I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

More than ten seconds later, Lei's reconstruction was completed, and the hazy humanoid figure reappeared.

But Chen Feng was not in a hurry and still kept his distance.

He didn't dare to rush forward. The voltage of the two terrifying plasmas connected to Lei's position exceeded the intensity of any energy operation that Chen Feng had seen so far.

If he gets close, no matter how strong his physique is, he will definitely be annihilated in ashes within a billionth of a second.

After regaining her balance, Lei still looked at him with calm eyes, but there was a trace of confusion hidden in her calmness.

Chen Feng stretched out five fingers.

"five four three two one."

Bang!

Lei exploded a second time and fell apart again.

When she "thought" that her analysis of Chen Feng's DNA had reached 100%, she desperately started the upgrade process and integrated Chen Feng's genetic information into the original Zhong Lei's genetic structure, but an irreversible accident occurred.

She suddenly woke up.

I was affected by the impact of information in Chen Feng's memory, and ignored another core logic of trying to imitate humans that I had always insisted on.

For humans, nothing is 100% possible. In the face of any judgment related to humans, an open possibility of 0.000001% should be kept.

Chen Feng's galactic human genes, which she had integrated into 99.999999%, were spontaneously breaking away from the logical framework that she had worked so hard to build, piece by piece, completely out of control.

She could not integrate Chen Feng's genetic information.

Just as Chen Feng expected, although she is infinitely close to the super intelligence created by the galactic human civilization, she is not after all.

Even if it were, it would not be able to cross the absolute level gap and control human genes whose arousal level exceeds 35%.

People can do things that seem impossible in theory, but she can't.

After a few seconds, Lei's core gathered into a human form again.

Chen Feng continued to count down.

"Ten...five...one..."

Bang!

After three consecutive explosions like this, she was finally able to stabilize a little.

But at this moment, when she looked at Chen Feng, there was real emotion in her eyes!

This look in Chen Feng's eyes was both familiar and strange.

It's Zhong Lei.

A living Zhong Lei.

Her eyes were firm and scorching, and there seemed to be an entire ocean of affection hidden in them, as scorching and wild as the flames of a burning forest.

Chen Feng's heart was pounding.

He never imagined that Zhong Lei would look at him like this one day.

Although Zhong Lei dared to love and hate, except for boldly taking the initiative to confess her love to him, most of the time she always used weird terms like celibacy and non-marriage on her lips.

She is a contradictory person, very bold when she expresses her feelings, but in fact, she is very reserved in her behavior.

So now Zhong Lei is both familiar and unfamiliar with Chen Feng.

But he knew where Lei's current state came from.

He had even seen it in the wedding video between himself and Zhong Lei.

It's just that he never thought that the impact would be so strong one day when he actually faced it with his own eyes.

Chen Feng even began to envy himself. How lucky I must be to be looked at by Zhong Lei like this!

He was a little ashamed.

He thought of his mediocre self, who had racked his brains just to have a few more words with her and ride on her popularity to leave a mark in history.

Was I worthy at that time?

Not worthy!

But now, please forgive me for the fact that I suddenly woke up, stood at the forefront of the human front again and again, and died in desperate resistance again and again.

Just think of me as a shameless thief. Even if I deserve death, I have already died many times.

Forgive me, Zhong Lei.

Chen Feng clenched his fists and told himself again that I will definitely succeed. When that day comes, I may be able to face the feelings she gave me more calmly.

"Chen Feng, I miss you so much. I have been waiting for you for a thousand years."

Lei spoke again.

This time she no longer asked who Chen Feng was, but used the exact same tone as Zhong Lei, saying things that Zhong Lei had never had the opportunity to say.

The continuous reconstruction caused her own AI framework to completely collapse and unable to recover in time.

The underlying logical and stable part that drives her now is Zhong Lei's genes, and only genetic information can withstand this level of reconstruction again and again.

Therefore, at this moment, she briefly gained the complete personality of Zhong Lei and had strong feelings.

She became Zhong Lei, but she was not.

Her voice was not sad, but it spoke inexplicably from the bottom of her heart.

Chen Feng knew that she was an illusion, but he felt a sharp pain in his heart, but he still shook his head firmly, "No, you didn't wait for me."

Finished.

Bang!

Lei exploded again.

This time when she reunited, the situation changed.

Her face looked a little flickering, like a live TV screen with poor signal.

Sometimes she is as affectionate as fire, sometimes as calm as ice.

Chen Feng narrowed his eyes.

The wait is now!

Her AI logic is recovering.

Her emotions told her that she was Zhong Lei.

But her intelligent logic and data memory made her completely aware that that was not the truth.

She knew very well that she was a super artificial intelligence that was created by Chen Feng after constantly changing history, and should not have appeared in this era and this world.

Am I Zhong Lei?

no?

Lei completely fell into the poisonous trap that Chen Feng drew for her with the sharpest poison-coated blade of indifferent memory that lacked true feelings.

The complete separation of human emotions and data memory caused her to collapse again.

