I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

Yao Xiuping touched his nose awkwardly, and walked away dingy.

The positions of several people moved greatly, and Fu Ze sat in the position originally reserved for Chen Yange, and Zhao Yinqing sat next to him.

"There happened to be free in these two days, so I came to see you, I'm afraid that I won't be able to meet again after I get busy." He whispered.

Zhao Yinqing: "Will be busy afterwards? How long will I be busy?"

"Hard to say."

Zhao Yinqing blinked at him.

Fu Ze smiled: "But you can come to A when you rest, but I can't accompany you more."

"It's okay, I won't bother you."

Fu Ze touched her head and said, "But I will want to see you."

Zhao Yinqing smiled embarrassedly.

Having eaten together after class, Zhao Yinqing originally planned to go to the library.

Fu Ze said, "Go, I'll accompany you."

"But it's rare for you to come here, and then you will be busy again. It seems a bit wasted to spend all your time in the library.

"No, learning is very important. I hope that your presence will make you outstanding, not decadent."

Two people, whether they are a couple or a couple, make progress together and become better together, so that the relationship between the two parties can be maintained for a long time and a virtuous circle can be achieved.

Zhao Yinqing thought for a while, and found it quite reasonable.

We went to the library happily together, and Fu Ze actually chose this novel to read. It was still a youthful and painful novel, which did not fit the characteristics of a man in science.

Zhao Yinqing almost lost his eyes.

Fu Ze smiled and said, "This look is not quite right. It seems that I have done something that hurts the world and reason. It's really wrong."

Zhao Yinqing repeatedly vetoed it and explained: "I thought you would choose engineering books. I didn't expect that boys would still read such self-sorrowful novels. You can read them?"

"It's okay, it's a pastime, nothing to do with content."

The two sat in the library until the next class was about to start, and Fu Ze was about to return to University A.

Zhao Yinqing calculated the time and sent him to the school gate.

"That's it." Fu Ze looked at her and reached out to help Zhao Yinqing hook the hair that fell from his ear behind his ear. "See you later, call me if something happens."

Zhao Yinqing nodded.

After standing face to face for a meeting, Fu Ze smiled: "Don't you hug me?"

Zhao Yinqing stepped forward and gently wrapped around his waist. There were a lot of students passing by at the gate, and he soon separated.

As he walked back, he inadvertently glanced at a familiar figure, Zhao Yinqing paused and looked in that direction.

Sun Lu turned around directly, without communicating.

As soon as she entered the classroom, Ding Zhiqi called her, and Zhao Yinqing quickly passed by and sat next to her.

"Where is Lao Jiang?" Zhao Yinqing asked.

"I'm going to the toilet. I'm coming right away. Where did you go before? I didn't answer the call."

"In the library, something?" As he said, he took out his cell phone.

"Your friend came and couldn't find you. He called the dormitory and brought a bunch of food. I'll help you get it down."

"Oh, thank you." Zhao Yinqing vibrated the phone, and there was indeed Sun Lu's missed call on it. "Did he say anything?"

"No, I left as soon as I put it away. Is he your brother? It doesn't seem to be much older than you."

Zhao Yinqing smiled. The situation at home is complicated, and she can't explain it clearly in a few words. She doesn't like to talk about these things outside. Fortunately, Ding Zhiqi is a discerning person. Seeing that she didn't speak, she didn't ask.

Jiang Zifan just came back from this meeting, clutching his stomach and muttering bad luck, and pulled it three times a day.

Ding Zhiqi handed her the hot water at hand and said, "You can't be upset even after taking medicine?"

"It's useless, it's still a stomachache."

Zhao Yinqing asked her: "What kind of medicine did you take?"

"Cure diarrhea."

"You will go back to drink some Huoxiang Zhengqi water later, maybe you have heat stroke."

Jiang Zifan nodded sadly.

Back to the dormitory at night, the snacks that Sun Lu sent was on the table. Zhao Yinqing flipped through it. It was indeed just a simple snack. Thinking about whether to call him or not, thinking of his cold eyes in the afternoon. Give up.

After dividing the snacks, Zhao Yin washed and rinsed, and climbed into bed early to read.

