How to keep distance from a beautiful girl

After all, after eating the mesh and saying the words of hard work, the "Good day school trip" closed the curtain.

I was somehow distracted when I left at once, and I crossed over to the student council to help clean up the trash and the table.

By the time I left the dumpster about fifteen minutes later than the ones who had left earlier, the area was completely dark.

The club had already pulled up, and the road to the school gate was quiet.

Susami and the others went to greet the teacher in charge, so I was alone.

I'm tired, but I'm not sick, except for my thoughts.

All you have to do is get home safe.

"Ah, Nanba is here."

……

I don't really think so...

"It was too late. What were you doing?"

"... help clean up"

"Ah! I didn't realize that... I failed."

Sayano suddenly lined up beside me.

It may not be necessary to ask anymore, but it was a strange story not to ask.

"What is it?"

Come home with me.

"... you've been waiting?"

"Yeah."

I was helping the student council to waste time with Sayano...

But when this happens, there's no escape anymore.

I walked a little faster than usual.

"It was fun. Good day to you."

Well...

"Nanba, you said you weren't coming."

"... I've changed my mind."

Sayano's voice was natural and light.

awkwardness and guilt.

That's why I avoided Sayano.

To put it more simply, I didn't want to come to this gathering because I thought there would be Sayano.

However, if you look at it this way, maybe it doesn't matter that much.

I wonder if I'm thinking too much...

"It's over, school trip. This is the end of our work."

"That's right. I knew it would be easier."

"Ahahah, Nanba didn't care about that!"

Normal.

It's as if he hasn't confessed.

Is this the kind of relationship you have with Rear Charging?

But it is true that Kyuya seems to treat the other person with the same feeling.

... but then why did Sayano bother waiting for me...?

Nanba, come on.

"... hmm?"

"What about her?"

……

The question hardened me by accident.

When she saw it, Sayano turned her face towards us and smiled thinly.

In the end, is this what happens...?

"What? I heard it was really good.I'm a friend. "

"Yes, no... well, yes."

Friends...?

I'm not going to deny it, but I don't know what Sayano thinks about it...

"Ah, that's nice, Orange-san, go out with Nanba."

……

I sweat strangely on my forehead.

Sayano's tone was only bright, but what he was talking about was too scary.

Trouble responding isn't the level...

"Well, isn't it cute, Mr. Orange?I think I'm pretty cute too, but I can't beat her. "

……

Hey.

"Hmm... what is it?"

"If things don't work out with Mr. Orange, tell me right away.Next, I'll make a reservation. "

"Hmm...."

What is it, a reservation...?

I wonder if there is such a system in the rear charging world just because I don't know it...

Or are you kidding...?

"I could stay with Mr. Orange and be the second woman.Maybe that would make Mr. Orange angry. "

"Bye, don't be silly...."

"I'm not stupid. There are no proper rules for love, and I still like it, so I can't help it."

Sayano said not to look at me this time.

I couldn't say anything because of the ruggedness and the fact that my love experience was too low in the first place.

I don't know the correct answer.

I doubt even if there is someone who knows.

I wonder if Kyuya and Susami would easily get over this situation...

After that, Sayano remained silent for a while.

I couldn't shake the subject or look next door, and I was even aiming for the crossroads to break up with Sayano.

"... hey, Nanba?"

Sayano opened his mouth again.

"... I wonder why people don't like that person anymore, even if they flirt with me."

However, unlike before, Sayano's words seemed to have some strange, sad color.

Stupid and dull, I can't answer that question or anything.

"If you don't like it anymore... You might not be sad if you hated it."

……

"I still like it, I can't give up, even if I want you to turn around.If you do your best to turn around, they'll tell you you're masturbating or cowardly.That's why you can only sneak up a little bit without finding out.That person didn't belong entirely to someone.For the time being, you just happen to be in love with someone, that's all. "

Sayano's voice was trembling.

I stopped noticing it and waited for the signal to turn blue as I gazed at the car passing in front of me.

I didn't feel like I was hiding behind the car's driving noise, and I felt like I heard it all the time.

I was still looking forward.

The rules of love.

Its vague rules, which are not clearly written in the law, in textbooks, online, or anywhere else.

And yet, for some reason, the more coercive and in a sense irrational the rules are.

Even people like me somehow understand this strange rule.

I don't know how Sayano feels.

But I thought you were right.

"... ahh. This sucks. It's not like me anymore, it's just so ugly."

At the same time as the signal changed, Sayano said.

Although the voice was bright, it was thrown a little bit, and there was a self-abusive sound.

"Sorry, Nanba. After all, I'm just trying to get Nanba to take care of me.... you really are a cowardly, nasty, nasty woman. "

"... Sayano"

"But I'm done. Of course, I'm not going to hate Nanba... but I won't say anything weird anymore."

Sayano exhaled deeply.

Somehow, we were at a crossroads.

Piong jumped away from me, then turned his body toward me, and Sayano smiled.

Then he slapped his cheeks with both hands and said, "Yes, switch!"and shook his head.

"I'm sorry I ambushed you.Then, thank you for sending me.Been friends again for two semesters... "

Hiragano turned his back like a dance, and Sayano walked out.

But as I slowly walked away, I was crying out for some reason.

Sayano...

"... what?"

"... I think Sayano is amazing."

I desperately cleaned up my head.

I want to convey what I think without any shortage.

I want you to convey my thoughts as accurately as you can.

"Because I like Rihua, I'm sure I won't be able to respond to Sayano's feelings even if she confesses or makes a reservation.But I think Sayano is a good guy, and I think he's really amazing.Suppose Sayano's favorite opponent wasn't me, and now you're in front of her.If so... I want to tell Sayano. "

Sayano is not looking at us.

She just grips the hem of her clothes loosely and stands silently without hammering her.

"I'm sure he regrets not choosing Sayano.Then one day, I'm sure you'll find out what you're good at, something with eyes to see.... that's not me, but I think you'll definitely make a good love. "

That said, I turned away from Sayano's back even though I had not been seen.

My head was hot and it looked like I was up.

Maybe I don't deserve to say this to Sayano.

They might say it's rude and dishonest.

But I still wanted to tell her that I could do something about it.

If it's as strong and straight as Sayano, I'm sure it'll be anything from now on.

You'll be happier with someone more decent and less annoying than me.

"... ahh"

"Eh...."

Sayano turned around.

My eyes were shaking and seemed sparkly and dull.

"What's that? I thought I'd be able to go home just like this, with a nice face and feelings."

……

"You really ruined it, Nanba, and I'm glad to hear that, too, like an idiot.I'm probably dragging you even more, even though you want to hate me. "

Sayano's face looked refreshed behind her words.

Her slightly wet eyes were thin and she had the same rear-filled smile as when she first spoke to me.

"Besides, I'm a little slow in here.That's the only way to give up anymore. Ahh "

"No, well... I don't know what that means."

"It's okay, it's okay. I'll give up now.Honestly, Nanba is getting more and more miserable, but I give up properly. "

Sayano shook his side pony hair and turned his back again.

Then exhale as if your shoulders were gushing down.

"I give up, but I don't like it anymore, so don't be too kind.Okay, but if I talk to you, just talk to me. "

"... oh"

"And now, even if I give up, when I break up with Mr. Orange, I'll approach you again.That's good, right? It's a natural right. "

"... oh, okay."

"... hmm. Bye, bye. See you later."

Oh, see you at school.

"... yeah"

So Sayano left.

After Sayano disappeared, I exhaled for a long time and leaned against a nearby pole.

I'm really tired today.

But maybe.

"... hah"

Maybe it wasn't such a bad day.