Horror Collection

Listening to the wind blow harshly against my window I pulled myself out of the soft and cozy sheets, my feet sinking into the carpet and soothing through the softness. I sighed audibly and hoped my lover wouldn't be awoken by my abrupt noises, slowly gathering myself and getting into the hall I walked downstairs it was a struggle, hearing the door I answered it in my boxers.

[that was basically all the clothes i was wearing]

Seeing the postman giving off an inviting face, he gave me a parcel which made me so excited and feel like a child again such a strong feeling of childishness it was almost overwhelming.

Postman:"Good morning sir, please sign this?"

He said giving me a little machine and i tried to sign it as neatly as possible but you know those things always make your signature look ugly, proceeding to close the door and opening up the parcel excitement building, seeing it was a marvel hoodie I bounced with excitement putting it on instantly.

Cody:"Mmmm... its so soft and warm"

Speaking of soft and warm I thought looking at my boyfriend, surprised by him being there as I never even saw him come downstairs. Strange thoughts started to arise but it was pretty odd, a slight blushed appeared as I made my way slowly over to him, cuddling him from behind as my soft arms sn.a.k.e.d around his waist.

Cody:"Morning handsome... you're so warm. "

Seductively whispering in his ear and closing my eyes, suddenly feeling myself being pinned against the wall of ice by my partner, I was feeling slightly overwhelmed and well pretty surprised.

Jasper:"Mmmm, someone's playful this morning ha ha."

Jasper said looking into my eyes as we kissed passionately, my right leg was lifted up and soon my t.h.i.g.h was squeezed causing a m.o.a.n to escape my chapped lips.

Cody:"Uhh...Jasper.."

Blushing feeling his lips press against my skin forcing my s.e.n.s.i.t.i.v.e body to tremble, and cause a strange feeling of uncomfortableness but the feeling of p.l.e.a.s.u.r.e was pretty overpowering. Trailing my fingers along his h.i.p.s and then pulling him closer.

Jasper:"Baby you act so dominant it's such a tease haha, you're just so submissive in our chamber of secrets. "

Jasper opined while kissing my neck softly m.o.a.ning when he bit me harshly. Surprisingly my head kept trying to block out the feeling of fear and it made him slightly worried.

Cody:"Mmm....I hate you, when you're right. "

He m.o.a.n.e.d as I moved my hand up his inner t.h.i.g.h, Intentionally squeezing it to push a reaction which looked like it would be happening in the very near future. While I was arched against the wall and him my eyes fluttered back as my lovers lips pressed against my neck, I suddenly winced and went to scream as I felt a blade go right into my jugular. Witnessing my boyfriends devilish face and my eyes watered not being able to scream because of his palm being over my mouth.

When I went to move away instantly I was jumping up and observing darkness around me looking to the side scared, panting and tears down my face. It was my boyfriends hand that made me relax a little from my night terror, sliding my hand hesitantly over my head and laying down next to Jasper. I took a deep breath and he cuddled me, comforting me with a soft groan and eyes half open. His very beautiful and soft voice soothed my anxiety.

Jasper:"Shhh....love its okay, Shhh.... Did you have another nightmare honey?. What happened?, you can talk to me and it'll be okay love ~"

Cuddling into him and subconsciously using a support technique, I proceeded to run my fingers through Jaspers gorgeous brown locks feeling slowly at ease and his fingers whipping away my tears. A small smile grew on my face and took my fear almost completely away, like neutralizing it well.

Cody:".... I was here at home and I felt everything so intensely and it was like heightened and pretty much.... Perfect when you and me were kissing each other and your hands touched my t.h.i.g.hs, felt so lovely and pretty much heaven. Sadly there was an feeling of uncomfortableness and fear in the back of my head but the worst part.... Was that... "

My eyes were watering and all my fear intensified, as I spoke about what happened with the night terror. When I was going to tell Jasper about the stabbing part I just got so overwhelmed with sorrow.

Cody:".... And.... You stabbed me in the neck... It hurt so much, my body was oozing out fear a-and I w-was..... Ehh..... Eh...."

