Confession

After hearing this, Xu Sui's running footsteps paused and stopped, and after a while she ran away.

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In the past few days, whether in class or training camp, Zhou Jingze always looked like Xu Sui crying that day. His eyelashes and nose were red with tears, and his clean eyes were filled with grievances.

Every time I think of these eyes, Zhou Jingze feels that he is not a human being.

On Wednesday afternoon, the sun was good, and a group of young future pilots in gray-green uniforms were on the playground, performing physical training neatly, like a large rushing green wave.

Sheng Nanzhou just finished 50 back and forth suspension ladders, lying on the green playground panting like a dog. Zhou Jingze bit a dog's tail grass in his mouth, put his hands in his pockets, raised his foot and kicked the corner of Sheng Nanzhou, his voice was a little vague:

"Ask you something."

Sheng Nanzhou turned over and said readily: "Ask, Brother Zhou knows everything and can say nothing."

Zhou Jingze pondered his words and hesitated: "If you do something wrong, how can you apologize to others?"

"It's very simple, invite someone to eat," Sheng Nanzhou snapped his fingers and said proudly, "If one meal doesn't work, then two meals."

Zhou Jingze looked at Sheng Nanzhou with cold eyes, he retracted his gaze on these two goods and left straight away.

"I'm the most experienced in this matter. If others don't tell me, let's talk about Sisi. When she gets angry, it's not that she eats my pockets more clean than my face..."

Sheng Nanzhou was still talking about it. He talked for a long time and found that no one was paying attention. When he turned around, he found that the person had already left!

"What is your attitude!" Sheng Nanzhou said dissatisfied.

Xu Sui found that Hu Qianxi has changed a little bit from before, and she loves to dress up more than before. She takes a rice bowl to the cafeteria and eats without forgetting to dress herself up.

In the evening, the two of them finished their meal in the cafeteria and walked on the aisle of the campus. The breeze is breezy, and the orange-red burning clouds on the horizon are very low, and summer seems to always come soon.

"Follow, are you free on weekends?" Hu Qianxi asked.

"What's wrong?" Xu Sui asked her.

"Come with me to a basketball game, the school basketball game of Beihang University." Hu Qianxi said.

Xu Suimei was surprised and felt something wrong: "Why are you interested in going to the Beihang Academy to watch the game, in order to cheer for Sheng Nanzhou?"

"Can I support it when I'm full?" Hu Qianxi "Bah" on the spot, and then remembered something and became embarrassed. "I found out that Lu Wenbai would work part-time there. It is probably the title sponsor of the basketball game. Yes. I don’t understand why he works part-time everywhere..."

"Hey, and what tickets are needed for a broken basketball game, or they are issued internally, where do I want to go?" Hu Qianxi looked distressed.

Xu Sui understood Hu Xixi's purpose and deliberately teased her, smiling with crooked eyes: "So you are an empty glove white wolf, then I have to check my itinerary, maybe I don't have time."

"I want to kill you."

Hu Qianxi became angry and began to tickle her in public, Xu Sui smiled and turned away to hide, but still did not avoid her clutches. Hu Qianxi asked: "Dare you still kidding me?"

"Dare not, I was wrong." Xu Sui immediately begged for mercy.

After getting Hu Xixi's release, Xu Sui immediately ran before the ring, and let out a crisp laugh: "I will dare next time!"

In the evening, the fragrance of gardenia lingered on the two girls chasing and playing, and a long string of laughter echoed over the campus.

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On Thursday, Xu Sui was studying in the dormitory. A man came in from the dormitory next door to find Hu Qianxi to pick up things. Hu Qianxi moved a small bench to reach the cabinet and searched inside.

While waiting, the girl chatted with them about gossip, and her tone was shocked: "I've seen you for a long time, but Zhou Jingze of Beihang Feiyuan is waiting for someone under our dormitory. I just passed by and took a glance. It's too serious."

"My second uncle?" Hu Qianxi sneered, in an ordinary tone, "It's okay."

As soon as he finished speaking, Liang Shuang took the courier and rushed into the door, his voice excited: "Zhou Jingze is downstairs, I rely on, he is too arrogant. When people go to the station, several women will ask him. WeChat."

"But why did he come downstairs in our dormitory? Wasn't it another girl he fell in love with? He came to see you, Xixi?" Liang Shuang said.

Hu Qianxi let out a cry, then jumped off the bench, and blurted out subconsciously: "Look for me, he wants to call me is not just a phone call, he is--"

In the second half of the sentence of "Come and find which woman", Hu Qianxi glanced at the person on the right, and changed his words: "It is possible that he will do this when he is in a panic."

Xu Suiyou's black eyelashes trembled, and he continued reading without saying a word.

As soon as she finished speaking, Hu Xixi's cell phone rang. She glanced at the caller's name and walked suspiciously to the balcony to answer the call.

After a while, Hu Qianxi turned back to the bedroom and called her: "Follow."

"Um?"

"Zhou Jingze is waiting for you below." Hu Qianxi shook the communication record on the phone towards her.