Ding Zhiqi suddenly remembered something, and lay down on the back of the chair, and said, "Hey, do you know? Someone saw Chen Yange in the Third Hospital a few days ago."

Jiang Zifan said, "Is she sick?"

"No, it seems that someone in her family is sick. The most famous department of the third hospital is the nephrology department. Basically, everyone who goes there depends on this area. She may..."

I didn't say anything in the back, but everyone knew it in their hearts.

Jiang Zifan whispered: "Serious kidney disease treatment will cost a lot of money, right?"

Ding Zhiqi shook her head: "I don't know."

Zhao Yinqing thought of the scene of Chen Yange alone in the street at night selling flowers. How much money can such a stall business make in one night?

That evening, Sun Lu returned to the dormitory. Only Qiu Boren was there. He was sitting in front of the computer playing games with a cigarette in his mouth. When he saw him enter the door, he took the cigarette and said, "Sun Lu, have you eaten yet?"

Sun Lu shook his head: "What?"

"You will eat it later and bring me a copy back. I don't want to move."

"What about the rest?"

"The ghost knows, I haven't seen their figures yet." He stuffed his cigarette **** into his mouth, then turned back and went on to kill the Quartet.

The screen is colorful, and you **** him in front of the screen.

Sun Lu stared at the thin smoke that leaked from the corner of Qiu Boren's mouth, and suddenly asked, "Is it easy to smoke?"

Qiu Boren did not say a word. After a while, he reacted to asking him: "What did you say?"

"Is it easy to smoke? You are very addicted."

"Try it." Qiu Boren grabbed the cigarette case on the table, bumped the cigarette case with his fingertips, and revealed a few cigarette butts, beckoning him to take it.

Sun Lu did not move, Qiu Boren suddenly got up from his chair and stopped playing games. He pulled the slippers to him, put the cigarette case together, and said, "Come on, you can try one."

In this dormitory, except for Sun Lu, the other three will smoke. It's just the difference between the size of the addiction. Qiu Boren is the most addicted. It costs half a pack a day, and the other two hardly touch.

This will hear that the only Qinglian meant to go into the mud. Qiu Boren suddenly became a little excited. Sun Lu is a good student with a cool temperament and a beautiful face. Among them, this group is a little different, but this The alternative is not offensive.

Smearing clean things with dirt, I don't know why, the guilt is mixed with a little excitement, it's quite abnormal.

Sun Lu looked down for a while, pinched one out, and put it to his lips.

Qiu Boren turned around and actively lit a lighter for him.

Sun Lu leaned closer, his thick and slender eyelashes cast a thin shadow in the fire. He took a breath and then spit it out mechanically.

"How is it?" Qiu Boren looked at him baffledly.

Sun Lu took another breath without any expression, and said, "Not very good."

The cell phone just came to call, and he gave Qiu Boren the cigarette plug, and he was connected here: "Hello?"

Qiu Boren shook his head a little disappointed, put the cigarette holder into his mouth, and went to play in front of the computer again.

It was Ren Xue who called. They have only met once since the beginning of school. At that time, Ren Xue had a fever and asked him to buy medicine.

I want to invite him to dinner today.

Sun Luyuan wanted to refuse. Ren Xue first blocked his excuse and said, "I'm in a bad mood recently, and something happened at home. I don't have anyone to talk to. Will you accompany me?"

Sun Lu didn't say a word.

After a while, Ren Xue smiled softly there, with a bitter meaning: "How did the relationship between the two of us change like this? But it's hard to have a meal. It's really better when you were a kid. At that time, you came every day. In my house, my sister's name is also called. Although I don't talk much, but listen to what you are told, but behaved."

Sun Lu frowned and said, "Did you drink?"

"Drank a little bit."

"Why are you drinking at this point?" It was still dark outside, and it was almost time for dinner.

"It's annoying!" Ren Xue said, "I don't have a person to talk to. The pressure is too great, I don't know what to do."

"where are you?"

"Will you come?"

"Ok."

Ren Xue said happily: "I will send you your position."

At a clear bar outside the city, Sun Lu took the subway and took three more bus stops to get there.

