I Am Really Not a Man!

Huamanlou frowned.

Tang Wanfeng's words, he was not very surprised. Looking at people in Huamanlou is never looking at appearances. To speak of vulgarity, he always looks at the essence through phenomena.

If you can use color to describe people, most of Tang Wanfeng's colors are bright and gorgeous, and there are few shades of shade, but there is always one piece, which is deep black, and thick black that cannot be changed. There is light and shadow, and no matter how cheerful people are, there will be a place in their heart to hide all her gloom and heavyness. Once it is revealed, darkness will overflow.

Huamanlou has never known why Tang Wanfeng, who seems to be cheerful and optimistic, has such a dark corner at any time. He has always wanted to know, but he has never spoken.

If Tang Wanfeng wanted to say, she would definitely take the initiative to ask, but it would not be beautiful. Huamanlou always thinks so.

But today, feeling the depression of Tang Wanfeng, Huamanlou suddenly regretted why he didn't ask earlier.

Tang Wanfeng smiled at this time, and said: "What I have never wanted to say, I have never said it to anyone, because it is useless to say it. But today I suddenly wanted to say, Huamanlou, would you like to listen? "

Huamanlou wanted to say no, but he knew that if something was really stuck in his heart, it would turn into a rotten seed, and the flowers that came out in the end would be dark. So he nodded.

Tang Wanfeng sat down and poured himself a cup of tea, picked it up and put it down: "Well, actually I just want to vomit... Maybe you don't understand a lot of content, and I don't want to explain... Huamanlou, can you? Understanding depends on your language level!"

Huamanlou: "..." He can't understand it anymore. What is "language"? Is it related to "Thousand Characters" or something? However, Tang Wanfeng said that he didn't want to explain, he didn't ask, just continued to be a listener quietly.

Tang Wanfeng also felt that his words were quite cold. After he laughed twice, he calmed down and said afterwards, "Hua Manlou, have I never said that your family is very warm and you are very happy? In fact, I have had it before. Lived in such a warm and happy home."

Are you going to start? Huamanlou could not help but straighten her back. once? These two words with melancholy and nostalgia made Hua Manlou tense his nerves.

"Actually, I have not been a popular existence at my grandmother's house. They think I am a girl and can't inherit my family. But my parents love me very much, and the two of them have a good relationship, so I still live. It’s very happy. But then I learned how rare this kind of happiness is and how naive my thoughts are."

"About the second year of my junior year, the contradiction that the two had been hiding finally broke out. After a big quarrel, they met for a divorce. Only then did I realize that what I saw was their disguised peaceful surface, but actually underground. My parents probably don’t even know how much gunpowder is buried."

"I cried for a long time and it didn't help... They still insisted on taking a taxi to get a divorce. Unfortunately, the driver of the taxi they drove was fatigued and crashed into another car while turning, even the driver took my parents with me. The three of them died in an instant and can't die again..." Tang Wanfeng put his hands on the table, buried his head in it, his tone was not emotional: "Actually, I am very lucky that they died on the way to divorce. To death. , They are still in love with each other."

She said: "Hua Manlou, am I very perverted?"

Huamanlou remained silent, the feelings in her heart turbulently entangled, and finally condensed into a warm smile on her lips. He said: "No, night, you are fine."

Tang Wanfeng raised her head, already smiling-although Huamanlou could not be seen, she was used to smiling at people. She said: "You don't have to comfort me...because next, I will go further and further on the path of perversion."

When his parents died, Tang Wanfeng suddenly became an orphan. In fact, an orphan without a father and no mother is not terrible. The terrible thing is that this orphan is not accepted by any relatives of both parents. They were busy arguing and shirking their responsibilities, and they were busy dividing up the few inheritance left by Tang Wanfeng's parents. In the end, there was almost only one bed and Tang Wanfeng left in the empty home.

Tang Wanfeng thought about suicide, and almost put this idea into practice. The last thing that stopped her was a phone call.

Thank those relatives for not taking the phone away. Tang Wanfeng later rejoiced that if it weren't for the phone call, the grass on her grave would be taller than people.

