How to keep distance from a beautiful girl

Lean, who finished washing the dishes, came back from the kitchen.

When he came next to me, he turned to the TV and slowly lowered his hips.

We've been spending a lot of time together lately rather than side-by-side.

Today's meal was wonderful.

"You always said that when you were eating."

"Oh, I'm really good at that."

That's what Lian said and nodded with satisfaction.

What he praised was the cooked rice, which he did for the first time today.

I tried it because I heard you liked it, but it seems you liked it a lot more than I thought.

"The pork soup was also good, and this kind of Japanese dish is also good."

"I appreciate the opportunity to try new products thanks to Mr. Leung."

I tend to make things one pattern on my own, and I think it's good to make them for someone after all.

We kept our shoulders together and watched TV instead of watching.

Sometimes you touch your hands or your hair while having a conversation that feels like nothing.

Every time I touch you, every time I touch you, I can't help but feel happy.

While repeating that, I gradually want to touch more and more, and I want to hug...

"Nh, what?

"Ah... no"

Before I knew it, I looked at Mr. Leung's face.

I stood up to Mr Leung with all my heart.

He seems to have perceived my feelings, giving me a gentle hug.

When I closed my eyes with my face buried on Lian's shoulder, I could hear myself slightly shifted and his heartbeat.

"... what's wrong?"

"Nothing.... it's just an expression of love."

When I answered, Mr. Leung put it aside for a while and then strengthened his hugging power.

It was a bit painful, but it was very pleasant, that's how it felt.

"River?

"What is it?

"... are you used to hugging?

"... I'm not used to it. Still exciting."

"... I'm glad. I thought it was just me."

That said, I felt my chest tickle.

Cute, sweet, I like it.

My feelings and words were overflowing, and I felt like I could handle it.

"... Mr. Leung"

When I let go, Ian's face is in front of me.

I realized that there was an unexpected desire in my head.

"What's wrong?

... I want to kiss you.

"Ah, eh! Besides....."

I don't know why.

But I wanted to kiss you...

……

Naturally, I noticed Lian's lips.

Light, loosely tied lips, actually a little daunting.

Soft lips that overlap with mine and have never been touched before.

Why on earth does this feel like this?

Why do you miss lip contact so much?

I didn't really understand why I wanted to kiss you.

However, only the emotions that I wanted to do were leaving my reason behind and getting bigger and bigger.

"Hmm... what?

With the voice of Mr. Leung, I turned my face away.

However, it turned out to be unnatural, and Mr. Leung looked more and more strange.

What is kissing in the first place?

Why do people want to kiss someone they like?

Where did my current feelings come from?

And... what does Mr. Leung think?

"... ah, it's already 9 o'clock"

"Eh...."

When I saw it, it was time to go home somehow.

Lian stands up and stretches his arms to relax.

"... Lihua?

I was still sitting there.

I could see that my eyes were moist when I looked up at him.

"Are your legs numb?

"... no."

I want to kiss you.

It's okay to say goodbye, just once.

Shamefully, my head was already filled with that.

"Come on, Lihua. I'll pull you."

Mr. Leung held my hand and made me stand up with a force that wasn't too strong.

However, his concern seemed grudging to me now.

I can't say.

All of a sudden, you want to kiss me.

Kissing seemed to be a lot more expensive than hugging and connecting hands.

Imagine yourself saying it to him, and it felt like your face was on fire.

Well, thank you again for today.

……

I put on my shoes at the front door and turned my body toward Mr. Leung as he called.

Nature and a big sigh spilled.

I'm not in the mood today.

I want you to do everything you want.

Even though I think so, I don't have the courage to say what I want to do.

I'm sure I'll go back to my room and sleep alone with self-loathing and moyamoya.

But I can't help it.

This is how I can only slowly worry, fail, and move forward, one by one.

"Rihua"

"... eh"

I noticed that his face was right next to mine.

"... Mr. Leung?

He was about to say something.

I turned my eyes a few times and opened my cheeks. Then I took a deep breath.

"... can I kiss you?

Her face turned bright red with anxiety, but she looked straight at me.

Soon I realized my face was distorted.

"... I don't like it."

"Eh... I see."

No, it's not.

I wanted to say it.

I couldn't say, and I was about to give up.

Why are you doing this already?

"Oh, I'm sorry, Ri."

Now, I look like a bad person to you anyway.

"Mr. Leung"

I kissed.

Block the words.

Trying to apologize, force your mouth to shut.

I touched his lips, but it gets really hot.

The smell of Leng sticks into my nose and makes me feel dizzy.

I felt nothing but my lips, and it was like I was floating in space.

"... hah. Ri... Ri Hua?

"... don't kiss me. I'll do it. I wanted to... I wanted to do it."

Mr. Leung looked very surprised.

But I don't know what I look like anymore.

"... Lihua"

"... yes"

"... good night. See you later."

Say, now Mr. Leung kissed me.

As I watched his tears coming out, I was just leaning on his arm.

This was just a little special in our day for nothing.