He Is a Master Who Can’t Handle a Slave Properly

Chapter 44

44 – Putting something down and accepting something means

…the hero of the story always sparkled.

He was invincible, and things that would never be solved would miraculously be solved.

Above all, even though there are big ups and downs in life, they always climbed beyond what they fell.

The stories I’ve read have all been hopeful ones with happy endings.

Without realizing that it takes my eyes far, far away from reality.

So I got a mask.

initiative. Is it really important to catch it?

In society, the importance of leadership to lead someone is so emphasized.

But in a society where there is only one boss, compete for that position…

What to do with someone who is not inclined to leading others?

So I got two masks.

When I went out into society and revealed myself honestly, there were people who looked at me with that.

I’m just such a person, but someone took it and slandered it.

If you don’t approach people with a candid look, who can you trust? How can you find people to trust?

That’s how I put the masks I got on my face.

I stepped into a new world wearing those masks.

The masks I wore were clumsy and crude.

The person who saw the other put a knife in my back.

If I wasn’t lucky, it was me who was suffocating.

Wearing a cracked mask, I barely survived.

I accepted the white rabbit involved in my case as a slave and as a new housemate.

The frightened rabbit was satisfied with my touch and quickly let go of its guard.

She seemed to have already noticed the broken mask.

The rabbit longed for my arms with a lot of feelings he had for me.

The happiness that came from it was so good that I can’t express it in words,

I somehow tried to hold on to the mask and put on a play I wasn’t told to do.

The mask bound me tight, and I, wearing the mask, tried to get away from the rabbit.

The rabbit, who still sees me through the mask, doesn’t understand it and continues to approach me.

Wearing a mask, I pushed her away.

That method was none other than bringing in a cat.

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Rabbit seemed very dissatisfied with that.

She was very angry with me and showed her dissatisfaction by staring at me silently, and was eager to rub her body against me and leave a mark.

Contrary to her, the cat read my mask correctly and fawned over me, wagging its tail as eagerly as the mask wanted.

Wearing a mask, I thought that was enough.

Seeing me through the mask, the rabbit sat down and wept.

The gold on the mask went larger.

The mask, now tattered, could not fulfill its role, and was leaking out my inner thoughts.

I hugged her and fed her the way I felt, and the rabbit shuddered closer to me.

The rabbit seen through the mask looked so small and fragile.

…I saw it as something I had to protect.

After taking off my mask, I am just a man with no power, no knowledge, no proper possession of anything.

I dared to do something.

And the huge stone statue I met brutally shattered my mask and took away my right leg.

There are no more masks.

my legs too.

***

As soon as I opened my eyes, what I saw was Ellie, who was sleeping soundly with her face buried in my belly.

The first thing that came to my mind when I saw it was infinite gratitude and love.

As soon as she knew I was gone, she would have followed me.

I kept doing things that would hurt her, but she didn’t care and came to me.

He rescued me from there and brought me out of there safely.

Considering how big of a thing it was, I… had no right to say anything.

I already had my pride and everything broken… I couldn’t help but shed tears just looking at her.

Survived.

thanks to her

I was able to breathe again, and I was able to be here despite the terrifying experience of something precious slowly slipping from the cold stone floor.

The lower right part of the duvet that was covered under that duvet, obviously sunk.

As if my feet were clearly there.

I could definitely feel my toes wiggling, but for some reason, unlike the soft feel of the blanket, an unpleasant feeling of hovering in the air kept creeping up my legs.

It was she who made it through.

That’s why I… was able to put something down.

Despite my promise to regard her as just a housemate, the pitiful thought that I was looking at her below me all of a sudden,

All those thoughts of me controlling her were gone.

And when she opened her eyes and met my eyes, I had only one thought in my head.

Leaning over, he kissed her on the lips.

The thick sweetness filled my head, and her flowing tears made my heart ache.

If I’d only known this would happen, if I’d only known all of this would happen,

I would rather have been honest with her and put everything down and come into her arms.

It must have been the right answer for her and me.

Have I come back too far?

“…Wake up, you’re born.”

“Tok,” she whispered softly as she brought her forehead to me.

“Long time, Coke, Cough! Long time, did you fall asleep?”

The dryness of my throat told me that I had been asleep for a very long time.

Every time I moved my tongue, I was frightened by the state of my thin neck, but I continued to shed tears.

“You’re really… you’re really carefree.”

And what came out was her vicious words full of resentment.

“How could you do that? How? How did you think of leaving me and going to the dungeon by myself? Without talking to me? Why?

You smile at me like it doesn’t matter even after you do all those nasty things to me.

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Really… so cruel.

Are you trying to take advantage of the love I give you knowing it’s unconditional? Or are you really brazen?

Can’t you see I’m sick? Can’t you see I’m suffering?

Or are you heartless enough to try to take advantage of them all?

I-I-

I don’t want to hold on to my heart like this every time and focus exclusively on you like this.

If I take my eyes off it, I wonder if it will run away, or maybe it will get away from you.

I gave you everything precious and promised to be with you forever, but wouldn’t it make you unable to keep it all?

I need you, I became a person who can no longer be separated from you, and I am still looking at you.

you pushed me away until when

…

Shani is a good kid. Kind, sincere.

If you hadn’t brought me here for that purpose, I would have helped him physically and mentally.

Do you know what it feels like to know I’m a good person, but to have to push me away because of the hatred that boils in my heart?

How does it feel to hate that child simply for the fact that he came to separate you from me?

I-I-

I want to give up everything right now, but I can’t.

because of you.

I don’t know if you’ll know how much it means, or if you’ll just take it as the grumbling of a passing rabbit.

You are more important to me, you are my first

What number am I to you?

The first thing I want is a place that will never change.

But if I couldn’t get it, I was determined to get it at all costs,

Even if I fall apart, even if I cling to you,

Even if I end up becoming infinitely pitiful and miserable, I know to the point of breaking my heart that I am the one who will do anything if that position is promised to me.

You’re not going to give it a seat.

I… I don’t know what to do now.

I try to seduce you too much, try to trample you,

I tried clinging to you, and I tried to be afraid of you.

Now even the golem that tried to kill you broke in two and came back to rescue you.

You kiss me like it’s all normal.

That too, very calmly.

…I was happy.

But, it was just as desperate.

It’s like proof that you know what I’m doing to make you happy.

therefore…

Everything you did to me was intentional, not a mistake that you committed because you didn’t know me.