For The Rest of Our Life

On the way back, the cold rain kept knocking on Xiao Wanqing's car window, and a drop of it fell into Xiao Wanqing's heart, making her pale as cold.

She coughed twice in a hurry, her eyes full of injuries and tiredness.

Lin Xian has been cheating her.

She never found out.

She knew she shouldn't think or recall. But she couldn't help but think of the past. After thinking of Yan Jia's belief in her mother's condition at that time, she concealed her and met stupid and unreserved trust.

It wasn't until Yan Jia was ready to get engaged that she knew from other people's mouth: It turned out that her lover had been hiding her from blind date.

Ah……

Poor herself also distressed her early morning and evening trips back and forth, boiled soup at home every day for her to send to her mother, trying to let her mother see her true heart, ease the conflict between herself and her mother, so that Yan Jia is not so embarrassed.

If you like someone, you can't help but let go of yourself slowly, and believe in that person wholeheartedly, revealing the softest and most vulnerable part of your heart to the other side unpreparedly.

And the deception of the other person's person is like a sharp knife, stabbing you into the hardest place that should be facing her now, and let it be bloodied.

Xiao Wanqing felt a little bored in her heart, and more, she was afraid.

She knew that Lin Xian concealed and deceived her at this stage, it could not be because of emotional transfer. However, Lin Xian's deception of her made her realize that Lin Xian, a child she always felt purely clean, was also likely to deceive her.

And myself, there is no defense at all.

She squeezed her lips tightly and looked at the wipers that kept swinging from side to side. The warmth and tenderness that had been fully loaded in the eyes of the road gradually faded away, leaving only a dark, calm and calm lake.

When Lin Xian returned home with Xia Zhijin's car, Xiao Wanqing was waiting for her in the living room as usual. She didn't find anything abnormal about Xiao Wanqing. As usual, she changed shoes at the entrance and ran to Xiao Yunqing. She didn't have time to put down her schoolbag, and she smiled and plucked her enthusiasm on Xiao Wan's blue lips enthusiastically: "Did Xiao Xiaohua miss me?"

Xiao Yunqing looked at the clear eyes of the girl, and there was a flash of pain in her heart. She raised the corner of her mouth and did not respond to Lin Xian's question. Zhuang Ruo casually asked her: "It seems that I came back today a little earlier than usual. Is it rainy day that the teacher has finished class early?"

She carefully watched Lin Xian's eyes, trying to see clearly that the girl she had not discovered because of too much trust on weekdays might have exposed flaws.

Sure enough, she found out that the girl froze a little weirdly under her natural inquiry, and a little panic and discomfort flashed on her face.

Lin Xian came back today because the parents of the tutor thanked her and Xia Zhijin for making up the class, and their children's midterm exam progressed, so the two parents invited her and Xia Zhijin to eat a meal together. After dinner, they came back after a class.

Soon, Lin Xian resumed his calm appearance. Following the explanation Xiao Xiaoqing helped her, she replied: "Well, yes." She has a model: "The students see the rain is getting bigger and bigger, they are a little restless, and the teacher can't go to class It’s almost time to let us go. But we were specifically told to be quieter and not affect other classes."

"Envy, are you an elective course upstairs in Zhuang Yue?" Xiao Wanqing was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked again.

Lin Xian did not know how much Xiao Xiaoqing looked forward to, and looked forward to her confession. She prayed: envy, be guilty, be panic, and let me trust you more.

Lin Xian's nervousness because of lying has slowly begun to calm down. She blinked and blinked her eyes as if they were real, and nodded generously: "Well, yes, what's wrong?"

Xiao Wanqing's lips stared at her eyes for a moment, staring at her still clear eyes. A moment later, she lowered her snow-white neck, condensing the silence and disappointment in her eyes.

Lin Xian, pretending to be.

For a moment, she could not help but wonder because of sadness and fear: there are two, Lin Xian, is there...

Just thinking about it for a while, Xiao Wanqing felt distressed. She quickly stopped her overly malicious speculation and told herself sensibly that it was not fair to Lin Xian to think this way.

She raised her head and smiled forcefully at Lin Xian, and replied to her: "It's nothing. I just remembered that when I went to school, the terrain there was a little low, and the rain was a little bit heavy, and there was water." She shook hands. For a moment, then it seemed as if he had made up his mind and turned off the TV, as usual: "Envy and go for a bath."

