Fallen Unknowingly...

****************SANVI(PROV)***************

Kate situation is bad. Kiara left him not exactly like break up but her family made her not to meet him. Kate understood that but its not easy to forget her. Kate started taking drugs bcoz his mom left him when he was 15 years and now he's 26 years old, from past 2 years he's going through treatment. Now he's not reacting to treatment and acting weird. Not controlling his anger.

"So what can we do?" I asked.

"We can try to control his body. But it may be risky. He wants to talk to you and that's the main reason I called you here. Bcoz he listen to you when you're in hospital remember?" Yeah I remember and everyone said the same thing even kiara. Why is he in control with me?

"Where is he?"

"Few people from Noida hospital is going to shift tomorrow. Bcoz the main doctor is transferred to main branch. So you can meet him tomorrow." I nodded and Ana, Nathan is roaming in my mind. Why she behaves odd?

"Nick can I ask you something?"

"Really!!!! you asking permission?" He said.

"Nice joke. I want to know details about Ana.."

"Okay I mean what is her problem? Or do you know whom she visited?" He asked.

"I met her in party and from that day we met in hospital. She is not in good condition when I met her in party and from next meeting she acted weirdly. Just before you, I met her and she came out from Neurologist." I said.

"Okay which floor?"

"First floor." I said.

"First floor? He is the only doctor who is full of himself. Something like Doctor strange from marvel movies. Neethu works with him but he won't share all details I guess. Maybe Neethu will help us." I nodded and we went to Neethu.

"Hai sanvi...."I smiled and Nick explained everything.

"Okay you guys are asking details about Ana Takar." I don't know her surname.

"May be. I know her fiance name, Nathan."

"Okay what you want to know?" She asked.

"What's her problem? Is she okay?"

"I don't know her personally and I didnt saw her till now. But I check her files. She had Amnesia. She can't remember few parts of her past and most probably she can't remember her family and loved persons. She had few parts of her life in her brain and may be in months she's going to forget them too. She is going through treatment and which may or may not work." Neethu said.

"Okay." That's the only word came out from my mouth. Its not easy for her to live life without memories.

"Yeah coming....." Neethu said through her walkie and left.

"You stay in my cabin or you can come with me Sanvi." Nick said.

"No, you carry on and I will leave."

"Okay take care." He left.

No ones life is clear. Full of pieces, sometimes memories haunt us and sometimes without memories there's no meaning in life.

"Sanvi...." I came out of my thoughts when someone call my name.

"Yeah." I said to nurse.

"Sanjay is here." Oh!! I nodded and left.

I went silently and drive is also silent. Why am I interested in finding about Ana? Why she is appearing in front of me every time? What's with Kate? I thought he's doing good.

"What happened?" I turned towards Sanjay.

"What happened Sanvi?"

"I told you about Ana remember?" I said everything to him about Ana and Kate.

"So what are you planning to do?" He asked.

"I don't know exactly. I feel something whenever I meet Ana. Coming to Kate tomorrow I will decide." He nodded.

We reached after 1 hour bcoz of strike. He dropped me and left.

**Next day**

"Divya dhee everything is done?" I asked her. We have only few days for event. We invited international singer and DJ as well. Few Indian singer for fest. Present everything is done. From tomorow there's no work in college only to promote the event as much as possible.

"Yeah all done. So we can relax the other half day." She said.

"Ha dhee."

" Sanvi we should go for dress code.... I mean we have to meet Arav team for dress code model." I looked at her is that necessary? Let them wear whatever they are comfortable.

"Okay."

"First lets have luch then we will go." I nodded.

*After 1 hour.*

"Hello mam, how can I help you?" We're in Arav groups.

"We have meting with Ara....I mean Mr.Arav Sagar." Dhee said and I smiled at her.

"Okay mam give me a minute." She said.

"Mam you can meet Datha, his secretary." Divya looked at her in horror.

"Why should we? Bcoz we fixed meeting with Arav." Dhee screamed at her.

"Dhe that's okay let's meet Datha." I said and she gave a creepiest smirk to receptionist and I mouthed her sorry.

"Hai Datha." For my surprise Datha looked at me in shock not exactly at me.

"Hai and you here...." She pointed at Divya.

"Why? Do you have any problem?" Dhee asked.

"Absolutely no, give me a min I will check on Arav sir." Datha said in intense way and left.

"That bitch had a nerve to talk to me?" Dhee said.

"Why dhee?"

"Don't ask me why? She always flirts with Arav." She said.

"Dhee you like Arav right? Don't lie." I said.

"Yeah...." She said and looked around.

"Hoo that's good actually. I mean I like you guys together." I said.

"I wish...." She whispered.

"You can wish anything and who knows it may become real." I turned to see who said that and there come the hero of Divya.

"Arav...." Dhee said.