Jasper instantly pulled me closer and cuddled me tightly supporting me with my aftermath of night terrors as usual, it was helping me so much that I just cried and kept panting feeling sorrowful and scared. His heat and soft shushing sound was pretty comforting and it just made me love him far more than I already did.

Jasper:"Shhh....Cody I would never hurt you I love you more than anything, I know how horrible it can be for you. Night terrors aren't my Forte but I know the aftermaths and how they effect people because of you my love, but it's not a bad thing I apologize if you just feel to sad to talk. You can cuddle with me forever I truly love to hold you and feel your closeness ~ it makes me feel whole and happy. "

Jasper's words were honestly helping me so much because, it shadowed my fears and made me feel like I was getting better with the night terrors. Numbing them slightly and proceeding to make me and my mental wellbeing better even though with aftermath of my night terrors I get what you could say are, psychotic visions or wants. Like I just see myself repeatedly beating or cutting someone up over and over until there just a body of mash.

Cody:"Jasper I truly love you more than anything and I'm sorry that I have these night terrors but they make me..... See things, I don't want to freak you out or make you be scared of me. But I..... I see myself hurting people and making there bodies into mash potatoes, literally mashing them with a blade or my hands but I don't know them at all there just randomer's that I never even knew existed until I was beating them. Please just don't hate me or be scared do me it's these repugnant night terrors and god they are so terrifying, to the point of me having one of you killing me.... I know you would never hurt me but I feel that these night terrors will force you away...that you'll get annoyed at the aftermaths.... Bored of me!. "

I heard Jaspers heart best faster and his grip tighten at least 3 times through my reply to his beautiful and loving monologue and I felt bad for him, because he had to deal with his own boyfriend saying that he felt and vividly remembers him taking away his life that was so important to him, which hurt. It hurt so much to know he had to hear those words leave my lips.

Jasper:"I'm not scared of you, I love you and sadly you have to deal with all my lovely kisses and cuddles. Tears of absolute joy but mostly, me silly. I know these have a massive toll on you and your mental state but I'm here and I could never get bored of that absolutely adorable face or ever stop seeing that gorgeous smile every single day. So come on be happy and keep that face lit up, I'll be here for you with all my love ready to embrace you. I have visions of hurting people too but I have never acted on them, and nether have you right?. Just don't panic because everyone is different, unique, strange and unpredictable at times. Now, let's go and have some breakfast even though it's like 3 am. We can make eggs and bacon! "

Listening very carefully and smiling, laughing at his words but really taking them into. Consideration I understood that love has no bounds and unconditional love actually was real. Jasper was one of the most crazy, beautiful and interesting guys I have ever met that's why I love him. He has a dark past but he means well and does well for others but also himself, he's a perfect guy that I have.

After a few hours I had to go to work I worked at the skatepark and created boards which was awesome my love for. Practicality skyrocketed with my job. But today something different happens, while making my way to work there was a little girl, who was lost. Being a good Samaritan but also doing the right thing, helping her home was amusing as she told me all about her toys and her dog, I loved children's minds and how imaginative they were as I never had a good childhood it was more filled with stern talks, scolding, no toys, arguments and abuse.

After awhile I got the young lady home and her mother thanked me, it was nice to see her get home safe but also her mother the so caring therefore thankful. It made me relive my past quickly running through my head like an old video player going through all the little photographs, unfortunately when I wondered off as a child. I had to make my own way home to leaner my lesson my father always said, it was obvious he never really loved me or liked me. The harsh beatings and starvation was proof as a child.

Co-Worker:"Good morning Cody, how are you feeling today?. Did you get those board prints drawn up or have you been busy with stuff?."

Seeing my co-worker and then enviably sighing at the fact I forget those prints at home. My mind screamed at me for being forgetful once again, quickly I answered with a apologetic tone.

Cody:" My deepest apologies I seriously forgot about the prints I know customers have been waiting for the new autumn ones. It's just there's a lot on my mind, sorry!."

It came clear that he wasn't to phased with his smile of calmness making it easier for me to handle my mistake, I soon jumped into work getting a black cup of Joe. Pushing forward with making boards, screwing on bearings, cutting out sandpaper and applying to the board tops. It was pretty fun but also tying with all the moving around and machines, I realized how exhausted I was recently.