The phone call came from a friend of her game and asked her why she hadn't been on the game these days. Friends in the game were very worried.

Tang Wanfeng's almost dead heart beat again at that moment.

She still wants to live.

Although it didn't take long, that friend sold Tang Wanfeng completely because of a little equipment.

After that, Tang Wanfeng finally learned to behave. She understood a truth even more. Nothing is taken for granted. What you believe can turn around and stab you hard when you don’t know. The only thing the world can believe is you. .

Since then, she has also learned shrewdly, or it can be said that she has learned badly. She felt that no matter how dull this kind of thing was born, she could be exercised the day after tomorrow. Soon she became very sensitive, and figuring out people's hearts had become her masterpiece, and Tang Wanfeng was familiar with what kind of mask to wear to what kind of person.

Even she herself has forgotten what she was like in the first place. Just seeing Sun Xiuqing, she somehow remembered her feelings when her parents had just died. The long-lost guilt made her think of Sun Xiuqing as another self-ungrateful and just caring for herself. So the impulse overwhelmed the reason, and as a result... he became the public enemy of Emei ==.

"It's almost like this!" Tang Wanfeng's tone was relaxed, and he stretched his waist by the way, "How about, do you think I am dark and disgusting? But nothing, after the case is over, I..."

She didn't finish her words, and disappeared into a sudden embrace in Huamanlou. It has always been as gentle and moist as Yuqianqian's flowers full of buildings, but this hug is extremely domineering, firmly holding her in his arms, so powerful that Tang Wanfeng has the illusion of being crushed.

"Hua... Man Lou?" Tang Wanfeng called his name, and the uncertainty and disbelief in his tone made Hua Man Lou's heart twitch.

"A night... you know that I feel very accurate." The breath of Huamanlou blew directly into Tang Wanfeng's ear, but she had no intention of feeling this charming.

Although Tang Wanfeng spoke lightly, I am afraid that only she herself knew that the seemingly light sentence just now took almost all of her self-control to say it. How indifferent she is to her tone, it just shows how much she cares, how afraid of being hated by flowers all over the building, just accustomed to disguise. All her thoughts at this time were on Huamanlou's next words, as if that had become her last light.

Huamanlou did not disappoint her, and continued: "You know, I feel very accurate, and I hardly miss anyone."

Tang Wanfeng couldn't help saying: "Who said that Shangguan Feiyan is good...when I didn't say ==."_(:зゝ∠)_ She thinks Shangguan Feiyan is a bad person, but she is full of flowers. Lou didn't know if she felt that way. Now that the girl is missing again, she has no chance to question her face to face.

Hua Man Lou laughed. Sure enough, this is Ah Wan, no matter how sad the atmosphere is not suitable for her. Relaxation and smile are what Tang Wanfeng should have. He loosened his arms slightly and raised his hand to touch her face: "A night, I believe in my own feelings. You are a good person, yes, someone worthy of my liking."

Although Huamanlou has been blind since he was a child, the people around him are really good. Hua's family treats him as a treasure from top to bottom. He has never been aggrieved for food, clothing, housing, and transportation, let alone friends. Proud to be friends with Lu Xiaofeng? Besides, the friendship between Huamanlou and Lu Xiaofeng is not an ordinary one, it is a friendship that can change lives.

Responsibly speaking, the family and surrounding environmental factors are absolutely indispensable for the reason why Huamanlou did not incarnate a fallen youth after insomnia to avenge the society.

But Tang Wanfeng was different. Her environment had hardly given her any hope, and her failure to grow crooked in such an environment was nothing short of a miracle.

Thinking of this, Hua Manlou stretched out her hand and wrapped her slightly petite hand tightly: "I don't know how long I will be with you or whether I will leave. After all, no one can grasp the future. But Ah Wan , There is one thing I can allow you."

He said, putting Tang Wanfeng's hand on his chest, he couldn't say more solemnly: "Here, I have only pretended to be you for more than 20 years. I think there will be no more in the next few decades. Someone else is living in. So, late, if one day you find that I have lost you, you can use your peacock feathers and give me a shot."