"Yeah its me Divya." Her face changed.

"Sir I need one of them to come with me." I think they need space to talk.

"I'm coming Datha." Dhee looked at me in shock.

"You need to see few designs and select one from that." Datha said as we entered another cabin.

After 20 mins I selected two designs and I need second opinion.

"Datha I need your help. Which one is better?" I asked her.

"I think this dark blue is good." Okay.

"Then we will go with that." She nodded and entered few details.

"That's it now you can leave." I nodded and left towards where I left Divya. When I reach there I heard Arav and Divya.

"Why you find me good?" Arav asked.

"No I never said that and what's with you? Now!!!" Divya said.

"You know what I mean and better if you let go the strings." Arav said which got be blank.

Divya came out of the cabin. I hide myself behind the door. After she left I followed her. I didn't ask her anything about that. She is hurt I can see that.

"Dhee I'm going to hospital." She nodded and left.

I reached hospital at 3:30 pm. I went to nick and we met Kate. Now I'm with Kate alone.

"So all good Sanvi?" He asked.

"I guess Kate." He nodded.

"Kate you know what is happening with you right?" I asked.

"Yeah and trust me I don't know why am I out of control? Sometimes I don't even remember what is happening. I find myself crazy sanvi." At first he said normally but later he said in high pitch tone.

"And and look where am I now? No one there with me. You think this is easy. No Sanvi. It sucks and it makes me fight with myself. Kiara I..., I said her not to be with me. But no she don't want to listen...,now look what happened? I need her like hell. But it can't happen...." Looking at his change in reactions I'm afraid.

"Now listen I don't need any bloody sympathy. So please tell everyone to get lost and if doctors don't want to work on me then fine I will leave. Do you get it?" He shouted at me and when Nick is about to come I said not to come.

"Yeah I understand. You stop thinking that someone is here bcoz of sympathy..." He cut me and said.

"Then why are you here?" He said and that got me scared.

"Bcoz I want to meet you. Is there any problem in that? Now shut up and listen...., life is not easy for anyone out there. Not even for your doctor, so fight with you to get better and about being out of control is okay. That not a big deal. That happens so chill Kate. Coming to kiara she is not with you now and I'm not giving you hope that she will come back. But never think you're the reason of whatever happened!!!!" I said and his emotions are softened.

"Now take rest." I said.

"Sanvi...!" He called.

"It sucks Sanvi..., its nothing ..., there's nothing to live." He said with tears in eyes.

"Then make something out there and live." Maybe I'm harsh to respond in such a way but he nodded his head with smile.

"Bye Kate." I left the room. I seen few people sitting round and talking. I heard them.

"So there is respect for us?" Someone questioned.

"I didn't mean that but yeah at some point no value for people who are like us." Other person said.

"I'm a good drum player now I'm in this bloody situation just bcoz of those people out there." Other one said.

"However taking treatment and curing is good. Even we don't get the same life as before." Other said.

"No you're wrong. I'm sorry to interrupt. But look life changes and this time the life gives more than what you were in past. Who knows?" I said.

"Really Miss.whatever you have a good life and you think we are treated as normal people out." One girl said.

"No absolutely not. And who said my life is good. I do have problems and everyone do. And coming to society they are out there to judge and you're the one who choose to live as you want." I said.

"Not that easy." I nodded.

"I know..," I said and my phone rang at same time.

"Ha dhee." Divya called.

"Principal wants to meet you." Now?

"Okay dhee coming." I ended and they are looking at me.

"We can continue our meeting tomorrow." I said and left.

*After reaching college*

"Why dhee? All of sudden?" I asked.

"I don't know exactly but its just normal talk." I nodded. Now I'm standing in front of sir cabin.

"Excuse me sir." I knocked.

"Come in." I entered and smiled at sir.

"Sanvi how's is everything?" Why do he ask that?

"Everything is all right sir?" I said.

"Hmm..., good to hear that and there are only 3 more days for fest." I nodded.

"This time no one should be in loss. I trusted you and I know Abhi will do his best. What's with Aron?"

"He's good sir and busy in his project."

"I wish he join you guys." I nodded.

"Take care and do everything good. I hope this time it goes good." He said. I know he lost his daughter.

"Yes sir."

"You can leave." I nodded and turned.

"Sanvi..." He called.

"Yes sir."

"I want to talk to Aron. Can you arrange a meeting?" I nodded and left.

"Dhee let's go." She nodded and dropped me at Sanjay's place.

"Why you drop me here?" I asked.

"Karuna aunty is not here and Aron is not at home." I got it.

"Take care." She said.

"Dhee..., I don't know what's going on you both. But if you love Arav then fight for him." I said and she is shock listening to word LOVE.

"No Sanvi..., nothing..."

"Dhee please, shut up and now leave." She nodded with a smile and left.

