Confession

After the shooting, a group of people let out a sigh of relief, each shook hands and thanked each other, saying "Thank you very much." Wu Fan is responsible for sending the doctors out.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, the setting sun shone obliquely, directly hitting a corner of the base wall, showing a thin orange-red color. Xu Sui packed up his things and followed them out.

"Xu Sui." Zhou Jingze called her abruptly.

Xu Sui stopped and looked back at him. Zhou Jingze raised his hand and tugged on the tie, a throat bone was exposed, Leng Jun's face was sloppy, looking at her:

"Hair ring."

This person has always been lazy and concise, and Xu Sui immediately understood that he was asking her to return the hair tie to him. Xu Sui pursed his lips:

"Didn't you say that you picked it up on the road? It's mine if I use it."

After saying that, Xu Sui turned his head and left. Zhou Jingze took a long leg and stood in front of her three or two steps. He lowered his head, his dark eyes locked her tightly:

"One by one, that's my thing."

Xu Sui didn't understand why he was obsessed with a very ordinary hair tie. She just wanted to speak when a voice interrupted them. A student pilot ran over panting and wiped the sweat from his forehead:

"Instructor Zhou, it's okay, something happened to a student!"

Taking advantage of Zhou Jingze's distraction to deal with the matter, Xu Sui ran away.

When Zhou Jingze finished handling the matter, the base had already returned to the appearance of intense training. There was no shadow of a doctor. Only Dalong remained in the office to see the photos he took.

Zhou Jingze took out two cans of carbonated drinks from the refrigerator and threw a bottle to Dalong. He sat down with a sting, his index finger buckled the pull ring, and with a "heap", bubbles came out.

He took a sip and asked, "Is picking a photo?"

"I can't do the best for what the leader orders." Dalong played the official tone and made a set.

Zhou Jingze put down the drink and lifted his palm up: "Let me see."

Dalong handed him the camera, Zhou Jingze took it, his eyelashes lowered, and he kept pressing the play button with his thumb, looking at it like a horse.

When I saw a group photo, my eyes stopped: "You pass this photo to me."

Dalong took a look. It was the photo taken by the doctors just now. He turned on the Bluetooth and sent it to Zhou Jingze's cell phone.

"Instructor Zhou, what do you want the photo for?" Da Long was a little puzzled.

Zhou Jingze clicked "Receive", stared at the group photo in front of him, clicked with his thumb to capture, and intercepted Xu Suijing's smiling photo, as if talking to himself, he hummed a little:

"I can't ask for compensation."

On the way back, Xu Suiyou foreseeable bought a pack of Huamei at the base convenience store. The car drove all the way along the ring road, and the sunset on the opposite side of the mountain had completely sunk, leaving only a little afterglow.

Colleague Han Mei happened to be sitting next to her. She pushed Xu Sui's arm and asked, "Hey, Doctor Xu, what is your relationship with the captain?"

"I--"

"When I was taking the photo, I was standing next to you. I felt that something was wrong between the two of you. There was an atmosphere that I couldn't describe." Han Mei said bluntly, "Don't you say that there is nothing to do with you, who is it? You can't fool me, a married woman."

When Xu Sui's tongue touched her right cheek, Yumei, she rolled to the other side, her cheeks sour: "Ex-boyfriend."

"Let me just say it, I said that he looks at you differently, so he brings entanglement and desire." Han Mei saw too much at the eight o'clock stall, and this kind of proprietary name opened his mouth.

Xu Sui twitched the corner of her mouth and didn't answer. Han Mei saw that she didn't want to continue talking and turned to watch her own TV series. The car drove forward slowly, she looked out the window, and after a while, she raised her hand and pulled the hair tie tied behind her head.

She held the hair tie and stared at it for a while. The hair tie was a bit old, with an off-white satin surface, exuding a shell-like luster in the sun.

If I remember correctly, this is her hair circle. It should be Xu Sui who left at his house when the two were together.

