Good Dad System

In less than a year, the three members of the Pei family have gone on a trip for the second time, but this trip is very different from the last trip. The last trip was organized by Pei Naochun, in order to appease the daughter's heart. A trip to relax with scars, and this time, it was led by Pei Baoshu, in order to leave the most beautiful memories in a limited time.

During the first half of the trip, Sister Pei and Second Sister Pei also followed, but they didn't follow in the second half, because during the winter vacation, there was the most important festival for Chinese people, the Spring Festival. They both have families. During the reunion festival, even if I was reluctant and couldn't continue to stay outside, so I reluctantly said the end in advance and returned to City C first.

"Mom, come and take a picture of me and my grandfather!" As soon as Yu Ze saw his mother in a daze in the distance, he stretched out his hand and waved it vigorously, asking her to come over quickly. Even if you sweat sometimes, it will never loosen.

This is also the task that Pei Baoshu gave him. As soon as Yu Ze completed it well, as soon as he went outside, he would immediately hold his grandfather and not let go.

"Come on." Pei Baoshu responded. Although they were on the beach, Pei Baoshu was still carrying a backpack. She had a camera hanging from her neck, a power bank and a camera in her bag, and a large-screen mobile phone in her hand. It can be said that the equipment is fully equipped. In fact, when I travel now, I pay attention to playing in simple clothes. With so many things, I really carry so much weight that my shoulders are sore, but no matter how tired, Pei Baoshu has not put the equipment. Let it go, just because I want to take advantage of this time to leave more memories for my family.

Pei Baoshu's mobile phone was the latest model that was replaced before departure. It has a full memory of 256g and the camera's pixel is also the highest. Before, she was a person who could use a mobile phone for five or six years without changing it. The reason for this replacement is still for dad.

It is difficult for her to describe her mood at the moment like others.

Pei Baoshu has never been a bed-recognition person, but this time, during the trip, she woke up countless times from a dream, sweating profusely in winter, in her dream, her father was looking at her with bewildered eyes, and then she turned her head away. Say: "I don't know you, go away!" It's like the two have never had a father-daughter relationship, they are strangers from beginning to end.

What's the use of shooting these? The aunt once told her that, after all, from the beginning to the end of the trip, she just held onto the device and didn't let go, and she couldn't enjoy the joy of traveling at all. The aunt was worried that she was tired and that she would regret later recall.

It is difficult for her to explain the fear in her heart. She just wants to do everything she can to leave a picture of all the time when her father still remembers her. If one day, everything really happens, you can rely on this to comfort her life in the future. .

"Mom, you're so slow!" Yu Ze couldn't hold back and made a face at his mother. He and his grandfather had been posing for a long time, but his mother hadn't even started taking pictures.

Pei Baoshu said with a smile, and continued to fiddle: "That's it." She couldn't count how many photos and short videos she had taken in total. The memory of her phone was getting more and more full. Now just turning on the camera, it would take a long time. Can.

"Don't worry, your mother is doing it." Pei Naochun stretched out his hand and adjusted Yu Ze's clothes.

"Grandpa, posture!" Yu Ze saw his grandfather adjusting his movements, and immediately reminded him that he could think of all kinds of strange postures for taking pictures. Now he has become a professional posture designer, and everyone at home listens to him.

Pei Naochun hurriedly responded, stretched out his hand and said, "Alright, alright."

The movements of him and Yu Ze are like copies of a mold. They both do the flying pose of Superman in the classic American movie. They only need to put on that dress and red cape, and then they can become Superman.

"Eggplant!" Pei Baoshu yelled at the eggplant, and there were more than a dozen pictures. She fixed this picture on the camera. There have been many times like this scene. How long can it last?

Life is sometimes so ruthless and friendly, fleeting in the blink of an eye and eternity.

The relatively low price and good speed of motor trains have become the first choice for most Chinese people for medium-distance travel. It is really difficult to buy tickets during the Spring Festival. It is a three-person seat. After all, neither father nor son can be out of sight.

This trip home will take a total of five and a half hours, and as soon as I get on the bus, the car is full of mixed flavors. There are already people who have bought seatless tickets, crowding to go to the dining car to order a meal and sit. After the rest, some people have already passed through the seats, and started to soak the instant noodles at the position where the water is connected to the back half of each car. The neatly dressed flight attendants on the train are selling bento.

