Fallen Unknowingly...

*****(SANVI..... (Prov)) *****

I want to talk to dad but i can't. He will be here tomorrow if he knows what's happening here. Aron..... No I can't tell him. He's already going throw lot.

"S..., listen. If anyone comes and ask you to sign..,do it. Doctors are ready for operation." Dani said.

"Did you see him?" I didn't bcoz i can't.

"S..., I know what are you thinking. I didn't saw him bcoz doctor are doing some test. He will be alright trust me. I already informed Neethu. She will here at any moment. Now, you should be strong. I need to go to Phramcy. I will be back in 10 mins." I nodded. Sanjay alway said me not cry for person whom we love the most. If we cry then they will loose hope of staying. Whatever it takes, I will be with you.

"S...., Take this phone and if operation starts then it's okay.... I will be back soon." I looked at Danni. His arm injured and I know he had no strength to run for Sanjay.

"Danni, You should go and get check up. Don't worry I will be alright."I know he won't go leaving me alone.

" Danni, Neethu will be here. You need to go for medication. You're weak."He nodded and ruffled my hair.

"Yeah, I will." He left. After 5 mins, nurse came and told to do few formalities and I did as they said. Operation started.

After 1 hour doctor came out.

"Miss... We tried our best..., but he is not responding... " What?

"I.. I.. don't get you... "

"He may be in coma." Urgh....?

"And we need to observe him for 24 hours. To decide his situation.... " I don't know what to say. I sat there and doinh nothing. I'm blank. I don't know who to call. I don't know what to do? I don't know where is Danni? Why didn't he come yet?

"Heyy...., " I looked up and that's Neethu.

"Oh god!!! Sanvi. What happened to you? You're a mess. Stop crying.... " I didn't realise tears are flowing down my cheek.

"San.. San.. Sanjay... " I can't speak.... I pointed at operation theater.

"Wait!!! I will go inside... " She left. I wish I went with him on this mission. I wish....., he's is with me..., even he ignore me, that's fine. I want him back..... as normal.

"SANVI... " I looked up. Oh no.... What is this?

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********(SANJAY... (Prov)) *******

Why the hell is she crying? She's pale and crying as if someone died.

"SANVI..... " She looked at me. But not as normal, what happened?

"You... are.. Oh no!!! Wait.. Are you real?" What? What's with her?

"Of course I'm real idiot... " I said.

"No... I'm assuming you. I know... I... kn.. know.. i.. can't..... image.. to. live... but how can you do this? Ha?" Oh god!! She's crying. she can't speak bcoz of her hiccups and sobs.

"Sanvi... You no need to stop crying...he's not sanju... " Neethu came out and surprised to look me.

"Is.. he real? " Sanvi asked Neethu.

"I can't say no. And you bloody asshole, you want to kill all of us ha? Where the hell are you? " Neethu said. So something big happened.

"I just... " But before I explain. Neethu started punching.

"How can you? Do you even know what we're going through? There's Danni, running like stupid for the injections... Here this girl is crying and I thought she will die crying here."

"Neethu..., im not getting anything." Then Neethu said about what they are assuming. I can't believe this drama happened in my people life. I laughed..., sorry but I can't control. How can they think that I'm going to die.

"Now, you handle her. I'm going to meet doctor." I nodded and Neethu left. I looked at Sanvi and I know she's in trauma that she can't believe I'm here. I called her name, she stood and next moment she's in my arms.

"I... i thought... "

"Shh... sh.... I know. I'm perfectly alright now." I started tapping her back to control her sobs.

I haven't seen her like this. I seen her crying, Not even after the injection she cried like this.

"I'm here.... with you." I hug her tight. Her arms are circled around me as if I'm going to run away if she leaves me...

"I thought.... You... were gone.... " I smiled at her. I know it sounds stupid. But, this is the first time I'm seeing sanvi expressing something for me.

"You know, i can't go. If I go then who will bully you.? " I tried to make her smile but no she was hurt a lot.

"Sanjay.... " I turned towards Danni. His shock expression is crystal clear for me.

"You're fine?" Before I answer nurse came and took the cover bags from him....

"I want to punch you until you loose your breathe a.s.s. Do you even know what is going on with us?" Danni shouted.