Lin Xian doubtlessly had him, rubbed her head and said, "Okay, then I'll take a shower first."

But she turned around and just a few steps away, Xiao Yunqing suddenly called her again, "Lin Xian..." The voice seemed strangely low and dumb.

Lin Xian turned around and saw Xiao Wanqing sitting sideways on the sofa, staring at her, looking a little strange.

But after a while, Xiao Wanqing only told her plainly: "I changed the bath towel for you and it has been put in the bathroom cabinet."

Lin Xian frowned and touched the back of her head. She always felt that Aunt Xiao shouldn't want to say this sentence? But she looked at Xiao Wanqing suspiciously again, and Xiao Yunqing's face was normal again. She nodded anxiously, suppressing her doubts.

When she returned to the room, she took out the campus card, bus card and mobile phone in her pocket and found it on the table. It turned out that she did not know when her cell phone was turned off.

Lin Xian took the mobile phone to sit down at his desk, and then connected the charging cable. While charging, the mobile phone was turned on.

As soon as it was turned on, a few seconds later, the phone vibrated wildly. Many of them are call reminders, telling her that during the shutdown, Aunt Xiao called her once, and Chen Zhi called her for eleven times.

Lin Xian was a little baffled. Should Chen Zhi find himself in a hurry? She continued to turn up in disbelief, and she saw that Chen Zhi also sent her many text messages.

She had a little smile, and when she opened the text message, read the content of the text message, the smile was suddenly gone.

The next second, she dropped her phone, pushed open the chair, opened the door and ran to the living room.

In the living room, Xiao Wanqing still sat quietly on the sofa. She lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

The cold incandescent lamp makes Xiao Wanqing's already weak figure more and more lonely and thin. Lin Xianxin was fiercely pumped.

She lifted her heavy steps and looked dignified toward Xiao Wanqing step by step. Under Xiao Guanqing's gaze, she squatted down in front of her, and then looked up at her with her head raised.

"Why don't you take a shower?" The woman, too late to hide the grief and fragility in her eyes, squeezed out a soft smile again and asked her softly as if nothing happened.

Lin Xian choked his throat, put his hands on Xiao Wanqing's knees, and said hardly: "Why don't you ask me?"

"Ask you?" Xiao Wanqing lowered his head and smiled sadly.

She didn’t want to say, she shouldn’t ask, actually?

Xiao Wanqing smiled dazzlingly.

Obviously, she deceived and concealed her, but Xiao Wanqing's indifferent and indifferent appearance seemed to make Lin Xian feel inexplicably like being bullied by himself, and his heart hurt and annoyed.

"If I didn't find out that you knew it, would you be prepared to do this, continue to pretend to be unknown and look at me to hide you, then, Gu Zi doubted and doubted me, but asked me nothing..." Lin Xian clenched her fists and couldn't help but asked her with a cold voice.

Xiao Yuanqing bit her lip without saying a word. Lin Xian didn't know, sometimes she was afraid to ask, it would be the answer she didn't want to know.

Xiao Yuanqing's silence made Lin Xian feel like a fist hitting cotton. She felt powerless and her emotions began to ferment.

Lin Xian's eyes turned red, as if he had thought of something, and he felt more aggrieved: "That day, you said to me, thank you, thank you for telling me my emotions frankly, and thank you for giving me the opportunity to explain. What about you! You! In this way, I am not willing to give me a chance to explain. Are you going to quietly and mercilessly sentence me to death in your heart?"

She said, tears falling uncontrollably in the corners of her eyes. From the day she fell in love with Xiao Wanqing, Xiao Ruoqing's ruthless frustration with her helplessness struck her, making her choked with a voice: "Xiao Wanqing, how can you deny me so easily, you I don’t know at all..."

You don’t know at all how hard it is for me to try to get close to you, and how careful I am.

Like thin ice.

Xiao Yunqing saw her tears and heard her complaint of grievances. Her heart broke into pieces, her guilt came together, and she was full of taste. Her eyes were also red, holding the girl's face lovingly, wiping her tears gently with her fingertips, and confessed in a low voice sincerely: "Envy, I'm sorry, I'm wrong, don't cry."

Lin Xian's words cut her heart sharply like a knife.

Comparing her heart to heart, she knew that Lin Xian was also wronged. For many reasons, she taught Lin Xian soundly, but she did not.

What she did was not as good as Lin Xian's.

She pulled Lin Xian to get up and hugged her and sat on her own legs. Although the girl was crying, she did not exclude her closeness. She obediently approached her arms, sobbing on her shoulders.