Before entering the station, Pei Baoshu specially went to the fast food restaurant opposite the station to pack three fast food. Although the price was not low, it was still cheaper than the ones sold at the station. When all three people were seated, Pei Baoshu began to divide the meal. Cooking up: "Dad, you and Zeyi's green pepper beef rice bowl, let's eat it first, and I'll throw it away after eating it."

She explained very seriously that now a father is sometimes no different from a child. If you don't make it clear, maybe after a while, he will look at you suspiciously and ask him what to give him this meal, or if he doesn't want to eat it. he?

In the past six months, her father's condition has been progressing. She has asked many doctors in private, and she has also consulted the doctors in the imperial capital through the relationship of her former classmates, but she has not received any relatively good news.

"Well, Bao also eats it, it's delicious." Pei Naochun sat in the middle, his memory of life skills was not too damaged, so he opened the lid and buried his head to eat.

"Grandpa, why didn't you ask me to eat." Yu Ze was full of resentment and felt discriminated against by his grandfather. You must know that he is the one who sleeps with his grandfather every day and shares secrets with his grandfather, okay?

Pei Naochun was immediately amused and rubbed his grandson's head: "Okay, we also eat Zeyi well, we have to eat it up, but don't waste it." He looked at his grandson tenderly.

"Yeah! Don't waste it." Only then did Yu Zeyi bury his head in his meal with satisfaction.

Pei Baoshu looked at the grandparents and grandchildren with tenderness in her eyes. Logically speaking, it is not an easy task for her to take care of the two of them by herself, but whether it is Yu Zeyi or Pei Naochun, they are very " sensible", she didn't feel burdened.

The car drove smoothly, and the food was quickly finished. Pei Baoshu took the lunch box and went to the back to throw the garbage. Before returning to his seat, he saw his father poking his head on the chair.

"What's the matter, Dad?" Pei Baoshu glanced at her son and was a little puzzled. She threw a piece of trash, and it didn't take two minutes to go back and forth. She quickly saw Yu Zeyi shaking her head in confusion.

Pei Naochun was in a hurry and pulled her daughter's sleeve until she sat down and said, "A Bao, why don't we eat? It's already seven o'clock when I see it, and when we get to City C, we'll all be hungry. Stomach!" He pointed to the display screen in front of each car, which showed the time and place.

Pei Baoshu was stunned for a moment, and then she realized what happened: "...Dad, we have already eaten, and the garbage I just went to throw out!"

"Have you eaten?" Pei Naochun blinked, "Then why don't I remember it?"

"Grandpa, we really ate it!" Yu Zeyi had already reacted, he immediately put his grandfather's hand on his swollen belly, "Look, my belly is swollen, we Green pepper beef rice for both!"

"Is that so?" Pei Naochun looked at his daughter for help, "Abao, have we eaten?"

"I've eaten it just now." Pei Baoshu knew that her father was in a hurry, so she held her father's hand and gently massaged it to help him relax.

"Why did I forget it again." He slowly leaned back in the chair, staring blankly in front of him, looking very sad.

Patients at this stage are especially painful. To give a simple example, there is one thing that you clearly do not have in your memory, but everyone around you tells you that it just happened. This sense of panic is unprecedented, even if it has already happened. Knowing that I was sick, it was also difficult to accept. In the blink of an eye, I forgot about it. I tried desperately to remember it, but I found that there was no memory in my mind.

"Dad, it's alright, it's not important, the car is still a long time away, you can just lean on it and sleep for a while." Her voice was soft and calm. In fact, this is a common occurrence during this period of time. People face the unknown. , is always afraid, but she has to calm down as quickly as possible, otherwise who will comfort her father?

"Grandpa is good, just sleep." Yu Zeyi also leaned over and patted his grandfather gently. He knew that there was a monster living in the grandfather's mind, and he would eat up his grandfather's memory little by little, but only This monster is a bad thing, one bite in the east and one bite in the west, eating in a mess.