Work soon ended for me as I had a therapy session with Dr. Nelson, he was my therapist for around 6 years now and my mother always complained he was to narrow. But I found him peculiar much more down to earth but way into fantasy more than the world of war craft nerds. Entering the isolated room with plain white and a creamy blue walls, I laid down in the long couch with my legs just staying on took deep breaths closing my eyes.

Dr. Nelson:"Good Afternoon Mr. Willow, it's been awhile since are last session but you seem to have come in pretty calmly. Well tell me, how are you feeling today?."

His voice was as suttle as ever but oddly enough more m.a.t.u.r.e, it kinda made me go into thought about how someone's voice could be more m.a.t.u.r.ed by a week it was pretty remarkable, I relaxed more into the couch and replied slowly.

Cody:"Well, last night aka this morning I had another night terror but it was different and I haven't felt to great today about it. Somehow I felt on edge like I was in danger or something, maybe because what happened in my nightmare with Jasper."

Hearing Dr. Nelson make noises to give me a 'Okay' of my having his attention and how he was paying attention, his interest seemed to peak when I talked about Jasper and the nightmare of hell.

Dr. Nelson:" Jasper, that is your partner if I'm correct. How does he tie into your night terror?, can you please explain what happened and how you felt?. Mr. Willow."

With a soft 'Mhm' nose in agreement I took a few deep breaths before explaining the nightmare to him. I was going to tell him about the vision too it seems pretty logical, he was my therapist after all.

Cody:"Hmm, well I woke up to everything being very heightened like my soft rug in my room was so soft and I could feel it like being there, but that's how night terrors are. Somehow it seemed different.... But also I saw Jasper on bed when I was leaving the room which made me kinda uneasy when I was going downstairs after getting the door. He was just at the kitchen making breakfast but I had never saw him come downstairs, it kinda made me wonder if I could actually have been slightly deafened by the man's voice. At the door. "

Taking a breath and then glancing at Dr. Nelson with his face buried in the notepad but slowly glanced up at me. His face was calm and sophisticated as he just honestly wanted to help me but seemed more intrigued by the fact Jasper was in my nightmare.

Cody:"I got a jumper that was marvel and I love marvel but not as much as when I was a child, it's strange I got overly excited like my childhood self was pushing threw for a good while, then I saw Jasper cooking and as a said before that I never even say him come downstairs so it made me uneasy. Eventually I walked over to my lover and cuddled him from behind the love radiating so that uneasiness was pretty much neutralized. After awhile we got slightly s.e.x.u.a.l and he was kissing my neck, trailing his fingers along my h.i.p.s and I closed my eyes but wanted to scream as a severe pulse of pain went right through my jugular which made me look at Jasper. He had stabbed me and covered my mouth trying to silence my muffled screams forcing me to be mute, I cried so much and tried it I move away but that's when I woke up.... "

My face was dark red when I talked about Jasper touching my body but it soon dived down a few levels as I talked about the stabbing incident which made me tear up a good bit. My gaze was still on Dr. Nelson which made me think if he liked Jasper, it was making me jealous that soon got the better of me and I just blurred out the question before he could reply.

Cody:"why are are you so intrigued by Jasper?, and why did you become so much more talkative?."

Dr. Nelson seemed slightly amused but surprised by my question which made me feel very much pissed off, I'm jealous but I had no strong reason why just me over thinking I just make everything complicated. Suddenly Dr. Nelson replied and it was quite strange the way he said it.

Dr. Nelson:"Hmm, men are very much lovely and so are women but your partner is pretty intriguing as you had a nightmare about his stabbing, it's the first time ever that you've had an night terrors about Jasper your partner. So I'm very much intrigued and wondering why that's just suddenly occurred after 6 years of are sessions. Although you haven't been with Jasper for that amount of time, have you?. "

His question made me slightly confused and nervous even though he wasn't into my partner, he still seemed slightly more intrigued. He had moved forward as well which was pretty peculiar but as I said, Dr. Nelson was a peculiar man he didn't really come across as normal. While I thought about how unnatural Dr. Nelson was I then realized I still had to answer his question but I just sighed audibly and closed my eyes laying in my original position.