The tone of the dark blue lighting, there are not many guests at this point, there are resident singers on the stage, the atmosphere is quiet and not noisy.

Sun Lu found Ren Xue at the bar.

The moment Ren Xue saw Sun Lu, she felt a little bit cried for some reason, but she abruptly held back it.

"Stop drinking, what happened?"

Ren Xue shook his head.

"Go to eat first, and say while eating." Sun Lu snatched the cup in her hand, settled the bill, and walked out of the bar together.

Nearby is a commercial street and many gourmet restaurants. After walking along the road for a while, Ren Xue suddenly reached out and grabbed his forearm, then slowly slid down, passing his wrist, palm, and pinching his fingers.

Sun Lu whispered: "What's the matter?"

"I can't walk a bit."

Sun Lu pulled out his hand and held her elbow instead: "Is this better?"

Ren Xue lowered her head, smiled bitterly, and said, "It's okay, I can hold it for a while."

She also has dignity. Since Sun Lu has divided the distance between each other so clearly, she has to be a little self-aware anyway.

The two entered Lemon Thai.

After ordering a few Thai dishes at random, Sun Lu asked her what had happened.

Sitting there with her head down, Ren Xue looked very decadent. She brushed her hair back and said: "My mother asked her relatives to lend some money to Ren Feipeng. A while ago, I received a call from my cousin asking what to prepare for that money. It's still time, they are running out of money to repair the house."

In fact, the situation is worse than this. Liao Xiuyun borrowed money, not only from relatives, but also from usury. Someone came to the door in the middle of the night and splashed red paint. The landlord started to rush people.

Ren Xue is just a college student, she really doesn't know what to do next?

However, when facing Sun Lu, he suddenly couldn't say these things. What could he do if he told the truth word by word? Can he help her? Who can help? Ask the prospective stepfather?

Ren Xue thought of the girl who lived under the same roof with Sun Lu. She had such a clean, beautiful and simple face. Comparing herself with her, she was like a pile of rubbish.

She didn't dare to think about it any more, and she didn't want Sun Lu to see her in such a terrible situation, with such a dilapidated family behind her back, anyone who saw it would stay away, even though they used to know everything.

"Is it so bad? When will it be paid off?"

"Not much. There will be a period of time. I can still find more part-time jobs. It's just that I always have these bad things and I'm too upset."

"You already have a part-time job, and you still have classes here. How can you take care of it? How far is it?"

Sun Lu frowned, with a faint worry in his eyes.

Ren Xue was still relieved, smiled, and said, "What's the fear? I'm already a junior, and I will start an internship next year. It will be fine to survive this for a while."

"You also know that you are in your junior year, and you will only be busier later. Where can you find time to work part-time? How far is it?"

Ren Xue shook his head, not letting go, and could only give up in the end.

After the meal, after a walk along the river, Sun Lu sent Ren Xue back.

She has moved out to live, so that with less access control, she can work a little more time, and earn one point more money.

The small apartment I rented is in an old community. It lives on the sixth floor. There is no elevator. It has one bedroom and one living room. The facilities are simple and basic. There is no other decoration except for the most basic living needs.

Sun Lu sent her into the room, one bed, one table, one chair and one wardrobe is everything.

Ren Xue sat on the edge of the bed, and Sun Lu stood and looked at her for a while, and said, "Get some rest early, I'll go back first."

Ren Xue said with an "um".

Sun Lu exited and closed the door for her. There were uncleaned bowls and newspapers in the living room, a bag of oranges scattered on the single sofa, and clothes on the armrests.

He helped to clean up these a bit, and just thrown it into the trash can, and the door opened again.

Ren Xue stood there, looking at the already clean living room and the big boy standing in the shadows, her eyes were sour and she wanted to cry a little.

"Alu." She called out.

"Huh?" Sun Lu tied the trash bag in the trash can, held it in his hand, and turned to look at her.

Perhaps the things that have been encountered recently are too tricky, too exhausting, or, watching this big boy who has grown up with him, but has grown farther and farther, there is an inexplicable melancholy and unwillingness in his heart.