"Okay." Pei Naochun listened to the words of his daughter and grandson very much, clasped his hands tightly in front of his stomach, closed his eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

The train was moving very fast. After taking a nap, half awake in a daze, and opening his eyes a few times, he reached the destination. Pei Baoshu shook his son and father awake, stood up and took the luggage from the luggage rack on the top. The three people We went out together, but we only brought one box of luggage. Pei Baoshu did it all by himself, keeping his son and father from interfering.

"Grandpa, why do you keep letting go of my hand!" Yu Zeyi was very dissatisfied, so he pulled Grandpa's hand over and held it firmly, "Didn't we agree? As long as you go to a crowded place, you Just hold me!"

"I……"

"Dad, don't be annoyed, Ze Yi and I are for your own good too. There are many people outside, so be obedient." Pei Baoshu patted her father soothingly, took down the suitcase, and greeted Ze Yi to go out, she also knew , Being held by people every day, no adult likes it, but at the train station, the flow of people is so large, if it is really lost, I am afraid that I will not be able to find it again!

"Okay." Pei Naochun replied in a low voice, with a bit of grievance on his face, he put his hand in Yu Zeyi's hand, and then followed obediently.

This trip, Pei Baoshu was well prepared. After getting off the train station, she called a car to pick him up. The three of them sat together in the back row. Pei Baoshu was the last to get on the bus, and she felt her father leaning on her before she got on the bus. Leaning, then resting her head on her shoulder, squinting and dozing off, she glanced at it with a smile, her heart softened, but just adjusted her posture to make her lean more comfortable.

"We're going home!" Yu Zeyi, who got home, was like a little bird who was playing with joy. Although he was very happy to play outside, when he got home, he felt that he was relaxed, "Mom, grandpa, I will first Are you going to sleep?" He really wanted to throw himself on the bed and sleep.

"Okay, you go to bed first, and I'll accompany your grandfather." Pei Baoshu agreed, of course, she smiled and watched her son run into the house, and then helped his father to leave.

After confirming that Yu Zeyi's figure was gone, Pei Naochun hurriedly leaned on his daughter's shoulder, and he said cautiously, "A Bao!"

"What's up?"

"Who is that kid!" He was very dissatisfied, "Why let him come to live in our house, I don't even recognize him."

"Dad." Pei Baoshu only felt that her world seemed to be in slow motion. She turned her head back little by little and looked at her father deeply, "He is Zeyi, don't you remember?"

Pei Naochun immediately shook his head vigorously: "I don't recognize him, who is Ze Yi?"

"...He's my son, your grandson." Pei Baoshu had tears in her eyes. She had never cried in front of her father during this trip, she just wanted to leave him countless smiling faces, but at this moment, that The heart wall that had been built with great difficulty seemed to be easily overturned.

"Grandson?" He frowned, "I don't know, why don't I know what happened? Are you lying to me?"

"...It's okay, let's talk slowly." Pei Baoshu pinched herself hard and helped her father into the house, "We just came back from our trip and are all tired. Let's rest first, and I'll tell you tomorrow." , lost the shrewdness of the past, and was quickly appeased. He nodded, obediently went to the bathroom and changed his clothes. Pei Baoshu just wiped his face indiscriminately, controlling himself not to shed tears, and then waited for Dad to go to bed and prepare Turn off the lights for him and go back to the room.

"A Bao, Dad loves you!" Pei Naochun, who was about to go to sleep, remembered something, and immediately took out his notebook to check it. After speaking, he nodded with satisfaction, so that he could lie flat on the bed with peace of mind.

"I love you too." Pei Baoshu reached out and turned off the light, but did not go out immediately. She looked at her father in the dark for a long time, until the familiar light snoring sounded, and she walked out slowly.

It all started. When I first discovered it, my father messed up the eldest aunt and the second aunt once. At that time, the memory was only a little vague, but today, the memory-eating monster that seemed to be coaxed to sleep, suddenly Waking up, jumping around, biting off a whole piece of memory in one fell swoop, and that's just the beginning.

How long can she listen to that father loves you?

She went back to the room and sat for a long time, but she still couldn't sort out her complicated thoughts. She didn't even know how to tell Ze Yi that his grandfather had forgotten him, and there is a high probability that he would not be able to find his memory.

