I Have a City in a Different World

The cell was quiet in an instant, and neither of them spoke.

The female monk once again stared at the ceiling, as if there was a ladder leading to heaven, which could be touched in one step.

Tang Zhen flashed his eyes, and for the first time carefully looked at the alien female monk in front of him.

In fact, her age is not too big, her face is pretty, her body is graceful, and she is full of vitality.

Near the erect on the forehead, there is a red-like tattoo like a double-winged, covering her smooth forehead and looking alive.

However, her eyes are like the same pool of stagnant water, as if with a thick resentment and frustration, it seems that there is no more vitality!

Tang Zhen didn't know what she had experienced, so she would be so self-defeating, even to the point of being a child.

I don't know why, Tang Zhen's heart suddenly raised a hint of emotion, watching the female monk sigh softly: "Life is alive, where everything can be done at will, choice is a good thing, no choice is a common occurrence.

If you follow the trend, you will not be left with too much regret and regret.

I know that your mood is very contradictory. If you want to get rid of the original life and have a heartache, you will give up on yourself and wait for me to make a choice for you.

Life is good, death is all right, everything is resigned, right? ”

Tang Zhen said here, sneer, with a tone without any emotion: "Do not worry, you want to die, I will not stop you, and if you want to live, I will give you a chance.

Even if you want to abandon your current identity, and then like an ordinary person, in a quiet life in this world, I can also satisfy you.

What to do in the end depends on how you choose! ”

The female monk's body shook slightly and slowly looked up at Tang Zhen. After a moment of silence, she said, "Do you know, from small to large, I have never experienced a happy day.

In a battle to invade the world, my parents never returned, leaving me and my brothers to live together.

The result was not too many, my brother fell on the battlefield of a different world, leaving me alone.

At that time, I was so lonely that I cried and sneaked in the night every day until I was so tired that I would choke and sleep.

You can never understand, how desperate my mood was at the time, it seems that the whole world has abandoned me and my life has become gray.

When I grew up, I confirmed that I had a cultivation talent, so I became a master of a city like my parents and my brother.

In the days that followed, there was only cultivation, competition, blood, death and corpse.

I feel like a machine, no emotions, no one is chilling, and every day repeats the days of madness.

I know that one day, I will also embark on the battlefield of a different world, and then, like my loved ones, will sleep in the strange world of ruins and never come back. ”

The female monk said that it was already bursting into tears, and buried his head between his knees, his shoulders constantly shaking.

While sobbing, she said: "Those who have been together since childhood, and the comrades who have helped me, have now left me and died in various battles.

When I go to sleep, I often wake up from my dreams, and then I realize that I have already burst into tears.

Because I found that I couldn't remember their looks, and even the names began to be forgotten, leaving only a vague outline.

I don't know if anyone still remembers me when I am dead, or is it completely forgotten by everyone? ”

Speaking of this, the female monk suddenly raised her head and flashed a firm color in her eyes.

"In fact, the question I just had, I have had an answer in my heart, but I have never dared to admit it.

As a monk in the Loucheng City, there is no right to choose. He can only spend his life in the company of sword and blood. Finally, on a certain day, he will die silently on the battlefield!

What is the significance of such a life? What is the purpose of what we are doing?

Is it to let the next generation repeat the repulsive killing and plundering like us? ”

Speaking of this, the voice of the female monk suddenly rises high, and there seems to be a backlog of flames in my heart, which suddenly erupts at this moment.

"Since I first participated in the invasion of the alien world, I have been deeply disgusted with this kind of life, but I am incapable of escaping and resisting.

So I can only tell myself that this is my mission. For the power of the city, I have to do this! ”

"But I also know that this is self-deception!

So the longer I stay, the more I can't stand this kind of life, and at the same time I have the idea of ​​fleeing this life in my heart.

But the world of the Loucheng is big, where can I escape?

Even if you really fled to other places, what is the difference between those places? ”

When it comes to this, the female monk's mouth suddenly appears a smile, looking at the empty wall, but the eyes have no focus, apparently into a state of memories.

"Until I came here and met the sisters in the same dormitory, I realized that life is so beautiful!

do you know? I have a good time these days, I don't have to think about things related to killing every day, and I am especially practical when I go to sleep.

I am afraid of losing such a life, so I can only secretly pray in my heart, I hope that this life will never end. ”

With a smirk, the female monk suddenly lay on the ground, and the slender body curled up together, like a frightened kitten, looking straight at the ground.

"It turns out that I once again deceived myself, because my identity does not allow me to enjoy such a life, killing and being killed is my ultimate fate!

But this time I don't regret it, because everything I have experienced these days is totally different from my previous life.

It makes me really feel that I am not a body, I can also laugh and spend every day.

If you can choose, I would rather use everything I have, in exchange for a year here, and then happily do all the things I want to do.

Even if it is the price of life, I have no regrets! ”

The female monk said here that the voice began to become weaker and his face became pale.

A trace of blood overflowing in the corner of her mouth, the color is black as ink, contrasting with her fair skin and purple lips, seems to give a very fascinating feeling of beauty.

She lay on the ground like this, smiling at Tang Zhen, like a flower that was about to wither, and the last trace of beauty in the frost.

Until the fascination in her eyes dissipated completely, the smile of the corner of the mouth continued to bloom, and it solidified forever...