Hua Xu Yin: City of Desperate Love

Three days later, I met the customer that Master Jun arranged for me, the wife of General Jiang Guo Zhenyuan Shen An, Shen Song's Song Ning. It may not be appropriate to say that the client is, because after all, I don't know if she bought a dream from me or I bought a life from her.

This is the other courtyard outside the city. Legend has it that Zhenyuan General Shen An was at odds with his wife. Song Ning moved to the other courtyard to recuperate since two years ago, and has never returned to the general's mansion since. In the past two years, many things happened, such as Shen An accepting concubines, and Song Ning's illness. In short, Song Ning's body became worse as she recuperated, and now she is finally recuperating and dying.

The old servant who came to greet us said that Madam hopes to see me alone, so that Jun Wei Xiaolan will hold the three of them to rest in the wing first. Xiao Lan has no opinion, but Jun Wei is very dissatisfied with it. I understand that he is worried about my safety; what I don't understand is that I am already a dead person in my current state. How can I be more insecure? Everyone bargained for a long time, and each stepped in and let Xiao Huang follow me. Jun Wei patted Xiao Huang on the head and said, "Son, take good care of your mother."

I also patted Xiao Huang on the head and raised my eyes to meet Xiao Lan's gaze. He looked at me thoughtfully, smiled very lightly, and said: "Miss Jun, go early and return early."

The old servant led me through the two-entry corridor, through a large area of ​​Fusu flowers and trees, and introduced them as they walked. I couldn't smell them at all. Passing a lot of lotus pond and stepping into the water pavilion on the lotus pond, curtains were hung around to block the wind. The woman lying on the rattan bed reading a book raised her head.

I looked at her like a face drawn from the painting, although she was struggling with her spirit, the color was white and decadent. Even if I don't take her life, she may not live long. This is not to say that I can read the picture, it is because in this respect, no one has more say than a dead person like me, that is the face of a dying person.

Besides, the purpose of my coming here is to take her life. In the near future, even if she cannot die naturally, I should have caused her to die accidentally.

The wind blew the curtains, and it was already May. The general’s wife put down her book, coughed, and quietly looked at Xiao Huang lying on the ground. For a long while, she said softly: "A very docile tiger. When I was not married, I also raised a little wolf cub in my hometown. "She gestured to me, "Such a big." Fingers drew a shape in the void like an orchid. After a while, she shook her head and smiled. After smiling, she looked up at me, her eyes noncommittal: "You are Jun Fu? The one in Master Jun's mouth that can help me realize my long-cherished wish?"

I said: "Yes." When I said the word right, I couldn't actually reflect who Jun Fu was. This shows that I am not a person who loves the new and dislikes the old. I have been Ye Zhen for 17 years, and I am full of affection for this name. Even if I change the name for a long time, I cannot forget it at will.

She put her finger on the edge of the rattan bed and tapped her mouth inadvertently. Her pensive expression gradually turned ruddy. She could see the deep pear vortex on the cheek. After a long time, she smiled and said: "Jun, I want a dream, you know me What kind of dream do you want?"

I sat on Xiao Huang’s back and looked at her sternly: “I don’t know, but you are going to tell me after all.” After thinking about it, I added, “But I’m not here to help you, just to make a deal. .I don’t want Jinshan Yinshan. During these few days in Yuecheng, you only need to take care of the food. I will give you a dream. What kind of dream you want, I will give you what kind of dream. Then you can do it yourself Choose, choose to stay in the dream, or leave this dream."

She said, "Oh?"

I nodded: "If you choose to leave this dream, I don't want to be alone, but if you choose to dream..."

She curled her eyes slightly: "If I choose to dream, what will you do with Miss Jun?"

I looked into her eyes: "If you choose to dream, give me your earthly life as a reward, what do you think?"

She raised a pair of beautiful eyebrows, and immediately looked at the sky above the water pavilion. After a while, she gave a sudden smile: "Okay."

On this day, I failed to go and return as early as Xiaolan wanted, and spent most of the day in the water pavilion. Because Song Ning told me a story, it was her demons, and she wanted to correct this story, even if only in a dream. Of course, this is purely self-deception. Because she doesn't know how to deceive herself, she longs for a dream to make herself deceive herself.

The four-eave curtain was picked up, and the setting sun and the lake were in the distance. She drank a few drops of my blood with tea, and the blood dragged her body to gather anger and turned into beating notes, which lined up in a row in front of my eyes. I remembered each note firmly. This is Song Ning's Huaxu tone.

She slowly recalled in the lake, and I saw her past through the beating Huaxu tune, scene by scene. She said: "Ms. Jun has heard that although I am General Jiang’s wife, I am not from Jiang Guo. Seven years ago, I was seventeen years old and as old as you. I came to Jiang Guo with a lot of affection. , Really the same age..."