"Why don't you see the patient face?" I asked. It's the basic thing.

"Oh really...., who the hell is he then?" Danni asked.

"He's Razz... I think you get me now." Sanvi and Danni are confused.

"Fine, now shut up and listen. While I chasing that idiot..., I saw Carter. some guys caught him and shot him with gun. They almost took Razz. Before that happen..., I stopped. I asked Carter to go. While he's driving he met with accident. One of the lorry driver helped me to get them here. This is the only hospital near by. I'm in ground floor with Carter, bcoz he's injured." I explained.

"Then, why did he call me?" Sanvi asked and I searched for phone.

"I think I lost my phone...., " I said. she gave my phone and then Danni explained the scenario what happened or what they asssumed. I want to laugh at them but at the same time... looking at Dani and Sanvi...., they're exactly example of mess.

"How's Carter...?" Sanvi asked.

"He's fine but injured bcoz of bullet." She nodded. She's damm weak and her face is pale.

"Doctor...., " Nurse shouted from Icu. And next min doctor went in. we waited out and after 10 mins he came.

"Miss..., it's hard to tell you. we tried our best but... he's no more." Doctor told Sanvi.

"Hmmmm.., " She replied.

I informed Matt about his death. He arranged everything for Razz funeral. We don't know any of his family personally. But we informed them with help of Arav.

"Guys, I need to go. Danni, will you drop me." Neethu asked.

"Yeah, sure."He said.

"Hey, I don't know what to say about Sanvi. Trust me she needs you and she needs rest." Danni said and left. I looked at her through mirror. She starring blank at menu card. I went in.

"Sanvi, need anything?" But she looked at me blankly and nodded as no.

"Mam...., " Nurse came to her.

"I know what are you going throw. I seen you crying, be strong. I know, you love him a lot. But people won't stay forever. He's the luckiest person bcoz he had you all the time." Nurse said and I looked at Sanvi. She is not even trying to look at me.

"Hmm..., " That is her answer. Nurse patted her shoulder and left.

"So..., " She looked at me slowly.

"Hmmm..., nothing." I smiled at her reaction.

"Let's go.... Matt will be here and we need to go home, rest and act like everything is fine in front of Aron." She nodded.

Drive is totally silent and she's is sad. I heard what nurse said and when I seen her in front of operation theater..., I just want to break the face of person who made her cry like that. She cried for me..., I felt happy and even now I'm happy to know that she cares for me. But I don't want to see her like this. She gone through enough. It's not her fight but she solved the problem.....

"Sanvi... " I called her but she didn't respond. I got down the car and went to her side. She's sleeping. I can't take her to Aron House. Karuna maa will be out of her mind looking at her. I took her to my penthouse. She is sleeping all along the ride. I know I can't wake her up. I pick her in bridal style.

"You're buring sanvi.... " I said to myself. when I touch her..., her body is burning...

"Shit!!!!! " I cursed myself. I took her to same room where she stayed last time. I called Neethu and ask her to come home. I said the situation to Nick bcoz he's Sanvi doctor. He told me to keep her temperature constant as much as possible. I asked Ilan to stay for few Min's, asI have change my clothes...

**Few hours later.

"Sanjay, I changed her dress. When did the last time she gonna threw panick attack.?" Neethu asked.

"I don't remember exactly. It just happened Only two or three times after she dicharged from hospital. Nick said it is normal bcoz of change in her blood." I said.

"Yeah, May be she stressed herself a lot. She got panick attack. Her breathing is normal and she's is good but unconscious. If you can, be with her until she gets conscious."I nodded.

" And inform us when ever you go to do Suicide... Do you get me?"After long time I saw Neethu this angry.

"Yeah I know. I'm sorry." She nodded and left.

"Ilan, Thanks man."

"No worries. Take care." He left. I called her dad and said everything. For a moment I felt bad for him. Sanvi and her dad, share a bond which is un breakable. Seeing her in this situation is hard for me and I can't imagine what uncle is going through. Aunty and verna don't know about her condition. Sanvi don't want to tell them the fact.

"I... Ca... n't.... Loo... se him.... Dad... Pl.. ea. se... " Sanvi murmured. She's shivering and I hold her tight, ruffling her hair.