When Pei Baoshu became an adult, even in the face of family breakdown and her husband cheating, she never lost her temper willfully, but at this time she couldn't help but slapped the bed hard and cried loudly: "What kind of rotten disease is this! If it can't be cured, why do you have to, I hate it to death." She threw herself on the bed like a child, clutching the sheets tightly with her hands, crying heartbroken.

I don't know how long it has been, she just fell asleep with tears in her eyes. In her dream, her father stood in front of her as usual, coaxing her with a smile, and stopped crying, what a man. Ah, look, isn't Dad all right? Made you worry, now I'm sick. Tears are all talented, but the corners of his mouth keep rising, revealing an extraordinarily sweet smile.

It was dawn and I woke up from the dream, but everything would not get better. Pei Baoshu sat up, looked at the sunlight shining in from the window, picked up the mobile phone and called Auntie first: "Hey, Auntie... we're back. , I want to tell you something, Dad can't remember Zeyi anymore." She looked up, "Yes, it may be soon, I'm fine, I'm fine." The aunt on the other end of the phone Tears had already started to fall, but Pei Baoshu on the other end of the phone didn't cry, she stubbornly stopped her tears from yesterday.

She won't admit defeat, she can't collapse, what if this family collapses?

From this day on, Pei Baoshu has turned herself into a superwoman. She ordered several wifi-connected cameras from the Internet, installed them all at home, and shared her account with the group of people who have been active all the time. Here, she has to go to work on weekdays, and she relies on these cameras to watch her father. After all, the most worrying problem for the elderly with Alzheimer's disease is getting lost.

As soon as Yu Ze got to and from school, he reached an agreement with the parents of a classmate in the same class. The two children's way home was on the way, and they gave 500 per month to let him bring Ze back by the way.

Pei Baoshu has also communicated with the teachers in the school, try not to arrange her night self-study, after every class, she will take her work home to deal with it, so as to maximize the time she can stay at home.

Of course, Pei Baoshu also thought about hiring a nanny, but her father could take care of himself except for forgetting things. On the contrary, there was a stranger in the family. He was always frightened and rejected. After trying several times, she still gave up. this idea.

Humans are like a spinning top, and they start to spin rapidly with a whip. Every day, Pei Baoshu pours cold water on herself when she wakes up, tells herself to calm down, and then smiles at her son and father. The broad arms carry the family in place of the stalwart father.

What surprised her most was that her son Zeyi didn't get hurt because his grandfather forgot that he was very hurt. Instead, he took out the memory album he made with his grandfather from the room and explained it to his grandfather seriously. Only then did Pei Baoshu know that during the travel process, Pei Naochun began to prepare. He carefully selected many pictures from the albums at home, neatly pasted them on the album book, and wrote carefully next to them. However, in this album, there are not many parts about himself - of course, this is also related to the few photos in his early years.

Pei Naochun simply summed up his life in a few words, including family photos of his parents and two younger sisters in the early years, as well as a wedding photo with his wife, and almost every page after that is about his daughter A Bao. Related, from the birth of the daughter, to the growth of the daughter, to the summer vacation, the three of them went on a trip together, smiling brightly at the camera... Pei Baoshu watched the photo for a long time while her father was sleeping, and finally carefully washed the winter vacation trip. The photos that came out are also posted on the top.

[On February 1, 2019, we came out to play again, the most precious and special tour, Dad, Bao and Zeyi. ]

But no matter how hard a superwoman works, she doesn't have any superpowers that can change the physical condition of human beings or create miracles in life. Even if Pei Baoshu does everything she can, she will accompany her father and Zeyi every night to talk together. The story of the past, but the eraser in Pei Naochun's memory was getting harder and cleaner.

Just a month ago, Pei Naochun could no longer recognize Big Sister Pei and Ermei Pei, even if Big Sister Pei and Ermei Pei talked about the past in front of him with tears in their eyes, he just blinked suspiciously and said, "Are you admitting your mistake? Man, I'm not your big brother."

"Mr. Pei, do you want to go home?" You also finished the class, and the teacher who didn't need to watch the evening self-study was also ready to go home. Seeing Pei Baoshu, he asked.