As soon as Hu Qian finished speaking, the other girls in the dormitory heard one after another inhaling, and the girls exclaimed: "Zhou Jingze, he's here for you!"

"Follow me, rely on it, did Zhou Jingze fall in love with you?" Liang Shuang immediately reflected.

I knew that Zhou Jingze came to her because of that, but even after hearing Liang Shuang's joke, Xu Sui's heart still inevitably jumped wildly.

"No." Xu Sui still denied it out loud.

Immediately she looked at Hu Qianxi and was about to say "I don't want to go." Hu Qianxi took a look at her eyes immediately: "He said that if you don't go, he will wait until you get down."

Absolutely, this is indeed Zhou Jingze's style.

Xu Sui had no choice but to go downstairs. When she ran down, she saw Zhou Jingze standing not far away at the gate of the dormitory, with a lazy eyebrow. She lowered her head and pressed the phone, her dark eyebrows pressed a little bit hostile.

The girls who passed by couldn't help taking a peek at Zhou Jingze, and then blushed and talked with her companions in a low voice.

Xu Sui trot all the way to Zhou Jingze, with a layer of sweat on her smooth forehead. She was not too afraid of being watched by too many people, and subconsciously pulled Zhou Jingze's sleeves and walked under the elm tree outside the dormitory.

When the wind blew, the leaves rustled, shaking off the fine Jinhui. Zhou Jingze stood under the shadowy tree with his hands in his pockets, and a shadow fell on his shoulders.

His slender fingers grabbed his sleeves, Zhou Jingze lowered his neck, raised his eyebrows, and looked at her hand with a smile.

Xu Sui's face burned inexplicably, and immediately let go, calmed his breath and asked: "What are you looking for me?"

This sentence reminded Zhou Jingze, he smiled slightly, and said in a daunting tone: "I can't find you if I'm okay?"

Xu Sui pursed his lips and did not answer, Zhou Jingze continued to speak, biting his posterior molars:

"I called you and sent a message."

But there was no reply, and Zhou Dashao was left alone for the first time in his life.

"Did I not tell you during the Chinese New Year that the wrong message was sent because my phone was broken," Xu Sui was reluctant to advance the incident, but he said it out and explained, "I haven't returned to school yet. Buy a new phone."

After saying this, both of them were silent, and Zhou Jingze even remembered what he had done before. Xu Sui moved his toes outward and said:

"It's okay, I'm leaving now."

Xu Sui stood in front of him with his eyebrows drooped, and when he paired with this awkward face, Zhou Jingze felt that he had lighted a misfire, and he appeared to be particularly confused.

Suddenly, Zhou Jingze caught a glimpse of a dandelion on the top of her hair, her fingers hanging on her trousers, her throat felt itchy, and her fingertips moved and inserted them back into her trouser pockets.

"Okay, then you remember to go back and read the news."

"Um."

After Xu Sui went back, she still didn't buy a new mobile phone, but she planned to see the new mobile phone on the weekend, because if she didn't change the new mobile phone, her mother and grandma would not be able to get in touch with her.

But there is always a question lingering in Xu Sui's mind, what does Zhou Jingze mean, and what do you plan to make?

The next night, Xu Sui just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower. He tilted his head and wiped the dripping hair with a white towel.

Hu Qianxi handed her the phone and winked at her: "No, Zhou Jingze calls."

Xu Sui's heart tightened, and he took a tissue from the desk to clean the phone before answering the call. She walked out of the bedroom and stood on the balcony talking on the phone.

The May breeze was cool, and the stars in the sky shimmered. Looking downstairs, the girl who came back at night pulled her slippers, with a white lotus-like arm slung a white plastic bag with a few ice cream inside. The water in the pool on the first floor was very hot, and they happily passed in front of the pool.

"It's me." Zhou Jingze's muffled voice came through the earpiece.

Xu Sui put the phone on his ear and wiped his hair with a towel at the same time, replied, "Yes."

"Do you report the count?" Zhou Jingze let out a slight chuckle, and then he seemed to light a cigarette, and the lighter clicked in the earpiece.

Zhou Jingze sighed, with a grainy voice: "You come out tomorrow, don't you want to watch the game? I left you two tickets."

competition? Basketball game? ! Xu Suixin wondered when she said that she wanted to watch a basketball game. Except for Xixi, when she thought of her, Xu Sui suddenly understood what was going on.

"I didn't want to come, it was Sisi—"

In the next second, Zhou Jingze's deep and dumb voice came through the unstable radio waves, and got into Xu Sui's ears, itching and scratching:

"You take it as I want you to come."

Xu Sui wore a white cotton sling dress with two slender arms bare, and her hair was half-dried by the wind with a fluffy feel.

When the evening breeze came, she should feel hot, but at this moment, Xu Sui felt that her whole face was hot, her neck was jumping suddenly, her blood vessels were very hot, and people were also hot, so she was confused and hung up the phone. , When I returned to the bedroom and returned the phone to Hu Xixi, I forgot to settle the account with her.

He always likes this, a word can disturb her heartstrings.

