I Dumped Her Not Knowing That She Was My Favorite

087. Romance

From noble mtl dot com

I have never felt regretful about the fact that I have rarely received comfort in my life.

But now.

What should I say after losing my language?

“Don’t make that face. “It seems like I said it for no reason.”

Doa’s helpless laughter further aggravated my sense of self-destruction.

“Ah… Sorry…”

It was my fault.

They also persuaded us to play a horror game as a pledge.

I went to her studio to help her because she was scared.

I felt like it was all my fault.

“No. Don’t say things like that? Brother. “This is just me.”

“No… Why isn’t this my fault? “If I hadn’t gone, nothing would have happened…”

There was no reason for Doah to hear harsh words from her company, and no reason for her to hear negative words from her fellow Closer members.

Leader of Clojure. Jennifer.

As the eldest member of her group, she seemed to have no intention of letting this matter go.

The story goes that Luca was criticized in the chatroom where all the other members were watching, almost as if he had been embarrassed, and Doa kept saying she was sorry over and over again.

It was a feeling I had never felt before.

Her resentment toward Jennifer, who had spoken so harshly to her, and her sense of shame that I was the one who pushed Doa into such a situation were born from a mixture of a very traceable feeling of discomfort.

As I took it more seriously, Doa got up from her seat and sat down next to me.

“No. Brother. I’m really fine. “They say that even idol members usually have this level of discord, right?”

Rather, what I find comforting is, paradoxically, the situation that has become me.

I don’t know if it was to brighten the mood, but Doa brought up a new topic of conversation.

“And just because you tell someone you have a boyfriend doesn’t mean you always get a bad reaction.”

I tilted my head at her incomprehensible words.

“Why? “Don’t you all like it?”

“Uh… So it’s not like we’re the only ones dating?”

A question mark appears in my head.

What does that mean?

“Then who is dating?”

“Do other members do it too?”

Oh…?

Since I only knew Doa in her real life, I never imagined anything about her other members.

She just thought everyone was a perfect solo…

The following words began to reveal how deluded I had been living.

“Clover says she has a boyfriend of 4 years.”

This alone was shocking, but the second hit went even further.

“Mooring said you wanted to go on a double date with us?”

“…Are you serious about that?”

No. Let’s go on a double date?

To a couple whose faces you don’t even know?

How much insider power is required for this proposal to be possible?

“Honestly, I’m not sure if he’s sincere. “I wonder if that was just something he said as a way of consoling himself after being stabbed by Nipper, or if he was saying that he should really do it.”

Doa shrugged her shoulders and I felt a little relieved.

I was really worried that I was being bullied and that it would lead to something like that.

“I guess not everyone was very negative though.”

“Oppa. We are still close friends. “It doesn’t feel like 100% business.”

It was their own story that was not revealed to viewers.

I was curious about what had happened so I asked about the remaining members’ dating status.

“Nipper said she isn’t seeing anyone right now, and Leah doesn’t care. Now.”

“Really?”

“Suddenly talking about Leah reminds me of Junseok oppa.”

“Yes.”

Junseok, whom Leah said was her favorite.

Before we knew it, only the final presentation was left in the advertising production class.

“This is just a saying.”

I suddenly become curious.

“What would it be like if Junseok and Leah met?”

I knew how pathetic this was, but I still thought it was the funniest thing.

The words that come after the word “If” Should always be nonsensical and trivial in order to taste good.

“Hmm… Do you think Junseok oppa likes someone like Leah?”

“What about Leah?”

“First of all, I don’t say much and I don’t express myself very well. “The type of person who only answers when you ask.”

Ah… I thought I knew what it was.

That aspect often appears in Hapbang as well.

But that’s not the concept, it’s actually like that.

The appearances of Doa and Luca were so different that I inadvertently assumed that others would do the same.

“But since Junseok speaks well, wouldn’t it be okay?”

“Maybe so?”

“Ah. But I’m also curious about Leah’s face.”

It seems like Junseok also pays attention to his appearance.

Still, I was thinking to myself that if he had prepared for a musical, he would have been on stage a lot, so he would be pretty…

“Oppa.”

Doa lifted her index finger and poked my cheek.

“Now you’re trying to pass on Leah because Luca isn’t enough?”

“No. What are you talking about. That is.”