At the same age, Song Ning, the younger sister of the general of the State of Li Song Yan, met Shen An on the battlefield between Jiang and Li. At that time, General Shen An Shen was Jiang's youngest young general, with stern eyebrows, extraordinary skills, and a prestigious reputation.

Song Ning was born in a family of military commanders, and was raised as a man since he was a child. A red tasseled spear made her superb. At the age of fourteen, she followed her brother to fight in all directions.

At the age of sixteen or seventeen, it was the time when the girls were busy drawing their dowry with embroidery needles. Song Ning's hands with the red tassels had already taken many lives on the battlefield. Since ancient times, Li Guo has had more boys than girls, and girls have always been extraordinarily expensive. In the spring of Li Zhuanggong's seventeenth year, all the families of families with married daughters were all stepped through the threshold, but the head of the family, the General's Mansion, had few doors, and no nobleman dared to marry Song Ning.

Everyone is afraid that if they dare to take a concubine after marrying Song Ning, they will both be beaten to death by Song Ning. Li Zhuang wanted to do a good deed and promised Song Ning to the second son of the prime minister's house. When the second prime minister heard about this, he was so frightened that he fell off his horse.

Song Ning got the news on the battlefield and stood by the stream for a long time. Song Yan found her and frowned, "You don't have to worry, that idiot who doesn't know good or bad, your brother will have a way to tell him not to marry him."

She smiled and said softly: "Brother is not angry, those dudes in the Wangdu who spend all day fighting cock-fighting dogs in the gentle village, they don't like A Ning, do you think A Ning can see them? A Ning wants to marry , Is also a hero who marries the world."

This was originally just a talk, which meant that she basically didn't bother with being dismissed by the second prime minister. But after a short while, I really met the destined hero, in that year, that winter. The hero is riding a black horse and holding an 80-jin epee. His surname is Shen Ming An, and his name is Bo Zhou.

It was the severe winter of Li Zhuanggong’s seventeen years, the desert was freezing and snowy, and there were groups of sweaty horses found at the junction of Li and Jiang. Both countries wanted to take it for themselves and refused to yield to each other. Using this as an introduction, it caused years of old grievances. Eventually a big battle was born. Song Ning had long heard about Shen An's great achievements and his youthful disposition. He was not convinced, and always wanted to find a chance to compete with him.

Finally on this day, heavy snow flew, and the two armies were fighting in front of Yulang Pass. The timing is not easy. Song Ning, who has always been steady, regardless of her brother's eyes, took the lead in patting the horse, sacrificing her own name, and shouting in a deep voice: "Song Ning with the purple emblem spear came to teach General Shen An Shen's brilliant tricks!" Jinli took her broken voice to the enemy line, among the hunting flags, the white-robed general slowly stepped out across the horse, with a handsome and indifferent face, and the long sword in his hand glowed with cold white light.

Song Ning’s marksmanship has never made it so clumsy in this Wu Yong singled. However, he was knocked off by five strokes. He has not lost so fast or so miserably in his life, but the opponent did not even move his eyebrows. When Long Sword accidentally pulled off her helmet, he was startled: "It was a woman."

Song Ning fell in love with Shen An because he defeated her. This is also the reason why martial arts and recruiting relatives had to be popular later-there are more and more powerful girls in the world, and the powerful girls basically have a lonely heart in seeking defeat when they are looking for a husband.

If you want her, knock her down first. If you defeat her, you must get her. If you knock her down and don't want to get her, it will turn into a sadistic article.

In short, the Zihui gun was opened two feet away by the long sword grid in Shen An's hands. He sat on the horse, leaned his sword and raised a long spear lying on the ground. With a throw of his back, he could be nailed to Song Ning's side. His voice didn't fluctuate: "Your gun." The wind swept the snow in the desert. , In his eyes were the thirty thousand soldiers behind her, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her lips, but he was the only one in his eyes.

Shen An stands tall as a towering mountain in Song Ning's heart. The black war horse, the moon-white battle robe, wielded the sword quickly and accurately, and never wasted her life in the arms of a woman. She thought, this is the hero in her heart, but unfortunately, the hero of the enemy country.

auzw.com But there are times when heroes are down, and there are always times when they are down. This is true for all the great masters who have become famous in the past.

Therefore, Shen An met Song Ning, and since then walked on the path of despair... Actually, it can't be said, it's not good to say that, it seems that Song Ning is too sweeping. Shen An's defeat in Cang Luye really has nothing to do with her. Military scientists have analyzed it for a long time and the most reliable reason they can find is that Shen An's Xing Ming said that he was not suitable to travel that day.