It's been five or six years, what do you keep.

Xu Sui turned his head and looked out the window. The rows of trees outside the car window moved back quickly, his thoughts were dazed, only when he had a habit of collecting old things.

——

Xu Sui thought that he went to teach at the AVIC flight training base and cooperated with the propaganda. This incident was over. I didn't know that the deputy director came to the door again and asked her to go to the base to teach flight students once a week, for a total of two months.

"Director, I really can't go away. Would you like to find someone else?" Xu Sui replied.

The deputy director carried his hands on his back and said with a smile: "You can go to bed every Friday afternoon, and you can also arrange it according to your time. Silly boy, I am reducing the burden on you so that you don't have to do everything on your own. It’s okay for young people to go out to class."

Xu Suiyouku couldn't say it, and his tone was helpless: "I still don't want to—"

"That's it." The deputy director waved his hand and motioned to her not to go any further.

Xu Sui had to bite the bullet and accept this task. People are like this, the more you want to escape, the more you will meet. Xu Sui finally added Zhou Jingze's WeChat.

After all, he is the instructor, the person in charge of the base, what happened, Xu Sui wanted to communicate with him as soon as possible.

After adding Zhou Jingze's WeChat, he didn't take the initiative to harass anything, but just lay quietly on her list. After work on Friday, Xu Sui and his colleagues had dinner together, and didn't get home until ten o'clock in the evening.

After getting home to wash, Xu Sui lay down on the bed with a warm lamp beside her bed. She was lying on her side and habitually brushing the circle of friends before going to bed. Suddenly, she saw Zhou Jingze posted a dynamic video with the word: sorrow.

Xu Suidian took a look at it, and it turned out to be 1017. It was lying on a white table. In the video, Zhou Jingze was teasing it with a cat stick and did not move.

It lay there softly, the whole person was very tired, his eyes were dizzy, and he didn't have much energy.

Xu Sui noticed that it had lost a tooth, and the orange hair around its lips and nose had also turned white. Zhou Jingze kept touching it with his hands, 1017 lay there with his eyes closed.

1017 has really become an old cat.

Zhou Jingze rarely made any news and exploded many people. Xu Sui looked at it one by one, and gradually became uncomfortable in his heart.

Hu Qianxi: [1017 is so pitiful. Waiting for me to come back from the African savannah, the first one to visit is it! 】

Z back: [Heh]

Liu: [It's so pitiful. When I finish the flight, I will buy 1017 its favorite canned cat food, the most expensive one. 】

Z back: [Don't, it can't eat it now. 】

Xu Sui was concerned about the situation of 1017 and asked: [Is it sick? 】

Zhou Jingze quickly replied: [Well, I am old, there is something wrong with my heart. 】

Li Yang even appeared in the comments and said: [Oh, you also have a cat. My friend has a blue and white one, which is too cute. Recently, it seems that I have a cub. I want to give you one, just to be your cat companion. . 】

Xu Sui's original sad mood was partially diluted. Zhou Jingze didn't reply to him. If the other party was an acquaintance, he would definitely reply to the word "stupid".

She still couldn't accept the 1017 becoming sick, she always remembered it in her heart, and couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning. Suddenly, the screen of the phone on the bedside table lights up.

Xu Sui took out his mobile phone and turned on the screen. It was Zhou Jingze who responded with a message: [Video? 】

In the next second, he added another sentence: [Look at the cat. 】

Xu Sui thought for a while and typed out a word: [Okay. 】

The other party sent a video request, and Xu Sui clicked to accept it. Zhou Jingze's jaw swayed, and then 1017 appeared in front of the camera. It turned to Xu Sui and looked straight ahead blankly.

"1017, see who it is?"

There was a sound from the outside of the video, and a hand with distinct blue veins touched the back of its neck, signaling 1017 to look at the camera.

1017 turned his head reluctantly, and saw Xu Sui's eyes sluggish for a second in the lens, and Xu Sui tentatively called it: "1017."