"I won't Sanvi... So sorry... " I sat there on her bed holding her tight. After sometime she stopped shivering.

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*****(SANVI... (PROV)) ****

I woke up with headache. I can't sit or open my eyes. It's painful. I felt strong arms around me.., which made me panick. I don't where am I? I can't open my eyes properly. After sometime..., I can see clearly who is with me. I didn't try to move. I saw Sanjay face. Unknowingly tears flow down.

The thought of loosing him is horrible and why did I feel like this? I can't even imagine my next day without him.

"Hmm.., You up" He woke up rubing his eyes and I nodded.

"How you feeling? " I nodded. I don't why I don't want to answer.

"Okay.Get fresh up." And he left.

I frshen up and I'm too weak to stand for long time. Thank god I have my clothes here.

"Hey hai... " I turned.

"Danni... How are you?" I asked him. I know he not good bcoz brusiers on his face is visible.

"I'm good. Sanjay told you have high fever." He said and I don't know what happedned exactly? I know Sanjay is the one who brought me here.

"I'm fine now." He nodded.

"Danni, Never go for that kind of mission. Please..., I can't imagine... what if something.... happens ha?" I cried. I can't stop myself. It's hard. Loosing your dearest one is not easy.

"Shh... Look we are fine and we won't next time. " He hug me and said.

I went to hospital and Sanjay said everything what ever happened. When I came back, I went to Ellen.

"Ellen... " I knocked on his door.

"Come in." I went.

"How are you feeling? " I asked.

"I'm good. " He said packing his stuff.

"Are you leaving?" I asked.

"Yeah..., Thank you. I never understand why Aron is that close to you. Bcoz of his sister he is in this position. May be, she did nothing. But she invovled with Alex... " Wait? What? Alex?

"What do you mean by that?" I asked.

"You don't know?" I nodded as no.

"She's is jealous of Raina. She thought that Raina is taking his brother away. She want to teach her a lesson and at that time..., Alex can't enter Fest. Bcoz for everyone he's dead. She thought of doing something which I don't know exactly. Alex, took help of Aron's sister and entered the fest. She did nothing but she don't know what Alex is planning. And now Alex is no more and he got what he did. Karma.. Sanvi."

"She planned to kidnapp Raina?" I asked.

"Hmm.., yes." he said.

"Aron knows that?" I asked.

"Hmm.., yeah. That's the reason he left his family and everything in Delhi." I nodded. Worst part of life.

"But you're different Sanvi. You want others to live. You don't need to fight for Aron, but you did. I hope Aron will get back soon and I'm sorry for the Accident." He said.

"Do you plan to kill Aron?" I asked. Bcoz he's the one who made accident.

"No, I want to protect him. Raina is missing and I don't know that she's is with you. I thought what if Aron took her. Razz will kill them both. I feared of that and I have only one option to stop them. So I took Divya and Accident for Aron. I know he won't die." He said. I nodded.

"Can i ask you something. I know right now it's not best but i want to know." I said and he nodded.

"When you want to protect us..., then why did you came to fest to take few girls? Why did you stab me?" I asked. He looked at me with question mark on his face.

"Hmmm..., sound like nice story. But i didn't come to fest and I didn't stab you sanvi.... " What did he mean? Then who did that?

"Hmm..,okay." I said.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"Some place where I can live." I didn't get him.

"Take care, be safe. I hope you don't need me any more in your life. And if you do trust me never try to contact me. It's the best option." He said.

"I will try not took. " I said in sarcastic way.

"Where is Sanjay?" He asked and I said he's is in his room. He went and talked for sometime. They both came to Hall.

"Ellen, you don't need to leave. You can stay if you want too.. " Sanjay said.

"I wish..., some other time. Thank you for whatever you did." Sanjay and Ellen, hug each other. Then Ellen left. I wish Ellen to be happy. Everyone deserve to be happy right.

"Let's go. You have to meet Karuna maa. Before she gets angry." We went and met her. I didn't spent lot of time. I came back with Sanjay. I don't know what he said to Karuna maa that she's convinced. The ride is silent. I dont want to speak. I felt silence in my mind. I don't know why?