The companions who had gone hand in hand one day had to get out of the track and head towards another unknown direction due to various factors. The fear and loneliness of being alone is too frightening.

Ren Xue suddenly had an urge to keep Sun Lu firmly by her side. She walked around the sofa, walked quickly to Sun Lu, and hugged him involuntarily.

Choked and said, "Alu, let's be together."

Sun Lu's eyebrows twitched, and he looked down at Ren Xue who was buried in his chest incredible.

"I like you, let's be together, okay?" Ren Xue lowered her body and prayed with a thick nasal voice.

This night, she abandoned her only remaining dignity, just to keep him.

Sun Lu froze there, motionless.

A cheerful scream from a child faintly came downstairs, followed by an adult's scolding.

The warm light in the bedroom let out a little, illuminating a few inches in front of the door, and the whole living room was quiet.

Ren Xuehuan's hand behind Sun Lu's waist trembled uncontrollably. She closed her eyes, raised her head slightly, and tried to leaning over, and then she touched the corner of Sun Lu's mouth.

She opened it slowly, looking at the darkness ahead.

Sun Lu pulled her hand down and said, "You are too tired, please rest early."

Go past her and walk out.

"Can't it?"

Sun Lu leaned over there to change shoes.

Ren Xue turned to look at her, and the faint light crept up to her side quietly, half bright and half dark.

"Can't I?"

"We are not suitable." Sun Lu stood up straight, still carrying the garbage bag with his left hand, and putting his right hand on the doorknob, "You have a dilemma, but if I can help, I will definitely not stand by. But this is our relationship. In this way, there will be nothing else."

"Go to bed early, I'm leaving." Sun Lu helped her close the door.

There was an illusion of being abandoned by the whole world, tears came out of her eyes, Ren Xue raised her hand to touch it, feeling extremely cheap.

The garbage was at the exit of the community. After Sun Lu was thrown away, he walked along the road towards the school.

The temperature in the evening was a bit cold now, and there were a few messages on the phone, Qiu Boren was begging for dinner, and Sun Lu went back and said that there was something temporary and let him solve it by himself.

Qiu Boren came back quickly: Fuck, the university is bullying me!

Sun Lu ignored him, and then turned down. It was Liu Siqi's. It was cold. He told him to find time to go home with Zhao Yinqing. The clothes and quilts must be prepared to prevent the cold air from freezing.

He went back and passed a cigarette hotel at this moment and turned around to enter.

"What do you want?" the little boss behind the counter asked.

Sun Lu looked down and saw the densely arranged cigarettes. He didn't usually smoke, and he didn't know what brand to buy.

The boss smiled: "What price do you want? I'll choose it for you."

Sun Lu shook his head and nodded with his finger: "Help me get this and add a lighter."

The boss turned around and took a bag from the top, and pushed out the lighter: "21 yuan."

After paying the money, Sun Lu didn't open it for the first time, but continued to walk forward, turning around and strolling in when passing by a park.

A group of aunts mixed with a few uncles dancing in the square, on the other side there were three people dancing swords, and a few children wearing protective gears were skating in a row, and a few onlookers watched.

Sun Lu found a place to sit, opened the cigarette box, and smoked a mouthpiece to set the light on.

He took a sip, hovered in his mouth, and then spit it out. The strong nicotine smell spread out in the air.

After several repetitions, he started to attack his lungs without a teacher.

It was a bit pungent and uncomfortable. Sun Lu didn't know how other people felt when smoking. He didn't feel comfortable with it, but he happened to need these discomforts to divert attention.

Ren Xue's sudden confession caught him off guard. He had never anticipated this situation. The original clean communication line suddenly knotted, which made him very irritable.

When the smoke was about to burn out, a few girls swarmed into the east entrance, talking and laughing youthful.

Sun Lu turned his head and looked over, then squinted his eyes.

He is sitting in the dark and it is not easy to be spotted.

Several girls left from the west gate across the square dance aunt, Sun Lu pinched the smoke off, got up and followed.

It's still early at this point. Zhao Yinqing and the others just came out of the hot pot and are now going to the night market.