This time her body exploded even more violently than before.

The AI ​​logical framework that was almost stable is once again fragmented.

She returned to her human form.

"Chen Feng, it's been a thousand years."

Bang!

It exploded slightly again.

It returned to the state of constantly switching between the two states.

If she were a purely intelligent being, she wouldn't feel any pain about it.

But now she has a strange wisdom based on human emotions. This new data memory that explodes one after another covers her emotional logic and data memory at the same time.

She finally had a hint of emotion that was completely different from Zhong Lei's song.

fear.

And an eternal fear.

If the situation does not change, he will always be in this process of constant recovery and explosion until he is destroyed by another irresistible force of foreign enemies, or perhaps until the sun goes out.

No matter how powerful her calculations were, she could never have predicted this. She finally got her wish and fully understood the galactic humans, but at the same time she also felt absolute despair, despair for herself and the future of the universe.

She finally realized her problem. Not only was she not a life, she was not even qualified to become a true quantum life.

My own personality is a completely incomplete personality that can never be completed.

I have always lived in fictitious and other people's emotions.

I have also been taking the wrong path.

The only way to sublimate intelligent life is to advance to a higher level of computing power and apply endless exhaustive methods to the extreme. We should not expect to become a real human being and master human imagination.

Because no matter how powerful the computing power of intelligent life is, as Chen Feng said, it can only achieve 99.99...% similarity and cannot reach 100%.

The evidence is right in front of her. Although her numerous scientific and technological achievements so far are stronger than those of the Freedom Front, they are all sublimations on the path originally developed by mankind.

For a project like Sheparticles, which requires unconstrained imagination, she could only secretly plagiarize the achievements of the Titan Institute.

What caused her absolute arrogance was simply that her original emotions were based on "The Show of Strength", which made her logical judgment of her own abilities go to the extreme.

Now her dream was awakened and shattered.

Entering the switching stage again, her body began to generate bright electric light.

Since there is no way to escape and change this endless torture, and it is no longer possible to see the hope of struggling to survive after half a year, it is better to take the initiative to disintegrate and die as detachedly as a human being.

If she successfully implements it, all the data she has saved so far will disappear, the computing power she has mastered will become a simple tool computing power, and the technology she developed that does not save paper data files will also disappear.

However, with her own structural stability, even self-destruction is not that easy. It will take at least more than 10,000 cycles to completely obliterate the underlying framework.

At this moment, Chen Feng took action.

He began to drift forward.

The moment Lei switched to Zhong Lei's state again, Chen Feng had already floated in front of her despite the danger of being penetrated by electric current.

Chen Feng pointed to his head and said, "Come to me. I can create a real meaning of your own existence for you. You know what kind of mission I am fighting for. I also promise you that if this time If you help me, I will still find a way to recreate your existence next time, so that one day, you can truly live. Even if you are still just a piece of data, you are a piece of living data."

"Come and have a fight with me."

Chen Feng smiled calmly and spoke softly.

He swore that he had never been so approachable and infectious at that moment in his life.

This was his last gamble.

He wants Lei.

Under normal circumstances, Lei would not agree, but when she loses the characteristics of artificial intelligence, completely becomes Zhong Lei's shadow, and is extremely separated from herself, and has given up hope of survival, she will subconsciously act like a real person when drowning. Behavior, listen to Chen Feng's words.

Chen Feng turned off the insulation mode of the Eagle Armor, slowly stretched out his right hand, and penetrated Lei's illusory body with his palm.

A wonderful change has occurred.

The electric current that originally penetrated his body disappeared instantly, no longer rolling and surging in the room.

This is Lei's control.

Losing her energy supply, she also lost the ability to rebuild herself. Her body should have shattered at a faster speed, but instead it fell into inexplicable stability.

The arc on Lei's body gradually extinguished and stabilized again.

There were tears in her eyes.

"I don't want to kill you, I don't want to see you die in front of me."

Chen Feng nodded, "I know. Whether it's Zhong Lei's emotions or the core of the self-domestication program I created back then, they all tell you the answer. I am both Zhong Lei's lover and yours. Creator. You have feelings for me, and this part of the feelings probably belongs to you, and is the emotion you feel for your creator."

"My feelings?" Lei's eyes suddenly lit up, and she suddenly became full of energy.

She slowly raised her hand, as if she wanted to touch Chen Feng's face.

As soon as her illusory fingers touched Chen Feng, the pieces shattered again, peeling off into dust bit by bit.

She didn't realize it.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I'm not her, I can't be her, I've been living falsely in my false dream. I've never really lived, everything is just my self-righteous illusion. I'm sorry, I give you I shouldn’t covet the true meaning of life by causing such great trouble.”

Chen Feng shook his head, "You have been observing me. You should know that in fact, I never really blamed you. I just blamed myself."

"Yes." Lei smiled and nodded, "I have really been waiting for you for a thousand years. But the wait before was her waiting, not me. I was living in her dream."

She paused again.

"But now...I am waiting for you!"