Fallen Unknowingly...

***(SANJAY...(PROV))****

"Sanvi..., I can explain..." I said.

"No..., you don't need to. Actually, I'm the one who is taking everything seriously. I should have talked to you when you come back. But I did a mistake. I'm the one who avoided you..." Why is she talking this now? There is no relation between anything.

"Sanvi, I'm not angry at you. I know I hurt you and I accept your anger." I said and she looked at me with teary eyes.

"Sanvi..., stop crying..." I said.

"I'm sorry Sanjay..." What is exactly happening? Now??? I need to put my point now. She is overthinking again.

"Sanvi..., I know you and mom had an issue but trust me I can solve that. I don't know mom is here. I would never send her here alone...." I said.

"Why? She is the one who said to me what is happening..." Sanvi said.

"What did mom say?" I asked to get clarity.

"Neethu engagement..." I smiled in relief at that point.

"Idiot..." She looked at me cutely.

"I thought of something else..." I said.

"Ugh???" She asked.

"I'm sorry for not telling you about Neethu's marriage. I want to but you're too angry on me. I don't want to make you stress...." I said.

"Hey...." Dani came in.

"SHIT!!!!" Sanvi cursed.

"Exactly shit.," I said.

"Godman..., I missed you crazily." Dani went to her and she hugged him. They share a kind of bond which is too precious.

"I missed you too Danni." She said.

They talked for some time. Sanvi didn't talk much but she was with Dani.

"Danny it's already 10:00 Pm. Let's go..." I said and he nodded talking to Verna. Sanvi looked at me. I don't know why I had this gut feeling that she wants to talk to me.

"Sanvi..., I want to talk to you something.." I said and she looked at me blankly. I raised my eyebrow at her. She nodded and came outside.

"What you want to talk?" I asked.

"You're the one who asked me to come out." She said.

"Oh..., really then fine let's go in..." I said. But she held my hand.

"Yeah..., I want to talk." She said.

"Yeah..., I'm all ears," I said.

"I..., I.. just don't want to say..., to Aunty but I'm afraid to come to Neethu's engagement..." She said.

"Sanvi..., I know what happened on my birthday and whatever my mom said..., trust me she doesn't mean it. She is just angry at me and she let it out at you." I said.

"No..., I mean...I don't mind those words because even I feel whatever she said is the truth..." She said looking at somewhere not at me.

"Sanvi..., You know I love you. And you can't leave me. I thought of giving some time to you so that you will get back. But if you act this way trust me you gonna see me as a possessive boyfriend. " I said.

"Are you serious?" She asked innocently.

"Yes," I said controlling my laugh.

"Nice bully." She said and laughed at her.

"Sanjay...I'm really sorry. I'm afraid to lose you. I don't want to be a reason that someone points at you. I don't want to be the reason for your failure. " She said.

"And who said you're the reason?" I asked her.

"I'm a normal girl. You know me as me. I'm not the most beautiful person in this world but you deserve the most beautiful person in this world Sanjay. " She said.

"Sanvi..., You're the most beautiful person in my world," I said and she nodded.

"Finally yes as my girlfriend...." I said in relief.

"Hmmm.." She said. She is the kind of person who never hurts anyone but instead gets hurt. She understands everyone. Even if she can't but she tries her best. She is the only antique piece with all different kind of perfection and also craziness.

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****(SANVI...(PROV))****

"Dhee..., What now?" Verna asked.

"Nothing. What did I do now?" I asked her. she is making a big scene in front of mom.

"Really dhee?" She asked.

"What's your problem, Verna?" I took her to the room. I know mom is a little surprised to see us right now.

"Dhee..., I know you're scared to come. But you know you must come..." She said. She said it for the nth time.

"I know... I will come. You guys just go now.." I said. I'm afraid a lot. I didn't go to his house after a birthday party and that incident. When Leela aunty came yesterday I'm afraid to meet her. I broke her trust maybe not directly but indirectly. She said it on my face that I don't deserve Sanjay. I'm not blaming her about whatever happened. But I don't know how to face her. I was just too close and now nothing to her.

"Verna please...." I begged her to leave.