"What.....?? " Sanjay kissed my cheek. I didn't even realised until he's done.

"What!!!What? I call you for 4 times and you are in deep thinking. I found you so cute..., so I kissed you. And if you sit like this in car for some more time, trust me...., you really don't want to know what I will do." Now really? I'm a clear mess. Without any thought I ran inside.

"Why are you blushing Sanvi?" Ilan asked in Hall. Did I blush?

"Hmm..,nothing" I said and he left to drawing room.

"Freshen up and come to my room Sanvi." I looked at Sanjay. But he's busy in his phone.

"Don't worry nothing will happen as you're thinking?" He said. Wait!! I'm not thinking anything. He smriked and laughed.

I don't know why he's laughing as if I'm from comicstan. I went out and Ilan talked to me. Then I realised Sanjay asked to come to his room after Freshen up. But why did he call me? why did he said don't think?

"Did you just said 'Think'?" Ilan asked. Did I said it loud?

"Aha.... " I said. he smiled.

"Why did you smile?" I asked.

"Sanvi, I never said this before but you're different. But that asshole, never came across anyone of those girls who want him just for fun. Actually he's busy with others life and I thought no one will give him space to live. I'm not Indian but bcoz of him I want to begin India to learn what he is. You gave him his space...., Sanvi." Ilan said and now I need to process data inside my brain.

"Hmm...., " I nodded and turned. I thought of what Sanjay said and he said not to Think. Like seriously? Why he want to bully me ha?

I ran towards his door and opened. I really don't want to care, what the hell is he doing?

"I'm not assuming anything and I didn't thought of anything..." I said.

Sanjay looked at me and said.

"Okay dad, I will call you again... " Oh No!!!! actually I should have cared about what is he doing?.

"Take care bro.... " Raman uncle said.

"Take..., care... Bro... " I said and turned to leave.

"Don't you dare Sanvi. If not, trust me you will experience the things which you haven't thought." I stopped there. Bcoz I know him, he will do whatever he says.

"Sanjay, let me explain. I didn't get you when you asked me to come to your room and I'm.... " I said looking down.

"Messed?" He said and I nodded.

"Yes."I said. He nodded.

" What is bothering you now?"He asked. I nodded as nothing. Because it's not the one thing which is running inside my brain. It's more than one.

"Now, Let me tell you something...., Ellen was not present in Fest. He is not the one who stabbed you." I looked at Sanjay. I mean how did he know?

"Then who did it?" I asked.

"Razz..., He didn't come directly to fest. But he arranged his men and he made the person who ever did this look like Ellen. So we trapped exactly as he want to. We are against Ellen." I nodded.

"So how did you know that?" I asked.

"I didn't know that directly...., Arav came to know with his sources. " I nodded. Do Razz had family? why did Alex meet him? If Alex is not part of Razz team, then things won't be like this. Raina won't be like this. wait!! i didn't meet her.

"Where is Raina?"

"Nick wants to do some tests and scanning. So he took her. Don't worry Danni is with her." I nodded.

"Okay, I will go and pack my stuff." He nodded. I left. I packed everything. Ilan dropped me at Aron villa. Aron is going to discharge tomorrow. I spent my time in my room writing my dairy. I talked to dad and mom. Karuna maa, went to market. I spent the whole day normally. I don't know what will happen tomorrow.

***Next day....

"Sanvi..., Wake up... " I heard that and woke up.

"I'm shouting from 30 mins and you didn't even nodded your head. Are you okay?" Oh shit!!! I should cover up with some story. Karuna ma don't know about my drug or my sleep disorder.

"I... i..took a pill for fever karuna maa. so I think... " She looked at me seriously.

"Sorry... " I said.

"Get ready soon. Sanjay, will be here. He said there is something important meeting you should attend." What meeting? I nodded and she left.

I got ready in 40 mins. i went down and ate my breakfast. Sanjay came.

"Let's go... " He said in tension.

"Eat something and go Sanjay?" Karna maa said.

"So sorry maa, right now I don't have time." Why is he this tense? I hop on his bike. I didn't ask any thing. We reached hospital. I hope everything is okay... we entered. I saw Nick waiting for us.