The familiar voice awakened the old cat, 1017 "meow", like a huge scream in the chest, the originally dilated pupils were lighted, and he kept pulling the ipad with his paws and calling at the screen.

It always remembers her.

Xu Sui's nose was sore that he almost didn't shed tears. At the beginning, she went too decisively, and in order to clean up with Zhou Jingze, she didn't even want 1017.

In fact, it has always been her cruel.

When I saw it in the abandoned back garden of the school, it was still such a small one. The little meow screamed at her. When I saw her, he licked her palms from time to time.

Xu Suihe spent half an hour on the 1017 video, and finally it couldn't hold it, and fell asleep on the table with drooping eyelids. After the cat fell asleep, Xu Sui also hung up the video.

The next day, when Xu Sui woke up, the sun just hit the bed, she got up and threw the clothes in the dirty laundry basket into the washing machine, and also cleaned the inside and outside of the house.

Xu Suiyu took the slippers and walked to the balcony, and took the watering can to water the rows of small succulents and some green plants on the balcony. Pouring it, her phone made a "ding" sound, indicating that WeChat was coming in.

Xu Sui put the spray bottle aside and clicked on WeChat. It was a message from Zhou Jingze.

Z: [I will take 1017 to see a doctor in the afternoon, do you want to go together? 】

She wanted to see 1017, after all, it was very old.

Xu Sui typed in the dialog box and deleted it, and the phone kept showing that the other party was typing. Zhou Jingze seemed to see her hesitation, with a lazy scorn in his tone:

[In broad daylight, you don't think I will do to you in broad daylight, do you? To do it is also at night. 】

The other party is typing: [Just watching the cat. 】

Xu Sui finally replied: [Okay, I will also bring anti-wolf spray. 】

Zhou Jingze came back at six points: [...]

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Zhou Jingze appeared at the door of Xu Sui's house on time. The window was half lowered. He saw Xu Sui at a glance and raised his head and slammed his horn.

From a distance, Xu Sui wore a haze blue shirt skirt, revealing a section of fair and shiny calf, striped silk scarf tied his hair behind his head, light makeup, thin eyebrows and red lips, and a moving temperament.

When Xu Sui opened the car door, a faint fragrance floated in. Zhou Jingze stared at her for a moment, and his throat dried up.

"What about the cat?" Xu Sui raised two thin eyebrows when he saw him in a trance.

Zhou Jingze gave a light cough and raised his chin at her: "In the pet bag."

Upon seeing this, Xu Sui took the cat out of his bag and carried it to the back seat of the car. 1017 Lying on Xu Sui's lap was still uncomfortable at first. Later, I don't know if I recognized Xu Sui, and licked her palm vigorously, making people a little more lively.

Zhou Jingze started the car throughout the whole process. Ever since Xu Sui hugged the cat, he has been teasing and playing with it, treating him as air, as if he had forgotten his existence.

The whole process didn't separate a look.

He Zhou Jingze also had a neglected day.

Not long after playing, 1017 fell asleep soon after he was getting older. Xu Sui held it, and when the cat fell asleep, he realized that the car was terribly quiet.

An awkward atmosphere spread in the air.

Xu Sui discovered that Zhou Jingze was driving this big G. It seemed that he should have repaired the car. She said that she went through the procedure before, and no one came to see her, and Zhou Jingze didn't settle accounts with her either.

I want to survive.

Xu Sui thought about how much to lose, and asked, "How much did you spend on repairing that car—"

Zhou Jingze drove the car, slowly holding out a number.

Xu Sui was silent immediately. Zhou Jingze put his distinct fingers on the steering wheel, slammed on the gas pedal, turned left, and he spoke again, in a loose tone:

"Tsk, repairing the car has overdrawn all the money I saved to marry a daughter-in-law."

"It's like losing a wife indirectly."