In the battle of Cangluye, Shen An was defeated by the great general of the State of Li, Song Yan, and the five thousand elite soldiers he was carrying were wiped out. He also shot a few arrows and almost died in battle. At dawn, Song Yan’s Hai Dongqing passed through the oasis Gobi, flapping its wings and fell into Song Ning’s hands. Song Ning took off the bamboo tube containing military sentiment from Hai Dongqing’s claws, shaking his hand, and the silk with a large palm fell into it. Muddy, the handwriting was blurred into a shadow of compassion. Song Ning did not believe that Shen An died in battle, because she had just defined Shen An as an undefeated hero in her heart. Within three days, the undefeated hero was defeated. Emotionally speaking, it was really difficult for her to accept.

Song Ning took the wound medicine and ran out of the camp. She thought, if he didn't die, she would save him anyway. If he died in battle, let her find his bones and bury him with her own hands. He could not become the unowned bones in the desert.

He was the first person to fascinate her, and he was different from the drunken dudes in King Lei. A real man. In fact, how does she know that he is a real man, she has not tried it, everything is just imagination. In her imagination, she fell in love with Shen An even more.

On a gloomy sky, the wind in the desert was like a knife, and the horse under the hip was neighed by the gravel that was rolled up by the wind. Song Ning leaned on the horse's back and asked Ping Sha recklessly. She covered her eyes with white gauze and protected her. She gritted her teeth against the wind with the medicine in her arms, her hands and face were wiped out by the raging sand. She put the mouth in her hand on her lips and licked, and continued to move forward against the wind.

She thought, Shen An was waiting for her right in front. This belief supported her to walk the longest part of the road in the shortest time, while also avoiding the large army led by her brother back to the camp. After all, she is the only one who thinks so. Actually, you think, how could Shen An be waiting for her? Shen An couldn't even remember her.

Cangluye appeared in front, most of the bloodstain was hidden by the wind and sand in the past, like this battlefield had been abandoned for a long time, but the strong smell of blood in the air made people understand that it was still a brand new Shura field. Jiang Guoren's corpse paved the Canglu wild in black and pressed one piece, and he could step on the broken corpse with just one step off the horse.

Song Ning opened more than two thousand corpses with bare hands. It can be seen that she and Shen An have no relationship. If there is fate, it should be the first to turn to Shenan. But she was still unwavering, and she probably felt that she had to dig out him to make this trip worthwhile. It might be that this persistent spirit finally moved to heaven. When she turned to 2,728, she wiped her face full of blood. The face of the man, seeing handsome eyebrows. She hugged him tightly and choked out: "Shen An."

Song Ning didn't blindly guess wrong, the heroes were always damned, and Shen An was still alive. She hugged him and heard the unconscious groan when he was touched on the wound. She struck a heavy hammer in her heart, and tears flowed down her cheeks: "I knew that I should have come." They sat at that time. Among the piles of corpses, Shen An was barely conscious. Even on the battlefield, Song Ning had a smile on her face, covering her eyes and crying with tears on her face.

Song Ning rescued the sinking bank. She had learned medical skills in the government when she was young, but unfortunately she had limited talent in this area, and she could barely treat mild typhoid fever when she was a teacher. Shen An’s injury was a serious illness that Medicine Sheng Bailiyue might not be able to cure. In the case of extremely scarce hardware and software facilities, Song Ning did not kill Shen An, but he gradually got better. It was her sincerity that moved God once again...

But Shen An's eyes were wounded by the wind and sand, and he cannot recover for the time being. Sitting in a cave on a snow-capped mountain near Cangluye, he lightly mossed his sword, and faintly said to Song Ning: "Excuse me, is it a girl or a young man who is saving you?"

Song Ning never let Shen An know whether she was a girl or a young man. Li Guo's army smashed Cangluye and destroyed Shen An's five thousand elite soldiers. She thought Shen An must hate the people of Li, how could she let Shen An know that she was Song Ning from Li Guo.

But God’s will was unpredictable. That night, Shen An’s injuries broke out and she was terribly cold. No matter how many charcoal fires rose in the cave, it was useless. She looked anxious and distressed. She pondered for a long time, and finally resorted to an ancient method recorded in an ancient book. , Took off his clothes, approached him, and hugged him tightly.

There was charcoal fire everywhere in the cave, burning a thin layer of snow on the cave wall to turn into water, sliding down the edge of the cave, ticking, ticking. Shen An woke up and pushed her abruptly. She hugged him like a koala. The harder he pushed, the tighter she was. He reluctantly said: "The girl doesn't need to ruin her innocence for her."