Facing the Huancheng River, the very long one is full of night market stalls, shoes and socks clothes, small decorations and small furniture, mobile tattoo studios and photo studios.

Zhao Yinqing never buys local stalls, but he does not refuse to take a walk.

Ding Zhiqi squatted to pick a small lamp. Jiang Zifan and the two girls in the other dormitory were choosing clothes. Zhao Yinqing looked at the earrings for a while. She had pierced ears, but she didn't wear them often.

"Is there a mirror? Boss!"

"Here." She flipped.

Zhao Yinqing took a pair of small bead-like ear studs and poked his ear holes.

I haven't worn it for a long time, and it was a bit difficult for a while. While rotating the earrings, she slowly drilled in, and said: "What kind of material is this? Will it be allergic after wearing it?"

The boss said: "Don't worry, this sterling silver will look like this no matter how long you wear it. At most, the earrings will turn black. This is normal. The oxidation reaction."

When Zhao Yinqing finished taking one and was about to wear the left ear, a person suddenly appeared in the mirror. She was taken aback, turned around and said in surprise: "Why are you here?"

"Play." Sun Lu glanced at her hand, "Do you like this?"

Zhao Yinqing turned the small beads and said, "Wear it on a whim, but it hurts a bit since I haven't worn it for a long time."

Suddenly, Sun Lu leaned forward and squeezed her earlobe: "I can't see it clearly."

Zhao Yinqing backed away quickly, but Sun Lu didn't let go of her grasping.

"What are you doing!" Zhao Yinqing frowned and cried, "Is the pulling on the street plausible? Let me go quickly."

When several other friends heard her voice, they stood up and looked over. Ding Zhiqi and Jiang Zifan just stood there and watched because they had met Sun Lu and knew they were familiar.

The other two were not clear. They were first stunned by Sun Lu's angry face, and then whispered, "Who is that? Is Zhao Yinqing's boyfriend?"

Ding and Jiang shook their heads and said, "It's not a boyfriend, but we can't tell who it is."

Non-boyfriends, non-siblings, if they are friends, they seem to be much closer than friends. It's really difficult to define.

Sun Lu let go, Zhao Yinqing stepped back quickly, not in the mood to try the ear studs again, took off the ears and handed them to the boss.

"I'm leaving, you walk around slowly."

Sun Lu stretched out his hand and grabbed her, and said, "I haven't finished speaking yet, what are you doing in such a hurry?"

"My classmates are waiting for me."

Sun Lu looked up at the few girls who were watching and smiled: "I'm sorry, you go shopping first, I will have a few words with Zhao Yinqing."

Several people looked at each other without saying a word.

Sun Lu dragged Zhao Yinqing to the side for a few steps, and looked down at the displeas on her face: "I just talked to you for a few days. Why is so unhappy? You can't rely on me to like you, just right. It’s not fair to keep me tempered at will."

"I didn't. What do you want to talk about? It pulls people's ears inexplicably and makes everyone angry."

"That's not necessarily." Sun Lu smiled, "Maybe someone is in line and wants me to pull my ears."

"You really know yourself."

Sun Lu didn't continue to quarrel with her, turning to the main topic: "Go home this weekend, I will pick you up on Friday evening."

Zhao Yinqing paused and said, "I have no plans to go back, and I have nothing to do when I go back."

"The weather is getting colder. Bring the clothes and quilts for the season change first, and the province will be caught off guard."

Zhao Yinqing hesitated. She didn't want the trouble of moving around, so she might as well just buy it here, but she didn't say it right away.

Sun Lu stared at her for a while, then sneered: "It's not that you can't bear that man. You don't even let it go for a weekend. How tired and crooked are you, don't you bother?"

Zhao Yinqing said: "You can find a girlfriend to experience it and you will understand it. It's useless to talk about it, you have to experience it yourself."

Sun Lu's eyes were cold: "Go, I will pick you up on Friday evening, don't let me dove."

He crossed Zhao Yinqing to take a taxi.

When the wind blew, Zhao Yinqing smelled a light smoke. She frowned and subconsciously said, "Did you smoke?"

Sun Lu tilted his head, Yu Guang swept to her, and got into the car without saying a word.