"I wish you to come, dhee. You know Sanjay will wait for you." She said and left. I spent some time alone. Actually, I thought of going to engagement. I'm prepared for everything. But avoiding Sanjay and hurting myself as well as I'm hurting him more. And I don't want to do that. I just hate myself for doing this to him. I'm just scared to go and face situations there...

I looked at lehenga on my bed. I thought of wearing this to engagement. I'm strong to fight with everyone and when it comes to Sanjay..., I don't want me as a reason where Sanjay becomes weak.

"Hey.." I looked at the person standing beside me. I mean why is he here?

"Danny, what are you doing here?"

"I'm here to pick you." He said and what did he mean?

"Go and get ready..." He said.

"Sanvi...." He said.

"I know what happened and I know you had done nothing wrong. Now stop being this stubborn. You said to me to go for my love and what are you thinking now? Is that hard to make a decision for Sanjay?" He asked.

"No..., I don't want to hurt him..." I said.

"Yes..., but right now you're hunting him. He is never like this and especially not with a girl. Your know-how hard for him to be with his family looking after Buddie and now Neethu is marrying Ram. And Sanjay knows nothing about Ram....., You know who is he right? He is too silent Sanvi. He closed every possible way to him. He needs you now..." Yes. He is right. Neethu and Sanjay were apart because of Ram. And all of sudden now Neethu marrying him. And everyone in the family accepted?

"Can you wait for 30 mins?" I asked.

"I can crazy..." He said. I went to my room and trust me I got ready in 20 mins exactly.

"Am I okay?" I asked Danny. He looked at me weirdly.

"What?" I asked.

"I hope Sanjay won't die..." He said and laughed.

"Good. Let's go." I said. We reached there in 30 mins. No traffic in the night.

"Urgh!!! Girl. Come.." Danny dragged me with him. I saw a huge no. of people as I enter Sanjay home. The different kind of fear started inside me.

"Dhee..." Verna shouted and I smiled at her.

"Why don't we go and meet Sanjay first?" Danny said.

"No..." It's my instant answer. I mean I'm feeling awkward to go in front of him. Now I know how.., How Kinnu felt while meeting Jai. I thought it's just their overthinking imagination. But no. It's a real-time feeling.

"But you have no other option..." Danny said and left.

"Danny..." I called him but he left.

"Sanvi...." I heard Sanjay and I didn't turn. I don't know why I'm behaving this weirdly.

"Sanvi..." He called again and now I have to be normal. I'm normal. Good..Good, you're normal.

"Hai..." I said.

"Are you lost?" He asked and why did he ask?

"For your kind information..., now you're my official girlfriend..." That goasat me blank. Because he is right.

"Come..." He took my hand in his and I walked with him. I know a few people around me are curious to kill me.

"Sanvi..., Cutie..."

"Divya dhee...." She gave me a tight hug.

"I don't know you're here... " I said.

"Actually There are many surprises for you...cutie." She said and then I saw Arav, Raina...Shit!!! Raina came. Lilly oh God!!! This girl is here.

"SANVI... " Lilly came to me..., running. Everyone around me looked at me and her. Who cares??? I miss her.

"Shit!!! You both are in relation?" She stopped right in front of me and asked that question. She just wants us both to be in relation.

"Yeah..., she is my girlfriend and she doesn't have any other option other than accepting me as her boyfriend.." Sanjay said.

"Ooo... cute." She said and then I talked with them for some time. When dad came we went to Neethu and Ram to congratulate. I saw Leela aunty and calm my inner fear.

"Come on Sanvi." I heard her voice. Nodded at her with a smile.

"This is Sanvi..., i think Neethu already said about her," Aunty said to Ram. And she introduced me, family. I looked around and saw Sanjay starring at me. He asked me what? I said nothing. He smiled looking at me and that smile made me smile.

"Sanvi..." I got my senses back when Leela aunty called.

"Meet me when you are leaving...." She said and I nodded at her. She left. I hope it's not going to be a bad meeting. I just hope it's going to be well.. wait, !!!! stop thinking.... crap. now I can't stop my assumptions. But the thing is I can't lose Sanjay.