She was funny in her heart and stroked his chest lightly with her fingers: "Healers are kind, don't mind." In fact, she didn't have any kindness in her chest, just thinking, this is the person she likes, her hero, and what method is used. It's worth saving him, even if it's a life for another, let alone a blind date. Shen An no longer tried to push her back, and gently put her hands on her shoulders: "If the girl doesn't dislike it and stays with her injury, she will go to the door to propose a kiss to the girl." Song Ning shook his head and slowly put her head on his chest. .

Shen An's situation has taken a turn for the worse since the cold night, and he has fallen asleep all day long. Song Ning ran out of medicine in his hand and was forced to go over the snow mountain to seek medical treatment with Shen An on his back. This matter is really dangerous. First of all, it is necessary to consider whether the snow-capped mountains are cold and whether they are likely to freeze to death during the course of the mountain; second, it is necessary to consider the frequent avalanches and whether they are likely to be killed by the snow on the landslide; , Also consider whether there is the possibility of starving to death because of being lost and unable to get out of the snow-capped mountains. In short, everything is difficult. But after thinking about it, Song Ningsi felt that this matter was worth a try. Although walking out of the cave would be death-seeking, but staying in the cave was also waiting for death. There were deaths on both sides, and perhaps the death-seeking could find a chance. She never thought of leaving Shen An and returning to the camp alone.

For three days without sleep, she miraculously crossed the snow-capped mountains with Shen An on her back. When she came to the medical clinic in the town behind the snow-capped mountains, her hands and feet were already full of blood blisters. After putting him down for a long time, she couldn't straighten her waist.

Shen An is still asleep.

Song Ning hadn't returned to the camp for nearly ten days, and Song Yan had jumped anxiously and sent his generals to look for her. As soon as she arrived in this small town, she saw her brother’s subordinates. Knowing that she could not stay for long, she threw a jade pendant in half, and put a red silk thread through half of it and hung it on Shen An’s neck, leaving the other half by herself. This serves as a token. She entrusted Shen An to a pair of grandfathers and grandchildren in the hospital, leaving five gold baht, and slowly said: "This is the general of your country Jiang. If he is cured, your king will surely have a reward." The old doctor knelt to the ground suddenly, and the dumb granddaughter on the side supported him, making a gesture that Song Ning could not understand with one hand.

She slid her hand over Shen An's eyelashes, his face was pale and he was asleep deeply, not knowing she was leaving.

She told me to listen to this story, but I saw those that she didn't remember.

On the third day after Song Ning left, Shen An woke up in the rainy night, his eyes were already clear after being washed with potion. The old doctor’s mute granddaughter sat next to his bed. He looked at her carefully and chuckled: “So you look like this. You worry about me for these days? Where are we now?”

The mute girl's delicate face flushed instantly, biting her lip embarrassed to look at him.

He looked around: "Is it in the hospital? Sit down."

The mute girl blushed and sat down a bit.

He frowned slightly: "Can't you speak?" She nodded hesitantly. He held her hand: "No wonder I haven't heard you speak before, I wouldn't say it."

She raised her eyes slightly to look at him, and bowed her head in embarrassment, but did not take her hand away.

In the spring of the eighteenth year of Li Zhuanggong, Jiang was defeated. The two border cities requested peace, and Li and Jiang established an alliance under the city. Soon after the signing of the covenant, Li Zhuanggong accepted the general's sister Song Ning as a righteous daughter, named Princess Jingwu, and sent envoys to Jiang to propose marriage to Jiang Mugong, intending to promote the marriage of Song Ning and Shen An, and to marry the two countries.

Song Ning couldn't let Shen An know who she was before, because she was afraid that Shen An would not be favored by the people of Li and would not let her rescue because of the national hatred. In fact, she thinks too much. The so-called hero doesn't ask where it comes from, which means that when a hero is favored by others, she doesn't ask where the favor comes from.

But now she is going to marry Jiang Guo, to marry the hero in her mind. She remembers that Shen An said to marry her, whether he loves her or not, she wants him to fulfill his promise. This is why men generally hate promises to women, because their memory is so good, and there is always a way to enforce this promise. Song Ning wrote a long letter with half of the jade pendant that had been broken at the beginning, and the envoy who asked her to send her to Shen An privately.

Song Ning did not receive a reply from Shen An until the group sending off the relatives set off. But this matter was harmless, at best it was a discordant episode, after all, Shen An agreed to the marriage proposed by Li Zhuanggong. Song Ning repeatedly reasoned in her heart, feeling that first, Shen An personally proposed to marry herself; second, Shen An personally promised Jiang Mu Guild to marry herself, whether active or passive, he was very cooperative, and this matter was already foolproof.

Unexpectedly, there will be a loss, but it is God's will. This is a very mysterious statement, but it does not seem to be enough to explain the fate of wrongs, just like Song Ning, just like me.

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