I Am Troubled That My Fiance Is a Villain

Was there such a moment when I cursed the evil of my own mouth?

Tied up in my hands and choked by a monkey, I was going deep into the woods like I was being dragged by Adelina's minions.

I turned my head wondering if I could escape somehow, but I couldn't think of a good solution, and I just felt like cursing myself with a bad mouth.

I think you're calm now, but you should have just told me you were lying and escaped.Why does something like this jump out of my mouth?Why do I not learn from my failures so far?'Cause you can't help it, Communist.Don't talk like a human. Apologize to Mitsu Aida.

No, I swallowed Adelina's request in the first place, and I may not have been able to avoid such a future.

It's no use thinking about it now.

The important thing is how to get through this.

By now, Lucas won't be coming back, he'll be looking for me.

I'm worried about Craig, but he should make it around.I don't have any proof, but I'm convinced he's one of them.

I don't want to get killed anyway.

Or are you gonna kill me, or is Adelina crazy?Do you think you can manage if you become a queen?

But now that I'm gone, it's a subtle line to say that House Retgar will avenge me.Rather, I feel like I might even move in the direction of crushing the tragic incidents between relatives.In any case, I am a troublemaker to dispose of.

But you can't just be buried in the dark.

Rather, Adelina's attempts to kill me should be evidence of the poisoning of the cake.

In the night forest, the fog from the lake creaks and the view is bad.

In the creepy darkness, only the sound of birds flapping their wings resounded.

A steep slope appeared in front of him, and the men struggled slightly to decide which way to turn.

Their exhalation is rough. I'm sure you're not used to this kind of thing.

Caught by the roots of a tree with toes sticking out, I squeezed forward.

The man who was grabbing my right arm suddenly let out his strength and fell down, raised his voice in amazement.

"Hey, keep walking!"

Slightly loosens the restraint on the arm.

I completely relaxed from my knees, fell to the ground from the top of my head, and rolled with momentum.

"Whoa!?"

It is a forward rotation without a stroke.

I'm sure the teacher who taught me that elementary school physical education classes can be utilized in this place would not have dreamed of it.

When I was free, I rolled out of the forward position into the steep slope in an unfamiliar position.

Your body slams into the ground and your sight turns around.

I can't open my eyes to the dirt that splashes on my face because I don't know right or left, top or bottom.The slope seemed longer and steeper than I could imagine, and I rolled everywhere.

Several times along the way, I hit a tree, and at the end I was struck on the flat ground, at the bottom of a cliff.

"Nghh...!?"

I'm going to throw up.

Or rather, vomit.

I think my heart is broken. It hurts.

But fortunately, as I was rolling, the monkey's neck fell off because I hit and caught on various things.

She spat out the dirt from her mouth and kicked her to the ground and stood up.

Oh, my skirt is already too intrusive!

"Shit! Where the hell are you?"

The pursuer slipped down the slope.

I shouted with all my might.

Lucas!!

I don't know why I wanted to do that.

I thought it stupid to go out of my way to tell the pursuer where I was.

But Lucas must be looking for me.

And I'm sure you'll notice this voice.

Because he told me.

Protect me no matter what.

I'll show you how to defend myself.

Lucas!!

Your lungs are throbbing with air all over your body.

My heart is hurting and I'm going to stop right now.

I tasted blood from my throat.

As if desperately rising in the mud, I swung my body and ran away.

Signs of pursuers are coming soon.

Lucas.

I'm here.

Please.

Please! Please!

Please...!

"This...!"

My hair was grabbed from behind and my neck gnashed.

"... * giggle *!"

I wanted to shout at Lucas, but I couldn't speak anymore.

Still, I didn't give up.

When I turned around and punched him in the elbow, he gnashed his teeth at the burning fighting spirit.

Emilia!

A black shadow flew into the pursuer's flank and blew his body away.

How dare you touch this man!

The roar of the air trembling can't be mistaken.

Lucas.

"Lucas...!"

I almost whispered his name in a cascading voice, but they didn't hear me.

A small shadow quickly spins to the back of the fallen pursuer.

The hand grabs the pursuer's jaw in an unbelievably quick job.

".... No way...!"

"No! Stop it...!"

That's when I screamed, and the sound of gobbles and broken bones echoed in the dark at the same time.

"Anyway, it's best not to impose."... if you want to get some rest, I'll introduce you to a good place. ”

The doctor quietly told me that it was full of scrapes and beatings.

Even though you saved my life, this is like a funeral.

"... yes, thank you."

The doctor quietly bowed his head and left the room to answer me powerlessly while looking up at the ceiling.

Lucas, who had entered by mistake, sat down on the chair beside the bed.

He looked so terrible that he laughed at me.

"Why did you do this?"

It was a voice with a cold rage that I could not normally imagine.

"I'm sorry."

"I won't forgive you for apologizing." What would have happened if Craig hadn't told me you were captured? "

Craig?

I thought Craig had been caught.

Lucas desperately suppressed the anger that was rising and repeated his words indifferently.

"Why did you take such a useless person instead of me?"You may be strong, and I like you, but I don't know. "

"I'm sorry."

And I said, "I'm sorry. I think I forgive you for everything."

"... yes, I'm sorry."

Haaa, my breath drooped deeper, and Lucas clenched my hand.Then put your forehead on like a prayer and repeat deep breathing.

Staring at his hands holding my hand, I felt something bitter spread out in my mouth.

Think of the two corpses still rolling in the dark forest.

I let him kill for me.

I let him use his hand to paint for murder.

It's all my fault.

Lucas' black eyes were looking at me from the gap between his heavy forehead as he muttered.

It's like you're being stared at by a dead man with a terrible complexion.

“I never let you do that to Rouchet.”

"... I guess so. But even if it was Emilia, it was Lucie's intention to fall in love.It was my intention to kill them. "

"But that's not what you're supposed to do."

If I hadn't interfered, Luche wouldn't have fallen in love with His Highness Fritz, and he wouldn't have fallen to poison.

Lucas had escaped the Retgar family and was on his way to the path of painting.Then I met my first love, broke up, continued to paint, and maybe one day I met someone who would really heal him.

"I'm sorry."

Nature and tears overflowed.

Hot tears spilled from the back of my eyes and my throat trembled.

"... sorry, Lucas"

Lucas' eyes peeled.

He wiped my tears gently and laughed clumsyly with his mouth alone.

I don't deserve to be laughed at.

Because I am going to hurt him even more.