Maybe it’s not right to pick it up, and it’s not to pick it up. After thinking for a long time, he said sincerely: "Should I introduce you a girlfriend?"

As soon as the voice fell, Zhou Jingze stepped on the accelerator abruptly, and the tires quickly rubbed the ground. With a sound, the car made a sharp emergency brake, which was very ear-piercing.

Xu Sui was impacted by inertia, hugged the cat's head and knocked on the front seat, 1017 almost jumped off in fright.

The car stopped, Xu Sui touched his head and looked out, and he had arrived at the pet hospital. She raised her hand to open the door, and found that Zhou Jingze had locked the door and remained motionless.

Zhou Jingze picked up the cigarette case from the center console, took out a cigarette, bit it in his mouth, lowered his head, lit the cigarette, the orange-red firework went out, and a puff of gray smoke came out from his thin lips, and the whole body exuded low air pressure.

Xu Sui held the cat and said, "You open the door."

With a "di" sound, the car lock was unlocked, Xu Sui reached out to drive the door, she got out, and when she was about to close the car door, Zhou Jingze didn't look at her, smoking a cigarette and looking straight ahead, his face was heavy, and he bit the back slot. Ya, laughed: "Xu Sui, you can really do it."

Introduce a girlfriend to an ex-boyfriend, she is the only one.

In response to Zhou Jingze, there was a moment of silence, and Xu Sui closed the car door with a "bang".

Zhou Jingze got out of the car after smoking a cigarette. The two went up the steps shoulder to shoulder, Zhou Jingze opened the glass door to let her go in, and the front desk staff immediately greeted her: "Hello, do you have an appointment?"

"Yes." Zhou Jingze responded.

"Thank you for the appointment number," the staff member said.

Zhou Jingze took out his cell phone and whispered out a series of numbers. The staff entered the phone number in front of the computer and found the appointment information, and said: "Ah, the two are 1017 parents. Please go straight and turn right to the second floor. The doctor is inside."

After speaking, the staff handed over a number plate.

Xu Sui subconsciously explained: "I am not—"

"Go in, it will be late in a while." Zhou Jingze took the number plate, glanced to the left, and interrupted her.

A nurse walked out to lead them upstairs, Xu Sui had to hold back the explanation, and followed behind.

Xu Sui walked into the pet doctor's office with 1017. The doctor first checked the cat's heart and other physical conditions, and then gave it an infusion.

When the needle was on the back of the cat's neck, it screamed, struggling, and obviously resisted the injection. Xu Sui had no choice but to calm it down with a gentle voice: "Goodbye."

"Does it hurt, 1017, I'll blow it to you in a while."

Zhou Jingze lifted his eyes and looked over, just in time to see Xu Suitian's side face, with broken hair falling from his forehead, whispering softly. Suddenly, my heart twitched.

It's a scene he hasn't seen in a long time.

1017 gradually relaxed under her comfort, and was too obedient in Xu Sui's arms. After the infusion, Xu Sui carefully consulted 1017's dietary precautions and how to take care of it.

The doctor touched 1017's head and said, "This is how the cat is getting old. It has many illnesses. You have to accompany it."

Zhou Jingze came over, teased his beard with a finger, and said, "It will."

The nurse wiped 1017's feet with a wet tissue and some dirty areas on his face. They cleaned up and talked to them: "You are 1017's mom and dad. They look so good, and the feelings are so good. Otherwise, this cat I won’t be raised by you for so long..."

Xu Sui knew it was impolite to interrupt someone, but she still couldn't hear it, and interrupted aloud: "We are not a boyfriend or girlfriend. This cat was raised by him alone."

The nurse stopped moving, with an embarrassed expression on her face. Zhou Jingze looked at her steadily. Regardless of the eyes that fell on her, Xu Sui smiled at the nurse with a soft voice: "We can't delay our finding each other."

This was the first time. After the reunion, Xu Sui formally expressed his attitude, frank and straightforward.

Also draw a line between the two.