"Let's go guys. " He said as soon as he saw us.

"Do we have time?" Snajay asked.

"I don't think so Sanjay. We have to do it. It's like now or never." Nick said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Raina, she should go throw surgery in two days. We don't have time." I got blanked.

"What happens if we dont?" I asked. I know it's stupid..., but we thought we have time.

" She may forget everyone permanently and she will die with tumour.... "Nick said.

" So if operation is done then she will live right?"I asked.

"She will but with new life. I can't assure you about her memory. Right now she can't recognize anyone of you and it may be for temporary. But after operation I can't assure you anything. " Oh!!!!

"So what we should do now?" Sanjay asked.

"I will make ready for operation it's not big deal but one of her family member should sign the form. It's mandatory." Nick said.

"Okay, you go for that. I will get what you want Nick. " Sanjay said.

"Okay. Listen, we can't assure you anything. So tell her family clearly about her situation." We nodded.

"We don't know where is Abhi? I can't tell her mom. We need to speak to Parmodh sir, as a father he should know about his daughter." I nodded. We went to college. But principal is not there, staff said he's at home. Sanjay knows pramodh sir, so we went to his house.

"Hello, Sanjay." Sir came. I mean promodh uncle came.

"Hai uncle.. "Sanjay said then he looked at me.

" Hai sir... "I said.

"I'm not principal at home Sanvi. call me uncle." I nodded.

"We want to talk to you something urgent, personally." Sanjay said and Uncle took us to his room.

"Uncle, don't get us wrong." Sanjay said and tension increased in the room. Sanjay explained everything. I hope he won't get angry for lying about Raina.

"So you found her... " Uncle asked.

"Hmmm...., unknowingly I found her Sir." He smiled and I saw tears in his eyes.

"Okay I will meet you tomorrow at hospital.... " He said. we nodded and left.

"Tomorrow I won't be here Sanvi. I want get Abhi back. I don't know where the hell is he. I will find out by today night and I will get him here." I nodded at him.

"Let's go.., I will drop you at home. I will bring Aron... " I nodded.

Aron came at 5:00Pm evening. He can't walk properly. Sanjay helped him to change his dress. At 7:00Pm.., Sanjay got call from Matt, maybe it's about Abhi.

"Aron, I won't be here tomorrow. I had a meeting, I have to attend that. So take care." Sanjay and turned towards me. I followed him out.

"Abhi is in Hyderabad..., I'm going today night. I will try to get back on time. Even, if I won't...,take your own decision. I trust you. About Aron, I don't want him to know about Raina. Not now, Not at this position." He said and thinking of taking decision without him...., made me afraid of doing something wrong.

"Sanvi, You did everything right till now. And I know you won't take any wrong step... " He said and gave a hug. I don't want him to go. I just don't want.

*****Next day....

"Sanvi...., where are you going?" Aron asked.

"I need to get injection Bhaiya." He nodded.

"Are you going alone?"He asked.

" No..., I'm going with Danii. "He nodded. Dani is with me. We waited for Prmaodh sir. If he comes and sign the paper, the operation will start.

"Hey..., he came.. S" I looked at Danni.

"Hello sir.... " I said.

"You need to sign here... " I said without wasting time. He looked at me and said.

"I lost my daughter a year back Sanvi and I didn't even try to find her. I left my daughter without even trying to find. I'm not one who should sign on this paper, you should." What did he mean?

"Sir..., I know. You lost hope. But trust me, Raina loves you more than anyone. She needs you now." I said.

"I'm with her..., Sanvi. But you're the one who took her back to life." I don't know what to say? How can I sign the paper?

"Sanvi, If sign is done tell me, I have to make my team ready.... " Nick said.

"Do it Sanvi.... I don't want her to die. I didn't protected her when she is with me and I don't want her to struggle bcoz of me." Sir said and I looked at Danni he nodded.

"Nick, can I sign it." He asked to write the relation. I did. I just did it. I don't know what will happen. I want her back in Aron life. What if Raina can't remember anything after surgery? How will Aron handle it? Will he going to forgive me for lying? He is fighting for 1 year to find her and when I know where is she I didn't tell him. I broke his trust.., there's not much difference between who betrayed him...,in his life and me.