"Well, I'm going back." Pei Baoshu nodded, the mobile phone in her hand was still playing a video, and the video was playing the scene of the living room at home. Pei Naochun was sitting on the sofa watching TV, holding the video in her hand. A small bag of snacks, these were distributed by Pei Baoshu in advance, one bag a day, otherwise, like Pei Naochun's current situation, he would often not remember that he had eaten a lot of snacks, and then one bag after another, and finally You will know when you eat.

"Okay, then walk slowly." The teacher watched Pei Baoshu get into the car and got into his car, he couldn't help shaking his head and sighed: "It's so pitiful."

Poor what? It's much more pitiful. This teacher Pei is only in his thirties. He is divorced and carries a fuel oil bottle. The old man at the top is still sick. He said that it was Alzheimer's disease, which is probably quite serious, like She is like this, her life is over, she has taken care of her father and son for more than ten years, and when she grows old, she will have to be lonely until she grows old! Like between them, I often take Teacher Pei's example as an example. There are unforeseen circumstances on this day. Don't divorce on impulse. If Teacher Pei still has a husband by her side, maybe it will be less stressful.

If these words reached Pei Baoshu's ears, she would only shake her head. Yes, her father's illness did make her regret and pain, but divorce and bringing children were not. She is now thankful countless times that she divorced in time. , when the father can finally keep a clear memory, leaving a reliable back.

——Even if Dad forgets, he will be relieved, right?

You should pay attention to safety regulations when driving. Now, it is estimated that there is no one who is more particular than Pei Baoshu. She refuses to get sick, and she never wants to have an accident on her own. After seeing her son's presence, elementary school now ends early, and often her son arrives home earlier than her. Yu Zeyi has grown a lot during this time, and every time he comes back early, he will go to talk to his grandfather-even if there is not one time, grandfather can Actively recognize him.

When Pei Baoshu opened the door, Yu Zeyi's patient voice came from the house: "Grandpa, this is your handwriting, do you still recognize it? Well, this is me! When I was born, you Come see me, and my mom took this photo together."

"This is Bao and...you?"

"Yes, Grandpa!" Yu Zeyi immediately applauded and encouraged Grandpa, coaxing people just like when Grandpa taught him to read in the past.

Pei Baoshu breathed a sigh of relief, changed her shoes and went into the room relaxed: "Dad, Zeyi, I'm back, what are you doing?" She was greeted by a pair of excited eyes and a pair of confused eyes, Pei Baoshu His heart suddenly fell into an abyss.

"Mom, you're back! Take a rest." This is Ze Yi, and every day he worries about his mother's exhaustion.

Pei Naochun was extremely vigilant. He held the photo album and looked at Pei Baoshu: "Who are you? Why are you coming to my house? My daughter will be home later!" He fumbled for his mobile phone and pulled Yu Ze back, "Ah Bao's phone..."

"You don't recognize me?" Pei Baoshu didn't have time to put down the bag he was holding. Dad still called out to A Bao, remembering that he had a daughter, but he didn't recognize who she was.

Yu Zeyi turned back in panic and looked at his grandfather.

"I don't recognize you."

Pei Baoshu took a deep breath and looked at her father. The thing she was most afraid of finally happened. The look in her father's eyes was only strange: "I'm Bao."

"..." After a long silence, Pei Naochun suddenly realized something and gave a high five, "You are also called A Bao!"

Pei Baoshu paused as she wanted to move forward, and went back to the entrance: "Ze Yi, can you accompany grandpa for a while? I want to be alone." She is only lucky now that there is still a half wall across the living room from the entrance. To be invisible, she just squatted down and looked at the shoes that were placed side by side. There were hers, her father's, and Aizawa's. This was her home, but now, her home has a certain meaning On top of that, it's going to go away again.

Zeyi's shrill voice was still anxiously saying: "Grandpa, look at this photo, this person is my mother, or Abao, do you still recognize him?" He flipped through the album, anxiously, "You Look, this, this, it's all mom, your daughter, the three of us are still taking pictures together!"

"...I don't know." There was a faint voice, and his voice, a little scared, a little flinched, "Can you help me call A Bao back?"

Look, he still remembers a Bao, but he doesn't remember her anymore.

...