"I assume that my night terrors are just becoming more realistic and pretty intricate with the way they so suddenly change, even though they still are scary and make me anxious to the point of waking up screaming but with Jasper in them, I feel extremely unsafe as that's the man I love with all my heart and when there is that dark and seriously murderous look in his eyes. Even though it's a very bad nightmare, it makes me think things that a boyfriend should never even remotely allow to make its way into his head. Do you think that I'm scared of losing Jasper and that's why I had such a night terror about him?. "

As my question lingered in the air for a little but and my mind was processing everything that had happened today, I once more glanced at Dr. Nelson and I soon realized that Dr. Nelson had dyed his hair, making me feel a little shocked as it was the same colour as Jasper's and he had the same boots that I wore last session.

[he thought "What if Dr. Nelson is trying to be more like me and Jasper, he never asked questions about him before but now I was realizing that he had lots of things that I talked about and was saying would be nice for Jasper. Why did I not notice this before, why did I just realize?. Was it because his hair was now dyed to the colour of my lovers hair? or was it because Dr. Nelson was more strange than usual?. I questioned everything now and looked at the clock seeing we still had twenty to 30 minutes left, my heart sunk. " I panicked]

Dr. Nelson:" Hmm.... Well honestly I think it's because you may have problems or secrets you not talking about ad you said, you were having an intimate moment and he stabbed you in the neck. A massive weak spot...but..... Mr. Willow?, are you okay?. You seem paranoid or uneasy. "

I was freaking out and didn't want to be there anymore which Dr. Nelson could see, my paranoia was rising and I couldn't stand it anymore I wanted out. I wanted to see my lover Jasper it was the only thing going through my head, my heart was sinking and fear rising. But I pushed on a smile and rubbed the back of my head.

Cody:" Ehh.... No I'm fine, I just feel sick I really just want to go home and lie down. Would we be able to talk another time?, I'll go schedule another session with the receptionist the now.... Thank you for today and I'll see you next week or so!."

As I spoke my last few sentences I got ready and went to the door trying to open it, I couldn't and I heard Dr. Nelson sigh making my blood boil. I was to scared to turn around and I just knew that he was coming closer and closer, my eyes closed and I pulled out my phone and texted Jasper quickly.

Cody(Text): "I love you so much and I need your help, come to Dr. Nelsons patient office"

My phone went into my inside pocket before Dr. Nelson could remotely see me text or anything, but soon after I sent that text to my lover it so well be my last, I felt Dr. Nelsons hands wrap around me and his head lean against my neck his lips pressed against my head and I shivered with disgust fear Building by the nanosecond. I was nauseated, scared, anxious and angry that I let myself fall into his trap and allowed myself to be fooled by master manipulator. My therapist, a monster in disguise.

Dr. Nelson:"Come on Cody, you don't have to be so tense with me. I know you and I know your scared but you'll soon come to fall in love with me I know it, you can call me Jasper.... You tell me how much you love me and forget the life you once lived. I can be yours and you can be mine... Don't make this hard on us both, just give in. I knew you would soon catch on with my plans to make you mine and me dying my hair just made that wonderful mind of yours, snap. I'm so impressed with your intelligence, it's truly a masterpiece that little brain of yours...my love. "

My eyes had already shed a river quarter if the way threw that disgusting confession of his feelings for me and how much he wanted me to call him 'Jasper' but I couldn't move, I couldn't even speak out. He trapped me and made me immobilised which was seriously making me feel guilty because, I was unable to move and now this monster was touching me and saying such disgusting things into my ear those dark visions came back to me and I kept seeing myself beating strangers with my b.a.r.e hands and i felt Dr. Nelson's hand go to areas that shouldn't be touched by your therapist or anyone you don't give permission. My head was on repeat with dark gory images of people's eyes being ripped out, heads being smashed off a wall until they were made and I snapped my hands moved by there self and I grabbed Dr. Nelson repeatedly slamming his head against his dark oak wooden desk, hearing his screams and cried trying to force me off. He just couldn't I was too storing from all the adrenaline, my muscles tensing and movements getting faster to the pint where I could hardly see what I was doing. But them it all stopped and everything was black, I woke up in a white room with bright lights on me and saw a toilet, sink and metal door with no window in front of me.