At 5 o'clock in the afternoon on Sunday, Xu Sui appeared on the fountain square not far from the school on time according to the place Zhou Jingze said.

Xu Sui was standing in the fountain wearing an aqua-blue dress, and a few drops of water splashed on her calf. She walked a few steps forward, subconsciously looking around, but did not see anyone.

Xu Suizit waited, waiting until her calf was a little sour, when the fountain just stopped, she felt a little bored sitting on the flowerbed. Xu Sui decided to wait another fifteen minutes, and if anyone hadn't come yet, she would just leave.

She was in a daze, suddenly, a little girl appeared in front of her, wearing white knee socks, with beautiful curly hair and brown eyes, and asked her: "Are you sister Xu Sui?"

"I am, what's the matter?" Xu Sui answered with a smile.

The little girl was carrying her hand on her back, and she turned into a green cabbage doll. She handed it to Xu Sui. Xu Sui looked surprised, pointed his finger at himself, and asked:

"For me?"

The little girl nodded, and she said gruffly: "An older brother asked me to give it to you just now, and he still has something to ask you, but...I can't remember."

When the little girl finished speaking, she stuffed the cabbage doll into Xu Sui's arms and ran away in a hurry. There were people coming and going in the square, and Xu Sui was holding the cabbage doll, staring at it with a sad smile on his face.

It turns out he always remembered.

The feeling of being remembered is different.

Xu Sui remembered from childhood that after her father passed away because of that accident, her mother didn't want those people to stab her spine. Her education was very strict. Most of the time, she was either doing homework or reading.

Going to KTV with friends to learn badly, going out to play will make learning distracted. If you want to play skating during the holiday, Xu's mother will not blame her, but will say in a non-exhausted tone: "From now on Go again, now the most important thing is to learn."

Because of the move, after the cabbage doll was lost, Xu Sui once suggested that she wanted to buy a new one, and her mother said that she would buy one for her when she was admitted to the first three grades.

In the end, Xu Sui worked hard to get to the first three grades, and Xu's mother handed her a gift at the dinner table just as she had promised. Xu Sui was full of joy and opened it, his smile froze on his face.

The cabbage doll without her heart is a learning machine. Mother Xu looked relieved and said softly: "One by one, do you like it?"

Xu Suiben wanted to say "All I want is a doll", but when he looked up and saw the white hair in his mother's sideburns, he swallowed and said with a smile: "Well, I like it, thank you mother."

Up to now, she is in college, can get a scholarship, and is able to work as a tutor to earn money, but she never thought of buying that cabbage doll in the past.

It always feels like she still lost the baby.

But now, Zhou Jingze sent her former company to her again.

Xu Suizheng was thinking about things, and a lazy and low voice came:

"He wanted to ask, can you forgive that bastard?"

Xu Sui raised his eyes and ran into a pair of jet-black sharp eyes. Zhou Jingze was wearing a black T-shirt and standing in front of her with a bottle of ice water in his hand.

Zhou Jingze sat next to her, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip of water. His tone was very slow: "I did something wrong during the winter vacation. It was because I was overwhelmed. I thought at the time that the message was a friend from abroad. So talk without scruples."

"I know I’ve talked to the wrong person, but I’m actually very panicked. I’m just... I’m afraid that you will know another dark side of myself," Zhou Jingze laughed at himself with a frank tone. you say,"

"I apologize to you, I'm the one who made trouble."

It turned out to be like this, Xu Sui was relieved in his heart, he didn't want to hate her. After this happened, Xu Sui was sad and didn't even like himself, so he kept running away and was afraid to see him.

Not the one he likes.

After explaining the matter clearly, Xu Sui's mood was as clear as it was clear. She held the cabbage doll in front of her and shook her head at him:

"Then it's okay, just don't be aggressive with me in the future."

"No." Zhou Jingze glanced at her.

The two finally let go of their suspicions and had a meal together. Zhou Jingze sent her to the school gate and went back. After the person left, Xu Sui felt everything relaxed and at ease, and even called Hu Qianxi to accompany her to buy a mobile phone.

Xu Sui finally picked a white mobile phone and stuck the original phone card back. After returning to the bedroom at night, when Xu Suizheng planned to save his usual important contacts one by one, as soon as he turned on the phone, several missed calls appeared on the phone screen.

Xu Sui lay on the bed, clicked on it, and was stunned. It was all missed calls from Zhou Jingze, all from this time period. In fact, he has been putting down his body and actively looking for him.

Suddenly she remembered what Zhou Jingze said downstairs in the dormitory, and quickly logged into WeChat. Zhou Jingze is not a talkative person, and sent her two messages in total.

The time of the first message showed that it was the night when the wrong person happened during the winter vacation. Zhou Jingze sent a message at that time: I'm sorry.

The second message was sent when Zhou Jingze ran into her with Shi Yuejie at school, and Xu Sui escaped from him.

After Xu Sui saw the news, her cheeks became red and hot, and her breathing became unnatural. She could even imagine Zhou Jingze speaking in a casual but inexplicable tone. He said--

"Are we going to ignore me one by one?"