Hide And Seek

"Where do the seniors stay?" I asked Nam Joon entering the elevator.

"Their dorms are in a building closer to the university. One of the perks of making it to senior year," he emphasized. We walked through the ground floor empty apart from a few people lounged around on chairs.

We continued mostly in silence except for the occasional outburst by Ruby who kept pointing things out as we walked through the glass hallway and into the middle building. Luckily the back glass doors were still open. I wondered when they locked the dorms. I didn't feel like sleeping outside tonight.

Nam Joon walked ahead of Ruby and I leading the way on one of the many concrete paths. We strolled past the left hand side of the cafeteria that was completely shrouded by moonlight. As we kept going there were more and more old trees with winding trunks that bordered the wide path.

We were led onto a slight uphill incline for about ten minutes as loud noises and bright lights emanated from a massive building that had come into view as we passed the bulk of the trees.

The building was huge and rainbow lights came from all three stories opened windows. I could see people moving around all three floors as the floor to ceiling windows gave us a perfect view. The loud music reverberated through the house and even to where we stood I could feel it under my feet. Feeling slightly overwhelmed I held Ruby's hand for support. Nam Joon had nearly made it to the opened door when he turned back. "Come on" he called out as he walked in the crowded building.

"We can go back. It's not too late," I said anxiously.

"Nope. We are not running away. It should be fun," Ruby squealed, squeezing my hand.

I tried not to let my nervousness show as I smiled back at Ruby as we followed Nam Joon inside past two guys smoking on the steps. Eww. I hated the smell of cigarettes it always made my stomach turn.

The ground floor had a large circular space filled with lounges, tables and chairs that opened up onto hallways on both sides.

Packed into the open planned resting area were older guys wearing dress shirts in different colours and some with sleeves rolled up and collars opened and the girls wore tight short dresses showing plenty of cleavage.

I watched on in horror as a couple on one of the back sofas started heavily making out. I wasn't a prude or anything but I always thought some things should be private. Clearly I was the only one who thought like that as I turned noticing lots of people making out all over the other lounges and against the walls.

I smiled as Nam Joon rejoined us holding three cups. "Here" he bellowed over the noise of the music and chatter as he passed us both a cup. I smelled the contents of the cup and grimaced.

"Nam Joon, do you know where the bathroom is?" I inquired.

"Thanks."

"Ruby I'll be right back. Have to use the bathroom," I shouted into her ear as I let go of her hand.

"Okay. Meet you back here," she replied taking a sip of her drink.

I walked into the hallway dodging between the people that were talking or making out against the walls. I opened the door, grateful to find it empty. I locked the door and dropped my phone on the bathroom sink. I poured the contents of the cup which smelt foul and rinsed then filled the cup with water. I hated alcohol except for champagne.

I smiled fondly as I remembered the first time I'd tried some at my Dads birthday 7 years ago. I pushed the toilet seat down and sat down. I grabbed my phone and saw a text from Ruby. We'd exchanged numbers earlier after we had finished unpacking all my belongings.

We're on the second floor

Shit. I didn't want to be alone a second longer in this crowd than I had to be. What happened to Louise still haunted me to this day. A tear drop escaped as I remembered the last time I'd seen her face. I wiped my cheek and got up shaking the dark thoughts out of my mind. I checked in the mirror that my makeup hadn't smudged, grabbed my cup and vacated the bathroom.

I drifted in-between the mob of people that had somehow grown since I'd entered the bathroom. I entered the elevator ignoring the two girls behind me, clearly drunk as they helped each other stand. The elevator opened up to one long hallway similar to my buildings layout. I found an empty spot against the wall and texted Ruby.

I'm here. Where are you guys?

Room 3

Great.

That could be any of the rooms especially since there were no room numbers to be seen. I examined the hallway and noticed a skinny guy sitting on the small windows ledge with earphones. I tentatively tiptoed up to him and poked him on the shoulder. He slowly turned with a neutral expression on his face.

He had small and delicate features that contrasted well with his dyed platinum blonde hair. "Yes?" he grumbled taking off his blue earphones.

"I'm looking for room 3?" I blurted. He pointed down the other end of the hallway then turned as he put his earphones back on. Right, well thanks for the help. Not.

I spun around and made a beeline for the other side of the hall weaving in and out of the crowds that had spread. I neared the last couple of doors and slowed down peering in to the rooms glancing around for Ruby or Nam Joon.

