Demonic Hero

A bit exhausted by today's situation, I entered the room.I was carrying a rather large bag of knives. Which I have put on the dresser at the door for now. My room was not very big. I only had a double bed, dresser and wardrobe. It wasn't much, but I chose it not for the furniture but because of the balcony. Which came out from the back of the orphanage and allowed my to enter the orphanage safely and undetectably from the outside.

After putting the knives onto the dresser, I lay down flat on my bed. However, before I did it, I hid my wingsby means of a mixture of black and white energy. Because they disturb me while sleeping.

Once I lay down comfortably on the bed, I began my reflexion.

I had many things to think about, but I decided to start with what worried me the most. And it was my psyche, it's quite complicated. Considering my triple personality. So triple. You heard right. Although this human feelings is very small. I have social models, but they are less and less important to me. With each of my next "struggles", the prevailing laws and norms cease to matter to me. When it comes to human feelings that have disappeared or say, I stopped using them. These are feelings such as pity or remorse. Although I use the latter sometimes, but not in the fight against sinners.It is mainly used to remind me of small things, such as I made a child angry and through this feeling I felt the need to compensate him.

The other two parts of my personality are easier to describe. They are divided into demonic and angelic. Demonic is mainly about bad emotions, but not entirely. Because for no particular reason, even in a critical state of rage, I won't hurt a person who didn't do anything to me. But as the demonic side of my personality dominates, it becomes sadistic and ruthless. There are no mental restrictions for me, only the punishment of the person is important. Nothing more. And when it comes to the basis on which I impose penalties, it's hard to say. Ideas for punishing a person come to me almost subconsciously. Although the idea of ​​punishing Victor, the feelings of the victims was my conscious idea. And the ironic way of performance came on its own after looking at Victor's weapon.

For now, I can only say enough about the demonic side.

And when it comes to me selfhood Angel, this is something that he tries to unravel himself. It's even more complicated than demonic. Angelic side is based on good emotions. Such as kindness, kindness and love and the like. When the Angel side dominates, she becomes a nice and calm person. It's a little difficult to describe, it just exudes goodness and life.

However, having three personalities does not mean that I am three different people depending on the situation. No, by no means. I'm just a somewhat complicated person who at some times becomes more impulsive or calm. However, it is still me and only me. And it is a bit scary for me, because it means that I enjoy punishing evil and enjoy with punishing. Which is probably not normal. Hehehe. But what I care about is important that with every "punished villain and every person saved, this world is a better place."

Another thing that intrigued me is the very nature of my power. Seriously When during one of the smaller actions I had recently it was like one of the criminals I caught. He fired a series with rifle at me and what surprised me then, the bullets were unable to penetrate my skin. Nor even leave the slightest trace. Just after contact with my skin, the projectiles flattened. Because they could not break through and came across resistance that they could not overcome.It was accompanied only by a specific feeling that was in some way pleasant. I already know why in movies on yt. Superman keeps smiling during such situations.

After indestructibility, because I think that's it for now. There is my strength and speed. When it comes to strength, I don't know my limit yet. Seriously, all the things related to demonstrating strength were not a problem for me. For example, once during one of my "walks around the city" I stopped the speeding train with one hand. Of course, to save some innocent person.But the action lasted about a few minutes and was probably not worth the attention. A few people took a picture of me but what's up.

It's similar with the speed, which I can't measure at the moment. I don't own any treadmill or anything similar. Although it happened once that I tried to check my speed. I found a long stretch of road that was empty and had a radar. (Speed ​​meter on the streets that takes pictures and then you get a mandate by mail;)) However, when at full or rather at the maximum speed that I was able to do at that time. The radar couldn't stand it and it just overheated and started to smoke heavily. So I ended up calling the service anonymously. (Not the police but those from electric poles, traffic lights and the like.)And I ran away.

When it comes to new uses of white and black energy in addition to what I have explained recently. It's a fact that I could create knives. Which is probably something extraordinary. I not creating something out of nothing. I'm not with God, just from what I understand I have transformed a mixture of black and white energy in matter. And it took a lot of effort from me. Well, when I was creating this knife, I almost subconsciously used the knowledge about the construction of this knife. Thank God for Jackob and his lectures on knives. (A friend from college who runs a hunting shop.) When we meet, I will apologize for secretly complaining about his strange fascination with blacksmithing, and naming him from Blacksmiths.I will never laugh at anyone's fascination and hobby again. Because they can be useful.

It promises to be a lot of reading and learning on these topics. So creating clothes and the like will have to wait. And you had to go to biology or chemistry studies. It's too late, hard.

Another new thing that I discovered are the healing properties of white energy. I don't know how, but somehow I not only healed Amela's wounds but also restored her eyesight. Which can be counted as a miracle. I have to master it, because if I master it I will help children from the orphanage and many others. But it in the future.

But when I was about to lie aside and sleep. My attention was caught by the newspaper on the corner of the bed. Probably Anna or one of the children brought me one. Because the newspaper was up to date, and what I bought earlier were not current today.

I just had to throw the newspaper aside and sleep, but the cover caught my attention. It was interestingly designed and I wanted to read it right away. The cover has been divided in half, from opposite ends from the upper left to the lower right. The first half introduced me when at the last minute I saved a woman from a collision with a speeding truck. The picture was taken in a perfect moment, because it was visible to me holding a woman in her arms and a truck that would hit would a woman.

The other half was a bit dark. Because she introduced me when he punished some murderer. Because he presents a fragment in which I kill him in a very ironic way for him.The title of the article matched very well. And it sounded: ,, "Ultor" a new super hero or a new super villain. Or maybe something completely new? "

This article presents my achievements to date doc.u.mented by a journalist. The more heroic and the less. The article tried to describe me as a hero or not. But finally at the end of the article after the testimonies of witnesses. Which were interesting, he concluded, saying: "He is not a hero or a villain. He is the guardian of Gotham, who protects innocent people really, and not as a show how some heroes do so by sending criminals to the prison from which he usually escapes. "

I really liked the way this journalist wrote, mainly because he wrote the truth, which is rare. I am grateful to him, so I wanted to check his name. Because usually the newspapers say who the author of the article or who took the picture. However, only what I found is the nickname the journalist used. And he signed the photos and the article with the nickname: "PRLXThanatos". I won't tell he have interesting nickname, but it helped me a lot my effigy person in the society of Gotham. And he came up with an interesting nickname "Ultor", after all, each hero has one and I'm glad that I also have my own. [Author: And I would like to thank him for add many good ideas related to MC. Thanks to your comments, I also came up with some good ideas. So thanks. Of course, others also helped a lot and gave good ideas. Thank you them too.]

It was quite late so I put the newspaper aside and went to sleep.