Every Day I Sleep, My Soul Goes Out of My Body

The main house of the Xi family is not in Yunlang City, because Xi Baichen left that year and Grandpa Xi bought real estate in all the cities he had visited. After that, house prices rose sharply. Although the relationship between the two did not ease, the family business expanded significantly. For real estate alone, analysts can rank among the top five in the country.

Xi Baichen finally chose to settle in Yunlang City, and Grandpa Xi also moved to this city.

As the car drove into Jingshan Villa, the old butler who had received the information immediately greeted him.

"Master, welcome home." The old housekeeper wrinkled his face with a smile.

Xi Bai Chen nodded indifferently, walked straight into the living room, and asked, "Where is the old man?"

"Master rests in the room, I will take you there." The old butler led the two upstairs.

"Master, Master Bai Chen and Master Zinuo are here." The old butler knocked on the door.

"Come in." An old voice came from inside the door.

The old butler opened the door and bowed aside.

Xi Baichen stepped in and looked up at the old man who was leaning on the bed to read. His temples were white and his face was wrinkled. The eyes behind the reading glasses were piercing and blush, not like being sick.

"Sit down." Grandpa Xi's expression was calm, but his fingers trembling slightly while holding the book.

Xi Baichen did not move, but Xi Zinuo sat down cleverly and said with a grin, "Grandpa is in good spirits today."

"It's okay." Grandpa Xi's gaze fell on Baichen Xi, as if he had something to say, but he didn't know where to start.

The two looked at each other and the atmosphere was embarrassing.

[Lao Bai, isn't it tired to stand? The voice of the rice grain interrupted Xi Baichen's stalemate.

Bai Chen stepped forward and sat down on the sofa chair not far away.

Upon seeing this, Grandpa Analysis flashed a touch of excitement in his eyes, his lips moved a few times, and said: "Asshole boy, do you remember me as an old man?"

Bai Chen's eyes were sharp, and he was about to ridicule, but he listened to Mi Li said: [Finally know where your poisonous tongue comes from, you don't know how to chat with your grandparents. 】

Bai Chen vented his momentum and closed his mouth.

"Cough, grandpa." Xi Zinuo interrupted, "Don't say that, Brother Xi still cares about you."

"Huh, he will care about me?" Grandpa Xi looked disdainful, and the corners of his mouth were not raised.

Rice grains: [Another arrogant arrogant person. 】

Analysis of Bai Chen: What does the word "you" mean?

"Grandpa, is your body okay? What did the doctor say?" Xi Zinuo was worried that the two would quarrel with each other, and quickly changed the subject.

"What can I say? When I get older, minor illnesses and pains are inevitable." Grandpa Xi replied calmly.

Mi Li probably knew from the diagnosis and treatment report that Grandpa Xia had Parkinson's syndrome, but the world is not called by this name, but the pathology is the same.

This is a slowly progressive neurological degeneration disease, which occurs mostly in elderly people over 60. It is not fatal, but it will affect normal exercise. There is no complete cure, and it can only be relieved by drugs.

Grandpa Xi always pays attention to health preservation and is always watched by people around him. It is no wonder that Bai Chen Xi is not nervous at all after reading the diagnosis and treatment report.

"Since there is nothing serious, then I will leave first." Xi Baichen got up and prepared to leave.

Grandpa Analyst said in a hot voice: "Smelly boy, it's all here, you don't even want to eat a meal with the old man?"

"Can't eat it." Xi Baichen didn't give a bit of face.

Grandpa Xi was so angry that his liver hurts, and he asked, "After so many years, when will you still be angry with me?"

Xi Baichen raised his eyes to look at him, and said calmly: "I didn't breathe with you, I just want to live by myself in peace and stability."

"But you are after all the blood of our Analyst family, and this kinship cannot be cut off." Grandpa Analyst eased his tone.

"Isn't the tragedy of that year caused by your "Analysis Family Bloodline"?" Xi Baichen's eyes were bottomless, and he couldn't see any emotions.

Grandpa Xi's face was ugly. After a while, he suddenly passed the book in his hand towards Bai Chen, and shouted: "Go away, get out of here!"

Xi Baichen turned sideways, letting the book fall on his shoulders, and then stepped out of the room without hesitation. The voice of Xi Zinuo comforting the old man was heard faintly behind him.

"Grandpa, don't be angry. You don't know how stubborn your brother is. If he can come back to see you today, it means he has loosened..."

Xi Bai Chen went straight downstairs and walked towards the gate in silence.

Mi Li was curious, but her desire to survive made her quiet as a chicken.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Xi Baichen leaned against the door, lit a cigarette, smoking while waiting for the housekeeper to arrange the car.

[You haven't smoked for a long time. 】

Analyzing Bai Chen's action, he flicked the cigarette out with his fingers and held it in his mouth at will.

[Can I ask? 】

"There is nothing I can't ask." Xi Baichen said with a cigarette in his pocket, with one hand in his pocket, looking at the sky, in a flat tone, "My mother and my father are childhood sweethearts and have a good relationship. They agreed to get married after graduating from college. But, When my mother received the admission notice from the university, she found out that she was pregnant. She was only 18 years old at the time and wanted to go to university. Her father also supported her, but grandpa strongly opposed it."

Mi Li thought she had guessed the plot later, but she didn't expect the facts to be more complicated than she thought.

