Feng Xing

In fact, starting from the doctor's words, Feng Sheng knew what the result was, because the doctor was too accurate, and it seemed that he was really capable of learning.

At that time, she was forced to marry by her father, which was originally stagnation. This stagnation has been hidden in her heart. After she learned that her father was dead, it broke out in full.At that time, she was in a coma for a long time, after which she could obviously feel that her body was not as good as before.

In the following years, she ran around, drinking and staying up late was commonplace, and the longest time was only two hours a day for nearly half a year.

The cause of the day becomes the bitter fruit of today.

In fact, let Feng Sheng choose again, she is still the same choice, but she feels a little sorry for King Wei.

"How could this be?" Zhiqiu was so stupid that he kept mumbling in his mouth.

Zhichun looked at Feng Sheng and went to see her again, panicked.

"Girl, don't worry, there must be a way."

"Yes, there must be a way," Zhiqiu recovered and rushed to the old doctor. "You said there is no way to cure this disease, is there any way?"

"Girl, don't be too excited, it's not that the old man doesn't want to cure, the key is that it can't be cured, the root is broken, how to cure? Even if it can be pregnant, the child can't be born safely, alas..."

"Okay, let's go."

Feng Sheng stood up.

"girl?"

"Look, you panic, but you can't have a baby, and you don't want to die? Come on, there are other patients behind, don't delay the doctor's visit."

Feng Sheng led the two to leave, or went in through the back door of the teahouse and entered the elegant room. She did not leave immediately, but sat down and asked the man to change the tea.

Zhiqiu didn’t dare to say anything even if he was in a state of confusion at the moment. He only said that Feng Sheng should not worry. This doctor may not necessarily prevail.He can't do it, and change someone else. There are so many doctors in the palace. Even if the doctor is not good, there are many famous doctors in the world. When she returns, she sends a letter to Uncle Yu to ask him.

"Don't worry about me, what I just said is not something to comfort you. I'm really okay, so let me be quiet."

Zhichun pulled Zhiqiu and the two avoided the door.

Feng Sheng picked up the tea soup and took a quiet sip, the smoke lingering on her face, a moist illusion.

She has never been a character who wants to die and live. It may be regrettable not to have children, but it is not impossible to live.What she has to think about now is the future of He Zongyue.

At that time, marrying him, I just felt that I could only marry him, but I felt that he splashed so many things. If she still refused, it would be too conscience, but I saw him holding his heart with his hands, and couldn’t bear to overthrow it. He, but somehow, her mentality gradually changed.

Although he didn't say anything in his mouth, Feng Sheng knew that he actually wanted a child. Since he was married for so long, because she has been dressed as a man for a long time, she can't remember her own monthly affairs, but he remembers.Before and after every month of her affairs, he would make people specialize in the medicine for tonic.

He said it was tonic, and she never thought to ask. It was only by accident that she learned from the lower population that it was a tonic to recuperate her body and assist pregnancy. It was also from that time that she became interested in having a baby.

Now she cannot give birth.

Feng Sheng remembered a past in her memory. Her mother's body was always bad. It is said that she was sick in the boudoir. After trying to give birth to her, most of them were bedridden.She was little when she was with her mother when she was young. She grew up eating milk from a nurse. When she knew a little, she was most afraid of going to her room.

Because the room was always dim and dark, and it was always filled with breathless medicine, but she knew it was the mother, the one who gave birth to her.

Because her father was the patriarch, her mother only gave birth to her. For a long time, the criticism in the clan was very big.The family made Dana concubine and Daddy unwilling. The aunts always said that her mother was a hen who couldn't lay eggs, and the little friends who played with her also followed the tongue in front of her.

For this matter, she had a fight with others.

The child's seniority is higher than her, and the mother is a shrew again. She went to the house for this matter. She apologized to her for causing her to drag her sick. She still remembers afterwards that her mother caressed her head and said, if she is a The boy is just fine.

She is a girl, she can't be a boy, but she feels that she is no worse than a boy.She went to ask her father to teach her to study. The family pays most attention to the learning of the juniors. She thinks that one day she will beat those people and tell them that even if she is a girl, she will be out of reach.

She did it, she got the credit, but her mother regretted it, saying it was because she couldn't have a baby that would make her like this now.

No child can be born, this sentence trapped her mother's life, and now it has become her curse.

Is it important not to have children?

Not important, but very important, at least she doesn’t want to be like her mother in the future, maybe she should talk to Zong Yue.

That being said, Feng Sheng was unable to speak several times after going back.

King Wei had always been asking for more things, but Feng Sheng didn't think there was anything, but he pulled himself again these few times, obviously catering to it, and he always felt awkward in his heart.

She even has a weird mentality. King Wei is so frequent, maybe because she wants a child, but she makes him useless.

Then she strangely raised a sense of guilt.

Zhiqiu still did not give up, and was unable to persuade Feng Sheng, but also afraid that King Wei knew this, she chose to ask Uncle Yu for help.I wrote a letter to Uncle Yu and asked him to look for a famous doctor in Jiangnan.

In the afternoon of that day, Feng Sheng leaned on Kang while looking at the book while basking in the sun.