The light in the afternoon is always the strongest, and half of the living room can be shrouded in sunlight. In summer, it can be so hot that people don’t want to stay for a long time, but in winter, as long as people feel warm.

"I don't agree, I definitely don't agree!" Pei Baoshu stood near the living room, alone with one against four, against the eldest aunt, eldest uncle, second aunt, and second uncle on the opposite side. They sat on a long sofa in a row , is looking at her seriously.

"Abao, this is your father's wish. You promised it at the beginning, right?" Second sister Pei almost thought she couldn't cry, but she was still sad when she saw Abao like this.

"I know it's my father's will, but I don't know it's like this. I don't agree. I can take care of him! I really can." Pei Baoshu tried to convince them, "I'm only in my thirties, and I'm still very young. , I can do it, I can communicate with the school and schedule a little less class for me, or I take a long vacation first, there is always a solution, second aunt, I don't want to send my father to a nursing home."

Just two days ago, my father almost got lost, but they didn't take good care of them. It was just that there was a dinner at home. Before the second aunt arrived, they left the door open. It was just that the kitchen was lively, and my father was alone. I groped and walked out, circling the downstairs community, if the second aunt just arrived and pulled him back, no one knew how far he would run. A place to find.

It is precisely because of this reason that Second Aunt Pei finally made up her mind, brought her husband and Aunt Pei's family, and decided to relay Pei Naochun's original request. In addition to going to a nursing home, there was also the transfer of his property. The two sisters were entrusted to keep it together. First, the three brothers and sisters of the Pei family have a good relationship and can stand the test. Second, the family conditions of the two younger sisters are also good, and they will not be ignorant of money. In fact, according to Pei Naochun's previous account, now He should have stayed in the nursing home a long time ago, but Second Sister Pei and Sister Pei were reluctant, thinking that it would be better for him to stay at home, so they chose silence.

"Abao, we understand." Sister Pei understood very well, "I didn't understand why your father made this choice at the beginning, but you must know that he is not suitable to stay at home, and you have to have your own life."

"I don't want it!" She was stubborn.

"But your father wants you to live a happy and happy life. In his life, he doesn't like to trouble others, even when he is old. He chose a nursing home and took us to see it. The conditions are very good, and the nurses are also very good. Professional, we know some people who have gone there, and the responses are very good. There will never be any abuse by nurses. Besides, the nursing home is less than half an hour's drive away from us. If you want, you can go to see him at any time, yes Is it?" Sister Pei explained that she realized why the eldest brother made this decision. With Abao's temperament, I am afraid that he will take good care of the eldest brother, but the question is, is this what the eldest brother wants?

Ermei Pei wiped her tears hard: "Actually, we should have said it earlier, but we all have selfish intentions. We can't bear your father, but you see, your father was almost lost yesterday, and the staff in the nursing home are more professional, and they can take good care of your father. Yes, our original intention is the same, hope he is well, right?"

"I understand the truth!" Pei Baoshu burst into tears, "but I can't accept it, aunt and second aunt, it's not that my father can't bear me, he can't remember me anyway, it's me that can't bear my father, I think Sending him away, I really can't bear it in my heart, I can't live without him."

Pei Ermei had 10,000 words to say, all of which turned into sighs. She walked over and hugged Pei Baoshu hard: "We all understand, but your father is sick, just like going to the hospital, going to a nursing home is also a different process. We're all going to see him, right?"

"I'll try harder to see, okay? I won't lose my father, I'll take good care of him, I can't take care of him, I'll sign up for classes, I'll go to school, and he wants to stay by my side. "

"No." Sister Pei replied firmly, "This is your father's life. You have to let him make his own decisions. He is luckier than others and has the opportunity to make his own choices. As a family, we should not go against his choices." She clearly knew what the eldest brother wanted. If the eldest brother stayed at home, what kind of life would Baoshu live? If Big Brother can really know, it must be very painful, right?

The door of the room was only half-closed, and voices from outside could be vaguely heard. Yu Zeyi was sitting opposite his grandfather. His task today was to look after his grandfather.

"You just said, who is this here?" Pei Naochun stretched out his hand and beckoned, he couldn't recognize Yu Zeyi, nor could he name him.