Gazing into the second last room on the left hand side I spotted Ruby sitting down with Nam Joon and an older guy with brown hair. "Ruby," I called out stepping into the room and rushed over to sit next to her.

"Never leave me alone again," I whispered into her ear as she started laughing.

"I promise," she whispered.

"Everyone calls me Jin," he said as we shook hands.

"Phoebe," I replied smiling.

I reclined back as the guys started talking between themselves and Ruby was on her phone. Jin was attractive, big eyes and a cheerful smile. He looked like the type that was always happy. I found myself attracted to his friendly energy.

"Isn't that right Jungkook," Jin called out breaking me out of my thoughts and I swung my gaze from Jin to.

What the hell.

"No," Jungkook replied lazily from his relaxed position on the black sofa with Madeleine scantily clad in a red short strapless dress dr.a.p.ed over his l.a.p with one arm around his broad shoulders. Her hair perfectly blow dried into flawlessly styled blonde waves.

Bitch.

Resisting the urge to get up and pull her off him I noticed Madeleine smirking at me. I smiled kindly and waved. She rolled her beautiful eyes and looked away staring at her nails.

I glanced back to Jungkook. We locked eyes and my mouth gaped open at the vibrant d.e.s.i.r.e piercing stare that melted my icy exterior that formed when I first saw him and Madeleine. N.a.k.e.d heat sizzled between us as he winked. I felt heat spread over my cheeks and c.h.e.s.t.

I focused back on Ruby who was listening to the guy's conversation.

"What about you Phoebe?" Jin asked as I stared at him with a confused expression.

"Sorry. What?" I replied.

Jin smiled. "What's your major?"

"Journalism" I exclaimed happily, in my head I thanked him for the distraction.

"What made you choose journalism?" Nam Joon wondered.

"Only every murder crime show" I teased as Ruby, Nam Joon and Jin laughed.

"What about you" I inquired looking at Nam Joon.

"Pre-Med" he replied. I could definitely see him saving people's lives.

"Art" she squealed.

I didn't want to ask but I was dying to know what Jungkook's major. I was determined to make him think I wasn't interested so I could only inwardly thank Ruby when she opened her mouth. "Jungkook, you?"

"Finance," he muttered. Surprised I raised an eyebrow in his direction. He must have noticed because he looked at me. "What? I'm good with numbers."

I couldn't stop smiling as I imagined him hunched over a desk using excel and counting one plus one. He seemed more suited for the outdoors. "What's so funny?" he grumbled scowling at me.

"Oh nothing. Just daydreaming" I chatted as his scowl deepened.

One point me zero Jungkook.

"Madi tell the group your major" Jungkook drawled. Still looking at me he placed a hand on Madeleines toned upper t.h.i.g.h.

That bastard. I was jealous and he knew it. This guy is really starting piss me off.

"Criminal Justice," Madeleine stated confidently daring anyone to comment.

Great, she has brains and beauty.

I roughly fell back against the sofa scowling as Jin laughed. "What a diverse group" he commented.

"I'm starving. Do you know where the food is?" Ruby asked.

"Yeah. I'll show you" Nam Joon replied.

I watched them both stride out of the room until my phone vibrated and Dad's face appeared on the screen.

"Excuse me" I apologized to Jin.

I stood up and made way to the empty corner and pressed talk. "Hey Dad. How was the flight?"

"Good. Home feels quiet without you."

Tears stung my eyes as the realization that Dad was all the way in Australia and I was by myself sunk in.

"You better not get rid of my stuff" I joked.

"Of course not honey but you can always come back if you need," Dad promised.

"Dad. You know I can't leave. I've worked too hard."

Dad chuckled. "You inherited that stubbornness from your mother."

I froze. Dad had only mentioned her once or twice since she had left. I couldn't believe my ears.

"Honey, you there?" Dad asked worriedly drawing me out of my surprise.

"Yeah. Sorry Dad. How did your meeting go?" I questioned.

"Good. I'm coming back to Seoul in three weeks to help with the new business venture and..."

"Great," I interrupted cheerfully.

"And there is discussion about becoming a permanent member on the board. So I've told Marina to look at some apartments online," Dad continued.

Marina was Dad's personal assistant. She was 45 years old, had worked for Dad's father when he was alive and always smelled like oranges. I loved her like family.

"I'll keep my fingers crossed," I exclaimed overjoyed at the prospect of Dad living in Seoul.

Bang.