Zhichun brought a bowl of white fungus soup and placed it on the Kang table, but he didn't go, but looked at Feng Sheng with a stop.

"Something?"

Zhichun sat down on his feet and leaned against Feng Sheng's legs.

She and Zhiqiu Chang and Feng Sheng got used to each other, usually there was no one in the room, and they didn't pay much attention to it.And each time they have something to say to Feng Sheng, it's such a gesture.

"Girl, how did you plan on that matter, do you want to tell the prince?" When Feng Sheng was still dressed as a man, Zhichun and Zhiqiu would only call the girl in private. Since Fengsheng became a princess, the two changed their names. But the girl's title is sometimes used, only when speaking privately.

"How did you ask about this?" Feng Sheng asked, turning his pages, without raising his eyebrows.

Zhichun bowed his head: "The slave-servant also thought about the girl. The slave-servant felt that it could not tell the prince. If the emperor's concubine knew, it would definitely have trouble. The emperor's concubine always eagerly wanted to feed her grandson." Speaking, Zhichun is also there.

Feng Sheng put down the book, picked up the white fungus soup in the bowl and drank it. Her eyes drooped, and she felt a tender feeling.

"So what do you think should be done?"

"This..." Zhichun paused before saying: "The slave-servant is just a girl. Where do you know what to do, the slave-servant feels that the girl should plan ahead and avoid being caught by surprise."

"Make a plan early?" Feng Sheng murmured.

"Yeah, if you really get there, the slave-servant is afraid that the girl can't stand it. The girl has always been arrogant and arrogant, where she can tolerate it. The face was given to the old man, but the old man was afraid of hurting his wife’s heart and did not agree. At first, the slave girl felt that this was a good way. The girl was pregnant. If you can have a boy and raise it under the wife’s knee, you don’t have to work so hard, girl. It's also stable, but unfortunately..."

"Zhichun, how old are you this year?"

Zhichun didn't expect Feng Sheng to ask her this, and froze for a moment: "Girl, slave-in-law is nineteen this year."

"Nineteen? Last year, I asked you if you wanted to marry someone. I asked you once a year. You always say no, but I think it will delay you for a lifetime." Feng Sheng said in a trance.

"Girl, slave-servants don't marry anyone, slave-servants and slave-servants will wait for you for life."

"Your girl is too stubborn, let me say what is good for you?" Feng Sheng smiled and reached out to stroke Fu Zhichun's hair. "You still think about it carefully, don't make such a hasty decision, after all, this is your life. As for what you said, let me think about it, but don’t worry about it anyway. But if you do that, who can open your face? I can’t find the right person.”

It's probably that Feng Sheng's gossip attitude is very relaxed, so that Zhichun also relaxed, and she really gave Feng Sheng an idea.

"What does the girl think of Zhiqiu? Zhiqiu people look good and are of suitable age..."

"I don't think I'm suitable at all!" A voice rang outside the bead curtain, and soon the bead curtain struck each other, and Zhiqiu stepped in.

She has a straight face, and if she talks about her eyebrows, she knows that Qiu is very good-looking, not worse than Feng Sheng. The facial features are very delicate and her figure is small and exquisite.But she is a special tiger. Don't look at her in front of Feng Sheng, she will always look like a maidservant, but she can really stand up to outsiders.

Just like in this yard, a few first-class girls are her youngest, but she is the most responsible. Even Zhichun takes her control.

Seeing Zhiqiu crash in, a trace of confusion flashed across Zhichun's face.

"Zhiqiu..."

Sure enough, Qiu didn't save her face.

"Zhichun, I heard what you said just now, can you tell me, what are you thinking? Today I say this to you because I have served the girl with you for many years, even if you were by the girl earlier than me , I call you Sister Sheng, to be someone else, I won't die her today!"

"What can I think? I am not for the sake of the girl, do I have to ask the emperor concubine or the prince personally, that the girl has a face? The girl has always been arrogant and proud, where can I bear this, so I said to make plans early, In this way, it won't be caught by surprise after things happen." Zhichun stood up and was very wronged.

"You said directly that you want to be the master, turning around and telling me things, actually talking about yourself, you dare to say that you are not tempted? I think the prince is kind to the princess, he is born and handsome, and his status is noble, he is tempted. is not it?"

"I don't have it!" Zhichun shouted and cried: "If I move this crooked mind, I'm struck by thunder, and I won't die, there's no place to die!"

No one thought that Zhichun would play such a swearing. In fact, things have come to the present, let alone Zhiqiu knows Zhichun, Feng Sheng knows her better. At this point, Zhichun did not lie. Is it true that she was wrong?

Zhiqiu pursed his mouth and said, "I don't care what you think. Anyway, I don't want to hit me on the head. I made up my mind to wait for the girl for a lifetime, so I'll be a little girl without that blessing to think about anything else. As for the rest, don’t think about it too much. You said that the girl was proud and suggested to the girl..."

"I really want the girl to think about it, so that the girl can plan early, girl, you believe me..."

"Let your girl make a plan early?"

Another voice sounded, and even Feng Sheng couldn't sit still.