Let this fest complete and I want peace. I want everyone back to normal with Aron. I want him to live normally. I'm not going to be with him ever after. But one day I will leave. He shouldn't be feel alone. Things are clear but not shown.

"Idiot..." Shit!!!! I'm scared.

"You can stand there or you come near me, then keep on staring. I don't mind." Sanjay!!!!!

"Hahaha...." I said.

"Yeah exactly you look that funny!!! Sanvi." He said.

"Sanjay tell me about Arav." I asked him. He stopped where he is and turned towards me.

"Such a insane person you're Sanvi. How can you?" He said. But why?

"Why?"

"Really? You're asking me why?" I nodded.

"You want to know about Abhi, vikky and now Arav." What? No....

"What made you think in such a way?" I asked.

"Don't be such a Innocent. You behave like that." And he turned and left to stairs. He always says that 'you behave like that.' Why do he say that?

"Sanjay wait!!!!" I ran to his room.

"Listen why do you think I want to know them?" I asked.

"Bcoz You like them?" He questioned me in return.

"Of course no. Why will I like them?"

"You should know that answer Sanvi." He said and now I'm pissed.

"You listen carefully...,Sanjay I want to know Abhi bcoz he's part of Aron's life. Coming to vikky I never tried to know him. Now Arav its bcoz Divya. I don't know anything about them and whenever somethimg happen infront of me, I can't do anything. I can't see dhee hurt. And you are such a freaking jealous person." I said.

"Why am I jealous?" He asked as if he don't know.

"Bcoz you like...., m....e." Shit!!! He won again. He provoke me to speak these kind of things. Urgh!!! He came towards me.

"I didn't mean that." I said without looking at him.

"Not bad at least you know what my answer is." He said with 1000 volts smile. I turned to leave but I hit myself to door which is close. God!!! Sanvi look around. Before I realise and ran I'm already stuck between Sanjay and door.

"Listen I know why you want to know them. And I like playing with you all the time. Don't forget you ignored me for 3 days and do you think its easy to get away from punishment?" I looked up and its already done right? Its been 1 week from whatever happened. Then why now?

"I said I'm sorry Sanjay..." His closeness is the best effect on me to make me week.

"Hmm.., I know but you should learn that you can't do such things." He said.

"I know." I said.

"Fine." He said.

"Then move." I said.

"I won't." He said.

"What do you mean by that?"

"Whatever you think of." He said and came close to me. Kill me man!!!

"You had a good effect of me." He said and left. He do this bcoz he knew it will happen.

"Asshole ...."

"Really Sanvi.."he turned.

"Ha really." I said and ran away.

"Hey stop stop!!!"  Ilan said.

"Ilan hai." I said.

"Hai and bye. Take this pen drive. I got it from that wooden box. Give it to Sanjay." I nodded and he left. I spent some time with buddie.

Aron came at 9:00pm. Now we are eating.

"Aron stay here to night and go back in morning." Sanjay said.

"Hmm." Aron said but what happened to him? Why is he dull?

"Sanvi we have lot of time to talk." Buddie said smirking at Sanjay. Urgh!!!! This is embarrassing.

"You sleep in that room Aron." Sanjay said.

"You, Sanvi sleep with Sanjay." Buddies said and I turned to buddie to kill him.

"Yeah I don't mind actually." Sanjay said.

"Will you both stop?. " I said.

"Aha why are you feeling embarrass?" Sanjay asked me. As if he. Don't know!!!

"I know something is between you both and you should explain me Sanvi." Aron said and I nodded as nothing. I should divert this topic. Pen drive!!!!

"Hey Ilan gave me a pen drive."

"Where did he get it?" Aron asked. But Ilan said its Sanjay's.

"From the wooden box."

"Okay. Let me check what's there in it."

Sanjay connected to PC and then the pen drive is full of images and videos.

"Which year Aron?" Sanjay asked and started sliding pics. I seen Aron and Abhi pics in starting and I wish they get back. Ohh wait?!!!

"Sanjay who is she?" I know her. What is she doing with them?

"You didn't see her till now?" Sanjay asked and I said no.

"She's is Raina ." Aron said. God!!!

"The one I lost and then nothing but shallow left inside me." Aron said with a smile.

"What happened?" Sanjay mouthed me.

Should I tell them that I know her. No I can't now. Its just few days we have for fest and Aron's life is on way. Now I can't tell Aron. But what should I do? God!!!

"Fine good night guys." Buddie and Aron left.

"What happened Sanvi? Don't tell me nothing. I know something is there. Why you're so shock when you saw Raina pic?" I should tell him.

"I know her Sanjay..., I met her yesterday. She is the one I'm talking about. ...., Ana Takar." Yeah Raina is none other than An takar. But why is she doing this? Why? What is the reason?