I swung my gaze around and relaxed as I realised it was just the door. Curiosity killing me. I looked over at Jungkook and Madeleine not only still together but making out.

"Sorry. I've got to go," I stammered as I tapped end, my arm dropping to my side. Without realising my c.h.e.s.t tightened and I clenched my fists. Surprised and frustrated by my sudden burst of jealousy I stalked out of the room not wanting to see anymore.

I've only known him for two seconds.

Why am I jealous? I have a boyfriend.

I continued to ponder what was wrong with me when I finally made it to the ground floor and escaped into the bathroom. I walked to the mirror and took a deep breath as I played with my long fine strands of hair.

I couldn't stop replaying what I'd seen in my head and that was the problem. Jungkook had gotten in my head and for some reason I couldn't get him out.

Just as I placed my phone on the now water stained sink vanity I heard the door behind me open and close.

"Sorry one minute," I mumbled as I looked up in the mirror. I stepped back as I stared into the hungry eyes of Jungkook.

I spun around making sure I wasn't hallucinating. Nope. Very real and moving closer.

"What are you doing?" I gasped as Jungkook pinned me against the wall.

I tried to move but his strong hands only gripped my arms tighter. The d.e.s.i.r.e in his eyes scared me. I closed my eyes and turned away until I felt a soft finger tracing a path on my neck to my collarbone, sending shivers down my spine.

My eyes opened and flew to his face.

"Do you want me to stop?" he whispered. I bit my lip. I wanted him to stop but at the same time I didn't want him to stop. My body craved his touch and it was becoming harder and harder to fight my d.e.s.i.r.e.

Unable to resist any longer I outlined the shape of his lips with my finger as he closed his eyes.

He was so beautiful.

Even the scar on his cheek was beautiful.

I gave in.

My hands were in his messy hair and I covered his mouth with mine in a hungry kiss. He responded immediately, his lips warm and inviting. He slipped his tongue into my mouth. He tasted like peppermint.

I slid my hands from his hair and gripped his broad shoulders feeling the taut muscles underneath his shirt. He ran his hands along my body electrifying every nerve. My hands drifted down to the hem of his shirt. Our lips still entwined I slipped my hands under his shirt touching hot skin as he bit my lip hard. I jerked back in surprise.

Ending whatever we had just started.

I touched my lip as he stepped back catching his breath. I looked up at his cold and indifferent expression confused by the sudden change. I stepped forward as he turned and walked out the door without a word or a look back.

I stared in the direction he'd gone as any last tendrils of d.e.s.i.r.e vanished as what I'd just instigated sunk in.

Cody. I've cheated on him.

I lifted my hand to my rapidly beating heart.

He trusted me and I broke it.

I felt tears brimming to the surface threatening to spill. I have to get out of here. I grabbed my phone and ran out into the hallway the noises and lights disorientating me until I made it to the front doors grateful for the fresh air. I turned my phone flashlight on and scurried down the path my focus only on being safely back in my room.

I leaned against my door and closed my eyes. After a few deep breaths I sat on the bed and removed my shoes, my feet aching.

Crap. Ruby.

Frowning I typed a short message to Ruby hoping she wouldn't be mad that I'd left.

Sorry. Wasn't feeling well. Back in my room. Have fun. See you tomorrow.

She replied immediately.

Okay. Hope you feel better. Ill head back soon. Tomorrow!

Well she didn't seem mad. Thank god I don't think I could go without Ruby's friendship now that I had it. I wiped off my lipstick recalling the taste of Jungkook as I felt the sting of his bite.

Shaking my head trying to clear my thoughts I grabbed my favourite pyjamas from the wardrobe. I walked into the bathroom to get changed and fold my party clothes then dropped them into the dirty clothes hamper. I washed my face in the sink and felt slightly better when I recognized my usual fresh faced reflection in the mirror. Without all the makeup I felt more relaxed.

I pulled back the soft purple blanket and slipped between the white sheets. I stared up at the ceiling unable to stop replaying what had happened as a tear escaped. I wiped my cheek as I realized what I'd done had changed my relationship to Cody and left me even more confused by the way I felt towards Jungkook.

I had always told myself I wouldn't become one of those girls who would cheat but tonight I'd become exactly that. I knew I should be ashamed and angry with myself for having cheated on Cody but I couldn't stop feeling rejected as I recalled the way Jungkook had so easily switched off his feelings for me.

I turned over and curled into a ball as the calm of the night washed over me lulling me into a restless sleep.