I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

It was a dark night with a bright moon and few stars.

Chen Feng stood on the balcony of his personal suite, looking at the sky and wandering around.

Didi didi.

The prompt sounded, and the owner of a certain room downstairs came back.

Chen Feng picked up the communicator and said, "Brother Tiger, are you there?"

Ding Hu's slightly tired voice came, "Is something wrong?"

"Let's talk?"

"I'll be right over."

Three minutes later, Ding Hu appeared on Chen Feng's balcony, with his legs crossed and a goblet in hand, commenting, "Tsk, tsk, the captain's treatment is really good, and the drinks are fresher than mine."

"Brother Hu, please stop joking, you just went on a mission?"

Chen Feng found several red marks on Ding Hu's face, which were traces left shortly after the atomic therapy device had repaired deep wounds.

"Yes, the lower level of Rhea's collection station collapsed and the equipment was damaged. I brought a maintenance team there."

"Is this on your face?"

"It collapsed again while we were setting up the equipment."

Chen Feng was slightly startled, "Ah? Are there any casualties?"

"Three comrades were sacrificed, but fortunately the final mission was successfully completed."

Chen Feng was silent for a long time.

"Brother Tiger, are you sad when you see your comrades sacrificed?"

"Why are you sad? You don't know how important that collection station is. It is an honor to sacrifice one's life in a major mission. I will not grieve for the sacrifice of my comrades, I will only be proud of them. I also don't want to sacrifice myself in the future. , any psychological ups and downs that other people have because of me will affect their thinking and judgment."

"But aren't they still dead? Why are you so cold-blooded?"

Ding Hu thought for a few seconds, "I wanted to save them. I blocked the collapsing ice with my body. But the engineering armor they wore was not as strong as the Star Edge Armor, and they still died. If I could, I would rather Die for them. I'm not cold-blooded, I just know that I shouldn't feel sad."

Chen Feng pondered Ding Hu's words for a long time.

"Always living so rationally, it's a bit unhuman, like a robot."

Ding Hu asked, "How?"

"Let's talk about the definition of biology first. Brother Hu, do you know the structure of E. coli phage?"

Chen Feng said and asked the intelligent assistant Weiwei to project the three-dimensional structure diagram of the phage.

Ding Hu had obviously never paid attention to such primitive knowledge before. This was the first time he saw it, and he suddenly felt relished.

Chen Feng pointed at the phage projection and asked, "Does this look like the lunar module used when humans first landed on the moon?"

Ding Hu nodded, "It's quite similar. It's a very delicate biological structure. Nature is incredible."

"Do you think this is biological or mechanical?"

Ding Hu thought for a while, "In a sense, it's a machine."

Chen Feng asked again, "But phages also have DNA."

Ding Hu thought for a while, "Okay, that's biological, but through artificial synthesis, we can now directly create phages."

Chen Feng smiled, "So isn't this a paradox you are talking about? We can synthesize it, but nature has also synthesized it. Is it a machine or a life?"

Ding Hu was confused by Chen Feng's question and remained silent.

Chen Feng took a deep breath, "Actually, we humans are only tens of millions of times more complex than phages. Our essences are actually the same."

Ding Hu decisively denied, "But so far, it is still not possible to directly create humans with atomic machines."

Chen Feng said, "But that's only now, what about another thousand years? Do you think it's possible?"

Ding Hu thought for five minutes, "Maybe?"

Chen Feng did not answer him anymore, only said: "Theoretically, as long as we can create atoms point-to-point, then we should be able to create humans from scratch point-to-point. But why did the researchers give up on this research, and the results of all theoretical inferences They all point to one answer, that is, it can never be done because the degree of difficulty is infinite."

Ding Hu was surprised, "Have you even gone to see it?"

"Yes, I have read all relevant articles. Researchers have analyzed many difficult points, but in my opinion they are all wrong. They have only one correct conclusion, which is that the difficulty is infinite. But the essence of the human body is not just various organic Is it formed by stacking a combination of molecules? Why is the difficulty coefficient infinite?"

Ding Hu was confused by Chen Feng's question.

"Brother Hu, I'll tell you the answer. Because we can copy the body, but we can't copy thinking or feelings. When thinking and feelings are complicated to a certain extent, they are infinitely complex things, and can even contain the entire universe, so it will never be possible Artificial synthesis. We can synthesize a human body, which is just an empty shell. We can install a chip in the body, so that it can be driven by bioelectricity to make actions that look exactly like a real person, but he is really not a human being. people."

What Chen Feng is talking about is research done by a group of scientists as early as two hundred years ago. The paper is publicly available and can be found in junior high school curriculum.

Of course, since the research failed many times, the government has stopped the project.

Although the project failed and went against common ethics, it did provide important scientific reference.

Ding Hu frowned and looked at Chen Feng, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"I want to say that when friends, brothers, comrades, and relatives die, we should be sad when we should be sad. Because emotions are our necessities. Without rich emotions, human beings are no longer humans, but machines. I even think, For example, phages, or those animals and plants that can only act according to biological instincts and cannot act against instincts through emotional judgment, are not considered life!"

