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Episode 65: In a True Meaning

"Well, even if you weren't playing, you weren't doing well with your family, so either way, if you weren't..."

Nakajima Blur said, laughing brightly at his heels and unnatural position.

... What the hell is that?

"Are you okay with that?"

When I realized it, those words were spilling out of my mouth at will.

"I don't care about Kajika because she's a bright, healthy girl who doesn't look back on her past."

"I'm listening to Nakajima Blur, not Nakajima."

To Nakajima Blur, who says cheerfully, I ask.

The area around my chest is very tight.

"… I don't know. I don't know what I think anymore when I'm like this."

After showing a slightly contemplative gesture, Nakajima Blur replied as nothing.

There was nothing particularly troubling about it, and she just asked me and thought about it, but I don't know.

I can't feel any sentiment there, and it looks as if my emotions are fundamentally falling out.

I really wonder what this guy is talking about.

I felt like I couldn't help myself there.

On the surface, he looked like he was laughing or thinking, and felt a chiggle that didn't come with the actual contents at all.

"... that's what I think, not what I think, but what I think I feel on my own."

"But nothing's bothering me as it is now."

My words, squeezed out at last, were soon truncated by Nakajima's blushing, adorable smile.

There may be no problem with Nakajima blur even as it is now.

But somehow I was sexually angry about it.

"You are. But I'm in trouble. Because I don't know who you are, I don't know what you're after, and even if you say what you're after, I don't trust you because it seems like you have a different purpose."

It was a completely personal argument.

But I couldn't help but say that.

"Well, General, how can we be satisfied with Sunshine?"

Nakajima Blur says in a bit of a relief.

I thought about it when they told me.

I don't know what I want him to do.

But the answer came right away.

"Be friends with me"

"It's already here."

As soon as I say it, I get back to you, but that's not what I'm trying to say.

"No, I want to be friends with Nakajima Blur." I can talk to you about family matters and relationships, and even if I can't give you effective advice, I can ask you for foolishness. "

I didn't seem like any other person to listen to Nakajima Blur.

Even if he is not at all distressed by the situation where Nakajima Blur is located, I am in pain.

So, on my own, I want to induce Nakajima Blur into what I think is a "decent" situation, and in the end, it's a selfish ego.

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And after a period of silence, Nakajima Blur asked with a strange tilt in his neck.

"No! No, it may have seemed like he was trying to dictate to the other person's weakness that it was the current flow, but it wasn't!

For the first time since I was pointed out, my words and actions did seem like that and snapped.

"Simply, you can't leave something alone. I'm a pretty complicated home environment, too, and I don't think it's human resources."

I excuse myself for trying to solve a misunderstanding, but it sounds kind of like an excuse.

"... even the + Preades + thing didn't seem like someone else."

"To?"

But the words that came back were unexpected to me.

"For example, I can smell people who do things with respect to everyone, and people who do things to play their characters."

Saying so, Blur Nakajima rose from her seat and came all the way to me.

Fished by it, I sit still too, but sit back to face Nakajima blur.

"So I felt like if we were playing + Preades + in the same way, we could make sense of each other's affairs and be real friends."

A tongue around my clavicle and a slight index finger grasp says Nakajima Blur.

I'm laughing with a crying face.

I can't say well, but at that time, I intuitively felt something like a desire for Nakajima Kazuru himself.

I'm sure Nakajima Blur wanted company.

"I don't know, did you even bother hiring a detective because you wanted a friend who could tell the truth?

"'Cause if I didn't, he wouldn't have talked to me as a general."

If I uttered the suspicion that came to my mind, it was returned as if I was obstinate for some reason.

Well, I was prepared to do everything possible to deceive you.

"I'd like you to talk to me as Nakajima Blur, not Nakajima Blur."

"Honestly, when I normally talk about talking in this tone all the time, I just feel uncomfortable."

It was rejected that if I suggested that I should do something about the tone first, it would rather play myself anew.

"Then what happened when you changed your character?"

"I don't really feel uncomfortable with that because I create a new character that I play completely in my brain and then I play it."

"I think it's the wrong place to feel uncomfortable."

I was frightened again.

Or I was worried about the thoroughness of not speaking a normal word at all until I stopped feeling uncomfortable.

"General Qing feels uncomfortable speaking in a woman's language when playing Suzuru?

"Absolutely. Rather, it's more resistant to be a vegetarian talking in front of a guy who doesn't know who he is"

I answered instantly.

I don't know what to say. In my case, I have a stronger desire to protect the image I created than discomfort or shame.

Maybe that's because there are places in me that seem to be somewhat different from the vegetarian self.

"That's what it is."

"No, isn't it the case with me and you......?

Sometimes I feel like I'm pulling my thoughts from someone who's better, but it's not enough to lose sight of who I was.

The protest was dismissed as different, and I had such an interaction for a while, and eventually I broke it.

That's how me and Nakajima Blur became friends that day, perhaps, in a true sense.

Drinking craft tea that smelled like completely chilled jasmine, I remembered and asked how I knew immediately when I was reunited with Inari at the coffee shop.

Said he didn't see it from me, but Inari seemed rather suspicious and suspicious at the time.

So he was cautious because he thought that he was an avid fan or stalker of Kazuka + Preades +.

At that time, Yuli remembered hearing that Inari was dating + Preades + now, and she thought it might be Inari, and if she looked closely, she felt like she couldn't even say Inari in her outfit and her age, so she called out thoughtfully.

In other words, it was due to Inari's overwhelming low tailing skills.

Well, if you think about that and this in high school, it's natural to be wary of Nakajima Blur.

I thought it was a mess, but I didn't hate it when I thought it was something that worried me.

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