Quickly standing up, everything became blurry and I felt so light headed. Leaning against the door I kept smashing my hands against and eventually someone came and put restrains on me as I was escorted along this large hall, the same door that I saw in that room was on every wall but spaced out slightly. As if there was rooms with the same thing, I started panicking and then saw Jasper. He was in a room with thick glass walls and I could see him perfectly I moved manically pressing myself against the glass as the man who was escorting me tried to pull me back. I resisted and Jasper leaned his head against the wall looking at me with a soft smile, before I was pulled away he said happily with undertones of sorrow.

Jasper:"I love you and I'm sorry that this happened, but we can still be together.... I won't give up on you."

I said panicked but relived that my boyfriend was in front of me felt like years that I hadn't seen him.

Cody:"I love you too.... What are you talking about?."

When I was pulled away I soon got took to this small isolated room and there was a doctor looking man in font of me, in complete white which made me over think once more but I couldn't stop thinking about what Jasper said and how he was in such a strange room with a few men, like he was being questioned or something like that. I was seriously confused.

Dr. Alexander:" Hello Mr. Willow, I'm happy to see that you're awake. I'm authorized to tell you where you are, you are in a hospital mentally ill people. But don't panic you weren't brought in for mental illness alone, the police and doctors transferred you here because you had a high percentage of hydroxybutyric, that's a date **** drug and we had to make sure when you woke up. That you were secure and couldn't hurt yourself I apologize for such sudden change to your surroundings but you're now awake and I'm to inform you that, Dr. Nelson has been killed and we were told a few days ago that you had been in a session with him. We soon found you in a ditch passed out and someone had injected you with the date **** drug I stated before (hydroxybutyric).you have been unconscious for 4 days. Therefore we would like to know if you can remember anything about that day, so we can help you but also see if you know anything about Dr. Nelson's death?. "

My head was spinning and I couldn't even process all these facts that this doctor was hitting out with, I can't even remember anything except killing Dr. Nelson. I can't tell them that obviously my prints weren't found on his body and that's why there asking if I can remember anything. What should I say that I was sick and left the session early which made me take the wrong way home, as I was disoriented. I'll just say that, I'll lie. I'm not a suspect as they haven't said my prints were there right?.

Cody:".... I just feel confused, I remember coming out of me and Dr. Nelson's session. Me and him had been talking and then discussed my night terrors I have pretty bad, but I left like normal just feeling sick from food I ate the night before I have IBS so I get nauseous often. Then I went along the street down to the train station, got in my train like normal, got off at around 5 pm or something around that time and then.... Then I..... I don't know.... I just remember pain and anxiety.... Then waking up here."

My head was filling with sheer shock and my head was spinning I then saw Jasper being brought in, Instantly got up as the retains had been taken off. Moving towards Jasper as he practically ran to me and held me so close, that I could taste his fresh soapy scent in the back of my throat. But I didn't care I wanted this closeness more than anything and I love him more than ever.

After awhile I was escorted to the eating hall and thought about this deeply while I ate with my lover, just wanting that normality back in my life. I know they can't convict me of killing Dr Nelson there's no evidence it's my win they lost, but I want to know if I was r.a.p.ed why did I have a date **** drug in my system?, this was hell for my mental state but Jasper made everything better to a certain degree.

[Time skip to a year later.]

The past few months was strange but good, I wasn't convinced of murder, I wasn't r.a.p.ed me, I haven't been attacked but nothing s.e.x.u.a.lly happened which gave me relief and Jasper is closer to me than ever, my body is fine now, I'm home and happy but I still get night terrors. There so dark, darker than before and seriously overwhelming that make my aftermath harder to process but Jasper helps me a lot more. Even though my night terrors are horrible, I get to see Dr Nelson sometimes. We talk and we tell each other those well we're doing, but before I wake up and the nightmare session ends. I smash his head into the wooden desk until I wake up sweating with blood in the back my mouth, I guess that's how a murder sleeps at night. They just deal with there psychotic side in the formation of severe nightmares, or in my case - Night terrors.