Bai Chen sighed deeply and continued: "Father, for the sake of his mother, despite his grandfather's opposition, he insisted on taking her to an abortion. However, on the way to the hospital, there was a car accident, and his father used his body to protect his mother and died. The mother was seriously injured and admitted to the hospital. After waking up, she didn't remember anything, but the fetus in her abdomen was safe and sound."

Rice grains: 【……】

Xi Baichen sneered: "So, grandfather told a big lie in order to preserve the blood of the X family. He told his mother that the child is Xia Chengyan. Xia Chengyan is the eldest son of grandfather, and my biological father's elder brother is also my uncle."

"My uncle already had a girlfriend who was talking about marriage, but because of this lie, my grandfather was forced to marry him and forced him to marry my mother. My mother was so embarrassed that she lost the opportunity to go to university. Married to a man she thought she loved so much."

"But a lie is a lie. My uncle has no feelings for his mother. He just takes care of his younger brother's wife and children out of responsibility. My mother feels his alienation and feels restless every day. When she is about to give birth, she regains her memory, and everything in reality completely collapses her. The beloved person dies, the dream is gone, the marriage is based on lies, and her life begins the moment she recovers her memory and ends."

Mi Li can't imagine how painful my mother was at that time.

"She gave birth to me in despair. She suffered a severe mental blow and suffered from postpartum depression." Xi Baichen paused here when he said that the past memories were used from the tide, making him feel throbbing pains.

The mother who suffered from postpartum depression, sometimes sober and sometimes fuzzy, almost killed him several times. The suffocation of being submerged in water, the pain of being pinched on the neck, the fear of being thrown down the stairs... His childhood was like a movie, brutal and bloody.

It wasn't until his mother committed suicide that his life gradually returned to peace. However, the biological parents are gone, the uncle remarried, and the analysis family has a new child.

Xi Baichen in this home is like a shadow, completely different from Xi Zinuo, who lives in the sun and is happy.

He was full of resentment towards the grandfather who caused all this, and he couldn't forgive himself. Because of his existence, he hurt his father, mother, uncle, and those loved by his uncle.

Therefore, he left the Analyst and lived alone. After so many years, the pain and resentment in his heart gradually faded, leaving nothing but nothing.

[Don't be sad, you have me now. ] The voice of the rice grains pulled Xi Baichen back from the memory, [and Xiaobai, we all love you~~]

Analyzing Bai Chen's eyes drooping slightly, he asked faintly: "How much love is there?"

[Love is abnormal! 】

Analysis of Bai Chen: Very good, very powerful.

"Master..." The old butler walked over and said embarrassedly, "The car at home has broken down, why don't you want to stay for a light meal and go with Master Zinuo later?"

Rice grains: [Uncle Butler really can't lie. 】

Xi Baichen didn't reply, turned and walked into the living room. The old housekeeper thought he had decided to stay, with a surprise look on his face, but then saw that he caught Xi Zinuo who came out of the room and took out the car key from his pocket.

"I drove your car away, you come back to my house to get it." Xi Baichen shook the key and walked out of the villa without looking back.

"Hey, you really don't stay for dinner?" Xizinuo hurried to catch up.

Xi Baichen got into the car with Xiaobai in his arms, waved at him, started the engine and left.

"Wait, Grandpa's medical report..."

Xi Baichen could no longer hear the words behind Shi Zinuo. His face was as sinking as water, quietly looking at the road ahead. Although he agreed to come and meet the old man, he still couldn't get along with him normally.

What he said to the old man just now was not an excuse. He just wanted to live a peaceful life, and didn't want to turn himself into a pitiful and miserable worm. He knew that the old man didn't give up because of guilt. But the tragedy has already been caused, and no matter what you do, he can't make up, and he doesn't care about his make up.

[Lao Bai...] A gentle call rang in his ears.

When Bai Chen turned his head, he suddenly saw a figure gradually taking shape in front of his eyes, turning from virtual to real, and finally condensed into his beloved girl.

This is the first time Xi Baichen has seen the transformation of millet, the stars are dazzling, making people unable to look away.

"How are you..."

Mi Li turned his head to look at him: "Because you are calling me."

Bai Chen retracted his gaze and looked forward: "When did I call you?"

"Lao Bai, the loneliness on your face is almost overflowing." The rice grains leaned over, poked his face, and teased, "Look, it says'I feel uncomfortable and want to cry, I need to hug and kiss him.' "

Xi Baichen was silent for three seconds, then suddenly hit the steering wheel and stopped the car on the side of the road.

With a long arm stretched out, she pulled the rice grains into her arms, kissed her lips, lingering and turning, passionate.

"Meow~~" A soft meow came from between the two, and Xiao Bai protested: As a cat, why should I feed it dog food!

Xi Baichen loosened slightly, pressed her forehead, Maimai stared into her eyes.

"You are mine." I am a man's lover, family.

"You are mine too." The grain of rice hugged his neck, his cheeks flushed, and his eyes gleamed like gems.

The haze in Bai Chen's eyes slowly dissipated, turning into a soft wave of light, like a lake after rain, clearly reflecting the figure of rice grains.

"Go home." Xi Baichen kissed her again, then let go and restarted the engine.

"Okay." The rice grain fastened the seat belt, picked up Xiao Bai, and shouted vigorously, "Go home!"