"These are all machines made by nature. The difference between nature's machines and the machines made by us humans is nothing more than that the machines created by the laws of the universe and nature are more precise, while the machines created by humans have not yet reached that precision. There is no essential difference. .”

"Only the birth of rich emotions represents a living organism breaking away from the category of machines. As for us humans, the reason why we are an important race living in the universe, and the reason why we want to continue to exist, is not to preserve our The body, but the thoughts of all human beings! Only with thoughts and feelings can we be qualified to regard ourselves as a true civilization!"

"Without emotions, what is the difference between us and those rare animals and plants that have become extinct in the long course of history? If we zoom into the universe, we humans are just a pitiful extinct rare species and a precious machine."

"The reason why we refuse to give up, the reason why we still want to continue to live, and the reason why over the past few hundred years there have been people who have been willing to board spaceships full of gene pools to hit the invader barrier outside the solar system, trying to rush out and continue the race. Even if there is no hope at all, everyone is still rushing forward. It’s because our feelings tell us that we don’t want to die!”

"Even if it means sacrifice, it is the deepest emotion lurking in everyone's heart, which makes us willing to sacrifice, not bullshit logic! If we really have to strictly follow logic, no one is willing to die! Because survival is the most fundamental and lowest level of logic! Our feelings I keep defeating logic, but why can’t you guys wake up?”

"Brother Hu, wake up! Logic is indeed useful, but no matter how perfect logic is, it cannot completely replace emotional needs. You are like this, General Tang is like this, everyone is like this. Don't you really realize this? Is something wrong?"

Chen Feng grabbed Ding Hu's shoulders and shook him violently.

"Your comrade just died! You tried your best to save others but couldn't save them! You should be very sad. Even if you are strong enough not to shed tears, at least you can show me a sad expression!"

Time passed for a long time, as if it had stopped.

Chen Feng almost thought he had succeeded.

But Ding Hu shook his head dully, "I can make a sad expression, but it is still my rational judgment, not an action prompted by emotion. I still don't quite understand what you mean."

Chen Feng turned to look at the single-family villa belonging to Tang Tianxin, the commander of the base.

He knew that she also heard what he said.

What Chen Feng said was what he wanted to say to everyone.

It's just a pity that no one seems to understand.

The night sky was still quiet, with only the distant sound of shuttles passing through the air.

Chen Feng waved his hand, "Brother Hu, go and rest. I'm tired, and so are you."

He hadn't felt so lonely for a long time.

This is a situation he once dreamed of, because he himself is the first player who doesn't want to get involved with everyone, and just wants to travel to a thousand years later and live his life.

But now he especially hates this state.

This place is terrible.

Ding Hu nodded, "Then I'm leaving."

"let's go."

"Actually, I forgot to mention one thing. Among the sacrificed technicians, Liu Weiwei was my match and the mother of my son. I have also watched previous movies and TV shows. In this case, it seems that I should really tear myself apart in pain. My heart is broken, but I just can’t feel it.”

Ding Hu said, shaking his head and turning around to leave.

Chen Feng was like falling into an ice cave.

This is the heaviest blow he has received since he worked hard to become stronger.

He almost collapsed on the spot.

But he finally adjusted back half an hour later.

Because he remembered again the tears Tang Tianxin shed at the last moment.

The crystal tears floating in the air suddenly became the strongest fulcrum deep in his heart.

According to the current intensity of penetration, even if humanity perishes, even if Tang Tianxin discovers that her little hobby is a sad conspiracy, she finally realizes that she has been used. She can feel pain, regret, depression and despair, but she should not shed tears.

Her tears proved that at that moment, the basic human emotions in her body were revived, and the passively sleeping amygdala was revived.

There are two possibilities.

At that moment, the latent psychological implications weakened.

Or maybe Tang Tianxin secreted more progesterone because of her pregnancy, which made the mother's emotions in her body particularly active, breaking through the shackles of penetration suggestions.

Chen Feng took a deep breath and reminded himself.

There is hope.

I can't give up, I can't despair.

Looking around, I am the only conscious person in this whole world.

I have to make her belly bigger.

She must try to awaken the human emotion in her body and open a gap in the high wall built by the almost unbreakable psychological suggestion!

Intuition told Chen Feng that as long as he succeeded this time, he might be able to completely eradicate the psychological infiltration next time.

He thought through gritted teeth.

Am I not amazing enough or good enough?

Then I will become even more amazing!

Since the emotional offensive doesn't work, then continue to become stronger, become so strong that you can use your fresh and tender body to seduce her!

Chen Feng clicked on a piece of technical information.

Information about the genetic fluid injection that every baby must experience when he is born and can only experience once in his life.

He wants to take a gamble.

He bet that his body, which was copied and pasted from thousands of years ago, had not yet received injections of genetic fluid.

He bet that the effects of serum and genetic fluid only looked similar, but were essentially different.

He bet that he could change again.

Even if the infant mortality rate is one-third, the adult mortality rate is twice that of infants, up to two-thirds.

He also decided to take a gamble.