Frozen Soul Trapped In Box Of Love

By The man with dark teal hair.

She gently blew my wound before she cleaned with the water from the bottle. Gave a chill where I close my eyes. It comes from the memory that only me can remember. It isn't fair. This situation where I felt lonely. I grit my teeth holding back from say anything.

"are you done?"

"I'm done, it just a scratch but i put a bandage. It might get swollen in the morning"

"Scratch..."

This meant nothing. I have gone through hell. But now I felt like being tore inside. Somehow, my c.h.e.s.t felt heavy, my mouth felt dry and my eyes get blur. I wonder how much things has change for us. I wonder if everything was worth it. I heard she was talking and I was aware that I have been replying to her.

But somehow I felt like I was inside a box seeing my own selfish self want her to remember and keep guessing on how I suppose to make her remember. Suddenly everything become clear. My mind has come to the reality and I saw her back slowly walk away from me.

"You don't want to know my name? You just walk away from someone you've hurt?"

I can feel my heart beating faster. If she remember, can she see me differently than how her eyes look at me now? Please let me tell you my name. At least it can be the reason for you to remember. I saw her turned her head and look me in the eyes.

"Asking name is like asking for attachments. I clearly avoid that kind of thing".

She gave me a faint smile with an empty eyes. I was speechless and felt betrayed at the same time. She then walk away with her tiny body. While her body was fading away from my eyes, I smell some familiar scent.

"You are here?"

"Yes Young Lord"

"Do you catch them?"

"Yes... they reached here from the south. Seems they broken in when the storm from Laluna passed here last week".

I watch the sea waves. Sometimes it slowly reach the beach and sometimes it becomes a big waves and crashed at the beach. The sky were clear and I can see the bright star shinning and a thin cloud slowly passed by and make the sky look sad.

"Take Shadow 1 and few Night Crawler to the south. Get Shadow 2 to prepare, I want to check the sea with them. Bring out the Black Wings."

"Yes..."

They answer in union. Five people in one voice, how interesting. Make me feel more lonely than before. They dispatch to follow my order. Some vision keep replaying in my head.

'Dont cry, I promise I will give you lots of book later if you stop cry now'

'But it does hurt. Is it a sin to cry when it hurts?'

'No its not, but bad people will hear us. Do you want they take us away?'

'How to stop cry when I cant stop the pain'

'Smile. Force your face to smile'

I was trembling in fear, scared those men will found both of us. We were both in the wood and surround by darkness and unknown. I cant help but let out a big laugh when seeing her cute face that half was covered by dirt and mud, and some blood was forcing a smile like an idiot while tears streaming down like a waterfall from her eyes. And after that laugh I forgot my fear, I found the strength from my heart to survive that night until today.

"That girl still small even after all this year huh, but yet those eyes doesn't even shed any tears anymore... and now that smile bring sadness"