The nurse felt the undercurrent surging between the two of them. She awkwardly cast her gaze to the tall man aside. Zhou Jingze put her hands in her trouser pockets, her eyelashes drooped, covering her emotions, and she smiled casually:

"Listen to her."

After seeing the cat, the two went out. Zhou Jingze pointed to the bench next to the corridor, and his magnetic voice sounded: "Sit for a while, I'll smoke two cigarettes."

Xu Sui nodded and sat down with the cat in her arms. She looked up and saw Zhou Jingze walking to the corridor smoking area and standing at the window smoking. His back looked cold and silent, and she didn't know what was thinking.

He drew a bit fiercely, one by one, with sharp lines on his side, like a completely cut ice cube. Suddenly, a violent wind blew, Zhou Jingze bowed slightly, was choked, and coughed violently.

Zhou Jingze raised his hand to close the window, the sound of the wind stopped, and the cigarette **** slammed on the lid of the stainless steel trash can, and he was scalded to darkness.

He turned and walked towards Xu Sui, came to her, and said, "Let's go."

When the two walked out of the hospital, it was already dark, the aisles were bustling, and the lights were on. Zhou Jingze glanced at the time and asked, "Shall we go for a meal?"

"No, I still have information to go back and organize." Xu Sui shook his head.

Zhou Jingze twitched at the corner of his mouth, without speaking, anyone could hear that this was an excuse Xu Sui asked for. He didn't say anything, he took out the car key from his trouser pocket and lifted his chin:

"go."

This time Xu Sui was sitting in the passenger seat, because she got out of the car first, and 1017 had to stay next to him so that Zhou Jingze could look at it.

The car drove forward smoothly. Zhou Jingze didn't take the initiative to speak anymore. He put his hands on the steering wheel and looked straight ahead in silence. Xu Sui didn't know what to say and was speechless all the way. Later, she was bored and raised her hand to turn on the music.

Finally broke the silence.

The car arrived at the door of Xu Sui's house after driving for about forty minutes. She let out a long sigh, and finally arrived, the atmosphere in the car was too depressing.

Xu Sui unfastened his seat belt and said, "I'll go home first, and you should rest earlier."

"Xu Sui." Zhou Jingze suddenly called to her.

"Huh?" Xu Suizheng unfastened his seat belt and looked up at him, Qing Lingling's eyes filled with doubts.

Zhou Jingze was playing with a silver lighter in his hand, and the tinder box "slapped", the flame burst, and the mole on the tiger's mouth was abstinent and sultry.

The fire was extinguished, and he lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

The stereo in the car was turned on very loudly, and Stefanie Sun sang:

"Self-esteem often drags people down and turns love into twists and turns."

With a "pop", the flame went out, and he put the lighter back on the center console. The surrounding cars whizzed by, and the taillights flashed and dimmed.

Zhou Jingze's face was half in the shadows, and the car was dark. Xu Sui couldn't see his expression clearly. He could not help but cough. Because he had smoked a few cigarettes before, his voice was a little hoarse when he opened his mouth. , Twitched the corners of his mouth, closed his eyes, and seemed to compromise:

"I miss you for a long time."

Xu Sui was startled, his dark eyelashes trembled, and he leaned back on the back of his chair and looked at the one-way street opposite the window. The cars drove one after another, and then disappeared into the night, as if they never looked back.

Zhou Jingze, with such a proud personality, said that he missed her one day after the reunion. Is it true? After all, when the two of them were together, she had a real and single-minded love for him, and the pampering in his eyes was also true.

Xu Sui looked ahead and asked him: "Do you remember the ball we bet on. I bet any person, but he actually beat Neymar, the number one player all year round."

Zhou Jingze remembered. He lost and finally changed his Moments Moments personality signature to a dash. His voice was hoarse: "Remember."

Xu Sui turned his head to look at him: "I won on the 16th. At that time, I said something, if there is a will, it will be done."

"Where there is a will, it can be done, but love is not."