Yu Ze looked at the past and was stunned. Grandpa was pointing at himself: "Grandpa, this is you."

"So it's me." Pei Naochun's eyes widened in confusion, "I'm so old."

Hearing what his grandfather said, Yu Zeyi felt uncomfortable, but now he was still eavesdropping on the development of the outside world. When he heard keywords such as nursing homes, his ears perked up, he cautiously looked at his toes, and took it from above. He downloaded a photo album. Between the first and second pages of the photo album, there were several letters. This was the "promise" he made with his grandfather.

At that time, they were still traveling, and at night, he always slept in the same room with his grandfather, and during that time, he chatted a lot with his grandfather.

"Ze Yi, wait until one day, the monster in Grandpa's brain will snort and eat up the memory inside. Not only you, but also your mother, Grandpa himself, I can't remember."

"Can that kill the monster?" he asked innocently.

Pei Naochun shook his head: "No, because the monster and grandfather's brains grow together. If the monster is killed, then the grandfather will also die. At that time, the grandfather has to be sent to a place like a hospital, where the Nursing home, they will take good care of me." He touched his grandson's head, "It's just that when I'm not at home, your mother will be taken care of by you."

That night, my grandfather said a lot, a lot of things, and Yu Zeyi still couldn't understand. He made a promise with his grandfather, and he also agreed to his grandfather. If grandpa is gone one day, he will protect his mother and not let her be alone. , He also took a few letters from his grandfather. The grandfather said that he was afraid that his mother would not bear him. When he was going to the nursing home, he would take these letters to his mother and two aunts, which could be regarded as a farewell.

And now, that seems to be the time.

Yu Zeyi quickly ran outside the door. As soon as he appeared, several adults began to wipe the tears from their faces.

"Ze Yi, what's the matter? We're fine, you go ahead and accompany your grandfather." Pei Baoshu coaxed her son to let him in.

"Mom, the eldest aunt and the second aunt, this is the letter that my grandfather asked me to give to you before." Yu Zeyi solemnly handed the three letters to the three of them, and then ran back to the house without looking back. , continue to look at Grandpa.

"Letter?" Pei Baoshu saw that the familiar word "A Bao" on the top of her nose was already sore. She opened the letter as quickly as possible, and then burst into tears.

[A Bao, when you opened this letter, Dad may have forgotten you, although I really want to remember you all forever, but I don’t think it’s easy, I’m sorry, although I really want to accompany you more, But it seems that in life, there are always many things that we cannot decide for ourselves. ]

[…I wonder if the two aunts told you about sending me to a nursing home? I guess, you may be reluctant, but Bao, this is Dad's decision, have you forgotten that you promised Dad? You said, respect me, let me decide my own life, just like dad always respects you, please support dad too! Although parting is always very sad, the life of a person is full of countless separations. I am very fortunate that I was able to diagnose it in advance. In the last period of time, I was able to be with you, your two aunts, and Ze Yi. We lived together, and I also felt very happy to see you smiling. ]

[Going to a nursing home is not a bad thing, where I can get more professional care, that's one of the things. The second is, I also hope that you can put me down and live a good life. Seeing this, you may be angry, and you feel that you can do well with me, but please let your father be selfish once, as a father's selfishness, really I really want to see you, unrestrained, happy life, whether it's a good job, learning a craft, or traveling, it's all good, not for me, I can only be locked at home every day, I'm like a cage Disobedient monster, you are like a tired breeder. ]

[I have seen many examples on the Internet. After taking care of people for a long time, I will always be tired and always have some emotions. Abao, I hope that in your life, you will remember your father's goodness more, not later. , I was exhausted by my father's tossing, and even felt unhappy in my heart. I also hope that in your memory, more of a decent and shrewd me, rather than a clumsy and clueless worm dad. ]

[…I hope my daughter will be happy forever. This wish has never changed. If you really want to make me happy, promise me, live your life well, love life, and love yourself. You also have to believe that as long as you are happy, I will be happy. Thank you for helping me, Zeyi, he used pinyin to look up a lot of words for me. This little man will also take care of you for me. Also, Bao, Dad loves you. ]

The letter is very long, and it can be seen that there are traces of repeated revisions, and there are countless small