“Use it.”

Doa, with her eyes wide open, attacked my side.

“Please report this quickly.”

“No? “You really didn’t think that way?”

“You perverted Lucario.”

As my girlfriend’s index finger attacked my side, I, who had a weak immune system to tickling, ended up lifting both of her hands.

“No. “I was wrong… But it’s not really true?”

“Now I can finally smile.”

Doa stops gesturing with her hand and looks at my face and smiles along with me.

“I felt bad because I got scolded, but it was really okay. “It’s okay if you don’t care anymore.”

I definitely think I’m older.

I felt annoyed at myself at the thought of being taken care of again.

“Doa. “Let me know if you want to go on a double date.”

I look back on our conversation and try to figure out what I can do for her.

“You. “Well, if you want to get closer to her, do it.”

If this helps her social life, it’s only for a day…

It was awkward just thinking about it, but I felt like I could endure it for a day.

“…Really?”

I nodded, feeling doubly excited by the tone of voice that made it seem like I wasn’t expecting anything.

“Uh. Of course.”

Why on earth did I answer like this at this time?

* * *

The last day of the presentation is the day when everyone dresses up nicely.

I was standing between my brother’s building and my house, and I looked up when I heard my boyfriend’s voice.

“Huh…”

My brother is wearing a beige coat with a white dress shirt underneath.

He usually doesn’t wear anything other than sneakers, but today he came out wearing loafers.

“Doya!”

“I… Stay away!”

I stretched out my hand and stopped him from approaching.

“Huh? Why?”

“Just stand there for a moment.”

There is a saying that you should keep looking at good things for a long time.

And now my brother’s appearance looked so cool that I could cherish it in my eyes.

“…Is it okay to go now?”

“Yes.”

No. I don’t even exercise, so why are my shoulders so wide?

I didn’t understand.

We hold hands and glance at each other on the way to school.

How can you be so cool?

It was a day when the manager realized that she didn’t give her business card for no reason as soon as she saw her.

This man standing next to me actually had the aura of a model.

While I was peeking, my eyes met and I froze as if I had met Medusa’s eyes.

“That…”

“Yes…?”

Awkward laughter that comes out of nowhere.

“Am I doing something strange today?”

“Ah. No? “It’s really cool, isn’t it?”

“Ah… I felt like I kept watching it, so I wondered if I was doing something strange.”

My brother lowers his head and checks my attire once again.

“Are you okay?”

“Ah. Sure!”

The words rose up in my throat, asking me to just wear them like that from now on, but I didn’t bother to do it.

It is very popular even if you wear it loosely, but it was because it seemed like you wouldn’t be able to afford it if you wore it like that on a regular basis.

“Aww. It’s uncomfortable. However.”

Watch it! Please bear with that level of inconvenience!

As I passed through the main gate of the campus and entered the classroom, I was immediately struck by the unique chaos of the last day.

“Hey. “Actually, what you said is 100 times correct.”

Taemin shook his head at Junseok’s joke.

“That’s it. “I have no intention of ruining my grades on the last day.”

“Doachi!”

As Minji crossed her arms, I also welcomed her happily.

“Hello Minji.”

“If the professor’s evaluation is good today, let’s have a company dinner?”

“Drinking party?”

“Ah. We’ve been together all semester, but we’ve never had a proper meal. The exam is over, let’s have a drink. Huh?”

When I glanced to the side, Taemin’s pupils were trembling.

When I saw him sending signals with his whole body that he absolutely hated me, I smiled and tried to say it back.

“It’s a bit difficult to drink because I still have exams left, so how about eating?”

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“Ah. Then, accompaniment?”

Minji also likes alcohol quite a bit.

“Do you think it would be possible with accompaniment? “Is Junseok coming too?”

“Hey. “I already recruited Junseok oppa before you two arrived.”

“Okay. Let’s eat.”

Junseok oppa, who was flipping through PT materials, tapped Taemin oppa on the elbow.

“Although, your girlfriend helped me make a VR video, so I was going to pay for the drinks.”

When my name was mentioned, Taemin eventually surrendered.

“Yes… Because you worked hard…”

But why are you looking at me with eyes like a cow being dragged to the slaughterhouse? This guy.

Reuniting with him, soaked in alcohol, wasn’t as bad as I thought.