about me?" Feichi asked.

Feili looked sideways at Feichi, "Okay, I'll protect you by the way."

Feichi who was protected by the way: "..."

The mood is extremely complicated.

"Actually, I'm really good," Feili looked at Chi Feichi again, and said seriously, "I'm the whale that wants to be king, and one day I'll go back and tell the whales in our group that although I'm small, But I'm strong."

Chi Feichi hated the fun, and said seriously, "If I become the king, then you will also become the king's whale."

Feili was stunned for a moment, understood what Chi Feichi said, and then corrected, "No, no, it's the whale that becomes the king, not the whale that becomes the king. In short, I want to become the king of the whale. You are the man of the Whale King..."

Feichi: "..."

It's a little dizzy.

Chi Feichi: "..."

He seemed to be taken advantage of by Feili again.

...

on the beach.

The Boy Detectives met Mao Lilan and Suzuki Sonoko.

"Isn't this Conan?" Mao Lilan turned around and saw a group of people in Conan, a little surprised, "And Xiao Ai and everyone, it turns out that the beach that Dr. A Li said to bring you here is here."

"Really," Suzuki Sonoko glanced at Conan, "every time I take this little devil out, I always encounter a case. This time I specially didn't take him with me. I didn't expect to encounter it."

"What's the matter? Playing together is much better than the two of us," Mao Lilan said to Suzuki Sonoko with a smile, then turned around and bent down to look at a group of children, "Isn't it?"

Suzuki Sonoko complained before, but he played water ball with a group of children unambiguously, and immediately laughed and played with the three children.

Hui Yuanai played for a while, but suddenly she didn't want to continue playing. She looked at a group of people, hesitated for a while, but still didn't say hello, and went to the beach tangled up.

At this time, should we say hello?

In the organization, it doesn't matter what the attitude is as long as it's valuable, but this is outside, and it's supposed to show kindness, show...

"Xiao Ai?" Mao Lilan noticed that Hui Yuan Ai had left, followed curiously, bent down and asked, "Why don't you play with everyone?"

Hui Yuanai looked up at Mao Lilan, "It's nothing...I want to take a rest."

"Are you feeling unwell?" Mao Lilan asked with concern.

Hui Yuanai was silent for a moment, then walked under the umbrella, "No."

Mao Lilan was stunned for a moment, and said, "If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell us in time!"

Hui Yuanai went back under the sun umbrella, looked at Mao Lilan, who was talking softly with the children at her side, sat down on the beach chair and lay down, looking at the sun umbrella overhead.

It feels good to be liked.

But she wasn't sure if she would really be liked.

Last time in Toushen Forest, Chi Feichi took her to do those things.

It might just be a coincidence that seagulls landed on her today.

Without Chi Feichi, she would not be a princess.

She can't be as gentle as Mao Lilan to children, and she can't be as cheerful as Suzuki Sonoko.

Even Chi Feichi, who likes to keep a cold face, knows how to get along with people better than her.

Her performance just now must have been terrible, Chi Feichi had worked so hard to make her a princess and be liked, she messed things up by herself.

Obviously, as long as you are a little more brave and show a little bit of friendliness...

She still can't...

A seagull perched on a parasol waited for its companions to return, and flew away again.

The yacht at sea, after the seagull finished talking about the situation, flew away again.

Feili has already gone to swim in the sea, and by the way, he is playing with Feichi on his back.

Chi Feichi sat on the beach chair, called Fukuyama Zhiming, and briefly explained the situation to Fukuyama Zhiming.

In terms of treatment, you still have to seek professional help.

Fukuyama Zhiming, who was in the United States, heard Chi Feichi's narration, and his mood exploded.

He really wanted to ask Chi Feichi, had he studied psychology systematically? Are you licensed to practice medicine?

You are still a patient yourself, why join in the fun? ah?

What a mess!

But precisely because Chi Feichi was a patient, his patient, he couldn't even say those words, otherwise it would be too shocking.

After a moment of silence, Fukuyama Zhiming said softly, "It's a good thing that you want to help others, but you still need professional assistance, right?"

"That's why I called you." Chi Feichi said.

Fukuyama Zhiming covered his heart, he meant to go to the hospital.

If he was in Tokyo, he could still go to see the situation, but he is not in Tokyo, so he doesn't have an accurate diagnosis of the condition, so what's the use of his analysis here?

He went to the hospital for an examination and had an accurate result. He was also willing to remotely command Chi Feichi to help others. Maybe Chi Feichi would be healed too.

But now this...

"Doctor Fukuyama..."

Chi Feichi thought about the feelings of the original consciousness body, "At that time, I hated people telling me: 'It's okay, you're just stressed, just relax', 'You'll be fine, look, someone Isn’t depression already cured?”… I would suddenly become irritable, and I couldn’t listen at all. There was also a feeling that I was drowning, but the people on the shore were cheering. They felt as light as a feather, but I couldn’t breathe. When you get angry, maybe some people still think in their hearts that it's all a disease of wealth and idleness."