Xiao Yunqing circled her waist tightly and told her softly: "Envy, it rained at night. I saw you didn't bring an umbrella, so I didn't worry about picking you up. But, I didn't wait for you, only when your classmates told me Mine, you actually don’t have electives at all this semester.” She confessed to her: “Lin Xian, I actually care. So, can you tell me where you didn’t take electives, every Wednesday and Thursday night, where did you go? ?"

Lin Xian was lying in her neck socket, and the choking noise stopped gradually. She raised her head, tears hung on her eyelashes, bit her lip, and hesitantly asked her, "Can you believe me?"

"I can't tell you now, but after a while, you will definitely know what I am doing."

Xiao Yunqing leaned close and kissed the tears on her eyelashes gently.

Under the gaze of the girl, she shook her head for the first time in this way, and shook her head indifferently, exposing herself: "No, Lin Xian."

"Lin Xian, actually, in fact, I will be uneasy." Her voice was awkward, as if it was embarrassing, but she still spoke out, and said that she should not be exposed to the fragility in front of the girl.

Lin Xian was stunned for a moment, some surprises at Xiao Wanqing's fragile ego exposed in front of her.

She has always known that her Xiao Xiaoyun is actually a little girl who needs to be protected, but in front of herself, she always pretends that strong look, so that she has no way to start, helpless.

The more vulnerable the person, the stronger the self-protection shell.

And now, is Aunt Xiao breaking her shell and putting herself into the shell together?

Lin Xian blinked and blinked his eyes, and soft love and warmth gradually appeared in his eyes, ecstatic. She bit her lip, sighed lowly, and said honestly: "I actually went to be a tutor. Aunt Xiao, I took a fancy and wanted to buy it, but I didn't have enough money, so I went to work Make money."

Unexpectedly, as soon as her words fell, Xiao Wanqing's eyes showed some disappointment that was too late to cover up.

She is like educating children and admonishing her: "Lin Xian, tell me what you want to buy, even if it really is a lot beyond your consumption level, you tell me, we can also discuss it, I will not Blame you. In the future, don't hide me because of this kind of thing, will you?"

Xiao Yunqing was really disappointed in his heart. Perhaps it was Lin Xian's long-term performance that gave her undesirable expectations for her, and forgot, Lin Xian was actually only a half-old child.

Because he wants to buy something, he saves money, works part-time to make money, and deceives himself. It's really a child, what he would do.

Xiao Wanqing didn't say anything important, even the harsh words like "deception", but it hurt Lin Xian's heart sharper than he said it.

Lin Xian stiffened her body for a moment. She looked up and stared at Xiao Wanqing in disbelief. Her eyes suddenly turned red and her voice froze. "You think, I am in love with vanity, or my child's temper is pursuing her abilities for her own selfish desires." Only extravagant consumption just go to work to make money, do you deceive you desperately?"

"Did you think of me like this?" Her heart seemed to be traversed by Wanjian, and it felt like she was going to die. At the beginning of the tutoring, the students were naughty and tossed, and the effect of making up classes was not shown. They were scolded by parents.

For a moment, she felt as if everything was not worth it.

No matter what she does, in Xiao Wanqing's eyes, maybe she has always been an ignorant child.

She sniffed her nose and broke free to ask Xiao Wanqing to let go of her, heartbroken to push away the woman who annoyed and annoyed her.

Xiao Wanqing, but the next second she broke free, as if suddenly reacting, immediately hugged her more tightly. Her voice was low and soft, with a little apology: "Is something you want to buy me?"

The girl continued to push her, arrogantly crying, "No, no, no one will buy it for you!" Anyone could hear anger.

She heard that Xiao Wanqing chuckled softly and happily in her ear. Then, the tender and delicate kiss fell on her ears, cheeks, lips, and finally, on her lips, her heart.

Lin Xian tasted the saltiness of her own tears.

Soon, only the sweetness between Xiao Yun's green lips and teeth remained in her world.

Lin Xian felt like she was about to suffocate, and her heart was beating like she was about to pop out of her chest, dizzy, and soft all over, but she couldn't stand back at all.

After a long time, she hooked Xiao Wanqing's neck and calmly softened her breath. Hearing that Xiao Yunqing's hoarse and gentle voice was against her ear, with a little sultry smile, she said: "Learn to learn Yet?"

Ah, shy and angry!