"No, the cause of depression may also be genetic influence. There are always some people who are more prone to depression than others, and it has nothing to do with poverty or wealth..." Fukuyama Zhiming firmly denied it, but fell silent again.

Many depressed patients also realize that they are not good, but when their low and negative emotions explode, they are completely out of control, as if they are slowly sinking into the water.

He can imagine the feeling of drowning, but he has never experienced it, and he really can't fully understand that feeling.

Moreover, 75% - 80% of patients with depression will relapse.

It is precisely because this is a disease that should be treated rigorously that he feels that he should not make rash judgments.

"In the end, I became a little numb, day by day, bit by bit," Chi Feichi said, "I was treated in the hospital, and I took medicine along with it, but I didn't care at all why I took the medicine..."

Fukuyama Zhiming listened silently, Chi Feichi had never told him this before.

"Some medicines make me sleepier. I just want to sit or lie down quietly. Some medicines are helpful. When I am cared about, I will suddenly feel a little joy in my heart, as if the darkness has been lighted up," Chi Fei said. Chi withdrew his thoughts from the memories and feelings of the original consciousness body, and could no longer immerse himself in it. Just a moment ago, his heart felt a little stuffy, "But I think that the little girl I mentioned hasn't reached the level of numbness yet. degree……"

Fukuyama Zhiming thought about it seriously, "I want to confirm the situation, do you know that there is a disease called 'hollow heart disease'?"

"I know," Chi Feichi said, "It usually happens to outstanding people, who feel that life is meaningless, and their hearts are empty. They just live for a certain standard given by others, but they have no value and meaning of their own."

"It seems that you have also read a lot of books. I was studying and communicating in the United States, and I was also studying this disease during this time," Fukuyama Zhiming said, "Patients with this disease are often excellent and perfect in the eyes of others. , They know how to take care of others, but others feel that they have never understood him, in fact, they themselves may not understand themselves.”

"There are no perfect people in the world, it seems that there are, it's just because the shadows are hidden by hard work, and the reason they hide is not for their own purpose, but because of a certain purpose or pressure given by others," Chi Fei Chi said, "Especially parents who are in the name of love. When such people feel that the pressure is too great and there is no shadow for their imperfection, they will go to extremes. Even if they survive the pressure, one day those pressures will disappear. They will also be at a loss, feeling a barrenness inside, wondering if they still exist and why they exist."

Fukuyama Zhiming continued, "Hollow heart disease has certain characteristics of depression, such as low mood and loss of interest. Even if you maintain interest for other reasons, you still lack the fun and pleasure brought by interest. Some hospitals will treat this This disease was misdiagnosed as depression, but depression drugs are useless for this disease. In fact, when you first entered the hospital, I suspected that the diagnosis of your depression was not accurate enough, so I asked for a second more detailed diagnosis. and make a phone call to find out about your family situation and past experience, to confirm that you are not hollow heart disease, and finally issued the diagnosis report. Now the question is, since you know this disease, can you confirm that the little one Isn't the girl hollow?"

"I can confirm it." Chi Feichi said calmly, "Although it is said that hollow heart disease mostly occurs in people who have just grown up, and depression does not distinguish between ages, and that little girl has almost just grown up..."

"Wait, that girl just came of age?" Fukuyama Zhiming was a little flustered.

Chi Feichi kept calling him little girl, little girl. He thought he was a 12 or 13 year old child who had just entered puberty, but he just became an adult...

"By coming of age, do you mean the 20-year-old Japanese coming-of-age ceremony, or..." Fukuyama Zhiming asked.

Chi Feichi: "18."

Fukuyama Zhiming: "How old are you?"

Could it be that Chi Feichi had some kind of problem because of time perception impairment?

Chi Feichi: "20."

Fukuyama Zhiming breathed a sigh of relief, "Then it doesn't seem like it should be called a little girl?"

"She is just a little girl in my eyes." Chi Feichi said.

Fukuyama Zhiming choked, "Okay, okay, you continue."

"But hollow heart disease is mostly caused by psychological pressure. Patients don't know the meaning and value of their own existence," Chi Feichi said, "She's not like this, I'm sure."

Hui Yuanai is indeed very good. When he was in the organization before, he was also researching drugs for the organization day after day.

But at that time, Huiyuan Ai also had her own small goal. She had a drug she really wanted to study, and after the change in the mouse, she would share it with her sister like a little girl.

Although the atmosphere in the organization is oppressive, and they are all neurotic...cough, Hui Yuanai's mental state only became worse after leaving the organization.

"Can't you talk about it in detail?" Fukuyama Zhiming asked.

"No, it involves a lot of secrets." Chi Feichi resolutely refused.

"Okay," Fukuyama Zhiming laughed dumbly, "Have you learned to keep the people you help secret? Very good, then, let's confirm whether your judgment on the cause of the disease is correct. I just graduated and worked in Qingshan Fourth Hospital When I was young, I misjudged the cause of the disease. I thought that person was depressed because of a broken relationship, but in fact, the real reason was the disharmony in the other party’s family and her mother’s unhappy marriage. I made a wrong judgment at that time and almost broke It’s a big disaster, you need to make sure again.”